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“How nice you are,” she said, “and not a bit – not a bit stuck-up. I am so glad to make your acquaintance. Sit there and talk to me.”
Angela took a chair and she did talk – all about nothings, perhaps about nothings; but she still talked and Mrs Aldworth listened.
Chapter Twenty Four
An Uneasy Conscience
Nesta’s first day at Scarborough had been full of intense enjoyment. She had managed her escapade with great cleverness. The Griffiths were quite sure that she was going away with the consent of her parents. Mr Griffiths was kind, and pleased to have her; Mrs Griffiths was motherly; Flossie was all delight. First had come the journey; what a delicious sensation of excitement had she felt whenever the train stopped; with what more than a delicious sensation of importance she had owned to a thrill through her being at the thought that the others were anxious about her. That her own people would be trying to get her back as soon as possible but added to the sense of enjoyment.
The day was a brilliant one; the sea breezes were exhilarating, and Nesta’s conscience did not awaken. She enjoyed the lodgings, and the room she was to share with Flossie, and the shrimps for tea, and the wading when the tide was down. She enjoyed listening to the band; in short, she enjoyed everything. Her constant smiles were always wreathing her lips; Mr and Mrs Griffiths thought her quite a delightful girl.
So passed the first day. Nesta had even managed, with Flossie’s aid, to send a telegram without either Mr or Mrs Griffiths knowing anything about it. Those magical shillings, which had been produced by her yellow-boy, were so useful. She went to bed that night without any unpleasant telegram, or any unpleasant person coming from Newcastle to disturb her pleasure.
But the next morning she woke with a sigh. It would be all over to-day; she could not expect it to last longer than the middle of the day. Pleasure would be followed by retribution. She had made up her mind to this. She thought, however, that she would have a good morning. Immediately after breakfast she got away with Flossie.
“Floss, it will be all up to-day; they are quite certain to send for me. Even if Molly and Ethel did not open the telegram last night, they will at least send it on to old Marcia, and do you suppose that Miss Mule Selfish will not use every bit of her influence to get me back, and to have me well punished? There’s no doubt on that point whatever.”
“I know all that,” said Flossie. “But, perhaps, they won’t want you back.”
“Not want me back?” said Nesta.
This comment, delightful as it sounded, was scarcely flattering.
“Mothery will want me,” said Nesta.
“If you thought that, I wonder you came.”
“Oh, don’t begin to reproach me,” said Nesta. “Let us go and have a long, long morning all by ourselves.”
“But I want to bathe. Mother is going to bathe, and she said we two could go with her. You didn’t, of course, bring a bathing dress, but we can hire them here.”
Nesta was not inclined to bathe. It would, she protested, take up too much time. She wanted to go for a long walk alone with her friend. She suggested that they should go first of all to a pastrycook’s, supply themselves with a good, large bag of edibles, and then wander away on the cliffs. Flossie; after due consideration, was nothing loath.
“That horrid telegram is sure to come, and then the fat will be in the fire,” said Nesta.
“That’s true enough,” replied Flossie, “and I expect I’ll be scolded too. You’ll have to stand the blame – you’ll have to tell them that it was more your fault than mine.”
“Oh, I like that!” said Nesta. “You mean to tell me that you won’t take my part, when I get into a beastly row all on account of you?”
The girls had a little tiff, as was their way; but their real affection for each other soon smoothed it over. Mrs Griffiths was talked round to see the expediency of Nesta and Flossie putting off their bathe until the next day, and accordingly the two girls started off for their walk.
There was no doubt whatever in Nesta’s mind that retribution must come that day. It was the right day for Nemesis. She had enjoyed Saturday, but she had not enjoyed Sunday quite so much, for there was the possibility that somebody would come to fetch her back. On Sunday the girls might have sent the telegram to Marcia by special messenger, but on the other hand, Molly and Ethel were very careless; they did not care whether Nesta was in the house or not. They had probably not sent it on. But of course, there was not the least doubt that Marcia would receive it on Monday morning. What was to be done? She resolved to enjoy her walk even if it was the last. She spent a shilling of her precious money, secured a most unwholesome meal, which the two girls ate on the high cliffs just outside Scarborough, and then returned home in time for lunch.
“I’m not a bit hungry,” said Nesta, “and I know there’ll be a fearful row when we go upstairs. Do go first, Flossie; I’ll wait here. If there’s anything awful, I’ll run down by the shore until it has blown over. Do go, Floss.”
Flossie was cajoled into doing what Nesta wished. She went upstairs. Her father and mother were both waiting for them. They looked tranquil, as tranquil could be.
“Where’s Nesta!” called out Mrs Griffiths from the landing. “Tell her to take off her hat and come in at once. Our dinner is getting cold.”
Flossie flew downstairs.
“You needn’t be a bit uneasy. Father and mother look as contented as though they never had a trouble in the world.”
Wondering somewhat, Nesta did go upstairs. She ate her dinner, but all the time she was watching the door. Any minute either Marcia herself, stern, uncompromising, unyielding, unforgiving, might appear, or a horrible telegram addressed to Mrs Griffiths might be thrust into her hand. In any case her disgrace must be near at hand.
But strange as it may seem, the whole day passed, and there was no sort of telegram for Nesta. She wondered and wondered.
“This is quite lucky,” she said to Flossie, as she was undressing for the night. “I really can’t understand it. Of course, it’s those girls; they never sent my telegram on to Marcia.”
“Well, you know, you didn’t send any address,” said Flossie.
“Of course I didn’t; but don’t you suppose that they’d immediately rush off to your house, and get your address from your servants?”
“I never thought of that,” said Flossie.
“They could find me if they wished. It’s all that Miss Mule Selfish; she’s so absorbed in her own pleasure she has forgotten all about me.”
The next day passed without any notice being taken of Nesta, and the next, and the next. Nesta was quite bewildered. At first she was delighted, then she began to consider herself a slightly aggrieved person, particularly when Flossie taunted her with the fact that she did not seem to be missed much at home.
This was gall and wormwood to the little girl.
On the fifth day of her visit, Mr Griffiths, who had received some letters, said to Nesta:
“You don’t seem to be hearing from your people – at least I have not seen any letters addressed to you. I hope they are all right.”
“Oh, of course they are, no news is good news,” said Nesta.
He took no notice of her remark, being absorbed in his own affairs. When he had read one of his letters he looked at his wife.
“I must go back to Newcastle this afternoon, but I’ll return to-morrow,” he said. “I’ll call in, if you like, Nesta, and find out how your mother is.”
“Oh, please don’t – I mean you really needn’t,” said Nesta.
He raised his brows in some surprise.
“I should think,” he said slowly, “that a girl who has an invalid mother, would like to know how she is.”
Nesta coloured. She did not dare to say any more. She and Flossie had been having what she called a ripping time, that is, Nesta could enjoy herself in spite of her anxiety. But now things were changing. The yellow-boy had his limits; he was reduced in bulk until he had come down to a few pence. Between Nesta and that which made her so valuable in Flossie’s eyes there was now but eleven-pence halfpenny. Nearly a shilling, a whole beautiful silver shilling, but not quite. When that was spent – and it would be spent that very day – Nesta would be of no special importance to Flossie Griffiths.
Flossie was making friends, too, on her own account. There was a family of young people also staying at Scarborough, whom the Griffiths used to know. They boasted of the name of Brown. They were all good-natured, hearty, friendly young folks. But in the beginning Nesta had chosen to turn up her nose at them. In consequence they devoted themselves to Flossie, and left Nesta very much out in the cold.
On the very day that Nesta was forced to spend her last pence on a feast for Flossie, Flossie calmly informed her that she was going early the next morning on a picnic with the Browns.
“They haven’t invited you – I’m sorry,” said Flossie. “They might have done it, but I said you were going away. This is Friday, you know. You will have been with us a week to-morrow. I know father and mother will want you to stay until the middle of next week, at any rate, but, of course, you and I – knowing what we do – ” Flossie giggled – “thought you would be gone long ago.”
“Well, I’m here,” said Nesta, “and I wish I weren’t.”
“Why do you say that? I’m sure we have done all we could to give you a real good time.”
“I think you hate me,” said Nesta, in a passion.
“Well, Nesta, I do call that ungrateful! But there, you’re in the sulks, poor old girl. You thought you’d be awfully missed at home, and you see you are not one little bit.”
“I’m anxious about mother,” said Nesta. “It’s so queer none of them writing.”
She burst into tears. Flossie was soft-hearted enough, and she comforted her friend, and said that she would not hurt her for the world, and would do her very best to get her an invitation to the picnic the next day. At this intimation Nesta immediately wiped her eyes.
“I’d like it,” she said; “it would be horrid to be left at home with only your old mother.”
“You needn’t call mother old – she’s no older than yours.”
“Well, anyhow, mine’s the prettiest,” said Nesta.
“And my mother is the strongest,” retorted Flossie. “Oh, there, don’t let us quarrel,” said Nesta. “If I hadn’t you for my friend now, Floss, I’d be the most miserable girl in the world. To tell the truth, I’m rather terrified at the way they’re taking things at home – not a word – not a line, nothing whatever. It does seem odd, doesn’t it?”
Flossie made no remark. Just then Henrietta Brown was seen passing the window. Flossie put out her head and called to Henrietta to stop, and then dashed downstairs.
“Oh, Henny,” she gasped, “I’m ever so sorry, but Nesta Aldworth, my friend, she is still with us. I wonder – ”
“We really couldn’t,” said Henny, who was downright, and not quite as refined as even the Griffiths themselves. “We haven’t a seat left. Either you must come, or your friend. We can’t fit in the two of you. It’s impossible. We might have done so at the beginning, but you said your stuck-up Miss Aldworth would be gone away.”
“Well, she has not gone,” said Flossie. “Of course, if you like I can give up my seat if you are sure you couldn’t squeeze us both in.”
“I’m certain, positive on the subject. And, Flossie, you mustn’t give up your seat,” said Henny, linking her arm inside Flossie’s arm, “for we don’t like her one little bit. She’s not pretty like von, and she has no go in her. You must come. Why, Tom and Jack and Robert – they’d be just mad if you weren’t there.”
Flossie was pleased to hear that the Brown boys – Tom, Jack, and Robert – wished for her society.
“Well, of course, it’s her own fault,” she said aloud, and then she went back to Nesta.
“It’s no go,” she said. “You must stay with mother – or – or do anything you like. Ah, there’s father – he’s off. Good-bye, Dad.”
Flossie’s voice sounded on the summer breeze. Mr Griffiths looked up and kissed his hand to her.
“Good-bye to you both,” he said. “I’ll be back to-morrow, and if I can, Nesta, I’ll look in and see how your mother is getting on. Are you sure you have no message?”
“None; please, don’t trouble,” said Nesta.
She was feeling now most frantically wretched. That last feast with Flossie was scarcely a success. She did not know how she was to live through the next day. If she had money enough she would return home. She would boldly declare that she had a right to her own home, the home that no longer seemed to want her. There was no telegram that day – no letter, no message of any sort.
The next morning rose bright and glorious. Flossie, dressed in her very best, went off for the picnic with the Browns. They had two waggonettes packed full of people, and Flossie squeezed herself in amid peals of laughter. Nesta watched her from behind the curtain of the drawing room window; Mrs Griffiths was well to the front, bowing and smiling, and kissing her hand.
“There,” she said, when the waggonettes passed out of sight, “I’m glad my Floss is going to have a good time. Sorry for you, Nesta, but then you gave us to understand that you’d be sent for so soon.”
“I thought so,” said Nesta.
“Well, dear, it’s all the better for you, you have the advantage of the sea. You must put up with an old woman for once. I’m going for a dip in the briny this morning. What do you say to coming with me?”
Nesta acquiesced. She might as well do that as anything else. She didn’t care about it, of course.
Mrs Griffiths was energetic when she was at the seaside, and she took her dip and then a long walk, and then she waded for a time, and Nesta had to wade with her. They were both tired when they returned to the house in the middle of the day.
And now, at last, there was a telegram. It lay on the table in its little yellow envelope. Nesta felt suddenly sick and faint. Mrs Griffiths took it up.
“It’s for me,” she said. “It’s to say that my man is coming back this evening – or maybe not until to-morrow, or Monday.”
She read the telegram. Nesta watched her with parted lips, as Mrs Griffiths slowly acquainted herself with the contents. She was a quick, energetic woman, but as regarded matters relating to the mind she slow. The telegram puzzled her.
“It’s queer,” she said. “Can you make anything of it?”
She handed it to Nesta. Nesta road the contents.
”‘Coming back sooner than I expected. Have been to the Aldworths’ – a very queer business; will tell you when we meet.’”
“I wonder if your mother is worse,” said Mrs Griffiths, looking with her kind eyes at the girl. “Why, Nesta, you are as white as a sheet! Is anything wrong?”
“No,” said Nesta. She let the telegram flutter to the floor; it was Mrs Griffiths who picked it up. Nemesis had come – Nemesis with a vengeance.
“I don’t expect it is anything. Your father – I mean Flossie’s father, is always fond of making mountains out of molehills. It is nothing special, it really isn’t; you may be sure on that point,” said the good woman. “Anyhow, he will tell us when he comes, and not all the guessing in the world will spoil our appetites, will it, Nesta? See this pigeon pie, the very best that could be got; I ordered it from the pastrycook’s, for I don’t much like some of our landlady’s cooking.”
Nesta could have enjoyed that pigeon pie, but the telegram, Nemesis, in short, had crushed what appetite she possessed out of her. She fiddled with her food, then sprang up.
“I am so anxious,” she said.
“Why, what is it, child?”
Mrs Griffiths looked at her; Nesta looked full at Mrs Griffiths.
“I must tell you something; I know you will hate me; I know you will, but if you would be kind just for once – ”
“Goodness me, child! Of course I’ll be kind. What is troubling you? Anything wrong with the mother?”
“It isn’t that – it is that when I came with you I ran away.”
“You did what?” said Mrs Griffiths.
Nesta mumbled out her miserable story. She told it dismally. Mrs Griffiths had, as she averred afterwards, to drag the words from the child. At last the ugly facts were made plain to her. Nesta had deliberately left her home without saying one word to anybody. She had been aided and abetted by Flossie, Mrs Griffiths’ good, honourable, open-hearted Flossie – at least that is what Mrs Griffiths had considered her child. Yes, Flossie had helped her friend, and her friend had gone; she had not said a word to any one at home; she had only sent off a telegram. The telegram, of course, must bear the Scarborough mark, but they had taken no notice.
“Of course, Mr Griffiths went to see them, and of course they told him, and of course – of course, he will be just mad,” said Mrs Griffiths. “He will be in a towering rage; I don’t know what he won’t do. There’ll be a split between us; he’ll never let our Flossie speak to you again, that’s plain.”
“Oh, Mrs Griffiths, if you would be good, if you would but just lend me enough money to get home before – before he comes.”
“Well, now, that wouldn’t be a bad idea,” said Mrs Griffiths. “You can make off, I will see you into the tram; you don’t mind travelling third-class, do you?”
“I’d travel on the top of the train – I’d travel in the guard’s van – I’d travel anywhere only to get away,” said Nesta.
“Well, child, I’ll just look up the trains, and put you into one myself – or no, perhaps I’d better not. You might give us the slip, as it were. If he thought that I’d let you go home before he came, he’d give me a piece of his mind, and there’d be the mischief to pay again. You can find your own way to the station.”
“I can. I can.”
“I’ll look out the very next train, the very next.”
“Oh, do, please do. And please lend me some money.”
Mrs Griffiths produced half a sovereign, which she put into Nesta’s palm. Nesta hardly waited to thank her.
“Good-bye. Oh, I am grateful – I will write. Explain to Flossie. Try to forgive me – it was so dull at home, only Miss Mule Selfish, you know, and Molly and Ethel.”
“And your mother,” said Mrs Griffiths, a little severely, for it was the thought of the anxiety that Nesta had given her mother which touched Mrs Griffiths’ heart most nearly.
“Mothery wouldn’t be cross, that is certain sure,” said poor Nesta.
She was putting on her hat as she uttered the words, and a few minutes later she was toiling through the hot sun and blinding dust, for the day was a windy one, to the railway station en route for Newcastle.
Chapter Twenty Five
Nemesis
It was late that evening when two men entered Mrs Griffiths’ drawing room at Scarborough. One was Mr Griffiths, and the other Horace Aldworth, Nesta’s half-brother. Mrs Griffiths was overpowered by Horace’s presence. She had spent a wretched time since Nesta had gone. The girl was scarcely out of the house before the elder woman decided that she had done very wrong to lend her money; there was no saying what she might do, nor how she would spend it. She might not go home at all. She was a queer girl – unlike her Flossie. She had done a strange, a most unaccountable thing; just for the sake of a bit of pleasure, she had left her own friends, her mother, her sisters – she had planned it all cleverly, but – and here lay the sting – she had not planned it alone. Flossie was in the thick of the mischief.
Mrs Griffiths’ uneasiness with regard to Nesta presently melted down into a tender sort of regret. Her real sorrow was for her Flossie, her little black-eyed, dancing, mischievous girl, Flossie, who had always been fond of her father and mother, and who had never given herself airs, but had just delighted in Nesta because she must have some friend, but who would not do what Nesta had done for the wide world. And yet, try as she would, Mrs Griffiths could not get over the fact that Flossie had aided and abetted Nesta; that she knew all about it. Mrs Griffiths thought she could understand. She had recourse to her favourite adage – “Girls will be girls.” She remembered the time when she was at school. Girls’ schools were somewhat common sort of places in Mrs Griffiths’ early days. She remembered how she had smuggled in cakes, how she had secreted sticky sweetmeats in her pockets, how she had defied her teachers, and copied her themes from other girls, and what romps they had had in the attics, and how they had laughed at the teachers behind their backs. All these things Mrs Griffiths had done in the days of her youth; but nevertheless these things did not seem so grave or serious as what Flossie had done. Of course, she would forgive her; catch a mother being long angry with her only child; but then Griffiths – Mrs Griffiths always called her husband by that name – he would be wild.
“Griffiths will give it to her, and she’s that saucy she’ll answer him back, and there’ll be no end of a row,” thought the poor woman.
So it was an anxious-faced, wrinkled, rather elderly woman who started up now to receive the two men. Griffiths came in first.
“I have brought Mr Horace Aldworth back with me, wife. Did you receive my telegram?”
“I did, dear. You will be wanting a bit of supper. How do you do, Mr Aldworth? I hope your poor mother is easier – suffering less, getting stronger by degrees.”
Horace bowed and murmured something in reply, and took a seat with his back to the light. Griffiths strutted over to the hearthrug, put his hands behind him, swelled out, – as Mrs Griffiths afterwards expressed it, – looked as red as a turkey-cock, and demanded the presence of the two girls.
“The girls,” said Mrs Griffiths – “they are out.”
Her first impulse was to hide the fact that she had lent Nesta money; but second thoughts rejected this. Griffiths would worm it out of her. Griffiths could get any secret out of her – he was terrible when he reached his turkey-cock stage.
“The girls,” she said timidly, “they’re not in.”
“Neither of them?”
“Neither of them.”
“Then where in the name of all that is good are they?” thundered the angry man.
“Flossie is away on a picnic with the Browns.”
“I’m not inquiring for Flossie in particular at present. I want that other hussy – I want Miss Nesta Aldworth. Where is she?”
“I have come,” said Horace, breaking in at this juncture, and speaking in a most self-restrained voice – “to take my sister Nesta home with me, and to thank you most sincerely, Mrs Griffiths, for your kindness.”
“It’s the most dastardly, disgraceful thing that ever occurred, and to think that I should have had a hand in it,” said Griffiths. “I have been done as neatly as ever man was. I, paying all the expenses and treating the girl as though she were my own child, and thinking that Aldworth, there, and his father, would be pleased, and believe that I meant well by his family, and all the time I was doing them a base injury. It’s a wonder that girl’s mother isn’t in her grave, and so she would be if it wasn’t for – ”
“My mother is all right, thank you,” said Horace. “But I am most anxious to catch the last train back to Newcastle. Is Nesta upstairs? Can she come down? I want to take her away.”
“She is not,” said Mrs Griffiths, and now she trembled exceedingly, and edged nearer to Horace, as though for protection. “It is my fault, you mustn’t blame her. I got the telegram – I’d rather not say anything about it, but I can’t hide the truth from you, Griffiths. You are so masterful when you get red in the face like that – I’m just terrified of you, and I must out with the truth. The poor child was so frightened that she told me what she had done. She owned up handsome, I must say, and then she said: ‘Lend me a little money to take me home – I will go home at once.’ She was frightfully cut up at nobody really missing her. She had evidently thought she would be sent for at once. I own that she did wrong.”
“Of course, she did wrong,” shouted Griffiths. “I never heard of a meaner thing to do, a meaner and a lower, and if I thought that my child – ”
It was on this scene that Flossie, radiant with the success of her happy day, broke. She opened the door wide, rushed in, and said:
“Oh, if I haven’t had – where are you, Nesta? Why, whatever is the matter?”
“You come along here, Flossie,” said Griffiths. “There’s no end of a row, that’s the truth. Come and stand by me. Tell me what you know of this Nesta business – this runaway business, this daring to deceive an honest man, this creeping off, so to speak, in the dark. Tell me what you know. Own up, child, own up, and be quick.”
“Yes, tell us what you know,” said Horace. His voice was kind; Flossie turned to him.
“I – it was my fault as much as hers.”
“Your fault?” bellowed her father. “Your fault?”
“Oh, for goodness’ sake, Griffiths, don’t frighten the wits out of the poor child; let her speak,” exclaimed the mother.
But when all was said and done, Flossie had grit in her. She was not going on this day of calamity to let her friend bear the brunt alone.
“We did it between us,” she said. “Poor old Nesta, she was having such a bad time, and I wanted her so much. We planned it together. We knew that if father knew it he would not take her, so we planned it, and you never guessed, father, and, and – Oh, I suppose you will give me an awful punishment – send me to a terrible school or something of that sort.”
But Griffiths was past himself.
“You knew it – you planned it! Why, you are as bad as she is!”
He took her by her shoulders and shook her. Her black eyes blazed up into his face.
“Yes, I am quite as bad as she is,” she said.
“Then go out of the room. Go upstairs.”
“Griffiths, Griffiths,” moaned the mother.
“You must do just as you please with regard to your daughter,” said Horace then. “I am sorry for Miss Griffiths; I don’t think, notwithstanding her confession, that she can be as bad as Nesta; but what I want to know is, where is Nesta?”
“I will tell you, Mr Aldworth. If my poor child was brave enough to fight her father when he was in the turkey-cock stage, I’m not going to be a whit behind her. We may be bad, Floss and I, but we’re not cowards. The poor child was so cowed by the tone of Griffiths’ telegram that she begged and implored of me to lend her money to go home before Griffiths got back. That is the long and short of it, and she’s safe back at Newcastle by this time, and safe in your house, and doubtless her mother has forgiven her. I lent her the money to go.”
“How much?” said Horace sternly.
“Not a penny more than ten shillings. The poor child said she would let me have it back again. Not that I want it – indeed I don’t.”
Horace put his hand into his pocket, took out half a sovereign and laid it on the table.
“I have to thank you both,” he said, turning to Griffiths, “for your great kindness to my sister. You meant well, however ill she meant. I have nothing to say with regard to your daughter’s conduct except that I would not be too hard on her, Mr Griffiths, if I were you. The girl might have tried to get out of it, but she did not; there is always something in that. Now I shall just have time to catch my train.”
“You won’t take bite nor sup, Mr Aldworth? We’re so honoured to have you in the house, sir, so pleased, so delighted. You are sure you won’t take bite nor sup?”
“I am sorry, but I must catch my train; it leaves at 9:10.”
“And how, if I might venture to ask you, is your poor mother, Mr Aldworth?”
“My mother is better. She is not at home at present. She is at Hurst Castle with Miss Angela St. Just. Miss St. Just has had a wonderful effect upon her, and has managed to get her over there, and I trust she may come back a very different woman.”
“Then after all,” said Mrs Griffiths, “poor little Nesta did not injure her mother; that is something to be thankful for, and when you are scolding her, sir, I hope you will bear it in mind. And I hope, Griffiths, you will also bear it in mind, and act handsome by our child, and take her in the true spirit and forgive her.”
“I am disgusted,” said Griffiths, “disgusted.”
He stalked to the door, pushed it wide open, let it bang behind him, and went down the stairs.
“There!” said Mrs Griffiths, bursting into tears, “he will be unmanageable, not only to-night, but to-morrow, and the day after, and the day after. A pretty time Floss and I’ll have – a pretty time truly. But I’m glad you spoke up, Mr Aldworth. You are not offended with us, forsooth?”
“Offended with you, madam,” said the young man; “how can I do anything but thank you for your kindness to my poor silly young sister? But now I must really be off.”
