Kitabı oku: «Belford's Magazine, Vol 2, December 1888», sayfa 16
CHAPTER XVII.
BLIND BENNER FULFILS HIS PROMISE
"How did you know me," Levi asked Blind Benner as they went from the side-show to the big tent.
"I don't know how; yer didn't speak and yer didn't laugh. Hunch was bagpipin', an' all at once somethin' pulled me an' I follered, an' when I got closer I knowed it was you."
"You have a bad cough, Benner," Levi remarked sympathetically, as he listened to the blind man struggling for breath.
"Yes; I ketched it soon after we left the Sisters. It goes hard with me sometimes, but mostly it's only a little hack."
Here he caught Levi's arm and asked in a whisper:
"Did yer hear anything of him?"
"Yes, we heard something of him, but we did not find him."
"Yer oughter hed me with yer from the first; I'd hev found him. Bill an' Hunch an' me's been huntin' yer all this time."
"That's why you left Three-Sisters and joined the circus?"
"Yes, we thought yer would come to the show when yer seen Bill's and Hunch's names on the bills."
"You have been on another road from us. We did not see any bills posted before to-night. We had been workin' in a choppin' over the hill yonder, and just come to the town to settle our account and go somewhere else. But didn't you hear anything of Gill?"
"Nuthin'. Hunch kep' askin' 'bout him, an' I kep' watchin' the folks goin' inter the tent when I could. I allers waited 'bout Hunch when he was bagpipin', thinkin' mebbe Gill 'ud be in the crowd an' I'd hear him laugh er somethin, but I didn't."
A tear rolled over Blind Benner's cheek, and in the red firelight resembled blood.
Blood! It is typical of vengeance, emblematic of atonement. It is a scarlet thread through the history of the world. On it are strung covenants; from it dangle the names of covenant-breakers, and close to these latter hang the names of avengers. Blood on Blind Benner's cheek. It sent a thrill through Levi's being. The blood in his own heart warmed and leaped to his face as he grasped fraternally the blind man's hand.
Then Hope, coy, fickle, and false, appeared, like a comet in the heavens, which stretched without horizon their black expanse before Blind Benner's eyes. Behind her trailed a long train of gleaming possibilities, and he said with emotion:
"We'll find him yit."
Levi replied in a trembling voice:
"You may; we can't."
And the blind man answered:
"I will."
Then they were in the tent, and the evening show began.
The season had been prosperous, but the fall rains had set in and the roads were heavy. The labor attendant upon getting from town to town became arduous. Overworked men daily left the combination, and the McAnay brothers were hired by the proprietor, who was glad to secure the services of three able-bodied utility men.
One day early in November the Colossal Aggregation stuck in the mud, and was unable to keep its engagement at a town in the mountains. The proprietor decided not to show at the place, but push on to the county-seat, where the circus was billed to appear on the following day. The citizens of the village, however, demanded a performance for their pleasure, and, as the proprietor refused to give one, there was every chance of a riot. Finally a compromise was effected at the suggestion of a man who wore green goggles, and who seemed to be a ruling spirit among the villagers. He proposed that Barkup should give each man two tickets, admitting him and his wife or sweetheart free to the show at the county-seat. Barkup consented to this, and when the tickets were distributed the circus passed on.
Blind Benner lay asleep in a closed van, and knew nothing of the occurrence until in the evening, when Hunch graphically told of it.
"I tell yer," he concluded, "there was a tight fit uv missin' a fight, an' Levi grinned as onconsarned as if he hed wings."
A great crowd attended the circus at the county-seat. There was a rush and struggle for the pasteboard slips when the ticket-wagon was opened. At times it seemed as if the vehicle would be overturned, but the ticket-seller was as imperturbable as the man with green goggles, who held his ticket between his fingers and calmly watched the embryo riot, caused by those who had bought their tickets struggling to get through the crowd pressing forward to buy.
A youth who had in his escort two buxom girls grew tired of being hustled about. Going to the front of the wagon, he dropped on all fours and, with heroic disregard of his Sunday suit, crawled to the rear. Thrusting his head between a pair of active legs, he lifted their owner into the air as he raised his burly form erect. In a moment he was supplied with tickets and placed on the ground the man who had squirmed upon his neck, departing as he came. Goggles laughed heartily, much amused at the rustic's stratagem.
"How funny!" a woman remarked.
Goggles turned to see who had spoken. She had been pretty, but now she was brazen and her voice sounded like a cracked cymbal.
"Mighty smart fellow, that," he said. "But you may not have a ticket. Let me offer you one; see, I have two." He took a ticket from his pocket.
"I don't need a card, thank you; I go in the back way," she replied, smiling invitingly, as he thought.
"I have often wanted to see in the dressing-tent of a circus. Could you take me in?" he asked.
"Oh yes. I'm a privileged character 'round this show. There's only one Mlle. Faro in this country, and if she don't have her way she raises Cain. I'm Mlle. Faro. Old Barkup will say, 'Walk right in, Mr. Smith, if Faro has invited you.' Yes, indeed I'm descended from the pyramids, and am cousin, many times removed, of Cleopatra."
The equestrienne talked thus volubly as she led the way to the ante-room, her new acquaintance stumbling after her. Passing into the tent, he was given a seat on an upturned bucket placed against a tent-pole.
In the ante-room Blind Benner lay on a bed of coarse blankets. He coughed frequently and painfully. The man in the goggles turned inquiringly towards the couch, but paused to admire a splendid gray horse that was waiting for Mlle. Faro, who was to ride him in the grand entrée. Soon she appeared in a long riding-habit, trimmed with gold tinsel, and with a jaunty air walked to the horse. The ring-master gave the signal. From the main tent sounded the boom of the big drum, the clash of the cymbals, and the blast of the cornet.
Mlle. Faro was just settling in the saddle, when she heard Blind Benner cough. Slipping to the ground, she ran to him, tucked the blanket around him and gave him a pat on the cheek. In another moment she was acknowledging the applause of the spectators as her mettlesome horse dashed into the ring.
"By thunder, she can ride!" exclaimed the man in goggles as he watched the movements of the horse.
She threw him a kiss, as she returned to the ante-room, and he hastened to assist her dismount. Promising to come back soon, she retired to the dressing-room, while he resumed his seat on the inverted bucket. Before long Mlle. Faro came out in ballet costume, and, leaning against a pole, began to talk in a rattling way to him.
Bill Kellar hurried past them and paused at the couch.
"Are you awake, boy?" he asked gently.
"Yes," Blind Benner replied, and caught Bill's coat in his thin hand, giving it a pull.
Bill understood, and, bending lower, placed his ear close to Benner's lips.
"Tell Levi I want him."
Away went Bill like a hurricane, jostling against Faro, who gave him a slap for his rudeness. He was scarcely out of the tent, when Levi entered and asked Benner what he wanted.
"Levi," a low, hoarse, eager tone, "jist knock off them green goggles thet Faro's teasin' her feller 'bout."
Just as Levi turned, as though half in doubt, the man laughed. Instantly Levi's indecision left him, and with a bound he stood before the couple.
"Beg your pardon, Miss Faro, but I've got a curiosity to see your lover's eyes."
The man with the goggles did not move.
"I think you're very impudent, driver, and I'll have Barkup discharge you," Mlle. Faro said indignantly.
A fiendishly gleeful laugh broke from Levi's lips.
"I'll bet you a dollar that one of his eyes is blue and the other black. Come now, Miss Faro."
The man with the goggles moved uneasily and slipped a hand under his coat. Levi watched him warily.
"I'll bet you five dollars that you are wrong," said Faro, angrily.
The man with the goggles rose quickly, and a knife flashed in his hand. Levi warded off the blow, and before it could be repeated Mlle. Faro held his arms by his side.
"Don't stab him, dear, 'cause that would stop the show too long on the road. Just show him your eyes, for I want to win his money."
Before he could free himself her deft fingers had removed the goggles.
"You see I have lost, Miss Faro," Levi said gayly; and then sternly added, "My brothers and I have been looking for you, John Gillfillan."
Hunch had come in, and was sitting on the couch. Blind Benner, leaning against him, was quivering with joy, and uttering low cries of satisfaction. Mlle. Faro heard them, and went to him. When she stood by the bed he was saying:
"Oh, Hunchy, I kin die happy now, 'cause I found Gill. Won't Lizzī be glad ter know it was Blind Benner what found him?"
"What does it all mean?" Faro asked.
He did not reply, but Hunch answered:
"He didn't marry Levi's sister right."
"He didn't? Let me kick him."
She ran to thus express her contempt for Gill, but Levi restrained her and led him away.
Hunch picked up the long knife which Mlle. Faro had taken from Gill and thrown on the ground.
"Gill, you must go back to Three-Sisters and marry Lizzī," said Levi, when they were out of the tent.
"All right, Levi, I'll go; but, to tell you the truth, I'm ashamed to meet Lizzī."
"I ain't doubtin' you," said Cassi, who, noiseless as a shadow, had followed to assist Levi if Gill should attempt to get away.
That was all that was said, the brothers not being talkers. One of them constantly remained with Gill.
Two days later the Colossal Aggregation went into winter quarters, and the members of it from Three-Sisters, accompanied by Gill, started homewards.
CHAPTER XVIII.
LIZZĪ'S VENGEANCE
On the last night of November a gypsy-like covered wagon stopped at the farther end of the river bridge at Three-Sisters. From it Levi and Gill alighted. Matthi and Cassi followed, and then paused to assist Parson Lawrence to the ground. Levi and Gill entered the bridge immediately at a rapid pace, the others following leisurely. Bill Kellar, Blind Benner, and Hunch were left in the wagon to follow later, in time to be guests at the wedding by the church's ceremony of Gill and Lizzī.
She sat near the stove, rocking the new cradle her father had brought that day from the chopping. It was made of wild grape-vines ingeniously plaited, and rocked smoothly on oak rockers. She was very proud of it, and as she moved it with a light motion of her foot, she hummed a lullaby which had soothed both grandfather and grandchild, for they slept, he sitting in the arm-chair where his wife died. His clay pipe was held lightly between his fingers.
Some one entered without knocking, and Lizzī slowly turned from the fire at which she had been gazing vacantly. Her glad cry of welcome startled her father, and the pipe slipped to the floor, breaking it in pieces; but he did not heed it, so astounded was he at seeing Lizzī throw her arms around a man's neck and lay her head against his chest. The man apparently was a stranger, but Lizzī soon informed her father who she greeted so affectionately.
"Oh, John!" she said, "you have come back at last, and I'll not see a finger pointing at me from everybody's eyes any more."
Gill had no reply ready for such a welcome, and none suggested itself to him. So he remained silent, while Lizzī, forgetful of the open door, wept on his shoulder. Levi, gazing upon the scene, was fully repaid for his long search for Gill.
Presently Peter arose, and walked with dignity to the door. Laying his hand on the latch, he paused and said sternly:
"Ef yer come back, Mister Gillfillan, ter cure the hurt yer give Lizzī, I'll shet this door with yer inside; but ef yer ain't, better let me shet it as yer found it yerself, with yer out in the dark."
Calmly he awaited the reply.
"If I have come for anything but Lizzī and the baby there in the cradle, I hope she will never forgive me for being away from her so long."
Gill spoke frankly.
When Peter slammed the door he was outside, peering into the darkness and hoping to discover the sons for whom his heart longed.
The jar caused by the door being shut so positively awoke the baby, and it began to cry.
"Come see the baby, John," said Lizzī. "There isn't a finer boy in the regi'n."
Then running to the cradle, she patted and soothed the child, exclaiming in the glad language and fond tones of happy mothers: "Oh! oh! it was too bad for its granddaddy to scare it awake that way."
She did not lift the infant from the cradle, for she wanted to keep Gill in ignorance as long as possible of the fire-mark that disfigured its cheek.
He admired his son very much, yet in lame sentences that seemed forced. A twinge of disappointment shot through Lizzī's heart, and a shadow of vexation passed over her face. Seeing the change in her countenance, he said:
"You know, Lizzī, that a man isn't much at praising a baby, no matter if he thinks it the prettiest child ever born."
This in a measure satisfied her, and, smiling brightly, she said:
"I think he looks like you, John."
He laughed, and sat down in the chair she had placed for him beside the one she had occupied. She, too, sat down, taking his hand in hers.
They were silent, she trying to frame a question about his absence, and he seeking for a proper introduction to the story he meant to tell. An exclamation from Peter McAnay interrupted her just as she had formulated her inquiry and was going to utter it.
"It's Levi," she cried, as his voice was heard replying to his father.
Hastening to the door, she opened it, and paused on the threshold. Her father was saying:
"Boys, I knowed yer was here when I waked up an' seen Gill. Yer done well, an' yer hev yer father's blessin'."
Gathered around him were Levi, Matthi, and Cassi, and just beyond them, in the semi-darkness, she could see another person, a tall man with white hair and beard.
Glancing quickly over her shoulder, she saw that Gill had risen and was standing near the table on which the lighted candles stood. Had not Cassi, who was nearest to her, thrown his arms around her, she would have shut the door and run to Gill to ask him a question. But Cassi held her and was kissing her cheek, and the other boys pressed forward for a welcome. Forced thus to remain she received her brothers, as joyously as her chilling heart would permit, gazing inquiringly the while at Parson Lawrence, whom she had recognized. At last, released from her brothers' embraces, she entered the house and went to the cradle, giving Gill an appealing look for an explanation of it all as she passed him. He stepped forward to speak to her, but Peter McAnay interrupted again.
"Lizzī, we'll have a great weddin' ter-night."
She had dropped on her knees by the cradle to soothe the infant, petulant at being neglected. Without rising, she looked over her shoulder at Gill, who went nearer to her and said:
"Lizzī, your father and brothers think we had better be married by a preacher; then no one would question our relations."
Slowly she rose to her full height, the baby held to her bosom, and her look defiant, uncompromising.
"No," she said, "married once to the same man is enough. If the first time isn't right, the second can't make it so. No, I won't throw doubt on my boy." Then she paused and kissed the child. "No" – something choked her, but she gulped and continued bravely – "I won't marry you again, John, for it would cast doubt on the boy."
There was a pathetic tenderness in her voice. Not yet had she given up her husband.
"You were all right," exclaimed the impetuous Levi, "but your marriage was not legal."
Gill turned to him in silent appeal. Lizzī listened with her lips apart, gazing in mute inquiry from one to the other of the men before her. Deliberately she tore open her dress and got the marriage-certificate once so precious in her eyes. Holding it before them with a shaking hand, she said:
"This is all I've got to keep my name clean and give my boy a right to his father's name. Why isn't it legal?"
There was a wail in her unsteady voice that cut her hearers to the heart.
"Because Squire Harker married you before he was commissioned, when he had no right to issue writs or marry people."
Levi spoke in a lawyer-like way, and the terrible meaning of each word was plain to her.
"John, did you know it?"
Her effort to be calm was great. Her voice indicated the measure of her success, as in even cold tones she asked for the truth.
He hesitated.
The certificate fluttered to the floor.
As she turned her back upon them all, Blind Benner, led by Hunch, came into the room. She sank upon her knees. The blind man groped his way to her and knelt by her side.
"Oh, John, you wronged me! You wronged me! You wronged me!" she repeated piteously, as she laid her head on the blind man's shoulder, and held her child close to her breast.
Parson Lawrence's beard was wet with the tears that flowed unheeded down his cheeks.
The brothers looked murder as their gleaming eyes saw their old father sink helpless and undone in a chair, while their sister grovelled before them.
In Hunch's hand, partly concealed, glittered the knife Gill had drawn on Levi in the circus-tent.
All waited for Gill to act, for upon him lay the burden of proof, although he was really the defendant in the case. Advancing to Lizzī he laid his hand gently on her shoulder, and said:
"Lizzī."
His touch restored her queenliness to her, and she stood erect in the majesty of scorn. Her contempt flashed from her eyes as with a magnificent sweep of her perfect arm she repelled him.
"What did you tell your mother?" she demanded, while with bowed head he obeyed the command of the gesture.
He did not lift his eyes.
"His mother had been dead for five years," said Levi, angrily.
"Then who wrote this?" she inquired imperiously, producing from the pocket where it had lain beside the certificate, which she now trampled upon, the letter Gill had read to her the night before his departure on the pretended visit to his mother.
All eyes were directed to him. His gaze was riveted to the floor.
"Oh, John, John! how could you, and in your mother's name, too?"
That was her only rebuke when his plan to ruin her was fully revealed.
With downcast eyes and slow step she moved towards the stove, intending to destroy the letter, but Levi snatched it from her hand, and read it aloud, despite her protestations.
When he had finished the letter he leaped at Gill with a shriek of rage, and thrust it into his face. Gill did not attempt to run or show fight, as Levi's hand closed on his throat in a grip that meant sure and speedy death.
"No, Levi, no; you must not punish him: leave that to me. And, Hunch Blair, how dare you?"
She stamped her foot at Hunch, and entwined her fingers around Levi's, her touch thrilling Gill as always it had done when she caressed him.
Hunch had darted forward with the knife uplifted, but Cassi had restrained him.
Matthi had turned to Parson Lawrence, who had begun to remonstrate, but ceased when Lizzī went to Gill's rescue.
Peter McAnay rose and looked approvingly on his son wreaking vengeance on the betrayer of his daughter, and frowned when she interfered to prevent a murder.
Levi obeyed her with savage reluctance, and Gill stood free, gasping for breath.
All the while Lizzī had held the baby to her heart, which she thought would not thump so hard if the child were pressed against it.
Hunch blurted, as he gave up the knife:
"He drawed it on Levi, an' I wanted ter stick it inter him."
That informed Lizzī fully: Gill had been compelled to come back to her. Looking around upon her brothers, she tried to smile gratefully, but it was a dim light that flittered across her face to leave a deeper shadow. They had meant well, but far better for her had they left Gill where they found him; for then, had he not returned, she would not have known that she had been his victim, and would have continued to mourn for him as dead, believing herself his widow.
Holding the child before him, she said: "Take your last look at him, John. See the fire-mark. I shivered when I first saw it, but didn't mind it long, for it made me think I had saved you from death once. But I do mind," and her voice rose and vibrated in scorn, "if he bears your name. That would be an awful mark on his soul for God to look at; a horrid ugly scar that would make him hideous to the angels that rung his mother's weddin' bell."
Her voice faltered a little as that pine-grove memory came over her, but it became strong again as she addressed Parson Lawrence.
"Will you baptize my boy?" she asked.
"Yes, yes," the saintly man replied, his voice ill controlled.
"His name will be Peter McAnay," she said simply. Then facing Gill, she held the child to him.
"You may kiss him, John."
The boy cried when Gill pressed his lips to the purple mark.
At that moment a sharp crash of glass was heard. The elbow of a man pushed by the crowd behind him on the porch had gone through a pane in the sash.
"Let down the blind, Hunch," Lizzī commanded.
Hunch pulled the string, tied in a bow, and the green shade shut off the crowd.
"Now, John, good-by."
She held out her hand to him, but withdrew it quickly. Her momentary tenderness vanished when she saw the eagerness in his eyes. She dared not shake hands, remembering how he had clung to her in Sugar-Camp Hollow. Another opportunity she dared not give him now, for he must know she was implacable. With the boy held to her bosom as if to shield him from Gill, she stood erect and pointed to the door.
"Go!"
It was a stern command.
She met his appealing look with unyielding gaze.
Slowly he walked to the door.
"Wait!" she called.
He paused, but did not turn.
"Have you any money?"
"Yes," he replied eagerly, and came back to her, a roll of bills in his extended hand.
"Give it to Levi."
"So much is mine, Levi," and she named an amount, remembering to a cent how much of his money she had spent.
Levi counted the sum, making change from his pocket.
Matthi and Cassi stood near the door, looking on in amazement. Parson Lawrence leaned against a table. Peter McAnay sat with his face buried in his hands. Hunch walked nervously around the room, while Blind Benner waited near Lizzī, hoping she would speak to him.
Levi returned the balance of the money to Gill; he proffered it to Lizzī.
"Not a cent," she said proudly. "The money you gave Levi is what I spent of his savin's, when I thought I was your wife; but not a cent of your money will I take from this on. I'll scrub and wash for a livin', if I must, and Benner, here, will help take care of little Peter. Now go!"
Compelled to give vent to her feelings, she impulsively kissed Blind Benner. His hand was across her eyes as he lovingly felt her face, and she did not see Gill pass through the door.