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Tom stopped; he had said his say, and his voice had grown tremulous in the saying. Yet he had done it; he had told her what he felt; and he prayed that it might comfort her in the trouble that had lined her forehead and made her eyes sad.
Mrs. Dennison did not glance at him. For a moment she sat quite silent. Then she said,
"Thanks, Tom," and pressed his hand.
Then she suddenly sat up in her chair and held her hand out before her, and whispered to him words that he hardly heard.
"If you knew," she said, "you wouldn't kiss it; you'd spit on it."
Tom stood, silently, suddenly, wretchedly conscious that he did not know what he ought to do. Then he blurted out,
"You'll stay with him?"
"Yes, I shall stay with him," she said, glancing up; and Tom seemed to see in her eyes the picture of the long future that her words meant. And he went away with his joy eclipsed.
CHAPTER XXV
THE MOVING CAR
In the month of June two years later, Lord Semingham sat on the terrace outside the drawing-room windows of his country house. By him sat Adela Loring, and Tom was to be seen a hundred yards away, smoking a pipe, and talking to Harry Dennison. Suddenly Semingham, who had been reading the newspaper, broke into a laugh.
"Listen to this," said he. "It is true that the vote for the Omofaga railway was carried, but a majority of ten is not a glorious victory, and there can be little doubt that the prestige of the Government will suffer considerably by such a narrow escape from defeat, and by Lord Detchmore's ill-advised championship of Mr. Ruston's speculative schemes. Why is the British Government to pull the chestnuts out of the fire for Mr. Ruston? That is what we ask."
Lord Semingham paused and added,
"They may well ask. I don't know. Do you?"
"Yesterday," observed Adela, "I received a communication from you in your official capacity. It was not a pleasant letter, Lord Semingham."
"I daresay not, madam," said Semingham.
"You told me that the Board regretted to say that, owing to unforeseen hindrances, the work in Omofaga had not advanced as rapidly as had been hoped, and that for the present it was considered advisable to devote all profits to the development of the Company's territory. You added however, that you had the utmost confidence in Mr. Ruston's zeal and ability, and in the ultimate success of the Company."
"Yes; that was the circular," said Semingham. "That is, in fact, for some time likely to be the circular."
They both laughed; then both grew grave, and sat silent side by side.
The drawing-room window was thrown open, and Lady Semingham looked out. She held a letter in her hand.
"Oh, fancy, Adela!" she cried. "Such a terrible thing has happened. I've had a letter from Marjory Valentine – she's in awful grief, poor child."
"Why, what about?" cried Adela.
"Poor young Walter Valentine has died of fever in Omofaga. He caught it at Fort Imperial, and he was dead in a week. Poor Lady Valentine! Isn't it sad?"
Adela and Semingham looked at one another. A moment ago they had jested on the sacrifices demanded by Omofaga; Semingham had seen in the division on the vote for the railway a delightful extravagant burlesque on a larger stage of the fatefulness which he had whimsically read into Willie Ruston's darling scheme. Adela had fallen into his mood, adducing the circular as her evidence. They were taken at their word in grim earnest. Omofaga claimed real tears, as though in conscious malice it had set itself to outplay them at their sport.
"You don't say anything, Alfred," complained little Lady Semingham from the window.
"What is there to say?" asked he, spreading out his hands.
"The only son of his mother, and she is a widow," whispered Adela, gazing away over the sunny meadows.
Bessie Semingham looked at the pair for an instant, vaguely dissatisfied with their want of demonstrativeness. There seemed, as Alfred said, very little to say; it was so sad that there ought to have been more to say. But she could think of nothing herself, so, in her pretty little lisp, she repeated,
"How sad for poor Lady Valentine!" and slowly shut the window.
"He was a bright boy, with the makings of a man in him," said Semingham.
Adela nodded, and for a long while neither spoke again. Then Semingham, with the air of a man who seeks relief from sad thoughts which cannot alter sadder facts, asked,
"Where are the Dennisons?"
"She went for a walk by herself, but I think she's come back and gone a stroll with Tom and Harry." As she spoke, she looked up and caught a puzzled look in Semingham's eye. "Yes," she went on in quick understanding. "I don't quite understand her either."
"But what do you think?" he asked, in his insatiable curiosity that no other feeling could altogether master.
"I don't want to think about it," said Adela. "But, yes, I'll tell you, if you like. She isn't happy."
"No. I could tell you that," said he.
"But Harry is happy. Lord Semingham, when I see her with him – her sweetness and kindness to him – I wonder."
This time it was Semingham who nodded silent assent.
"And," said Adela, with a glance of what seemed like defiance, "I pray."
"You're a good woman, Adela," said he.
"He sees no change in her, or he sees a change that makes him love her more. Surely, surely, some day, Lord Semingham – ?"
She broke off, leaving her hope unexpressed, but a faint smile on her face told of it.
"It may be – some day," he said, as though he hardly hoped. Then, with one of his quick retreats, he took refuge in asking, "Are you happy with your husband, Adela? I hope to goodness you are."
"Perfectly," she answered, with a bright passing smile.
"But you get no dividends," he suggested, raising his brows.
"No; no dividends," said she. "No more do you."
"No; but we shall."
"I suppose we shall."
"He'll pull us through."
"I wish he'd never been born," cried Adela.
"Perhaps. Since he has, I shall keep my eye on him."
From the shrubbery at the side of the lawn, Maggie Dennison came out. She was leaning on her husband's arm, and Tom Loring walked with them. A minute later they had heard from Adela the news of the ending of young Sir Walter's life and hopes.
"Good God!" cried Harry Dennison in grief.
They sat down and began to talk sadly of the lost boy. Only Maggie Dennison said nothing. Her eyes were fixed on the sky, and she seemed hardly to hear. Yet Adela, stealing a glance at her, saw her clenched hand quiver.
"Do you remember," asked Semingham, "how at Dieppe Bessie would have it that the little red crosses were tombstones? She was quite pleased with the idea."
"Yes; and how horrified the old Baron was," said Adela.
"Both he and Walter gone!" mused Harry Dennison.
"Well, the omen is fulfilled now," said Tom Loring. "Ruston need not fear for himself."
Harry Dennison turned a sudden uneasy glance upon his wife. She looked up and met it with a calm sad smile.
"He was a brave boy," she said. "Mr. Ruston will be very sorry." She rose and laid her hand on her husband's arm. "Come, Harry," she said, "we'll walk again."
He rose and gave her his arm. She paused, glancing from one to the other of the group.
"You mustn't think he won't be sorry," she said pleadingly.
Then she pressed her husband's arm and walked away with him. They passed again into the fringing shrubbery and were lost to view. Tom Loring did not go with them this time, but sat down by his wife's side. For a while no one spoke. Then Adela said softly,
"She knows him better than we do. I suppose he will be sorry. Will he be sorry for Marjory too?"
"If he thinks of her," said Semingham.
"Yes – if he thinks of her."
Semingham lit a cigarette and watched the smoke curl skywards.
"Some of us are bruised," said he, "and some of us are broken."
"Not beyond cure?" Adela beseeched, touching his arm.
"God knows," said he with a shrug.
"Not beyond cure?" she said again, insisting.
"I hope not, my dear," said Tom Loring gently.
"Bruised or broken – bruised or broken!" mused Semingham, watching his smoke-rings. "But the car moves on, eh, Adela?"
"Yes, the car moves on," said she.
"And I don't know," said Tom Loring, "that I'd care to be the god who sits in it."
While Maggie Dennison walked with Harry in the shrubbery, and the group on the terrace talked of the god in the car, on the other side of the world a man sat looking out of a window under a new-risen sun. Presently his eyes dropped, and they fell on a wooden cross that stood below the window. A cheap wreath of artificial flowers decked it – a wreath one of Ruston's company had carried over seas from the grave of his dead wife, and had brought out of his treasures to honour young Sir Walter's grave; because he and they all had loved the boy. And, as Maggie Dennison had said, Ruston also was sorry. His eyes dwelt on the cross, while he seemed to hear again Walter's merry laugh and confident ringing tones, and to see his brave, lithe figure as he sprang on his horse and cantered ahead of the party, eager for the road, or the sport, aye, or the fight. For a moment Willie Ruston's head fell, then he got up – the cross had sent his thoughts back to the far-off land he had left. He walked across the little square room to an iron-bound box; unlocking it, he searched amid a pile of papers and found a woman's letter. He began to read it, but, when he had read but half, he laid it gently down again among the papers and closed and locked the box. His face was white and set, his eyes gleamed as if in anger. Suddenly he muttered to himself,
"I loved that boy. I never thought of it killing him."
And on thought of the boy came another, and for an instant the stern mouth quivered, and he half-turned towards the box again. Then he jerked his head, muttering again; yet his face was softer, till a heavy frown grew upon it, and he pressed his hand for the shortest moment to his eyes.
It was over – over, though it was to come again. Treading heavily on the floor – there was no lightness left in his step – he reached the door, and found a dozen mounted men waiting for him, and a horse held for him. He looked round on the men; they were fine fellows, tall and stalwart, ready for anything. Slowly a smile broke on his face, an unmirthful smile, that lasted but till he had said,
"Well, boys, we must teach these fellows a little lesson to-day."
His followers laughed and joked, but none joined him where he rode at their head. The chief was a man to follow, not to ride with, they said, half in liking, half in dislike, wholly in trust and deference. Yet in old days he had been good to ride with too.
The car was moving on. Maybe Tom Loring was not very wrong, when he said that he would not care to be the man who sat in it.
