Dies ist Carolyns Geschichte. Sie ist Anfang 50 und mit ihren beiden Söhnen schon viel zu lange allein. Beruf, Erziehungsarbeit und Karriere waren in den vergangenen Jahren tages- und abendfüllend. Doch das kann es noch nicht gewesen sein. Irgendwo, halb verborgen, ist da auch noch die Frau Carolyn, die es jetzt noch einmal wissen will.

Auf der Suche nach Sex, Liebe, Partnerschaft? So genau weiß sie das selbst noch nicht, als sie beginnt, sich in den Online-Dating-Dschungel zu begeben. Wie es ihre Art ist, macht sie sich offen, vorurteilsfrei und anfangs auch etwas unbedarft auf den Weg.

Im Laufe von fünf Jahren macht Carolyn mit ca. 300 Männern Chat-Bekanntschaft und datet ca. 70 von ihnen. Dabei trifft sie auf alles, was wir aus eigener Erfahrung oder den Erzählungen von Freundinnen kennen: Da wird gelogen, geghosted, geposed und auch mal derbe zur Sache gegangen.

Vom einsamen Wolf, dem verheirateten Gelegenheitsfremdgänger bis zum verklemmten Schöngeist – Carolyn begegnet Männern, die sie im «richtigen Leben» nie kennengelernt hätte. Trotz vieler schräger Situationen und auch der einen oder anderen Enttäuschung sind da plötzlich wieder Schmetterlinge, zarte Gefühle und ja, Carolyn hat endlich wieder Sex. Und der ist manchmal auch richtig gut.

Doch was macht das mit ihr? Was will sie wirklich und was bekommt sie? Mit großer Ehrlichkeit und Reflexionsbereitschaft und in stetem Austausch mit ihren engen Freundinnen erlebt Carolyn in diesen Datingjahren eine Entwicklung zu einem Selbst, das bisher verborgen war. Freier, selbstbewusster, unbekümmerter – die Frau Carolyn verändert sich.

Und dann begegnet sie dem einen, mit dem es auch mehr sein könnte. Bei dem und für den sich Gefühle regen, die aufregend, schön und auch schmerzhaft sind. Denn, wie im richtigen Leben eben, ist es nicht so einfach. Wie diese Liebesgeschichte ausgeht, ist ungewiss. Gewiss ist jedoch: Carolyns Liebesgeschichte zu sich selbst geht weiter!

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