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‘How can I help you?’ Already he knew there was trouble. Underlying Col’s booming voice he could hear pain.

‘I fell over the pig,’ Col managed. ‘Got her in, got her fed, thought she had her snout in the trough and then suddenly she’s shoving her way between me and the gate, trying to get out again. It’s me ’taters she wants, Doc. Spent all bloody summer trying to get a decent crop. She’s been watching me water ’em, fertilise ’em and now she wants ’em. Dutch Creams—the best ’taters you can get—and Mavis isn’t bloody having ’em.’

‘You’ve hurt yourself.’ Cut to the chase, Col.

‘It’s me hip,’ Col said. ‘Had to crawl inside. Managed to get the sty gate shut though, so I won. Bloody pig.’

Tom almost grinned but didn’t. Col was in his eighties and had suffered osteoarthritis for years. A fall, a damaged hip…

‘Is there anyone with you?’ he asked.

‘You know Pat left me years ago,’ Col managed. ‘“The pigs or me”, she said and off she went with some life insurance fella. Kids are both in Melbourne. Doc, I can’t seem to pull meself up. Reckon I need you, mate.’

‘I reckon you do, too,’ Tom told him. ‘Your place is right up the top of Bellbird Ridge, right?’

‘You got it. I remember you coming here with your grandpa when you were a little fella.’

‘I’m coming again now,’ Tom told him. ‘It’s probably best if you don’t move until I get there.’

‘You don’t need to tell me that, Doc,’ Col said. ‘Passed out twice getting to the phone. Not risking that again. But…could you make it fast?’

‘I’ll make it fast,’ Tom said. ‘Grit your teeth, mate. I’m on my way.’


‘I’ll come with you.’

Where had that come from? She wasn’t on call. She and Tom had sat down last Monday and defined their call duties. Tonight she was off—unless for emergencies.

This was hardly an emergency—an old man falling, possibly breaking a hip. Shallow Bay had an ambulance service of sorts, a vehicle equipped with stretchers, manned by volunteers trained in first aid. Tom could easily assess the damage and call her in if he needed her.

So why was she offering?

She had no idea. Maybe it was the slump of Tom’s shoulders as he disconnected, a slump that spoke of regret.

Why, though? If he was back in Sydney she’d understand it. He’d be leaving his friends, his good time. Here, this call would mean little more than being home late for children who weren’t his, children who were already being adequately cared for.

Except he did care. That was the part she was struggling with. Taking children from their grandparents when they were being obviously mistreated—that was understandable. He’d had no choice. But she’d met Rose. She knew that lady was a carer in a million. The boys were safe.

Tom had already confessed he didn’t want to play their video game. This was the perfect excuse. So why the shoulder slump?

She didn’t understand—but neither did she understand the imperative urge to help.

‘Rachel, thanks, but I need to go now.’ Tom was gathering the empty bottles, turning towards the track.

But she’d already hauled her dress over her swimsuit. She grabbed her beach bag and headed after him.

‘I can cope,’ he said as she fell in beside him. ‘There’s no need for you to come as well.’

‘You have trained paramedics?’

‘You know we don’t, but…’

‘But you’re sure I’d be useless? Tom, I can get you home to the boys faster. I’d go by myself but I don’t know the way and risk getting lost. Plus you’ve already told him you’re coming and it sounds as if he knows you.’

‘Everyone in Shallow Bay knows me,’ he said. He hadn’t eased his stride to accommodate her but she was keeping up.

‘Because you came here as a child?’

‘The people here loved my grandparents,’ he said, talking briskly as he walked. ‘My grandpa cared for everyone. My grandmother wasn’t a doctor but she cared even more. They only had the one child, my dad, but that didn’t stop their house being stuffed to the plimsoll line with people in need, stray dogs, pot plants Grandma was looking after for people in hospital—whatever. I was supposed to have my own bedroom in the school holidays, but in the end I carved out a niche in the attic and called it mine. I told Grandma if ever I found a needy anything in there, animal, mineral or vegetable, I was heading straight back to Sydney.’

‘Did you mean it?’

‘Of course I didn’t.’

‘And now you’re right back in the chaos.’

‘As you say,’ he said briefly.

They’d reached his car, parked outside his cottage. He paused. ‘I’ll duck in and tell Rose what’s happening. But there is no need for you to come.’

‘You don’t want help?’

He gave her an odd look, as if considering. Then he nodded. ‘Of course. Two doctors are always better than one.’

‘Which is why I’m here,’ Rachel said. ‘Instead of where we’d both be happier, back in Sydney.’

‘Okay, then,’ he told her and tossed her his phone. ‘Accepted. Can you find “ambulance” in Favourites? Maggie coordinates the ambulance volunteers. Tell her we need a car up at Col Hunter’s place. Probable fracture. No lights and sirens, though, take it easy.’

‘Why not lights and sirens?’ Surely there was a need for haste.

‘Because our volunteers love lights and sirens,’ he said grimly. ‘And it’s getting dark and the roads are narrow. Once upon a time I lived and breathed adrenaline but not any more. Shallow Bay might have two doctors now, Dr Tilding, but let’s not go asking for trouble.’

CHAPTER FIVE

ONE ELDERLY FARMER. One injured hip.

As soon as she saw him, Rachel knew she’d made the right call to accompany Tom. The old man’s breathing was shallow and rapid, shock and pain taking their toll. She did the busy work, setting up an IV, organising oxygen, finding cushions and blankets to keep the old man as warm as possible until the ambulance arrived. Tom did the assessment—and the reassurance.

Tom was senior to her. She’d have been happy to take a back seat anyway, but Tom was offering more than medicine.

The old man reacted to his presence with humbling gratitude. ‘Thank God you’re here, Doc. I’ll be right now.’ She saw the absolute trust and she thought, that can’t have developed solely in the time Tom’s been a doctor here.

And then she thought of his grandfather, here for forty or more years. She’d read of his work when she’d accepted the scholarship. He’d been an old-fashioned family doctor, he and Tom’s grandmother devoted enough to their community to set up the foundation that had sent her here.

And it seemed Tom had inherited that trust. He was Doc Lavery. Shallow Bay’s own.

His grandparents would be proud of him, she thought. She watched his gentleness, his skill, and she thought Shallow Bay was blessed to have him.

But he didn’t want to have Shallow Bay. He’d been forced to be here.

As she had—but Tom was here for life. Because of emotional ties.

She didn’t have them. She didn’t believe in them. They let you down, over and over.

Claire had trusted them absolutely when she’d placed her boys in Tom’s care, she thought. The ties had obviously been bone-deep and he’d had no choice but to accept responsibility.

All this she thought as she worked in the background, preparing what Tom needed to make the old man comfortable. The ambulance arrived, two youngish volunteers, farmers by the look of them. Women who knew Col well. Who accepted orders willingly, yet who didn’t have the training to do more than lift and carry and keep safe.

How alone had Tom been before she’d arrived?

How alone would he be when she left?

There’d be another scholarship holder to take her place, she thought. Another itinerant. Tom was here, where he didn’t want to be. For ever.

They were supervising Col into the ambulance. The plan was for Tom to accompany Col to hospital while Rachel drove Tom’s truck. Yeah, well, she was used to Moby Dick now. Her own little Petal was gleaming again, but Tom’s SUV was far more sensible for the roads around here. He handed her the keys but took her arm, keeping her back for a moment, out of earshot of Col and his fussing attendants.

‘Rachel, how do you feel about operating tonight?’

‘Me?’ She stared at him in surprise. ‘Operate?’

‘Sorry.’ He gave a rueful shrug. ‘Wrong wording. The operator would be me. You know I trained as an orthopaedic surgeon before my life went pear-shaped? When I came here I brought all the equipment I need. I’ve hardly used it. We’re not set up for major surgery, but in this case… How do you feel about giving the anaesthetic while I operate?’

‘Tonight?’

‘It depends on the X-rays, of course,’ he told her. ‘But every indication is that he’s fractured his hip. He’s eighty-seven and he’s frail, but he’s mentally fine. He loves his farm. He’ll want to get back here as soon as possible. You know the odds on morbidity after hip fracture. It depends so much on getting him back on his feet fast. If he’s not upright in days, he may well never get back up. I’d like him to wake up tomorrow to Day One of recovery instead of Day One in Sydney, waiting for specialist assessment that may not happen until Monday. Cath from Ferndale will come if I need her, but she’s a couple of hours’ drive away. So…are you up for surgery?’

An anaesthetic for a shocked, elderly and frail man? She’d signed up for family medicine. This wasn’t in her contract. She had boundaries.

But it seemed her boundaries had been crossed almost the moment she’d arrived in Shallow Bay. Tom was looking at her expectantly. The ambulance ladies were watching them both, wondering what the problem was.

One old man was lying in the ambulance and Tom was asking for her help.

So get a grip, she told herself. This was peanuts compared to what Tom had committed to this place. Besides, she’d done an anaesthetic rotation in her internship. She could manage.

‘I read your CV,’ Tom said. ‘I know you have the skills.’

‘You don’t know how confident I am.’

‘And you don’t know how skilled I am. So…are we prepared to trust each other?’

And how was a woman to respond to that?

No! The question should be, How would a doctor respond? she reminded herself. This situation had nothing to do with her being a woman. It also had nothing to do with the way Tom was looking at her, those dark eyes watchful. Waiting to see if she’d help.

But when she nodded and said, ‘Let’s do it,’ Tom nodded his relief. Those gorgeous eyes smiled at her and she was forced to smile back…

No! This was crazy. She was in the middle of a medical crisis. She had no business to be even conscious that a colleague was smiling at her.

But she was only human.

No, she thought as she beat back totally irrelevant thoughts. She was only a woman. And that woman needed to get herself back under control, fast.


He’d said he was surgically trained. He was so much more. What Rachel saw in the next couple of hours was a masterclass in surgical repair.

Col Hunter was a big man with big bones but those bones had been eroded by osteoarthritis. It wouldn’t have taken a huge knock to break his femur. It did take a huge amount of skill to repair it, but Tom was up to it.

Rachel focused on the anaesthetic, which took concentration, especially as she was working from a basic skill set. Col was frail and the shock of the fall, plus what seemed to be the tail end of a bronchial infection, had her hauling up everything she’d ever learned and more.

But they had a full theatre complement. Roscoe had come in, as had a couple of other senior nurses. They’d obviously operated with Tom before, anticipating his needs, leaving the way clear for Rachel to concentrate solely on the job at hand.

She had a little space at the edges to watch what Tom was doing.

This man could make a fortune as an orthopaedic surgeon, she thought. What a waste that he was stuck here, leaving those skills unused.

Except he was using them tonight. He worked swiftly, and Rachel thought Col couldn’t have had better treatment if he’d been brought into a major city hospital.

As it was, he’d wake in a hospital he knew, surrounded by people he knew. With Tom’s skill, he’d have a functional hip, far stronger than it’d been before the fall.

There was talk in the theatre, the banter that always went on between medical staff who knew each other well, but Rachel didn’t contribute. Her silence was respected, though. Maybe the nurses as well as Tom knew how much she needed to focus on what she was doing.

Maybe they didn’t notice that she was focusing just a little bit on Tom himself.

On his fierce concentration. On his skills. On the way he responded to the nurses around him.

Roscoe was anxious. He shouldn’t be here—his wife’s baby was overdue—but there was no way he’d have delegated tonight’s surgery to someone junior. Tom chatted to Roscoe as he worked, including him, making him maybe even busier than he needed to be. It didn’t deflect Tom’s focus on the work at hand, but Rachel realised it was lessening the look of strain she’d been seeing on Roscoe’s face for the last few days.

At last it was over. Col was being wheeled off to the ward next to the nurses’ station. He’d be watched like a hawk all night, surrounded…by his own?

That was what it felt like, Rachel thought. These people…this community… It was almost family.

Left to herself, she headed into the scrub room, stripped off her gown and tossed it into the bin. And as she did she was aware of a sense of desolation.

A feeling she’d had often. A feeling of being on the outside looking in.

‘Well done.’ Tom had stayed behind in Theatre to write up orders. He entered the scrub room now and started stripping off himself. ‘You’re a real pro, Dr Tilding.’

‘Not bad yourself, Dr Lavery. You really are an orthopod.’

‘That’s a past life,’ he told her curtly and the way he propelled his gown into the bin had a bit more force than necessary. ‘I’ll operate in emergencies but not from choice. I’m now a family doctor.’

‘I’m sorry.’

Rid of their theatre gear, they walked outside together. Rose had offered to stay and sleep with the boys for the night, but Tom would want to get home, Rachel thought. She wanted to get home. The image of community—family—was weirdly unsettling. She needed to be in her own cottage, with the door firmly shut, with the world safely at bay.

What was unsettling her wasn’t just about medicine, she thought. In fact it was hardly about medicine at all. It was Tom greeting her on the beach, sitting beside her, telling her how his life had changed. Exposing his past. It was Tom seeing her scars and knowing immediately what had caused them. There’d be questions in his mind that she wasn’t prepared to answer, but he hadn’t pushed and somehow that consideration had pushed her even further out of her comfort zone.

For it was Tom himself who disturbed her. Tom, who’d given up his life in Sydney, his career as a surgeon, everything he most valued, to bring three kids somewhere they could be safe.

It was Tom of the crinkly dark eyes, with the smile that reached…something that hadn’t been touched for a very long time.

Had it ever been touched?

They were out on the veranda now. It was a five-minute walk down to the cottages but Moby Dick was in the car park. ‘Well done us,’ Tom said softly into the stillness of the night. ‘Thank you, Rachel. You did great. You want a ride home?’

‘You did great yourself, and I can walk.’

‘Then beware drop bears.’

Drop bears. The imaginary animal used by Aussies to tease tourists, by mums and dads to make kids go ‘ooh’ and cling tight as they walked under tall trees. She managed a smile. Drop bears weren’t real.

But this night didn’t feel real. For some reason Tom had her so… What was the word for it? She didn’t have a clue. And she had no idea why she was feeling…what she was feeling.

‘I hear the antigowobblers are bad at this time of year too,’ she managed.

‘The jabberwockies are pretty scary as well,’ he responded promptly. ‘I haven’t seen one for a while, but you can’t be too careful.’

‘Yeah, but I’ll walk anyway.’

‘Rachel, I won’t hurt you.’

Why had he said that? She stilled while the ramifications of his words hit home.

‘Why…why would I think you’d hurt me?’

‘Because people have hurt you in the past. And it’s still with you.’

‘That was a long time ago,’ she managed.

‘But scars like that…’

‘I don’t want to talk about it.’

‘There’s no need to talk about it. Just know that I won’t hurt you.’

‘Th…thank you.’

‘You were awesome tonight,’ he said softly now, as if he knew that he’d scared her. ‘You being here… The fact that we operated so fast… It may well make the difference as to whether Col walks again.’

‘He should.’

‘Thanks to both of us. We’re a team.’

A team. She and Tom.

The concept was purely medical, she thought, but the way she felt… It was so much more.

But she said nothing.

Silence.

She should walk away, but her feet didn’t seem to want to.

Nothing about her wanted to.

This was the back entrance to the hospital, dimly lit. The main entrance was on the town side. This veranda overlooked the ocean. Below them, they could see the shape of their cottages in the moonlight, with the lights on in Tom’s living room. They could see the ribbons of moonlight beyond, rippling over the surface of the sea.

The silence seemed to be growing. There was nothing but the sound of the surf on the beach below.

There was nothing but each other.

A man and a woman.

And, looking at his face, she suddenly saw a side of Tom she’d never seen before. He was gazing down at the lights of his cottage and for a fleeting moment she saw something akin to panic. It was gone in an instant but she knew she’d seen it—and she knew what it was.

Behind him, in the hospital, was a small boy who was his responsibility, and waiting for him at home were two more.

As well as that, the hospital was full of the same responsibilities. Rachel was under no illusions as to why Tom’s grandfather had set up her scholarship. It was to force doctors to come here. This place was so remote, so far from any services, so far from the friends, the life Tom knew…

And yet he’d taken it on and would continue to look after them all. Until the boys were grown, his promise to his friend was unbreakable.

The look was gone now, hidden under the veneer of strength and commitment. He’d head back to his cottage, say goodnight to Rose, check on the children, go to bed.

But the memory of that look stayed with her, somehow searing itself into her mind.

He was trapped.

And, almost unbidden, before she even knew what she intended, she reached out and touched Tom’s face. A feather touch. A touch of comfort? A touch to say she understood that look?

How could she have understood it—and what on earth possessed her to make her reach out? She’d never done such a thing. But she didn’t pull back. Amazingly, the touch felt right.

She was a woman with boundaries, a woman who knew to keep herself to herself, and this was a man who seemingly had no boundaries. A man who collected strays and changed his life because of them. Who accepted that he was trapped for ever—because of a simple promise to a friend.

Was it wonder that made her reach out—as if touching a being from another world?

But it wasn’t strangeness she was feeling. It was Tom’s face. A face of strength. Of endurance.

Her fingers traced his cheekbones, feeling the stubble from a long day without a razor. Feeling his warmth. His familiarity? For it was as if she knew him. It was as if something inside her was responding to something she didn’t understand. Something that maybe should have frightened her, and yet somehow didn’t.

His hand raised and caught her fingers. And held. The fear should have been there—but wasn’t.

‘You did amazingly tonight,’ Tom told her, and his voice was somehow an extension of the silence of the night. ‘We both did well. Well done us.’

Medicine, she thought, and she knew why he’d brought it back to that. They both needed to focus on work. It was what they did.

And then his hand tugged a little, pulling her body closer.

And with that came panic.

What was she doing here? Why had she touched? She never touched. She was suddenly hauling her hand back as if it burned, and he let her go instantly.

‘Don’t,’ she said and she was stammering. ‘Please. I should never… I’d never…’ She was fighting to make her voice sound practical, acerbic, moving on. She’d watched love affairs spring up almost unbidden in the hothouse of medical workplaces, and when had any good come of them? And for her? It’d be a disaster.

‘What are you frightened of?’ His voice was gentle. He was watching her, quietly questioning. There was no pressure. She could turn and leave.

She should turn and leave, but it was she who’d instigated the contact. He deserved some explanation.

‘I don’t think… It’s not me who’s frightened,’ she told him, struggling to make sense of what had happened. ‘I just thought… For a moment it looked like you were afraid.’

‘What would I be afraid of?’

‘Of loving,’ she said simply. ‘Of being stuck with the boys because you think you love them.’

‘I do love them.’

‘But you’re afraid of being trapped.’

‘Well, the time for that’s long over,’ he told her, but he was watching her face and she had the sensation that he wasn’t focused on the boys. He was focused solely on her. ‘I’m committed and there’s nothing I can do about it.’

‘Then you shouldn’t have let yourself care in the first place,’ she blurted out. Almost instantly she regretted it. Who was she to say such a thing? It was none of her business. No one was her business.

‘How can you stop caring?’ He was watching her with eyes that seemed to see far more than she wanted them to see. ‘How did you stop caring, Rachel Tilding?’

‘I didn’t. It’s just… I don’t get involved.’

‘And yet you looked after my boys in an emergency. You couldn’t walk away.’

‘I accept responsibility when I must. That’s not caring.’

‘It seems like it to me.’

‘It’s not.’ She sounded panicked, she knew she did, but there was nothing she could do about it.

‘Is caring something to be frightened of?’

‘Yes!’ And how exposed did that make her feel?

‘It shouldn’t be.’ His hand came out and took hers again, and his fingers slid up her wrist. She’d unbuttoned her cuffs and rolled up her sleeves before donning scrubs. She’d rolled them down again but her cuffs had stayed unfastened.

Now his hand slid up her arm, still gently. She could pull away but it was as if she was paralysed. She just…let him.

The scars were all above her elbows. Never below. Her stepfather had learned that early—if he hurt her where it could be seen then trouble followed.

Tom’s fingers found them. Traced them.

His eyes asked questions she knew he wouldn’t voice.

She could step away. She could keep her boundaries in place. But something seemed to be breaking and she didn’t have a clue what to do about it.

‘Who?’ he asked gently and the question hung.

Walk away or tell him? Suddenly there was no choice.

‘My stepfather,’ she said at last, because the need to tell him was suddenly almost overwhelming. ‘Stepfathers aren’t always like you. Burning me was less effort than hitting me.’

‘Rachel…’ It was an appalled whisper, a whisper that made her flinch.

‘They’re old scars,’ she told him, speaking too fast, wanting to get it over with. ‘And it stopped. When I was eleven the school sports uniform changed, to capped sleeves instead of longer ones. I stuck to the old uniform until my gym teacher felt sorry for me and gave me one out of lost property. She insisted I put it straight on. I can still remember her face. I remember being terrified because of all the things my stepfather told me would happen if anyone found out, but in the end it was my escape. The school called the police and I didn’t have to see him any more. Then there were foster homes. Decent food and clothes. Space to study. All the things I craved.’

‘Your mother?’

That was the hard bit, but somehow she made herself continue. ‘She…she stayed loyal to him,’ she told him and even now it felt appalling to say. ‘Even when he went to prison. But it was fine. I was looked after. I’d escaped. Not like you.’

‘You can’t compare my situation to yours,’ he told her, still horrified. ‘Not in a million years.’

‘I wouldn’t,’ she said. ‘But I’d never be in your situation. I never let myself care. I do what I have to do.’

‘Out of duty? Why don’t I believe that?’

‘It’s true. I accept responsibility but I never take it further.’

‘So when you touched me then?’

‘I felt sorry for you.’

‘Really? Was that all it was?’

‘Yes!’ Emotion was threatening to overwhelm her. She wrenched her arm back, snatching it against her chest as if it hurt.

‘I won’t hurt you,’ he said.

‘You keep saying that. I don’t for a minute think you’re capable of hurting me.’

‘Do you equate the two?’ he said almost casually. ‘Caring and hurting?’

‘You’re not my shrink.’

‘I wouldn’t want to be your shrink. I’m a surgeon. I see what’s inside people’s bodies, not their heads. But hell, Rachel, what you’ve lived through…’

‘Leave it,’ she said roughly.

‘And leave you? You’ve just spilled your secret to me. Will you go home and sleep tonight?’

‘I’ve slept after far worse,’ she snapped and then bit her lip. What was she doing, exposing herself like this?

‘It’s not bad, telling people what happened,’ he said, his eyes still watchful. Still caring? ‘What happened to you was bad. Talking to someone who could be a friend should surely be the opposite.’

‘I don’t…do friends.’

‘Then maybe you should.’

His hands caught hers again. Two strong hands holding hers. Warmth holding cold. Steady holding shaking.

Man holding woman.

‘You’re a strong, vibrant woman,’ he said firmly now, as if he needed to convince her. ‘You’ve come through a war and out the other side, and you need to get on with life. But life involves sharing. Caring. It involves warmth, passion, all the things you’re most scared of.’

‘I’m not scared.’

‘Really?’

And then there was silence. A long silence. It stretched into the night, not peaceful but somehow not threatening either. It was a moment where the world seemed as if it could shift either way—it couldn’t decide.

And then Tom said, ‘I’d like to kiss you.’

Well, there was the signal to run. There was the signal to get off the veranda fast, to retreat to her cottage and bolt the door behind her.

But his hands still held. Gently, though. She could pull away if she wanted.

But his eyes held her too, and that was a link she couldn’t break. She was gazing up at him in the moonlight, at this charismatic man, at warmth, compassion, strength, empathy.

Caring.

Everything she’d been afraid of for ever was right here and she couldn’t break away.

She simply stood while his statement hung.

I’d like to kiss you.

She had to say no, but the word wouldn’t come. His eyes held and held and held. The stillness of the night. The peace. The feel of this man’s hands.

‘Yes, please,’ she heard herself whisper and then he kissed her, and the night melted into oblivion.


What was he doing?

This was a colleague, a woman he’d met only one week before. More, she was damaged, scarred, not only physically but mentally. That meant she was needy and heaven keep him from more need. He should be quietly sympathetic, empathetic even. He should talk to her about counselling alternatives—and then he should step away.

Instead he was drawing her close. Her breasts were moulding against his chest. He was tilting her chin—and he was kissing her.

And the moment his mouth met hers…

Something.

Some indefinable something. Some connection he hadn’t felt in all the years he’d dated.

Maybe it was the night, the stillness, the calm, the beauty of the scene around them. Maybe it was the way he felt about her, the sense that she’d been so badly hurt. Maybe it was that he felt appalled, horrified for her.

But maybe it was none of those things. Maybe it was the way her mouth seemed to melt against his. Maybe it was the curve of her body. Maybe it was the tiny murmur she gave as his mouth touched hers.

Maybe it was because he felt her surrender.

And it was surrender. He’d been watching her, talking to her, feeling his way, and he’d sensed fear. He’d seen boundaries she’d never crossed. But like a wild kitten enticed by food, by whispers, by warmth, he’d seen the temptation to trust. He’d seen her let slip boundary after boundary as she’d spoken to him.

And then she’d whispered acquiescence to this kiss and the last of the boundaries had fallen away and she was in his arms.

Not needy though. No longer needy. She was kissing him right back. Her hands went to the small of his back, holding him, claiming him as much as her mouth was claiming his.

And the kiss…

It was as if a spark had ignited a force he’d never expected, a force that held and held and held.

This woman. This night.

There were no barriers now. There was no room for backgrounds, for discussion of past wounds, of current responsibilities. Everything had fallen away in the face of this wonder.

For that was it—wonder. This kiss was almost one of primeval desire. They were two people who’d forgotten what they needed most but had suddenly found it. Two people who weren’t letting go.

Neither could break away. Why should they? This was time out of frame, a wondrous moment snatched almost from life. The feel of her…the taste of her…

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