Kitabı oku: «Путешествие Души», sayfa 2

Вопросы надежды

 
"Скажите, что мне предвещало
Падение на острый пик,
Что света власть препровожало,
Гния в каменьях плит сырых?"
Один ответит: "Эх, надежда…
Задушит она каждый вздох,
Разрушит душу, будет бездна
Плести судьбы несчастный рок."
Второй промолвит: "Нет, ты ропчешь.
Надежда дух тех возродит,
Кто был потерян. Что ж ты топчешь
Чудес прекрасных письм графит?"

Что ты за чувство? Первозданно
Одно, но каждому вразрез.
Кому – улыбка многогранна,
Кому – молчание небес.
Спасенье ты иль ты – проклятье?
Смерть или жизнь в своейкрасе?
Ждёт ли меня души распятье
Иль шелк и бархат в бирюзе?
Я лишь подслушал осторожно
Рассказ случайных мне людей,
Пускай придумать невозможно
Привычных сладостных идей,
Пусть пища размышлений вольных
Оставит след в пространстве мглы
И переломит недовольных,
Оставив чувств иных хвалы…
 

True light – one Destiny

"I've been haunted my entire life, looking for beauty in the new…"

 
The time spins backward, on and on,
Than changes, going forward,
I will not let my spirits fall,
I'll chase the slipping award.

The beauty haunts me day by day,
I try to lift the curtain,
The voice was never miles away,
Its place was long forgotten.

I only serve one king, unliving,
He hides in all creations,
The fire starts its tirade, gleaming,
It tells its imitations.

The Universe reshapes, dark forces
Sweep by, but start to crumble,
The power is in my own choices,
And I will never gamble.

The diamond's facets of the being
Excite me with their clearness,
Precision stalks my mind, I'm feeling,
How present plunges in stillness.

I spend my life in true devotion,
I'm searching for your traces,
In world of ideal proportion
I look for all your faces.

Oh, science, in my heart like music
You sing with my own hearing,
You're part of me, my mind, my basic,
You shape my soul and feeling.

I think and feel you, sense and welcome,
It starts my rebels fighting,
In blood your purity foretaken,
I rise in peace of lightning.

My fate I choose, you I admire,
The Universe's magic,
And I will give my light's desire
To conquer all the tragic.

So, wait for me, I'll touch your soul,
Through battle won't be too fast,
But time will slowly take it's toll,
And I'll feel peace at last…
 

The Destroyer

 
Madness. Anger. Pain and slaughter,
Hide yourself again…
A destroyer that you foster
Breaking up to gain.
Misery and sadness taking
Everything from you.
You are strong! Bless your awaking!
Erase what you knew!
Ruin all your deeds and feelings,
This will ease your burden.
Doom and fate kill all the beings,
Haven't you forgotten?
Start the fire, blazing over,
Jump in fiery being.
You must find what grovels lower,
What will die for kneeling.
You are strong, yet you show weakness,
You forgot your true self.
What remains of you is bleakness,
It will mourn for itself.
Burning, burning. Heart is melting.
Ache eats all your insides.
It will surely stop rotating
Only with your last strides.
Hollow poison will conquer you,
Soul has fallen under.
What was left is sullen dark dew,
Now will strike the thunder
 

Тишина

 
Помолчи. Слышишь, воздух поет и звенит, точно струны обиженной скрипки?
Помолчи. Слышишь, мир с тобой говорит, не коря за былые ошибки?
Помолчи. И внимай тишину, тайно соткана взором забытым.
Помолчи. И забудь все что было, прошу. Не чини то, что стало разбитым.

Помолчи. Слышишь? Тишина кричит сотнями голосов.
Посмотри. Видишь? На дверях наконец отперт стеклянный засов.
Помолчи. Внемлешь? Чутко шепчет мир про былую печаль.
Посмотри. Знаешь? И расстаться со всем, да, не жаль…

Посмотри. Видишь ты – что должно быть случилось, и полно.
Посмотри. Видишь ли? Тишина говорит. Она вторит тебе резонно.
Посмотри. И увидь наконец, что до этого не было боле,
Посмотри. И услышь, что конец, был всегда лишь в бреду дотоле.
 

Весна

 
Теплеет, отходят морозы неспешно,
Да тают, светлея, повсюду снега,
Отступит мороз, и пробудится нежно
Земля под покровом прозрачного льда.
Трава осторожно покажется свету,
Впитав в себя солнце, нальется теплом,
Природа, открывшись внезапно ответу,
Предстанет пред нами в обличье ином.
В дне тихом, но ярком, услышим мы песни,
Что птицы вокруг начинают вещать,
Несут они нам долгожданные вести,
Спешат они радость жары перенять.
Немного пройдет дней, и вот уже снова
Набухнут все почки, деревья, клонясь,
Листву зеленят под журчание зова,
В спокойствия томную даль возвратясь.
Ручьи, извиваясь, боясь оступиться,
Змеёй поползут вдоль бессонных дорог,
Река примет их и поможет им виться,
Плывя через тающий снега порог.
Ударит гром ярко, осветит мгновенно,
Приветствуя бурь шаловливый упрек,
Замолкнет, вздохнет все, внимая забвенно,
Поняв, что пришел обусловленный рок.
Откроется небо, и хлынут потоки,
В молчании дождь барабанит, шутя,
Напишет со мной он все лёгкие строки,
Листву у дерев и кустов зеленя.
Но солнце проглянется, грея неспешно,
Из тучи лукаво оно промелькнет,
И скроется грусть, удирая поспешно,
Последний мороз она вслед унесет.
Очистятся неба широки просторы,
Лазури отливы рассыпав в ветвях,
Настала пора всем поднять свои взоры,
Ища радость в ясных и призрачных днях.
 

Wild game

 
Step you take
It is decisive.
Leap or fall – you see.

Down or up.
Beginning. Ending.
Choose your own last fee.

Now or never,
All or nothing,
Yes, you know the rules.

Jump ahead now,
Cross the borders,
Aren't they all fools?

Don't forget yourself -
You'll find out:
Soul is all you've got.

Through the darkness
Shine the light,
True, you've lost a lot.

Play that hurts you,
Play that cures you
Yields its precious tools.

You will either die
Or rise up
To the endless moons.

Strength you master,
Power carries
Seal, that you forgot.

Chains break down
And burn away,
That's your cunning shot.

Fire, adrenalin.
Water and stillness.
Use your own quick esprit.

Earth and the matter.
Air and winds.
Peace – you're in joyous sea.
 

Hidden inside

—What are you looking for?

–God.

 
Standing on rocky cliff
I look down below.
I think again: "If
You let me know."
Where are you hiding?
I want to talk
About the fighting,
But there is a lock.
So I search hard again,
I'm looking for you
In the heavy rain,
In the morning dew.
I know you are near,
And I try to find
You in the tear,
You in my mind.
I know that my purpose
Is witty and slick,
So I compose
My own clever trick:
I'll find you in everything
Near and far.
I think it amazing,
You left this ajar:
The trace of your stay
Is in real world,
In every day,
In every road.
In every being
Living or not
You left me your weaving,
I've sensed it a lot.
Devote I my soul
To your true design.
My crazy goal Is to align
What broke long ago,
What I should remake,
Either a law
Or machine's break.
I know why I'm here —
I want to learn
What's in this sphere —
How works your world.
I love it so much,
I want to confess:
Your beauty is such
I'd like to possess.
I am your warrior,
I am your knight,
I am your power,
I am your light.
Soul my devoted
Forever to you.
You surely have noted —
What I said is true.
 

Beauty of fragile power

People are overly materialistic, don't you think?

After all, the only thing they will always have, is their own self.

 
Nourish your power
Inside fragile soul,
Beautiful flower –
Unending fall.
All that you have
Is always inside –
Tremendous self
Bound to hide.
Hear the prayer,
Answer the voice,
Be your own slayer,
Make your own choice.
Things around fade –
Tick of the clock,
Covered with shade
Open your lock.
Lost and then found,
Light and the dark,
Fly from the ground –
You are the spark.
Endless your soul –
Infinite mind,
Always stand tall,
Strength you will find.
 

Warrior’s soul

If that's what I want, I will pursue my goal no matter why. No matter what forces are against me, I will stand till the end, because that's what I desire. Sometimes life sweeps you away, but I'll show it, that's not for me. Life can try as hard as it can. Ha! I have bad news for it! I am convinced, there is nothing impossible. So I'll lay down my existence, if that's what it truly takes. And my strength is incredible…

 
I wait for the gears of fate to start turning,
I follow my own unpredictable mind,
Life, hear my arrogant, fiery warning,
If I don't conquer you, than I will rewind.
Start praying for mercy? You think I will do so?
Well, then, you don't know me at all. See you soon!
I wrote myself funny, but certainly fair law,
And I will play self-set role under the moon.
Impossible is just a word you invented,
For those, who pursue only power and wealth,
I'll bid you a farewell, you, who resented,
When I put on my head a laurel wreath.
What tragedy! You lost the crown of your struggles,
My light will burn you to a massive collapse,
You see, I get all that I want, needless huddles
Taught me to look at some things simpler perhaps.
Achieve I my wishes with grand proud calmness,
I know forces, that are beyond your beliefs,
Sense my inner strength and unstoppable wildness,
I'll jump over highest and rockiest cliffs.
 

Behold

—Behold the power of Justice.

 
The wheel of fortune, slowly turning,
Leaves things in their right places,
The justice scales go on restoring,
Erasing lowly faces.
Where will you be? Which side you take?
The judgement looks upon you.
No matter what you do or make,
Fool's sins are always shown true.

In silence and murkiness the hermit prevails,
Magician, who feels inner calmness,
He mastered the strength and now he plays,
Possessing the emperor's mindset.
And carefully, slowly, with temperance guiding,
The star will shine after the sunset,
It will blind the moon and conjure the lightning,
Returning the world to its brightness.
In other domain, ruled by forces of darkness,
The hanged man avoids the death march,
The tower starts slowly to fall into numbness,
The devil stops laughing in malice.
Unveiling their feelings, the lovers make choices,
The high priestess turns into empress,
Hierophant preaches to lingering voices,
And chariot carries the tempest.
 

Treasure chest

 
What a blessing it is
To be always yourself,
Sense the power inside,
Use your wisdom to help.
What a gift, I confirm,
To accept your own skills,
Be the one toaffirm,
That you make the right deals.
The advantage, I claim,
Is to shelter the light,
Bathe it through your true fame
In the simple delight.
The reality bends
Under strength of your will,
Hear what inner you says:
"You must never stay still!"
Make your spirit the one
If the whole world resists,
Know, it's always much fun
To break down their beliefs.
What is hidden will shine,
Sense, you're pure in your core -
You're being divine,
Subtle worlds you adore.