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DAYS AND DREAMS

 
He dreamed of hills so deep with woods
Storm-barriers on the summer sky
Are not more dark, where plunged loud floods
Down rocks of sullen dye.
 
 
Flat ways were his where sparsely grew
Gnarled, iron-colored oaks, with rifts,
Between dead boughs, of Eden-blue:
Ways where the speedwell lifts
 
 
Its shy appeal, and spreading far —
The gold, the fallen gold of dawn
Staining each blossom's balanced star —
Hollows of cowslips wan.
 
 
Where 'round the feet the lady-smock
And pearl-pale lady-slipper creep;
White butterflies upon them rock
Or seal-brown suck and sleep.
 
 
At eve the west shoots crooked fire
Athwart a half-moon leaning low;
While one white, arrowy star throbs higher
In curdled honey-glow.
 
 
Was it some elfin euphrasy
That purged his spirit so that there
Blue harebells, by those ways that be,
Seemed summoning to prayer?
 
 
For all the death within him prays;
Not he – his higher self, whose love
Fire-filled the flesh. Its light still stays
Touched by the soul above.
 
 
They found him dead his songs beside,
Six stairs above the din and dust
Of life: and that for which he died
Denied him even a crust.
 

DEITY

 
No personal; a God divinely crowned
With gold and raised upon a golden throne
Deep in a golden glory, whence he nods
Man this or that – and little more than man!
 
 
And shalt thou see Him individual?
Not till the freed intelligence hath sought
Ten hundred hundred years to rise and love,
Piercing the singing cycles under God, —
Their iridescent evolutions orbed
In wild prismatic splendors, – shall it see —
Through God-propinquity become a god —
See, lightening out of spheric harmonies,
Resplendencies of empyrean light,
Prisms and facets of ten million beams
Starring a crystal of berainbowed rays,
And in this – eyes of burning sapphire, eyes
Deep as the music of the beautiful;
And o'er the eyes, limpid hierarchal brows,
As they were lilies of seraphic fire;
Lips underneath, of trembling ruby – lips
Whose tongue's a chord, and every sound a song:
Cherubic faces of intensity
In multiplying myriads to a word
Forming the unit – God; Supremity
Creative and ubiquitous.
 
 
From this
Thy intellect, detached, expelled and breathed
Exaltant into flesh endowed with soul,
One sparkle of the Essence clothed with clay. —
O high development! devolvings up
From matter to unmattered potencies,
Up to the source and fountain of all mind,
Beauty and truth, inviolable Love,
And so resumed and reabsorbed in God,
One more expression of eternity!
 

SELF

 
A Sufi debauchee of dreams
Spake this: – From Sodomite to Peri
Earth tablets us; we live and are
Man's own long commentary.
 
 
Is one begat in Bassora,
One lies in Damietta dying —
The plausibilities of God
All possibles o'erlying.
 
 
But burns the lust within the flesh? —
Hell's but a homily to Heaven, —
Put then the individual first,
And of thyself be shriven.
 
 
Neither in adamant nor brass
The scrutinizing eye records it;
The arm is rooted in the heart,
The heart that rules and lords it.
 
 
Be that it is and thou art all;
And what thou art so thou hast written
Thee of the lutanists of Love,
Or of the torture-smitten.
 

SELF AND SOUL

 
It came to me in my sleep,
And I rose from my sleep and went
Out in the night to weep,
Over the bristling bent.
With my soul, it seemed, I stood
Alone in a moaning wood.
 
 
And my soul said, gazing at me,
"Shall I show you another land
Than other this flesh can see?"
And took into hers my hand. —
We passed from the wood to a heath
As starved as the ribs of Death.
 
 
Three skeleton trees we pass,
Bare bones on an iron moor,
Where every leaf and the grass
Was a thorn and a thistle hoar.
And my soul said, looking on me,
"The past of your life you see."
 
 
And a swine-herd passed with his swine,
Deformed; and I heard him growl;
Two eyes of a sottish shine
Leered under two brows as foul.
And my soul said, "This is the lust
That soils my limbs with the dust."
 
 
And a goose wife hobbled by
On a crutch, with the devil's geese;
A-mumbling how life is a lie,
And cursing my soul without cease.
And my soul said, "This is desire;
The meaning of life is higher."
 
 
And we came to a garden, close
To a hollow of graves and tombs;
A garden as red as a rose
Hung over of obscene glooms;
The heart of each rose was a spark
That smouldered or splintered the dark.
 
 
And I was aware of a girl
With a wild-rose face, who came
With a mouth like a shell's split pearl,
Rose-clad in a robe of flame;
And she plucked the roses and gave,
And my flesh was her veriest slave.
 
 
She vanished. My lips would have kissed
The flowers she gave me with sighs,
But they writhed in my hands and hissed,
In their hearts were a serpent's eyes.
And my soul said, "Pleasure is she;
The joys of the flesh you see."
 
 
And I bowed with a heart too weary,
That longed for rest, for sleep;
And my eyes were heavy and teary,
And yearned for a way to weep.
And my soul smiled, "This may be!
Will you know me and follow me?"
 

THE DREAM OF DREAD

 
I have lain for an hour or twain
Awake, and the tempest is beating
On the roof, and the sleet on the pane,
And the winds are three enemies meeting;
And I listen and hear it again,
My name, in the silence, repeating.
 
 
Then dumbness of death that must slay,
Till the midnight is burst like a bubble;
And out of the darkness a ray —
'T is she! the all beautiful double;
With a face like the breaking of day,
Eyes dark with the magic of trouble.
 
 
I move not; she lies with her lips
At mine; and I feel she is drawing
My life from my heart to their tips,
My heart where the horror is gnawing;
My life in a thousand slow sips,
My flesh with her sorcery awing.
 
 
She binds me with merciless eyes;
She drinks of my blood, and I hear it
Drain up with a shudder and rise
To the lips, like the serpent's, that steer it
And she lies and she laughs as she lies,
Saying, "Lo, thy affinitized spirit!"
 
 
Then I hear – as if torturing swords
Had shivered and torments had grated
Hoarse iron deep under; and words
As of sins that howled out and awaited
A fiend who lashed into their hords,
And a demon who lacerated.
 
 
And I shriek and lie clammy and stark,
As the curse of a devil mounts higher,
Up – out of damnation and dark,
Up – a hobble of hoofs that is dire;
I feel that his mouth is a spark,
His features, of filth and of fire.
 
 
"To thy body's corruption, thy grave!
Thy hell! from which thou hast stolen!"
And a blackness rolls down like a wave
With a clamor of tongues that are swollen —
And I feel that my flesh is the slave
Of a – vampire, diakka, eidolon?
 

DEATH IN LIFE

 
Within my veins it beats
And burns within my brain;
For when the year is sad and sear
I dream the dream again.
 
 
Ah! over young am I
God knows! yet in this sleep
More pain and woe than women know
I know, and doubly deep!..
 
 
Seven towers of shaggy rock
Rise red to ragged skies,
Built in a marsh that, black and harsh,
To dead horizons lies.
 
 
Eternal sunset pours,
Around its warlock towers,
A glowing urn where garnets burn
With fire-dripping flowers.
 
 
O'er bat-like turrets high,
Stretched in a scarlet line,
The crimson cranes through rosy rains
Drop like a ruby wine.
 
 
Once in the banquet-hall
These scarlet storks are heard: —
I sit at board with men o' th' sword
And knights of noble word;
 
 
Cased all in silver mail;
But he, I love and fear,
In glittering gold beside me bold
Sits like a lover near.
 
 
Wild music echoes in
The hollow towers there;
Behind bright bars o' his visor, stars
Beam in his eyes and glare.
 
 
Wild music oozes from
Arched ceilings, caked with white
Groined pearl; and floors like mythic shores
That sing to seas of light.
 
 
Wild music and a feast,
And one's belovèd near
In burning mail – why am I pale,
So pale with grief and fear?
 
 
Red heavens and slaughter-red
The marsh to west and east;
Seven slits of sky, seven casements high,
Flare on the blood-red feast.
 
 
Our torches tall are these,
Our revel torches seven,
That spill from gold soft splendors old —
The hour of night – eleven.
 
 
No word. The sparkle aches
In cups of diamond-spar,
That prism the light of ruddy white
In royal wines of war.
 
 
No word. Rich plate that rays,
Splashes of splitting fires,
Off beryl brims; while sobs and swims
Enchantment of lost lyres.
 
 
I lean to him I love,
And in the silence say:
"Would thy dear grace reveal thy face,
If love should crave and pray?"
 
 
Grave Silence, like a king,
At that strange feast is set;
Grave Silence still as the soul's will,
That rules the reason yet.
 
 
But when I speak, behold!
The charm is snapped, for low
Speaks out the mask o' his golden casque,
"At midnight be it so!"
 
 
And Silence waits severe,
Till one sonorous tower,
Owl-swarmed, that looms in glaring glooms,
Sounds slow the midnight hour.
 
 
Three strokes; the knights arise,
The palsy from them flung,
To meward mock like some hoarse rock
When wrecking waves give tongue.
 
 
Six strokes; and wailing out
The music hoots away;
The fiery glimmer of eve dies dimmer,
The red grows ghostly gray.
 
 
Nine strokes; and dropping mould
The crumbling hall is lead;
The plate is rust, the feast is dust,
The banqueters are dead.
 
 
Twelve strokes pound out and roll;
The huge walls writhe and shake
O'er hissing things with taloned wings —
Christ Jesus, let me wake!
 
 
Then rattling in the night
His iron visor slips —
In rotting mail a death's-head pale
Kisses my loathing lips.
 
 
Two hell-fierce lusts its eyes,
Sharp-pointed like a knife,
That flaming seem to say, "No dream!
No dream! the truth of Life!"
 

THE EVE OF ALL-SAINTS

1

 
This is the tale they tell,
Of an Hallowe'en;
This is the thing that befell
Me and the village Belle,
Beautiful Aimee Dean.
 

2

 
Did I love her? – God and she,
They know and I!
And love was the life of me —
Whatever else may be,
Would God that I could die!
 

3

 
That All-Saints' eve was dim;
The frost lay white
Under strange stars and a slim
Moon in the graveyard grim,
An Autumn ghost of light.
 

4

 
They told her: "Go alone,
With never a word,
To the burial plot's unknown
Grave with the grayest stone,
When the clock on twelve is heard;
 

5

 
"Three times around it pass,
With never a sound;
Each time a wisp of grass
And myrtle pluck, and pass
Out of the ghostly ground;
 

6

 
"And the bridegroom that's to be
At smiling wait,
With a face like mist to see,
With graceful gallantry
Will bow you to the gate."
 

7

 
She laughed at this, and so
Bespoke us how
To the burial place she'd go: —
And I was glad to know,
For I'd be there to bow.
 

8

 
An acre from the farm
The homestead graves
Lay walled from sun and storm;
Old cedars of priestly form
Around like sentinel slaves.
 

9

 
I loved, but never could say
Such words to her,
And waited from day to day,
Nursing the hope that lay
Under the doubts that were. —
 

10

 
She passed 'neath the iron arch
Of the legended ground,
And the moon like a twisted torch
Burned over one lonesome larch;
She passed with never a sound.
 

11

 
Three times had the circle traced,
Three times had bent
To the grave that the myrtle graced;
Three times, then softly faced
Homeward, and slowly went.
 

12

 
Had the moonlight changed me so?
Or fear undone
Her stepping strange and slow?
Did she see and did not know?
Or loved she another one?
 

13

 
Who knows? – She turned to flee
With a face so white
That it haunts and will haunt me;
The wind blew gustily,
The graveyard gate clanged tight.
 

14

 
Did she think it me or – what,
Clutching her dress?
Her face so pinched that not
A star in a stormy spot
Shows half as much distress.
 

15

 
Did I speak? did she answer aught?
O God! had I said
"Aimee, 't is I!" but naught! —
And the mist and the moon distraught
Stared with me on her – dead…
 

16

 
This is the tale they tell
Of the Hallowe'en;
This is the thing that befell
Me and the village Belle,
Beautiful Aimee Dean.
 

MATER DOLOROSA

 
The nuns sing, "ora pro nobis,"
The lancets glitter above;
And the beautiful Virgin whose robe is
Woven of infinite love,
Infinite love and sorrow,
Prays for them there on high; —
Who has most need of her prayers, – to-morrow
Shall tell them, – they or I?
 
 
Up in the hills together
We loved, where the world seemed true;
Our world of the whin and heather,
Our skies of a nearer blue,
A blue from which one borrows
A faith that helps one die —
O Mother, sweet Mother of Sorrows,
None needs such more than I!
 
 
We lived, we loved unwedded —
Love's sin and its shame that slays! —
No ill of the year we dreaded,
No day of its coming days;
Its coming days, their many
Trials by morn and night,
And I know no land, not any,
Where love's lilies grow so white!
 
 
Was he false to me, my Mother!
Or I to him, my God! —
Who gave thee right, O brother!
To take God's right and rod!
God's rod of avenging morrows,
And the life here in my side!
O Mother, God's Mother of Sorrows,
For both I would have died!
 
 
By the wall of the Chantry kneeling,
I pray and the organ rings,
"Gloria! gloria!" pealing,
"Sancta Maria" sings!
They will find us dead to-morrow
By the wall of their nunnery,
O Mother, sweet Mother of Sorrow!
His unborn babe and me.
 

THE OLD INN

1

 
Red-winding from the sleepy town,
One takes the lone, forgotten lane
Straight through the hills. A brush-bird brown
Bubbles in thorn-flowers sweet with rain;
Light shivers sink the gleaming grain;
The cautious drip of higher leaves
The lower dips that drip again. —
Above the tangled tops it heaves
Its gables and its haunted eaves.
 

2

 
One creeper, gnarled to bloomlessness,
O'er-forests all its eastern wall;
The sighing cedars rake and press
Dark boughs along the panes they sprawl;
While, where the sun beats, breaks a drawl
Of hiving wasps; one bushy bee,
Gold-dusty, hurls along the hall
To hum into a crack. – To me
The shadows seem too scared to flee.
 

3

 
Of ragged chimneys martins make
Huge pipes of music; twittering here
Build, breed, and roost. – My footfalls wake
Strange stealing echoes, till I fear
I'll meet my pale self coming near;
My phantom face as in a glass;
Or one men murdered, buried – where?
Dim in gray, stealthy glimmer, pass
With lips that seem to moan "Alas."
 

LAST DAYS

 
Aye! heartbreak of the tattered hills,
And mourning of the raining sky!
Heartbreak and mourning, since God wills,
Are mine, and God knows why!
 
 
The brutal wind that herds the storm
In hail-big clouds that freeze along,
As this gray heart are doubly warm
With thrice the joy of song.
 
 
I held one dearer than each day
Of life God sets in limpid gold —
What thief hath stole that gem away
To leave me poor and old!
 
 
The heartbreak of the hills be mine,
Of trampled twig and mired leaf,
Of rain that sobs through thorn and pine
An unavailing grief!
 
 
The sorrow of the childless skies'
Good-nights, long said, yet never said,
As when I kissed my child's blue eyes
And lips ice-dumb and dead.