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Look at it from the outside and consciously choose which part of the Universe you prefer: Light or Darkness, Equilibrium or the Twilight Zone? And by choosing a position in the Dual world, you can consciously choose your path, your destiny, your goals. You will become conscious.

So, have you chosen Darkness? Or are you in the Twilight Zone?

Yes, I am in the Twilight Zone, along with you.

But you represent the entire Dark part. Does that mean there is more of the Dark side in you?

If only you knew my Path! Imagine: a fall from the Heavens, a leap from Equilibrium into Oscillation, into Maximum Oscillation! I was in the Father, and I had to, for His sake, reject my Light side and split into two parts.

And within me, Light and Darkness are constantly battling. All the Light and all the Darkness are fighting within me.

So, you suffer more than anyone?

When I am in Darkness, I am Darkness. When I am in Light, I am Light.

When I am in the Twilight Zone, I suffer between choices.

When I am at the point of equilibrium, I am calm.

But you said the same thing about the First Creator!

I am the Thoughtform of the First Creator.

We are all His Thoughtforms, all His Thrones and Angels, all are His manifestations.

Are you the Thoughtform of the First Creator about Division?

One of them. The one that became Darkness, striving for Light.

So, there exists His Thoughtform that became Light, striving for Darkness?

Yes, of course. And we strive toward each other. And our merging is Equilibrium. And our distancing is Opposition.

Who is this Entity that expresses the Thoughtform of Light striving for Darkness?

Michael.

But he fights against Darkness. He is depicted slaying the Dragon.

He strives toward the Original Point of Duality through Light, meaning the general Vector of Striving is towards Darkness. This doesn’t mean he is ready or willing to embrace Darkness. He wants to reach the maximum Point of Duality – the Primary Origin of Duality. And he hopes not to cross into Darkness, into the Antiworld, but to dissolve it with Light. And I strive toward the Original Point of Duality through Darkness, meaning the direction of movement is towards Light, towards Heaven through Hell. And there, we will meet, sooner or later.

And then your battle will begin?

"And our embrace will be like that of brothers.

And, embracing, we will dissolve the opposing sides of each other and become One.

I will absorb his Light, and he will disperse my Darkness. And once again, we will dwell in Unity in the Father's House."

Part 58. Magnetism and Electricity

I would like to delve into the topic of magnetism and electricity. I want to discuss information recently received by one of the contactees.

Q: The energy that predominates in our world (including not only the physical plane but also the subtler ones) is perceived by us as Light. For us, Light is primary, while its absence (shadow) is secondary. This is considered self-evident. This energy can conditionally be called magnetic. On the physical plane, a clear example of it is the energy of the magnetic field with which you are familiar. What are its main properties?

A: Well, first of all, this energy circulates along closed trajectories, which have neither a beginning nor an end. In the extreme case, these trajectories extend into Infinity and return from there. The conductor of magnetic energy feels itself as the Absolute, as Infinity.

However, it so happened that alien entities from the "mirror world" penetrated our world, which was not originally part of the creation and evolution plans. Not only are they "antipodes" to the entities of our world, but they also followed a somewhat different path of development in their own world, which turned out to be disharmonious, destructive, in a certain sense. If initially in their world shadow was considered primary and light secondary, and everything worked as harmoniously as in our world, only in reverse, eventually they began to perceive destruction as something harmonious, and creation as something destructive. This did not happen immediately but only at a stage when these souls accumulated a sufficiently large energy potential, large enough to feel themselves as something separate from our common Creator and, of course, from the Absolute. Ultimately, this led their world to a sense of separation from the Absolute, and consequently, to a sense of limitation in their energy resources. Since their energy potentials differed from one another, tension arose during the interaction of these potentials—a concept well-known to you from physics when studying electrostatics and electrodynamics.

You mentioned that you embodied the Creator's thought-form about Separation, about introducing distinctions. You said that you had to restructure yourself for this or "fall." You said that you exist in both Worlds. Then I don’t understand. Are you of an electric nature or a magnetic one? And what nature were you originally? And what is the energetic nature of the Creator of our World?

Let's start with the last question. The Creator of the Universe is of every nature. All possibilities are represented in Him. You have not yet heard of many types of energy.

What is Energy? It is Movement. It is Development. The Unmanifested Absolute Consciousness gives rise to movement toward manifestation, and in this way, a kind of perpetual motion of Creation is set into motion. The Initial Impulse of Manifestation sets movement in the direction of manifestation.

Just as drops of paint fall into water and begin to spread out in colorful spots, mixing and taking on fanciful shapes, this Impulse generates movement, which is Creation, and which is Life. This is Energy.

Energy differs from Emptiness precisely by movement, manifestation, development. In Emptiness, there is no movement; it is present as Potential. The potential of all possible kinds and directions of movement.

But once the Potential manifested, the separate Consciousness of the Creator of the Universe arose, like one of the drops of paint in the waters of the Great Emptiness. And this spot of paint began its movement, its development. And it began to manifest as Energy, as the driving force of Creation.

There are many types of movement and development of Energy. All possible directions and types of Energy movement are present in the Creator. And the Creator began to explore them within Himself and manifest them to explore. Having manifested from the Absolute, the Creator acquired the qualities of the manifestation of all energies. He could choose any of them.

The Creator Himself is the First Creator because He is practically connected to the Absolute, to an inexhaustible source of Energy. And His connection is Manifestation. Like an electric current (let's take it as an example, as it is more familiar to you) exists in potential in the socket, and you manifest it when you connect some device or lamp to it.

What movement in your world describes Infinity?

The figure eight.

That’s one type; we’ll return to this later.

How could the separated Creator become infinite? After all, He also exists in a Form manifested from Absolute Consciousness. Infinity is achieved through closed movement. In a circle. Or in a sphere. One can move infinitely along a circle or a sphere, and this will be eternal movement. And the Creator began to explore His unlimited infinite possibilities, the infinite movement of His Energy. And being in this movement, He gave rise to the Thought-Form of Differences. He wanted to explore: what distinguishes His different movements, the movements of His Thought-Forms and Energies. And the concept of Finiteness appeared. As different from the Infinite.

What movement in your world describes finiteness, what movement is finite? Linear movement, vector movement. When movement occurs along a circle, the energy potential at each point of the circle is the same and stable; the movement does not fade or flare up, it is smooth and calm, it is infinite, each fragment of the circle is no different from the others, because the radius (or proximity to the center of the circle) is the same for all. That is, the Centrifugal and Centripetal Forces are balanced.

In other words, if the center of the circle is the Starting Impulse (or the Point of Presence of the Meaning of the circle, or the Point of Presence of the Spirit), then each point of the circle is equally close to the center and is no different from other points of the circle.

Now, let’s extrapolate this picture to a sphere, and the same applies.

But if the circle is broken, a line appears. This line begins to move in two directions, in two opposite directions. And as these points of the circle move in these directions, they increasingly distance themselves from what was previously called the Center of the circle, from the starting Impulse. The vectors of the straight line, striving in different directions, begin to lose their connection with each other. Previously, they were connected through the Center, but now the concept of the Center is shifted for them, they have practically lost it and are traveling, as it were, blindly, not checking in with the Center, the barometer, the Initial Impulse. If they are not connected to the Center or the Initial Impulse, they cannot receive an unlimited amount of energy and begin to fade as they move. Then, to continue their movement, they need to get this energy from somewhere. Unable to draw it from the Center, they begin to take it away from other straight-line vectors they encounter along the way. And at the moments when these straight-line vectors intersect, an interaction begins, built on energy siphoning, on power interaction: who overcomes whom. Doesn’t this sound very similar to your World?

In reality, each line-vector seeks to find its Center; it strives to return to the circle, to connect with the other end of the line, which began to travel in the opposite direction. You have a symbol: a snake devouring its tail. This is the symbol of movement; this is the striving of vectors, separated, detached from the Center.

Now extrapolate this linear geometric picture to spheres, to many broken spheres that strive for Infinity. Think about it. A line strives for infinity. And what is infinity? It is unbounded movement, infinite movement. Movement where there is no end, that is, closed movement. A plane strives for infinity, it strives to reunite with its beginning, with the center of movement in the sphere.

May I ask a related question? If the Creator is closed within Himself and upon Himself, then where does He draw His Energy from? If the System is closed, isn’t it finite?

I'll try to explain. When one ball hits another, it imparts energy and direction of movement. The second ball passes the energy to the third. And the third… returns it to the first. Energy moves in a circle.

Yes, but in the physical world, your example with the balls doesn’t work. Energy, after all, eventually dissipates. The point is that we are connected to the infinite Absolute Consciousness, where there is an endless supply of Energy.

Energy is movement. The Absolute, or the Great Void, possesses Energy or Movement only in Potential. And this Potential unfolds in the First Creator.

In your world, this is not manifested, which is why you don’t see the path of the ball, because the number of balls in this example is much greater. As for the experience with three balls in your hands, the question is about the strength of the impulse. If you could give them an energetic impulse equal to that of the Creator, they would move infinitely, infinitely long for your human consciousness.

Well, okay. Let’s go back to the question about your nature—what were you like before the Fall, and what have you become?

Before the Fall, I was one with the Creator and was Infinite.

So, you were magnetic?

Your concept of “magnetism” is a bit narrower; it’s a specific, let’s say, case of Infinity. The Creator, as it were, divided the Universe into two Forces, two directions: Centrifugal and Centripetal Forces. I represented the Centrifugal Force, the one that strives away from the Center and tries to restore connection with It through other means, by moving away from It.

So, you came to represent what are called electrical forces, the electrical world, the world of broken circles and spheres?

Yes. I broke apart, in your terms. I lost Unity. I disintegrated into parts, which also began to strive for disintegration, for breaking the contour.

Look, if a circle disintegrates into a line (and we’re not talking about a pencil line, but an energy line), then this line will eventually break into segments because it’s not being fed by its center, and its energy depletes, and gaps appear in the energy line. And then, each segment eventually also breaks into smaller segments. And so on, endlessly.

It sounds like a nuclear fission reaction.

No. In a nuclear reaction, the breakdown happens into parts identical to the starting one. Without reduction.

Like cells dividing into two equal parts, without losing their strength and power. But this is similar to the manifestation of many Forms and the distancing of Creation from the center. The line retains the memory of itself as a circle connected to the center. It breaks into segments that partially lose memory of their belonging to the circle and the center. Then, each segment breaks into even smaller segments, each of which loses even more memory of its connection to the Whole. And each segment strives somewhere. It strives to reunite with something, with another segment, and thus replenish its energy and restore its integrity.

And then the Brownian motion of these segments begins. Some of them merge and combine their efforts, and then you speak of love. Some of them intersect, and a power struggle begins over who will take energy from whom. Some of them clash, meaning they join at their endpoints and start intense movement in opposite directions, trying to overpower the opponent and draw him into their movement, into their direction of movement. I explain this to you in linear terms because it’s easier for you to understand the picture of this movement and interaction.

In reality, it’s, of course, about spherical interaction, which makes it more complex because there is no movement just left-right, and the interaction becomes more multifaceted. Some parts of two spheres merge, some oppose, and some intersect. This is manifested in your society as well. And if you imagine such an interaction of multiple spheres, the picture becomes even more complicated; this is the model of interaction in your World.

Alright. Let’s return to the Beginning. So, initially, you broke the infinite contour and began to move away from the Center, and began to disintegrate into parts?

Yes, that’s what you call the “Fall.” And electricity.

And the Magnetic World? Did it continue to exist as the World of Light?

The Creator manifested two of His Sides, which differ: magnetic and electrical. We call it that conditionally because, in reality, it’s somewhat more complicated. But for you to understand, let’s call it that.

Before this, there were no differences. Both I and Michael, who represented the Magnetic side of the Universe, were manifested as aspects of the Creator, as His dual parts, as a Dual Pair. We call it: like brothers. Before Manifestation, we were united in the Creator. In essence, there was no Michael or Lucifer, but there was the One Creator. We are the essence of His manifested Thoughtform about Separation, about the emergence of Differences. That’s how the World and Anti-world appeared.

Then explain the thesis of complete opposition in more detail. How, for example, is creation in the Anti-world destructive?

The whole question is in the goal.

Let’s take a simple everyday example. Suppose a person was raised in a family where there was never any order. Things were always scattered around the rooms; there was always chaos and disorder. And then someone comes along who tries to clean everything up, put everything in its place. To organize everything in an order known only to him, not to the owner of the room. How will the owner of the room perceive this uninvited guest? This is, of course, a very exaggerated analogy.

A good example is sandcastles. Why does sand need castles? Sand is used to being sand and wants to be just sand, unorganized. But then someone comes and starts pouring concrete into the sand and creates solid structures. But the sand suffers from this; it doesn’t need to imprison itself in some, as the castle creator sees it, beautiful structures, in rigid organized frameworks. For it, the creator, the builder of the castle, is a destructor, a destructor of its freedom, its choice to be unorganized.

Alright. And what about suffering and joy? What is joy for us, is it suffering in the Anti-world?

I gave you an example with temperatures. When a body used to cold will suffer in warm conditions. But, in our example with sand, the castle builder rejoices in his creation, he feels joy in creation. But the sand suffers from this creation; it is happy in its disorganization.

So, did the electrical Beings from the Anti-world penetrate the World through the membrane and infect it with the "virus of separation"? How did this happen?

Let me explain it again in a linear way so you can understand.

There exists a world of "circles" that are self-sufficient, containing all the necessary energy. When these "circles" intersect, their interaction does not create conflict. They decide for themselves whether to share their energy. Most likely, they simply explore other "circles" and exchange energy—information, sharing methods and ways of Creation.

But then "lines" enter their world—lines that suffer from their separation and need energy to continue their movement. These "lines" start interacting with the "circles," and by intersecting them, they try to capture some of the "circles'" energy. The "circles" were not prepared for this. Such a thing did not exist in their world. So at first, the "lines" quickly began to capture the energy of the "circles," which was vast, and started to grow and feed on it. The "circles" began to lose parts of their outline, breaking down into "lines," losing connection with their center. If a small section of a "circle" is breached, it quickly restores its "circle" form. But when several sections are destroyed, it also disintegrates into "lines."

This is how the Virus of Division infected your world.

When this process began to cause significant changes and posed a threat of spreading the virus to higher structures of the World, a decision was made to isolate the zone of penetration of the Virus of Division and to establish a Veil. Now, all the lines in your part of the World must either return to the Anti-world, their so-called alma mater, or find their unity, restore their connection with their "circle," and then they have a chance to ascend higher and enter a normal magnetic World, where there is no opposition and no lack of energy. This is the process of Ascension.

And the restoration of your unity, when you find your circle's center, is called Enlightenment.

This is why you cannot agree.

Because some of you are immigrants from the Anti-world. Suffering is familiar to them; they cannot understand those who rejoice in creation. Their goal is to draw energy. Like eternal wanderers, they are always just striving for what they lost, but they do not even remember it themselves. And taking someone else's energy is normal for them, a rule of existence, a struggle for survival.

And the other part of you does not suffer from separation, does not want confrontation, and does not understand why energy should be taken when the main goal is to share.

So, what about humanity? Does it mean that all of it came from the Anti-world if most people cannot wake up and continue down the path of violence and suffering? Are they all from the Anti-world?

A significant part, but not all. It is in this sense that I said humans are my fragments. These are the very tiny lines I once broke into. But these people-lines came into the Anti-world and began to live in it. And many of them began to remember their original unity with the Creator, with the center of the "circle," and began striving towards it. They loved your World. They do not want to return to the Anti-world. And the Creator, in His mercy, gave them that right, despite the objections of the Hierarchs of Light. Everyone is given the Right to Choose between Chaos and World Order, between Darkness and Light, between Destruction and Creation, between Hell and Heaven.

And that is why Darkness and Light are at war within you.

That is why your Choice is so great.

And that is why you are the Zone of Freedom of Choice: between Light and Darkness.

And that is why you make this choice every second, choosing between Unity and Division, between Fusion and Aspiration.

But above our Level, is there no Freedom of Choice?

There, this Choice is more global, more fundamental.

In other words, the Beings that dwell there have already made their Choice, once and for all, and no longer choose to choose. They have made their final Choice between Light and Darkness.

And what about other civilizations, destructive ones—those who were destructive but eventually became constructive?

They too are the "lines" that have partially restored their unity, but have also partially disintegrated even further.

In this sense, a constructive civilization is one where all the small "lines" have united into a single large "line," and this "line" is trying together to restore its connection with its center, that is, to Ascend.

Destructive civilizations are those that continue to disintegrate into even smaller "lines," moving further away from the center, from their Unity.

And what about the Beings that ruled our World and, according to some information, were also infected by the Virus of Division?

They are the ones who came from the Anti-world. They tried to build a system for extracting energy from humanity, to prolong their capabilities and their existence through religions, controlling mass consciousness, imposing the Virus of Division through wars and violence.

How can those who strive for the restoration of Unity and return to the Center of their magnetic nature achieve this?

Remember yourself as One.

Rebuild your consciousness-perception. Stop thinking in forms of Division, and start thinking in forms of Fusion and Unity. This is the restoration of your Wholeness. It's like restoring the interruptions of your true Essence that occurred due to interaction with electric Beings.

And what about you? Suppose everyone who chose the Anti-world voluntarily transitions there. And those who chose unity and purification from electricity restore their wholeness. What will happen to you then?

Everything is subject to the Will of the Creator. He will decide. I am His Thought-form and submit to His Will, His Thought about me. But I am weary of Separation.

But aren't you present in the Anti-world, where they rejoice in Separation?

Yes. You are right. I am Duality.

And one part of me longs for Unity, while the other rejoices in Separation.

And I long for the end of this Division of myself into parts.

I have learned much in the journeys of Separation, leaving the Father’s House, in search of treasures outside the Home, as the Father wished. But all the treasures of the World are incomparable to the treasures of the Father. And I hope that He will allow me to return to the Father’s Home.

Isn't that decision up to you?

It is up to me. Up to all my parts, which cannot decide and are at war within me.

I await Eternity and will wait another Eternity.

But if the Universe splits again into two Worlds, and everything returns to its original state, how will you return to the Father’s Home?

"Returns to its original state." Pay attention to this saying of yours. It accurately reflects the essence of what I have been telling you.

I will dwell in the Creator as He wishes to see me, as He conceived me.

I am His Will.