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Emily held the bag of saline towards Honey. ‘Would you mind holding that for the moment, please?’
‘She’s really sick, isn’t she?’ They could all see that another shivering spell was gripping Megan. She had to stop answering Mike’s questions because her teeth were chattering hard enough to make speech impossible.
‘She’s certainly going to need to go into hospital,’ Emily said carefully. The anxiety levels around this place were quite high enough, without her adding too much. ‘Would you like to come in with her?’
Honey opened her mouth, closed it again and then shook her head in distress. ‘I can’t! We can’t afford to have the cattle loose again.’ With a quick glance at her daughter she lowered her voice. ‘Jim can’t manage by himself and there’s been enough trouble…’
Emily remembered Wetherby Downs’ station manager’s disgust at the state of the shared fence line between the properties. And she remembered something else. A comment about ‘one of the lads’. She also threw a quick glance in Megan’s direction. Wayne had implied that the ‘trouble’ had been some time ago. Around Christmas, which was eight months ago now. Too long for a ruptured ectopic pregnancy to cause the current symptoms. But what about a miscarriage? Maybe Megan’s relationship was ongoing. The girl’s weight was certainly enough to easily conceal a pregnancy for some time.
If her parents were unaware of the possibility then perhaps Megan had reason to want it kept confidential. Perhaps taking her to the hospital unaccompanied by any family members would actually be preferable.
Except that Jim clearly needed some kind of evaluation himself. Mike had had the same thought. He approached Megan’s father after she was settled on the stretcher in the back of the helicopter, having been carried there, single-handedly and rather heroically in Emily’s opinion, by Mike.
‘When did you last see a doctor, Jim?’ he queried casually.
‘He won’t.’ Honey ignored the warning look from her husband. ‘It’s too far for us to try and get into town and the only clinic in the area is held at Gunyamurra.’
That was very close to Wetherby Downs and the station’s population would provide the majority of any patients. The short silence spoke volumes about bad blood between neighbours. Emily broke the uncomfortable pause.
‘Maybe you’ll be able to get in to bring Megan home,’ she suggested. ‘It would be easy to set up an appointment to suit. We’ve got a really good cardiologist who’s just joined the staff and I could help by—’
‘We don’t need your help,’ Jim interrupted gruffly. ‘I’m fine. We can manage by ourselves, thanks. Just look after Megan for us, eh?’
Monitoring the sick teenager kept Emily too occupied to worry about being airborne again in a craft that lacked wings. Her faith in Mike’s ability to get them all back to base safely was absolute, and working with a patient in a helicopter was not so different to being in a fixed-wing aircraft. She still had to deal with engine noise while trying to talk to her patient or listen to breath sounds or get a blood-pressure reading, and to cope with unexpected fluctuations in her balance while reaching for equipment or trying to record observations on the patient record chart.
The first litre of fluid had run through with no improvement in blood pressure. Emily started another bag of normal saline and took another set of vital sign measurements. Megan’s heart and respiration rates were way above normal and her temperature was 39.6 degrees Centigrade, which was worryingly high.
Conversation proved difficult and not just because of the engine noise. Megan seemed even more miserable and withdrawn, possibly because Mike was no longer there to coax or charm. Emily did her best to keep her comfortable and maintained a cheerful, reassuring manner, but trying to win the girl’s confidence and talk to her properly might have to wait until she didn’t have to shout. And when they had more diagnostic tools and tests for assistance.
Charles was waiting in the emergency department of Crocodile Creek Base Hospital as Mike and Emily rolled the stretcher through the doors. Jill Shaw, their director of nursing, stood beside his chair.
‘I’ve set up the resuscitation area,’ she told Emily. ‘Charles offered to stay so I’ve held off calling any other staff in, but they’re only over at the house.’ She smiled. ‘Apart from Cal and Gina, that is. I think they’re still sitting on the beach somewhere.’
‘I’ll stick around,’ Mike offered. ‘I could be useful.’ Mike’s strength was vital, in fact, as they transferred Megan from the stretcher to the bed. The girl’s level of consciousness appeared to have dropped and she groaned loudly and rolled her head from side to side but said nothing in response to Jill’s greeting as the nurse readjusted her oxygen mask and started to remove clothing to change her into a hospital gown.
Charles raised an eyebrow questioningly at Emily.
‘I think we can rule out meningitis,’ Emily told him, ‘and her chest is clear. It’s more than a viral illness, though. Something’s going on abdominally and I’m worried about sepsis. We need to rule out peritonitis or maybe pyelonephritis or pancreatitis. Or possibly an incomplete miscarriage.’
Both of the rather bushy eyebrows that topped Charles’s craggy features rose at the last suggestion.
‘Plan of action?’
‘I’ll get bloods for chemistries. A complete count and coagulation studies from two separate sites. We’ll get a catheter in, get an analysis, do a pregnancy test and start monitoring urine output. I’ll do a pelvic exam and an ultrasound.’ She glanced at the monitor above Megan’s bed which was settling to give continuous readings of her ECG, blood pressure and pulse oximetry. ‘I want to get her blood pressure up a bit as well. I’ll start a dopamine infusion. And we’ll get her on full antibiotic cover as soon as we’ve taken the first bloods.’
‘I can take care of the samples,’ Charles offered. ‘I know my way round a few of those machines in the lab and I’m sure Alix won’t mind if we don’t haul her in at this time of night.’
Megan muttered incoherently and groaned frequently as Mike helped Emily collect the blood samples required. Jill was charting a new set of vital signs and looked up as the tympanic thermometer beeped.
‘Temp’s up to 40.2.’
Emily nodded. ‘We’ll need to cool her down.’ The blood pressure showing on the monitor was also a concern, having dropped a little to 90 over 45. ‘I’ll get that dopamine infusion started.’
Within twenty minutes the medical care Megan was receiving seemed to be helping. Her level of consciousness improved with a drug-induced rise in blood pressure and reduction in her body temperature, and by the time Emily was ready to do a pelvic examination Megan was alert and orientated. She understood Emily’s explanation of what she was about to do.
And she was not happy about it.
‘Why do you want to do that?’
‘I’m concerned about your bleeding,’ Emily said carefully. ‘It doesn’t seem quite like a normal period.’ Which was an understatement. The pad Jill removed in preparation for the necessary urinary catheter looked, and smelt, very abnormal.
Megan stared at her doctor. ‘What if I refuse? I can refuse, can’t I?’
‘I’m only trying to help you, Megan.’ Emily hesitated then took a steadying breath. She really needed some answers here. ‘Is there something worrying you, Megan?’ she asked gently. She took hold of her patient’s hand. ‘Are you—or have you been—pregnant?’
‘No!’
Emily stayed still for a moment, maintaining eye contact. Offering what she hoped was a sympathetic and nonjudgmental ear. Jill was quietly busy, noting observations on the chart in a corner of the room. Mike had taken the blood samples to the lab where Charles was getting set up to do the analyses.
But Megan looked away. ‘I’m not pregnant,’ she told Emily. ‘And I don’t need any internal examination. I’ve just got the flu.’
‘Having flu wouldn’t be giving you such a sore tummy,’ Emily said patiently. ‘We need to find out what’s making you this sick, Megan. If it’s something like your appendix, then it’s possible you may need an operation.’
‘Is that what you think it is?’ Megan sounded almost hopeful. ‘My appendix?’
‘We won’t know unless you let me do what I need to do. I know it’s not pleasant, Megan, but I’ll be as quick and as gentle as I can be.’
This time Megan nodded and she stayed co-operative as Emily put gloves on and got Jill to assist in positioning Megan. The older nurse moved to hold Megan’s hand reassuringly.
Emily was careful. And thorough. And very surprised. She caught Jill’s gaze and the older nurse blinked. Megan stared at Jill. Then her gaze flicked to Emily who tried to keep both her face and tone very calm.
‘Jill, can you take these swabs through to Charles and see what’s happening with the blood samples?’
Jill eyed her curiously but nodded. ‘Of course.’
‘I’m feeling better now,’ Megan announced as Jill left the room.
‘That’s great.’ Emily smiled. ‘We’ll have to make sure you keep getting better.’
‘I’m really thirsty.’ Megan was staring at Emily with unnerving intensity. Had she guessed what Emily was thinking?
‘We can’t give you anything to drink just yet, I’m sorry—just in case you need to go to Theatre. Not until we’re sure of our diagnosis.’ Emily was sure now. All she needed was a minute to collect her thoughts and decide how to handle the new information she had.
‘I need to go to the toilet.’
‘I’ll find you a bedpan.’
‘Ew!’ Megan looked disgusted. ‘But I feel fine. Why can’t I use a proper toilet?’
‘You might not feel so good if you try standing up. And we need to do some tests on your urine in any case. Can’t you wait just a minute or two? I don’t want to leave you alone to go and get a pan.’
‘No. I’m busting.’
Emily scanned the monitors. Everything was stable, and looking better than it had. She nodded reluctantly. ‘OK. Just rest there, Megan,’ she instructed. ‘I’ll be back in just a second.’
‘Where are you going?’
‘To the sluice room.’ Emily hesitated. ‘Do you want me to wait until Jill comes back? Or find another nurse to sit with you?’
‘No, I told you—I’m busting!’
Emily’s path back from the sluice room intersected with that of Mike as he came back into the department.
‘Results will be through in another few minutes,’ he told her. Then he peered at Emily’s face. ‘What’s up, Em? Is it Megan?’
She nodded. ‘I’ve just done a pelvic exam. I know what’s wrong with her.’
Mike was still studying Emily’s expression. ‘She’s had a miscarriage?’
‘No.’ Emily had used the last minute or so to assimilate the most recent information she had gathered on her patient. ‘I think she’s given birth. Very recently.’
Mike whistled silently. ‘Like…in the last few days?’
Emily nodded again. Very slowly. ‘She’s got a perineal tear that’s just starting to heal. The only likely explanation for that is giving birth—to at least a close to full-term baby.’
‘And Megan was at the rodeo on Thursday. Her mother said she hadn’t eaten any hot dogs.’
Emily’s nod was excited this time.
‘Which would make it entirely possible that Megan is—’
‘Lucky’s mother,’ Emily breathed. ‘Oh, Mike!’ She held onto Mike’s gaze. ‘Do you know what this means?’
‘That she might be septic from a fragment of retained placenta?’
‘Yes, but…’ It was almost too much to get her head around. Emily could so easily imagine what it would have been like if she’d been told her baby wasn’t dead after all. Megan must think she’d lost her infant. Gina—the doctor who had discovered Lucky behind the bushes at the rodeo—had been convinced that the mother would have believed it to be a stillbirth.
‘Should we tell her now?’
‘Has she said anything about being pregnant?’
‘She denied it.’ Emily frowned. ‘But, then, she would, wouldn’t she? She might think she’d get into trouble for leaving it behind the bushes. I think she thinks I might know something now, though—after that examination.’
‘Her family didn’t seem to know anything about it.’
‘No.’ Emily’s frown deepened. ‘Maybe she doesn’t want them to know.’
‘Wouldn’t be surprised. An extra mouth to feed around there might not be very welcome.’
Emily sighed. This wasn’t going to be as simple as she’d thought. Maybe she wouldn’t be producing a miracle. Maybe she was projecting too much of herself into this case. ‘What should I do, Mike?’
‘Talk to her. Carefully.’
‘She might prefer to talk to you. She trusts you.’
‘I’ll come and say hello,’ Mike suggested. ‘And see where she’s at. The number-one priority right now is to take care of Megan.’ Mike eyed the bedpan. ‘Does she need that?’
Emily nodded and started moving again. ‘You’re right, of course. Talking about Lucky can wait. If she’s septic from postnatal complications, we need to get on top of things fast.’
Emily drew back the curtain screening the resuscitation area, though it had been an unnecessary precaution in the empty department tonight.
They both stared at Megan’s bed. And at the end of the IV tubing that was dribbling a dopamine infusion onto the floor, drop by drop.
Emily turned to Mike in horror but he spoke first.
‘Where the hell has she gone?’
CHAPTER THREE
‘SHE won’t be far away.’
Emily crushed a surge of panic. She shouldn’t have left Megan on her own, even for a minute.
‘She wanted to use a proper toilet.’ Emily spun on her heel and moved towards the department’s bathroom. ‘That’s where she’ll be.’
But the cubicles were empty and Emily had known, deep down, that they would be.
Things were falling into place. The sense of hopelessness she had perceived in Megan when she had first seen the teenager. Not only was the poor girl physically unwell, she had to be suffering from grief and guilt and quite possibly postnatal depression.
And Emily knew a lot more than she had ever wanted to about all that.
Talking about something as personal as menstruation in front of her father hadn’t been the real issue for Megan, had it? She had been terrified of the truth coming out.
Emily could still feel the intensity of that look Megan had given her after the last examination. Megan knew that Emily had discovered the truth.
Megan had fled.
‘She’s not in the department anywhere, as far as I can see.’ Mike met Emily in front of the main desk. ‘And her clothes seem to be gone.’ Black curls bounced with incongruous gaiety as Mike shook his head. ‘I just don’t believe this!’
‘I do,’ Emily said grimly. ‘She’s panicked. She’s trying to escape. Probably a rerun of what she did after she thought she’d given birth to a dead baby.’
Mike shook his head again. ‘No, what I can’t believe is how she’s managed it. She was delirious when we were taking those blood samples. I wouldn’t have thought she was capable of even getting off that bed, let alone climbing over the sides you put up.’
‘She was feeling a lot better. Blood pressure was well up and her temperature was coming down. It won’t last long, though. She’s in shock and if it’s septic, she’s going to get a whole lot worse.’
‘It’s septic all right.’ With his usual ability to surprise, Charles had glided silently into the department. He held a sheaf of laboratory printouts in one hand. ‘White cell count is through the roof.’
Jill was following Charles. She stared at her colleagues. ‘What’s going on?’
‘Megan’s done a runner,’ Mike said succinctly.
‘I left her alone for a minute,’ Emily confessed miserably. ‘To get her a bedpan. This is all my fault.’
‘But why would she have run?’ Charles looked puzzled. ‘Is she delirious?’
‘There’s a lot going on.’ Emily managed to sound a lot calmer than she felt. ‘My pelvic exam revealed that Megan’s given birth rather recently. She has a perineal tear that’s just starting to heal.’
‘She was at the Gunyamurra rodeo,’ Mike added. ‘We think she might be Lucky’s mother.’
Charles took the implications on board instantly. ‘The von Willebrand’s?’ he queried. ‘Could hypovolaemia be contributing to the level of shock she’s in?’
‘I hadn’t thought of that.’ Emily groaned, and tried to marshal her thoughts. Searching for Lucky’s parents had been given medical as well as social urgency due to the inherited bleeding disorder the baby had. Like haemophilia, von Willebrand’s could cause major problems if unrecognised and not treated. ‘No, I don’t think so,’ she told Charles. ‘That tear is healing well and I didn’t notice anything unusual about bleeding from the puncture sites when we took those blood samples. Did you, Mike?’
‘No.’
‘Maybe she isn’t Lucky’s mother.’
‘Or maybe it’s the father he inherited the disorder from.’
Emily interrupted the others’ conversation. ‘Septic shock’s quite serious enough on its own. We’ve got to find her…fast.’
‘She could be anywhere.’ Jill looked towards the automatic doors leading to the ambulance bay and loading platform.
Charles was looking at another set of doors that led into the hospital.
Emily glanced at the wall clock, registered that it was now midnight, and then caught Mike’s gaze. ‘Where will we start?’ she asked helplessly.
‘By getting help,’ he answered promptly. ‘You come with me, Em. We’ll check at least some of the grounds on the way to the house and then see who we can wake up when we get there.’
‘Jill and I will start looking inside,’ Charles added. ‘We’ll get any staff on duty to check their own wards and any potential hiding places.’ He swivelled his chair. ‘Let’s meet back here in fifteen minutes. If we haven’t found her, we’ll have to call the police.’
‘It’s only been about ten minutes since I last saw her.’ Emily trotted to keep up with Mike’s long stride as they headed for the ambulance bay. ‘She can’t have got far.’
‘At least it’s not cold.’ Mike held out a hand to help Emily jump down from the loading platform.
‘The wheelie bins!’ Emily ran towards the orderly rows of the large rubbish containers that beckoned as a place to hide. ‘I think I can see something.’
She held it up a moment later, her mouth too dry to say anything.
‘It’s her hospital gown,’ Mike said heavily.
The voice Emily found sounded oddly unlike her own. ‘And here’s the bag that had her own clothing.’ She picked up the large paper ‘patient’s property’ bag. ‘It’s empty.’
‘She’s serious, then,’ Mike said quietly. ‘She’s really trying to run away from us.’
‘And it’s my fault.’
‘You contributed by providing the opportunity but you weren’t to know. I wouldn’t be surprised if Megan used the excuse of wanting to go to the toilet as part of a plan to escape. And there’s absolutely no point in blaming yourself, Em.’
It was getting to be a habit, Mike putting his arm around her shoulders like this, but Emily didn’t even try to remind herself not to feel too dependent on the support. Right now she needed it far too badly.
‘Come on. We’ve got to hurry. Should we split up and meet at the house?’
‘No. We should stay together.’
Emily wasn’t going to argue with that. Being alone with her fears for Megan could be disastrous, given that she already felt too personally involved. Mike was so solid. So grounded. Being with him as they raced through the grounds between the new and old hospital buildings gave her the same feeling that flying in the helicopter had.
This time it was Megan in danger, not herself, but Mike still represented what felt like safety. A source of strength to cope at the very least.
The moonlight helped, but cast shadows that kept looking remarkably like a crouching person.
‘There! What’s that?’ Emily pointed at a shape in the centre of the memorial garden.
‘Just the shadow from the sundial.’ Mike was moving fast, through the gap in the manicured hibiscus hedges that surrounded the old garden.
On the other side of the garden was the fenced area that contained a swimming pool. A series of steps beyond that led to the big veranda of the huge old two-storey building that was the doctors’ quarters. Mike bounded up the steps, closely followed by Emily, and threw open the door that led into the large communal living and kitchen area of the house.
Their abrupt entrance startled the three people sitting at a long wooden table.
‘What’s the rush, guys? You’ve already missed the party.’
‘We need some help, Hamish. We’ve got a patient missing.’ Mike smiled at a member of the group—a young woman with brown hair caught back in a ponytail. ‘Christina, you haven’t gone home yet. That’s great. We need everybody we can muster.’
Chairs scraped on the floor. The young woman beside Christina was Alix, their pathologist. She flipped a long dark braid over one shoulder and bent down to retrieve a pair of shoes. ‘Who’s missing?’
‘A nineteen-year-old girl—Megan Cooper,’ Emily told her. ‘We brought her in by chopper not long ago.’
Christina had been eyeing the flight suit that Emily was still wearing. ‘But I was on call for flight duty.’
‘You were all having a good time on the beach when the call came in.’ Mike was already moving back towards the door. ‘Besides, Em really wanted to come with me.’
‘I’ll bet.’ Alix was pulling the shoes on but looked up at Emily in astonishment. ‘You went up in a chopper?’
‘Yeah.’ The brief flash of satisfaction was a welcome reprieve from Emily’s anxiety, but it lasted no more than a heartbeat.
‘Let’s go,’ Mike urged. ‘Megan can’t have got far yet and it’s urgent that we find her.’
‘I’ll call Cal,’ Christina offered. ‘Gina will have to stay with CJ, I guess.’
‘What’s wrong with the lass?’ Hamish queried as Christina sped off.
‘Septic shock,’ Emily responded. ‘She hasn’t crashed completely yet but it could happen any time. She was on a dopamine infusion.’
‘What’s the cause of the infection?’
‘We think she’s postnatal. Could be retained birth products.’
The group of young medics paused on the verandah as Cal joined them, hastily buttoning his shirt.
‘We think she could be Lucky’s mother,’ Mike told them.
‘Not that she’s admitted even being pregnant,’ Emily put into the astonished silence that followed Mike’s announcement. ‘She’s frightened. She’ll be trying to hide as well as escape.’
‘Where should we start looking?’
‘Let’s get back to Emergency and see what Charles has organised. He and Jill are alerting night staff and checking inside the hospital.’
Charles had done more than alert staff. Sergeant Harry Blake, who manned the small police station on the hospital side of the creek, arrived as they gathered in an emergency department that was still, mercifully, free of any new arrivals in the way of patients.
‘I’ve contacted town,’ Harry told them. ‘If she’s trying to catch a ride she’ll have to cross the bridge. They’re getting someone down there to watch it.’
Crocodile Creek was named for the waterway that curved around the northern side of the hospital grounds, cutting off the hospital and its small cove from the main township. The bridge linked the two distinct areas and provided the only access to any main road.
‘No sign of her anywhere inside so far,’ Charles reported. ‘Mike?’
‘We found the hospital gown out by the wheelie bins. She’s changed back into her own clothes.’
‘Which were?’ Harry flipped open a notebook.
‘One of those over-sized T-shirts for sleeping in,’ Emily told him. ‘It was dark blue, with a pink teddy bear or something on the front. She put some track pants on for the trip because she felt so cold. They were dark blue as well. Or they might have been black.’
‘Black,’ Mike decided. ‘And she didn’t have any shoes.’
‘Should be reasonably conspicuous, then.’ Harry closed the notebook. ‘Anyone checked the beach yet?’
‘I’ll do it,’ Mike offered.
‘Go with him, Emily,’ Charles suggested. ‘We’ll split everybody else up and do a thorough search of the grounds. You’ll all need to stay in touch. Make sure you’ve got either a radio or a mobile phone.’
They jogged the entire length of the small cove, checking the shadowed areas around the large boulders that marked the base of the grassy slope, then Emily was forced to stop and catch her breath.
Mike looked up at the house occupying the opposite and much higher bluff than the one where the doctors’ quarters was situated. ‘I should call my parents,’ he said. ‘You never know, Megan might have turned up asking for a room at the hotel.’
George and Sophia Poulos ran the Athina, a small hotel and restaurant. It was an inviting place for anybody who went past, and you had to go past if you were heading for the bridge, but Emily shook her head doubtfully.
‘I don’t think so. It’s too close to the hospital and I doubt that she’s thinking clearly enough to consider resting.’
‘Could she have got much further away, though?’
‘She might have. If she made it as far as the main road she could have hitched a ride. A lot of trucks do most of their travelling at night to avoid the heat and any tourist traffic.’
Mike called Charles to check in and they spoke for a couple of minutes.
‘We’re to head back,’ he relayed to Emily. ‘The search area is being widened. Everybody’s hoping Megan might ask for help when she’s feeling sick enough again, but they’re discussing whether I should take the chopper up and use the nightsun.’
‘Sounds like a good idea.’
‘She’ll be hard to spot at night with those dark clothes on. If she’s lying under a tree or bush or something, it’ll be impossible. We don’t have any of those night-vision goggles the police can use in this type of search.’ Emily could see the gleam of interest in Mike’s eyes, despite the darkness. ‘I know how to use them—we had them in the army. Maybe we should get some,’ he added thoughtfully. ‘Could be fun.’
‘Do you miss the drama of the army, then?’
‘Not really.’ A sweep of Mike’s arm took in the whole cove, the expanse of sea where a scattering of islands could be seen as black shapes in the moonlight, the gleam of pale sand and the buildings on top of the low bluffs that were now showing far more lights than normal and glowed against the night sky. ‘I love this place. And I get my share of excitement.’ His smile had a definite element of mischief. ‘Waking up the whole of Crocodile Creek by shining thirty million candle-power through their windows won’t be exactly boring.’
The remnants of the driftwood bonfire were still glowing as they retraced their path to the hospital. Emily eyed the embers and welcomed a brief distraction from her anxiety about Megan.
‘Isn’t it nice? About Cal and Gina?’
Cal Jamieson, a surgeon, had been working in Crocodile Creek for several years but nobody had met the woman he’d last had a relationship with. She had turned up only last week, with a small boy who looked just like Cal, and it had been Gina, in fact, who had found baby Lucky at the rodeo. It was clear to everybody that she wouldn’t be leaving again in a hurry and celebrating the couple’s reunion had been the precipitating reason for the fire night.
‘It’s great.’ Mike turned his head to smile at Emily and she almost stumbled as she tried to read his tone and expression. He sounded…wistful, she decided, which seemed odd, given that he hadn’t had any hankering to marry either Kirsty or her predecessor, Trudi.
Maybe he still missed that gorgeous Italian woman which, of course, wouldn’t be odd at all. But Marcella had loathed Mike’s home town and had refused to contemplate staying. Mike had been just as stubborn in refusing to consider leaving, and the fights had escalated until the relationship was in tatters.
‘You’ll find the right woman one day, Mike.’ Maybe it was already Emily’s turn to offer familiar comfort but she couldn’t resist adding a somewhat cynical rider. ‘She’ll love you, she’ll love Crocodile Creek and she’ll have great legs.’
‘How will I know?’
‘You mean, if she’s wearing trousers or something?’
Mike gave Emily enough of a shove for it to take her a couple of steps to regain her balance.
‘It was a serious question, Emily. Look at Cal and Gina. Or Kirsty and Simon bloody Kent, for that matter.’
‘I’d rather not, thanks.’
Mike’s only acknowledgment of Emily’s interjection was a brief, sympathetic grunt. ‘These people seem to know when they’ve discovered the love of their lives, though, don’t they? What am I missing? Do people have a little badge that says “I’m the One” and it’s only visible when the right other person gets close enough? Do women know something we don’t?’ His nudge was more gentle this time. ‘Come on, Em. Help a bloke out and divulge some ancient woman-lore or something.’
‘If I knew what it was, I’d be using it myself.’ Emily sighed. ‘I think there is a badge. Trouble is, you might see it on someone but if they don’t spot one on you, then…’ Emily had to pause in order to keep her tone very light. To make sure she didn’t reveal anything she shouldn’t. ‘Then it can make everything a lot harder. You go hunting to find a badge somewhere else or you think you see it because you want to, and then it all turns to custard.’
‘Did you think you saw a badge on Simon, then? And he pretended he saw one on you?’
‘Kind of, I guess.’ This was becoming way too personal. If Emily answered that question, maybe Mike would want to know if she’d been hunting because the person wearing the real badge was unavailable. Out of her league. Not even remotely interested in anything more than friendship.
To her surprise, Mike just echoed her sigh. ‘I know exactly what you mean,’ he said. ‘It’s not just a badge—I suspect they need to glow and they’ll only do that if there’s a reciprocal amount of electricity floating between the people in question. And they both have to feel the same way to generate that electricity, don’t they?’
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