"Er war mein Lehrer. Ich war sein Untergang.\"

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Emilia ist siebzehn, klug, sensibel – und entschlossen, ihr letztes Schuljahr einfach hinter sich zu bringen. Doch als Laurin Heger, ihr neuer Musiklehrer, das Klassenzimmer betritt, gerät ihre Welt aus dem Gleichgewicht. Zwischen Partituren und Pausenhof entspinnt sich ein gefährliches Spiel aus Anziehung, Verlangen und Schuld.

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