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VI

 
  We are so pious, we lovers. Discreetly we worship all powers,
    Hoping for favor from each god and each goddess as well.
  We are like you, ye victorious Romans, in this:  for we offer
    Gods of all peoples and tribes, over the whole world, a home —
  May the Egyptian, black and austere out of primeval basalt,
    Or from the marble a Greek, form them charming and white —
  Yet the eternal ones do not object to particularism
    (Incense of most precious sort, strewn for just one of their host).
  Therefore we gladly confess to singling a special immortal
    And our devotions each day pledging but solely to her.
  Mischievous celebrants we at these mysteries gay, and so solemn:
    Silence exactly befits rites at which we're adepts.
  Rather onto our heels by horrible deeds the Erinyes
    We would allure, even Zeus' punishment sooner we'd dare —
  Under that rock, or bound to a tumbling wheel we'd endure it —
    Than we'd withdraw our hearts from the delights of her cult.
  Sweet Opportunity, that is her name. You should meet her.
    Often will she turn up, ever in a new form.
  Daughter of Proteus might well she be whom he sired upon Thetis.
    In metamorphoses they've many a hero deceived.
  So now the daughter beguiles the naive and bedazzles the foolish,
    Teases you while you're asleep; when you awaken, she's flown.
  Eagerly yields herself up to the quick, to the active man only.
    He discovers she's tame, playful and tender and sweet.
  Once she appeared to me, too: a dark-skinned girl, tumbling
    Over her forehead the hair down in waves heavy and dark.
  Round about a delicate neck curled short little ringlets;
    Up from the crown of her head crinkled the unbraided hair.
  When she dashed by me I seized her, mistaking her not. Lovingly
    Kiss and embrace she returned, knowing and teaching me how.
  O how enraptured I was! Ah, say now no more. It's a bygone.
    But, O pigtails of Rome, still I'm entrammled in you.
 

VII

 
  Happily now on classical soil I feel inspiration.
    Voices from present and past speak here evocatively.
  Heeding ancient advice, I leaf through the works of the Ancients
    With an assiduous hand. Daily the pleasure's renewed.
  Throughout the night, in a different way, I'm kept busy by Cupid —
    If erudition is halved, rapture is doubled that way.
  Do then I not become wise when I trace with my eye her sweet bosom's
    Form, and the line of her hips stroke with my hand? I acquire,
  As I reflect and compare, my first understanding of marble,
    See with an eye that feels, feel with a hand that sees.
  While my beloved, I grant it, deprives me of moments of daylight,
      She in the nighttime hours gives compensation in full.
  And we do more than just kiss; we prosecute reasoned discussions
    (Should she succumb to sleep, that gives me time for my thoughts).
  In her embrace – it's by no means unusual – I've composed poems
    And the hexameter's beat gently tapped out on her back,
  Fingertips counting in time with the sweet rhythmic breath of her slumber.
    Air from deep in her breast penetrates mine and there burns.
  Cupid, while stirring the flame in our lamp, no doubt thinks of those days when
      For the triumvirs he similar service performed.
 

VIII

 
  "Can you be cruel enough to sadden me thus with reproaches?
    Germans speak, I suppose, bitterly when they're in love.
  Bear it I must when the gossips bring forth accusations: I'm guilty —
    Or am I not? But, alas, all of my guilt was with you.
  Clothes that you've given bear witness for envious neighbors
      That the poor widow no more grieves for her husband alone.
  Did you not thoughtlessly visit me in the disguise of a cleric,
      Muffled all up in a cloak, hair all rounded behind?
  Who was it chose that gray monk if not you? Well then a prelate
    Now is my lover – Ah, who is my prelate but you?
  Never, incredible as it may sound in this clerical city,
    Has any cleric brought me – swear it I will – to his bed.
  I was sufficiently poor, sad to say. I was young. The seducers
    Noted it well. Falconier ogled me often enough.
  One of the pimps for Albani with billets doux very impressive
    Called me to Ostia once. Quattro Fontani next time.
  Who was it did not appear there? Why, who but the very same girl who
    Hated with all of her heart stockings both violet and red.
  For: 'In the end you poor girls are the ones who are sure to be cheated.'
    So said my father although – Mother was not much impressed.
  Father was right. Here I stand in the end being cheated and scolded.
    You don't believe your own words. They're your excuse to escape.
  Go, then. Unworthy of women are men. We, who carry your children
    Next to our hearts, in these hearts loyalty we bear you, too.
  As for you men, when you've poured out your potency in our embraces
    And your desires dissipate, love with them passes away."
  These things expressed, and taking her child from its chair, my beloved
    Presses it close to her heart, kisses it, tears in her eyes.
  I'm now so very ashamed of myself for having permitted
    Gossip of neighbors to spoil picture so eloquent.
  For a short moment a fire may burn darkly while smoke swirls about it.
    Water dashed on the coals suddenly smothers their glow.
  Rapidly then renewed heat overcomes those lowering vapors,
    Sends up a flame that anew bright and more powerful gleams.