Kitabı oku: «Thursday’s Child»

Contents

Cover

Title Page

Copyright

Dedication

Epigraph

Chapter One: The Choice

Chapter Two: Packing Up

Chapter Three: The Journey

Chapter Four: The Orphanage

Chapter Five: First Day

Chapter Six: School

Chapter Seven: Lavinia

Chapter Eight: A Letter

Chapter Nine: Plans for Sunday

Chapter Ten: Half a Sunday

Chapter Eleven: The Picnic

Chapter Twelve: A Night Adventure

Chapter Thirteen: By Moonlight

Chapter Fourteen: The Archdeacon’s Brother

Chapter Fifteen: The Invitation

Chapter Sixteen: Questions

Chapter Seventeen: Sunday with Mr Windle

Chapter Eighteen: Trouble

Chapter Nineteen: Escape

Chapter Twenty: Jem

Chapter Twenty-one: Polly Makes a Discovery

Chapter Twenty-two: The Nightdress

Chapter Twenty-three: Ma Smith

Chapter Twenty-four: Wilberforce

Chapter Twenty-five: First Morning

Chapter Twenty-six: In the Drawing Room

Chapter Twenty-seven: Rain

Chapter Twenty-eight: New Plans

Chapter Twenty-nine: Goodbye to Matron

Chapter Thirty: The Tunnel

Chapter Thirty-one: At the Bull

Chapter Thirty-two: At Morning Prayers

Chapter Thirty-three: The Theatre

Chapter Thirty-four: The Whole Truth

Chapter Thirty-five: The Rehearsal

Chapter Thirty-six: The Crusader

Chapter Thirty-seven: Curtain Down

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Chapter One
THE CHOICE

Margaret had been discovering all her life that grown-ups were disappointing conversationalists. So now that she was ten she was quite prepared to carry on a conversation by herself. That January afternoon as she walked – or sometimes, forgetting it was a crime – skipped home beside Hannah, she argued about boots.

‘I know you say and Miss Sylvia and Miss Selina say that boots are economical because they last longer but I don’t think that’s true. All the other girls at school wear shoes and they say they don’t wear out quickly and they ought to know. And what nobody understands is what wearing boots does to me – they humiliate my legs. If I wasn’t me but a different person they would humiliate me all over, but not even boots can do that. I am Margaret Thursday and unhumiliatable.’

Hannah, her mind worrying round like a squirrel in a cage, had not been listening to a word Margaret said. Now she pulled her to a halt in a shop doorway.

‘Let’s have a look at you, dear. You are to have tea with the rector.’

Hannah was a bony woman, made bonier by wearing long stiff all-embracing corsets which creaked. She had worked for Miss Sylvia and Miss Selina Cameron most of her life, having first come to the house when she was thirteen as a between maid. She had sobbed herself sick before she went, much to her mother’s annoyance.

‘Give over, do,’ she had said. ‘What have you to cry about with everything so nice?’

The ‘everything’ had been packed in Hannah’s wicker basket, material provided by Mrs Cameron but sewn by Hannah and her mother. Such riches! Print dresses, black dresses for the afternoon, aprons, caps and, of course, an outfit for church on Sundays.

The Camerons had been kind to her, which was why Hannah had stayed with the family. There had been periods when she had got so far as walking out with one or other of the menservants, but things had happened. First, Mr Cameron had died. Mrs Cameron was the helpless type and she had clung to Hannah, who had by then risen to being parlourmaid, as though to a rock. For some reason, which Hannah had never understood, after Mr Cameron’s death there was less and less money. Slowly, changes had to be made. Not at once but over the years. First the menservants, then the cook and her assistants were given notice, until finally – except for a man once a week for the garden – there was only Hannah.

When Hannah had first come to work for the Camerons, Miss Sylvia had been twenty and Miss Selina eighteen. In those days they had been known as ‘Those pretty Cameron girls’. Now Hannah was over sixty, so Miss Sylvia was over seventy and Miss Selina rising seventy, and they were known as ‘The old Cameron ladies’.

Hannah had, almost since she was a baby, carefully taught Margaret how to be a good housewife. Her efforts had little effect for Margaret loathed dusting, polishing and sweeping, and as for laundry she just would not try. But Hannah’s efforts were not altogether a failure for she had taught Margaret to cook. Often Hannah found herself so tired at the end of the day she could scarcely drag herself up to bed, but it had never crossed her mind to give in her notice. Miss Sylvia, always the delicate one, was getting very frail, and poor Miss Selina ever so hazy in her mind. Anyway, Saltmarsh House, where they lived, was her home. She could not imagine living anywhere else.

Now Hannah’s bony, work-roughened fingers attempted to tidy Margaret’s hair. This was chestnut-coloured and very curly, so not at all easy to control.

Margaret tried to wriggle out of Hannah’s reach. She loved the rector but was surprised to be going to tea with him, for he was not the sort of man to give sudden invitations.

‘Why am I going to tea with the rector?’ she asked, still trying to pull away from Hannah. ‘Please leave my hair alone, you know the rector isn’t the sort of person who cares how people look.’

‘Tidiness shows respect,’ said Hannah. She stood away from Margaret to see the whole effect. Margaret was dressed as simply-brought-up children were dressed in the winter at the beginning of the century. A blue pleated skirt, a darker blue jersey and a red coat. On her head was a red tam-o’-shanter. On her legs black woollen stockings and the boots.

Hannah sighed, conscious that all Margaret’s clothes were darned and could do with a sponge.

‘I suppose you’ll have to do, but if only we’d had warning you could have worn your Sunday green.’

‘Thank goodness you didn’t know,’ said Margaret, ‘because I hate wearing my green for you’ve patched the elbows with stuff that doesn’t match.’

Hannah gave her a sad smile.

‘Beggars can’t be choosers. Come on or I’ll be late getting my ladies’ tea.’

Margaret liked going to the rectory for Mr Hanslow, the rector, was, excluding Hannah, her greatest friend. The rectory could have been a beautiful house, but the rector was very poor so both it and his garden were neglected. He was looked after by a Mr and Mrs Price who lived in a cottage down the road. Mr Price was really the verger, but he managed to combine his church work with a bit of gardening and cutting wood for the rector. Mrs Price cooked abominably and did what little housework was done.

Margaret never rang the rectory bell, she just opened the front door and shouted.

‘Can I come in? It’s me – Margaret.’

The study door opened and the rector came smiling into the passage. He gave Margaret a kiss.

‘There you are, my pet. Come in. Mrs Price has made toast for our tea.’

Over burnt toast and stewed tea, Margaret chattered away as usual, bringing the rector up to date with home and school news. Then, when Mrs Price had cleared away the tea things, she stuck out her legs.

‘Do you think you could speak to Miss Sylvia about these boots? Truly nobody wears boots any more. All the girls at school have laced-up shoes.’

Mr Hanslow did not look at the boots but straight into Margaret’s eyes.

‘I have always thought you were a sensible child, which is why I have asked you here today to discuss your future.’

Margaret was surprised. What future? Nothing ever changed in Saltmarsh House. It must, she decided, be something to do with the little school for the daughters of gentlemen which she attended.

‘Is it about school?’

‘That is one of the things we have to talk about,’ said the rector. ‘You remember, of course, the details of how you came to live here.’

Margaret was proud of her history.

‘Of course I do. One Thursday you found me on the steps of the church when I was a teeny-weeny baby. And with me in my basket there were three of everything, all of the very best quality.’

‘And a note,’ the rector reminded her.

‘Oh yes. Printed so no one would know who had written it. It said: THIS IS MARGARET WHOM I ENTRUST TO YOUR CARE. EACH YEAR FIFTY-TWO POUNDS WILL BE SENT FOR HER KEEP AND SCHOOLING. SHE HAS NOT YET BEEN CHRISTENED.’

The rector nodded, smiling at the memory.

‘You were a beautiful baby and if screams were anything to go by you certainly got the devil out of you at your christening. I would have dearly loved to take you in, but Mrs Price could not sleep in and an old bachelor did not seem a suitable guardian for you, so …’

‘So,’ Margaret prompted him, for she thought he was being rather slow telling the well-known story, ‘you asked the Miss Camerons to have me as they were the only people hereabouts with a big enough house and they said “yes”.’

‘God bless them,’ said the rector, ‘for there was no one else in the parish suitable and it did work out very nicely, but now things have gone wrong. This Christmas no money arrived for your keep.’

‘No money!’ Margaret gasped, for always the money had arrived with the utmost regularity. It came each year between Christmas Eve and New Year’s Day. It was put in a bag somewhere in the church – fifty-two golden sovereigns. The bag was never found in the same place twice and no one had ever seen the money arrive. ‘Do you think it came and someone stole it?’

The rector took a card out of his breast pocket and passed it to Margaret.

‘This was found in the font.’

Like the card which had come with her when she was a baby, this one was printed. It said ‘NO MORE MONEY FOR MARGARET’.

Margaret was shocked.

‘How very mean! You would think a mother would manage something. Have you told Miss Sylvia and Miss Selina?’

The rector hesitated.

‘Really this card has hastened something which had got to happen sooner or later. Miss Selina is getting very old.’

Margaret giggled.

‘She’s getting more and more like a baby every day. Now Hannah has to dress her and undress her.’

‘Very sad,’ said the rector, ‘but it is also very worrying. You see, with the old ladies needing so much attention, Hannah has too much to do. It has broken her heart to admit this but it is true. So even before Christmas I had agreed to find you a new home.’

Margaret felt like Alice must have felt as she fell down the rabbit hole. A new home! But Saltmarsh House was her home, her only home. How could she be going to a new one – children never did that.

‘I suppose you didn’t know,’ she said, ‘but I help Hannah. Often and often I cook the supper and I do lots of other things – not as well as I cook, but I do them.’

The rector took one of Margaret’s hands.

‘It is not a question of helping in the house, it’s everything. The two old ladies are all Hannah can manage. She admitted this before Christmas and we discussed plans, thinking you still had an income of fifty-two pounds a year. But now the situation has changed. The Miss Camerons are, as you know, very far from rich, and now you have no money …’ The rector broke off, looking at Margaret with great love but also with a childlike confusion.

The rector’s worried face pulled Margaret together.

‘If I still had fifty-two pounds a year where were you going to send me?’

‘Nothing was decided, but we had thought of a boarding school.’

‘Well, I’m glad I haven’t got the money for that for I’d hate it. Couldn’t I live with you? I could do all the things Mrs Price does and I’d work in the garden as well as I’d eat very little.’

The rector looked more worried than ever.

‘I thought of that, but Mrs Price refused to consider it. She is a great sufferer with bad legs and …’

Margaret had her own opinion about Mrs Price’s bad legs, which she thought were used as an excuse not to work.

‘Well, send her away. I can look after both of us – truly I can.’

The rector gave a little groan.

‘It can’t be done, pet. You see, there’s Mr Price. He doesn’t really charge me, as you know, he throws me in, as it were, with his position of verger. But I did speak to the archdeacon about you, asking his opinion as to whether you could possibly live here. But he said he thought an old bachelor like myself was a most unsuitable guardian for a little girl.’

Margaret made a face.

‘How silly of the archdeacon. Well, if I’m not staying at Saltmarsh House and I’m not staying here, where am I going?’

The rector had spent many hours on his knees asking God for advice and help in handling this interview. He was convinced help and advice would be given to him if only he was spiritually able to receive it. Now, with Margaret’s brown eyes gazing up at him, he felt painfully inadequate and ashamed. Why was he so ineffectual a man that he had not risen in the world so that he had the wherewithal to succour children such as Margaret?

‘I’m afraid, pet, you are not going to care for either of the two solutions I have to offer. You are, I know, a brave child, but now you will need all your fortitude.’

Margaret stiffened to take what was coming.

‘Whatever it is,’ she said, ‘I’m still me – Margaret Thursday. Go on, tell me.’

Since Margaret had no surname it was the rector who had chosen Thursday, the day on which he had found her. He thought it touching that she was so proud of it.

‘I have, of course, tried everywhere to find you a home in this parish. I have succeeded in only one case. Your school. I know you do not much care for your teacher, but though perhaps she has a difficult nature she is a good Christian woman.’

‘I have never seen anything very Christian about her,’ said Margaret. ‘I think she’s hateful.’

The rector shook his head.

‘You must not make such harsh judgements, pet, especially now that she is trying to help. She has offered you a home in the school. Her suggestion is that you should do schoolwork in the mornings and housework in the afternoons and …’

But there the rector stopped for Margaret, her eyes flashing, had jumped to her feet.

‘I’d never live there, I’d rather die. You should see that poor Martha who works there now. I think she beats her and there are black beetles in the kitchen. Anyway, do you think I’d be a maid in my own school where, whatever anybody else thinks, I know I’m not just as good as anybody else but a lot better? Remember I came with three of everything and of the very best quality.’

The rector screwed himself up to tell Margaret his alternative suggestion.

‘The archdeacon has told me of an institution of which his brother is a governor. It is an orphanage, but an exceptionally pleasant place, I understand. He has offered to speak to his brother about you.’

Margaret swallowed hard, determined not to cry.

‘Where is it?’

‘Staffordshire.’

Margaret tried to recall the globe in the school classroom. She was now in Essex, surely Staffordshire was miles away.

‘Near Scotland?’ she suggested.

‘Oh, not so far as that. The orphanage is near a town called Wolverhampton. I do not know it myself.’

Margaret was so dispirited her voice was a whisper.

‘Would they take me for nothing?’

‘Yes.’

‘And I would be treated like all the other girls?’

‘Girls and boys – orphanages take both.’

Margaret gulped hard but she would not cry.

‘Then that’s where I’ll go. If I can’t stay here I’d rather go to a place where I am treated as a proper person.’

Chapter Two
PACKING UP

The orphanage – called St Luke’s – was, so pamphlets pleading for funds said, ‘A home for one hundred boys and girls of Christian background’. The building had been given and endowed by a wealthy businessman who had died in 1802. He had stipulated in his will that though the actual building was near Wolverhampton no child from any part of the country who was an orphan and a Christian was to be refused a vacancy provided they were recommended by a clergyman of the Established Church.

‘So splendid of the archdeacon to recommend you,’ the rector said to Margaret, ‘for he carries more weight than I could hope to do, and then, of course, there is his brother who is a governor.’

One of the worries of the committee who ran St Luke’s was how to collect their children. Most of them were too young to travel alone, especially if the journey included changing trains and crossing London. So a system had been devised by which new arrivals were collected in groups. When possible, new entrants were delivered to London by their relatives or sponsors, and there they were met by someone from the orphanage.

The rector came up to Saltmarsh House each time there was news about Margaret, but it was March before he arrived with definite information. Hannah always considered it unseemly that the rector should come into the kitchen, so he was led into the drawing room, which was cold, for neither Miss Sylvia nor Miss Selina came down until teatime so the fire was never lit until after luncheon.

‘Stay and hear the news,’ the rector told Hannah, ‘for it concerns you.’ He opened a letter from the archdeacon and read.

I have now heard from the chairman of the committee of good ladies who run the domestic affairs of the orphanage. She says there are two members of one family to be admitted at the same time as your protégée Margaret Thursday. They are to meet in the third class waiting room at Paddington Station on the 27th of this month at 1 p.m. The train does not leave until 2.10, but the children will be given some sort of meal. They say Margaret Thursday should bring no baggage as all will be provided.

Hannah was appalled.

‘No baggage indeed! That’s a nice way for a young lady to travel. Margaret came to us with three of everything and she is leaving us the same way, not to mention something extra I’ve made for Sundays.’

‘I think,’ the rector explained, ‘the orphans wear some kind of uniform.’

‘So they said on that first form they sent,’ Hannah agreed, ‘but there was no mention of underneath.’ Then she blushed. ‘You will forgive me mentioning such things, sir.’

The rector dropped the subject of underneath.

Do you think arrangements could be made for someone to stay with your ladies for one day while you take Margaret to Paddington Station? I would take her myself, but the archdeacon says …’ He broke off, embarrassed. Hannah understood.

‘No, better I should go. It’s not a gentleman’s job. We’ll have to book on the carrier’s cart to the railway junction for London.’

The rector was glad to do something.

‘I shall see to that, indeed, I will arrange everything. All you have to do is to be ready by the 27th. Can you manage that, Margaret, my pet?’

Margaret had been waiting for a chance to speak.

‘Can I take my baby clothes with me?’

‘Whatever for?’ gasped Hannah.

‘I don’t quite see …’ the rector started to say, but Margaret interrupted him.

‘I don’t want to get to this St Luke’s looking like a charity child. If I show my baby clothes – three of everything and of the very best quality – they’ll know I’m somebody.’

The rector looked at Margaret’s flashing eyes. He spoke firmly for he wanted her to remember his words.

‘If you behave like somebody you will be treated like somebody. Never allow anyone to suggest that because you do not know who your parents were you are in any way inferior to others more fortunately placed.’

‘You needn’t worry,’ said Margaret. ‘I never will. But what I think is that it will help if everybody can see I’m someone who has a mother who cared that her baby was properly dressed. How can people know that if they don’t see the clothes?’

The rector held out a hand to Margaret and she came to him.

‘It is my hope that some day your mother will come and claim you. You do not know and I do not know what terrible thing happened to her that forced her to leave her baby on the church steps. Nor do we know what new misfortune has deprived her of money, but I believe – and I pray for this night and morning – that one day her fortunes will change and then she will come to me and say: “Where is my Margaret?” Then I shall ask: “First, madam, describe the baby clothes you left for the child, otherwise how do I know you are her mother?”’

‘Well, truthfully,’ said Margaret, ‘it’s not likely the wrong mother would want me. What for?’

The rector smiled.

‘How do we know?’ he teased her. ‘Some day you may prove to be the heir to a great fortune. Remember Thursday’s child has far to go.’

‘Or,’ Hannah suggested, ‘you might become famous. I’m always telling her, sir, she might write a book. You ought to hear the stories she tells me of an evening, and all out of her head.’

‘So you see,’ said the rector, ‘I must keep the baby clothes for the day when your mother claims you.’ He got up. ‘Now I must get on with your affairs. I will arrange for the carrier to call here on the 27th.’

Hannah still had the wicker basket which she had brought to Saltmarsh House. Now she gave it to Margaret. To make her an ‘underneath’ trousseau she had raided the old ladies’ cupboards. There she had discovered an unused length of flannel, part of a roll bought to sew Miss Selina into one winter when she had pleurisy, and there was a voluminous cambric petticoat once worn by Miss Sylvia and other useful bits and pieces. She had sewn the clothes at night after Margaret was in bed, so it was the night before she left that Margaret saw them for the first time after they were packed in the wicker basket.

‘Three of everything,’ Hannah said proudly, lifting layers of tissue paper. ‘Three plain cambric petticoats. Three pairs of drawers with feather stitching. Three scalloped flannel petticoats. Three linings in case at that orphanage they make you wear dark knickers. Three liberty bodices and three nightdresses – all fine tucked.’ Then Hannah drew back yet one more piece of tissue paper. ‘And here for Sundays is a petticoat and a pair of drawers edged with lace.’

Margaret gasped. Then she threw her arms round Hannah.

‘Lace! Oh, darling Hannah, thank you. It’s like being a princess. When we go to church on Sundays I’ll be sure to see my frock sticks on my heel so everyone can see the lace.’

Hannah was shocked.

‘You’ll do nothing of the sort. What you have to remember is you were spoke for by an archdeacon so don’t shame him.’ Then she turned back to the wicker basket. ‘Your Bible and Prayer Book are in the bottom. I’ve tucked your stockings in wherever there is room, but on the top are your hankies, your brush and comb, your toothbrush and one nightie so you can get at them easy if you arrive late. And in a corner down at the bottom is that tin of mine with the cat on it you’re fond of. I’ve filled it with toffees.’

Suddenly it all seemed terribly final. Although most of Margaret had accepted that she was going to the orphanage, another part of her had refused to believe it. Could she really be going away from the rector and Hannah and all the people she knew and loved? With a howl she threw herself at Hannah.

‘Must I go? I’ll work in the house much more than I ever have before. I’ll like dusting, truly I will, and I’ll hardly eat anything at all.’

Hannah, her eyes dimmed by tears, gave Margaret a little push.

‘Don’t, my darling. Don’t. It won’t do no good.’ Then she knelt down and closed the wicker basket and fastened round it a leather strap.