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CHAPTER X
Next morning, Tuesday morning, Hugh Ritson found this letter on his table:
"Dearest, – I do not know what is happening to me, but my eyes get worse and worse. To-day and yesterday I have not opened them. Oh, dear, I think I am losing my sight; and I have had such a fearful fright. The day after I wrote to you, Mrs. Drayton's son came home, and I saw him. Oh, I thought it was your brother Paul, and his name is Paul, too, but I think now it must be my eyes – they were very bad, and perhaps I did not see plain. He asked me questions, and went away next morning. Do not be long writing, I am, oh, so very lonely. When are you coming to me? Write soon. Your loving, Mercy."
Hugh Ritson had risen in a calmer mood. He was prepared for a disclosure like this. Last night he had been overwhelmed by the discovery that Paul Ritson was not the son of Robert Lowther. With the coming of daylight a sterner spirit of inquiry came upon him. The question that now agitated him was the identity of the man who had been mistaken for Paul.
After Mercy's letter the mystery was in a measure dispelled. There could hardly be the shadow of a doubt that the man who had slept at the Pack Horse – the man who had been seen by many persons at the fire – the man who Greta had encountered in the lane – was one and the same with the man whom Mercy knew for Paul Drayton, the innkeeper at Hendon.
But so much light on one small spot only made the surrounding gloom more dark. Far more important than any question of who this man was by repute was the other question of why he was there. Wherefore had he come? Why did he not come openly? What hidden reason had he for moving like a shadow where he knew no one and was known of none?
Hugh thought again of the circumstance of his mother's strange seizure. Last night he had formulated his theory respecting it. And it was simple enough. The second man, whoever he was, had, for whatever reason, come to the house, and, failing to attract attention in the hall, had wandered aimlessly upstairs to the first room in which he heard a noise. That room happened to be his mother's, and when the stranger, with the fatal resemblance to her absent son, presented himself before her in that strange way, at that strange hour, in that strange place, the fear had leaped to her heart that it was his wraith warning her of his death, and she had fainted and fallen.
The theory had its serious loop-holes for incredulity, but Hugh Ritson minded them not at all. Another and a graver issue tortured him.
But this morning, by the light of Mercy's letter, his view was clearer. If the man who resembled Paul had come secretly to Newlands, he must have had his reasons for not declaring himself. If he had wandered when none was near into Mrs. Ritson's room, it must have been because he had a purpose there. And his mother's seizure might not have been due to purely superstitious fears, or her silence to shattered nerves.
There was one thing to do, and that was to get at the heart of this mystery. Whoever he was, this second man was to be the living influence in all their lives.
Thus far, one thing only was plain – that Paul Ritson was not the half-brother of Greta.
Hugh determined to travel south forthwith. If the other man was still beating about Newlands, so much the better. Hugh would be able to see the old woman, his mother, and talk with her undisturbed by the suspicions of a cunning man.
Hugh spent most of that day in his office at the pit-head, settling up such business as could not await his return. On Wednesday morning early he dispatched Natt on foot with a letter to Mr. Bonnithorne, explaining succinctly, but with shrewd reservations, the recent turn of events. Then he stepped for a moment into his mother's room.
Mrs. Ritson had risen, and was sitting by the fire writing. Hugh observed, as she rose, that there were tears in her eyes, and that the paper beneath her pen was stained with great drops that had fallen as she wrote. A woman was busy on her knees on the floor sorting linen into a trunk. This garrulous body, old Dinah Wilson, was talking as Hugh entered.
"It caps all – you niver heard sec feckless wark," she was saying. "And Reuben threept me down, too. There he was in the peat loft when I went for the peats, and he had it all as fine as clerk after passon. 'It was Master Paul at the fire, certain sure,' he says, ower and ower again. 'What, man, get away wi' thy botheration – Mister Paul was off to London!' I says. 'Go and see if tha can leet on a straight waistcoat any spot,' I says. But he threept and he threept. 'It was Master Paul or his own birth brother,' he says."
"Hush, Dinah!" said Mrs. Ritson.
Hugh told his mother, in a quiet voice, that business was taking him away. Then he turned about and said "Good-day" without emotion.
She held out her hand to him and looked him tenderly in the eyes.
"Is this our parting?" she said, and then leaned forward and touched his cheek with her lips.
He seemed surprised, and turned pale; but he went out calmly and without speaking. In half an hour he was walking rapidly over the snow-crusted road to the station.
CHAPTER XI
When Paul parted from Natt at the station on Saturday night, he had told the stableman to meet him with the trap at the same spot and at the same hour on Wednesday. Since receiving these instructions, however, Natt had, as we have seen, arrived at conclusions of his own respecting certain events. The futility of doing as he had been bidden began to present itself to his mind with peculiar force. What was the good of going to the station for a man who was not coming by the train? What was the use of pretending to bring home a person who had never been away? These and other equivocal problems defied solution when Natt essayed them.
He revolved the situation fully on his way home from Mr. Bonnithorne's, and decided that to go to the station that night at eight o'clock would be only a fine way of making a fool of a body. But when he reached the stable, and sat down to smoke, and saw the hour approaching, his instinct began to act automatically, and in sheer defiance of the thing he called his reason. In short, Natt pulled off his coat and proceeded to harness the mare.
Then it was that, relieved of the weight of abstract questions, he made two grave discoveries. The first was that the horse bore marks of having been driven in his absence; the next, that the harness was not hanging precisely on those hooks where he had last placed it. And when he drew out the trap he saw that the tires of the wheels were still crusted with unmelted snow.
These concrete issues finally banished the discussion of general principles. Natt had not entirely accounted for the strange circumstances when he jumped into his seat and drove away. But the old idea of Paul's dubious conduct was still fermenting; the froth and bubbles were still rising.
Natt had not gone half-way to the station when he almost leaped out of the trap at the sudden advent of an original thought: The trap had been driven out before! He had not covered a mile more before that thought had annexed another: And along this road, too! After this the sequence of ideas was swift. In less than half a league, Natt had realized that Paul Ritson himself had driven the mare to the station in order that he might be there to come home at eight o'clock, and thus complete the deception which he had practiced on gullible and slow-witted persons. But in his satisfaction at this explanation Natt overlooked the trifling difficulty of how the trap had been got home again.
Driving up into the station, he was greeted by a flyman waiting for hire.
"Bad on the laal mare, ma man – two sec journeys in ya half day. I reckon tha knows it's been here afore?"
Natt's face broadened into a superior smile, which seemed to desire his gratuitous informant to tell him something he didn't know. This unspoken request was about to be gratified.
"Dusta ken who came down last?"
Natt waved his hand in silent censure of so much unnecessary zeal, and passed on.
Promptly as the clock struck eight, the London train drew up at the station, and a minute afterward Paul Ritson came out. "Here he be, of course," thought Natt.
Paul was in great spirits. His face wore the brightest smile, and his voice had the cheeriest ring. His clothes, seen by the lamp, looked a little draggled and dirty.
He swung himself into the trap, took the driver's seat and the reins and rattled along with cheerful talk.
It was months since Natt had witnessed such an access of geniality on Paul's part.
"Too good to be true," thought Natt, who, in his own wise way, was silently making a study in histrionics.
"Anything fresh while I've been away?" asked Paul.
"Humph!" said Natt.
"Nothing new? Nobody's cow calved? The mare not lost her hindmost shoe – nothing?" asked Paul, and laughed.
"I know no more nor you," said Natt, in a grumpy tone.
Paul looked at him and laughed again. Not to-night were good spirits like his to be quenched by a servant's ill humor.
They drove some distance without speaking, the silence being broken only by Paul's coaxing appeals to the old mare to quicken the pace that was carrying him to somebody who was waiting at the vicarage.
Natt recovered from his natural dudgeon at an attempt to play upon him, and began to feel the humor of the situation. It was good sport, after all – this little trick of Master Paul. And the best of it was that nobody saw through it but Natt himself. Natt began to titter and look up significantly out of his sleepy eyes into Paul's face. Paul glanced back with a look of bewilderment; but of course that was only a part of the game.
"Keep it up," thought Natt; "how we are doing 'em!"
The landscape lying south was a valley, with a double gable of mountains at the top; the mill stood on a knoll two miles further up, and on any night but the darkest its black outlines could be dimly seen against the sky that crept down between these fells. There was no moon visible, but the moon's light was behind the clouds.
"What has happened to the mill?" said Paul, catching sight of the dismantled mass in the distance.
"Nowt since Saturday neet, as I've heard on," said Natt.
"And what happened then?"
"Oh, nowt, nowt – I's warrant not," said Natt, with a gurgling titter.
Paul looked perplexed. Natt had been drinking, nothing surer.
"Why, lad, the wheel is gone – look!"
"I'll not say but it is. We know all about that, we do!"
Paul glanced down again. Liquor got into the brains of some folk, but it had gone into Natt's face. With what an idiotic grin he was looking into one's eyes!
But Paul's heart was full of happiness. His bosom's lord sat lightly on its throne. Natt's face was excruciatingly ridiculous, and Paul laughed at the sight of it. Then Natt laughed, and they both laughed together, each at, neither with, the other. "I don't know nothing, I don't. Oh, no!" chuckled Natt, inwardly. Once he made the remark aloud.
When they came to the vicarage Paul drew up, threw the reins to Natt, and got down.
"Don't wait for me," he said; "drive home."
Natt drove as far homeward as the Flying Horse, and then turned in there for a crack, leaving the trap in the road. Before he left the inn, a discovery yet more astounding, if somewhat less amusing, was made by his swift and subtle intellect.
CHAPTER XII
An itinerant mendicant preacher had walked through the valley that day, and when night fell in he had gravitated to the parson's door.
"Seeing the sun low," he said, "and knowing it a long way to Keswick, and I not being able to abide the night air, but sure to catch a cold, I came straight to your house."
Like other guests of high degree, the shoeless being made a virtue of accepting hospitality.
"Come in, brother, and welcome," said Parson Christian; and that night the wayfarer lodged at the vicarage. He was a poor, straggle-headed creature, with a broken brain as well as a broken purse, but he had the warm seat at the ingle.
Greta heard Paul's step on the path and ran to meet him.
"Paul, Paul! thank God you are here at last!"
Her manner was warm and impulsive to seriousness, but Paul was in no humor to make nice distinctions.
Parson Christian rose from his seat before the fire and shook hands with feeling and gravity.
"Right glad to see you, good lad," he said. "This is Brother Jolly," he added, "a fellow-soldier of the cross, who has suffered sore for neglecting Solomon's injunction against suretyship."
Paul took the flaccid hand of the fellow-soldier, and then drew Greta aside into the recess of the square window.
"It's all settled," he said, eagerly; "I saw my father's old friend, and agreed to go out to his sheep runs as steward, with the prospect of farming for myself in two years' time. I have been busy, I can tell you. Only listen. On Monday I saw the good old gentleman – he's living in London now, and he won't go back to Victoria, he tells me – wants to lay his bones where they were got, he says – funny old dog, rather – says he remembers my father when he wasn't as solemn as a parish clerk on Ash Wednesday. Well, on Monday I saw the old fellow, and settled terms and things – liberal old chap, too, if he has got a hawk beak – regular Shylock, you know. Well – where was I? Oh, of course – then on Tuesday I took out our berths – yours, mother's, and mine – the ship is called the 'Ballarat' – queer name – a fine sea-boat, though – she leaves the London docks next Wednesday – "
"Next Wednesday?" said Greta, absently, and with little interest in her tone.
"Yes, a week to-day – sails at three prompt – pilot comes on at a quarter to – everybody aboard at twelve. But it didn't take quite four-and-twenty hours to book the berths, and the rest of the day I spent at a lawyer's office. Can't stomach that breed, somehow; they seem to get all the clover – maybe it's because they're a drift of sheep with tin cans about their necks, and can never take a nibble without all the world knowing. Ha! ha! I wish I'd thought of that when I saw old Shylock."
Paul was rattling on with a glib tongue, and eyes that danced to the blithe step of an emancipated heart.
In the slumberous fire-light the parson and the itinerant preacher talked together of the dust and noise in the great world outside these sleepy mountains.
Greta drew back into the half-light of the window recess, too greedy of Paul's good spirits to check them.
"Yes, I went to the lawyer's office," he continued, "and drew out a power of attorney in Hugh's name, and now he can do what he likes with the Ghyll, just as if it were his own. Much luck to him, say I, and some bowels, too, please God! But that's not all – not half. This morning – ah, now, you wise little woman, who always pretend to know so much more than other folks, tell me what I did in London before leaving it this morning?"
Greta had hardly listened. Her eyes had dropped to his breast, her arms had crept about his neck, and her tears were falling fast. But he was not yet conscious of the deluge.
"What do you think? Why, I went to Doctors' Commons and bought the license – dirt cheap, too, at the price – and now it can be done any day – any day – think of that! So ho! so ho! covering your face, eh? – up, now, up with it – gently. Do you know, they asked me your complexion, the color of your eyes, or something – that old Shylock or somebody – and I couldn't tell for the life of me – there, a peep, just one wee peep! Why, what's this – what the d – What villain – what in the name of mischief is the ma – Why, Greta, you're cry – yes, you are – you are crying!"
Paul had forced up Greta's face with gentle violence, and now he held her at arm's length, surveying her with bewildered looks.
Parson Christian twisted about in his chair. He had not been so much immersed in wars and rumors of wars as to be quite ignorant of what was going on around him. "Greta is but in badly case," he said, pretending to laugh. "She has fettled things in the house over and over again, and she has if't and haffled over everything. She's been longing, surely." The deep voice had a touch of tremor in it this time, and the twinkling old eyes looked hazy.
"Ah, of course!" shouted Paul, in stentorian tones, and he laughed about as heartily as the parson.
Greta's tears were gone in an instant.
"You must go home at once, Paul," she said; "your mother must not wait a moment longer."
He laughed and bantered and talked of his dismissal. She stopped him with a grave face and a solemn word. At last his jubilant spirit was conquered; he realized that something was amiss. Then she told him what happened at the Ghyll on Monday night. He turned white, and at first stood tongue-tied. Next he tried to laugh it off, but the laughter fell short.
"Must have been my brother," he said; "it's true, we're not much alike, but then it was night, dark night, and you had no light but the dim lamp – and at least there's a family resemblance."
"Your brother Hugh was sitting in his room."
Paul's heart sickened with an indescribable sensation.
"You found the door of my mother's room standing open?"
"Wide open."
"And Hugh was in his own room?" said Paul, his eyes flashing and his teeth set.
"I saw him there a moment later."
"My features, my complexion, my height, and my build, you say?"
"The same in everything."
Paul lifted his face, and in that luminous twilight it were an expression of peculiar horror: "In fact, myself – in a glass?"
Greta shuddered and answered, "Just that, Paul; neither more nor less."
"Very strange," he muttered. He was shaken to the depths. Greta crept closer to his breast.
"And when my mother recovered she said nothing?"
"Nothing."
"You did not question her?"
"How could I? But I was hungering for a word."
Paul patted her head with his tenderest touch.
"Have you seen her since?"
"Not since. I have been ill – I mean, rather unwell."
Parson Christian twisted again in his chair. "What do you think, my lad? Greta in a dream last night rose out of bed, went to the stair-head, and there fell to the ground."
"My poor darling," said Paul, the absent look flying from his eyes.
"But, blessed be God, she has no harm," said the parson, and turned once more to his guest.
"Paul, you must hurry away now. Good-bye for the present, dearest. Kiss me good-bye."
But Paul stood there still.
"Greta, do you ever feel that what is happening now has happened before – somehow – somewhere – and where? – when? – the questions keep ringing in your brain and racking your heart – but there is no answer – you are shouting into a voiceless cavern."
His face was as pale as ashes, his eyes were fixed, and his gaze was far away. Greta grew afraid of the horror she had awakened.
"Don't think too seriously about it," she said. "Besides, I may have been mistaken. In fact, Hugh said – "
"Well, what did he say?"
"He made me ashamed. He said I had imagined I saw you and screamed, and so frightened your mother."
"There are men in the world who would see the Lord of Hosts come from the heavens in glory and say it was only a water-spout."
"But, as you said yourself, it was in the night, and very dark. I had nothing but the feeble oil-lamp to see by. Don't look like that, Paul."
The girl lifted a nervous hand and covered his eyes, and laughed a little, hollow laugh.
Paul shook himself free of his stupor.
"Good-night, Greta," he said, tenderly, and walked to the door. Then the vacant look returned.
"The answer is somewhere – somewhere," he said, faintly. He shook himself again, and shouted, in his lusty tones:
"Good-night, all – good-night, good-night!"
The next instant he was gone.
Out in the road, he began to run; but it was not from exertion alone that his breath came and went in gusts. Before he reached the village his nameless sentiment of dread of the unknown had given way to anxiety for his mother. What was this strange illness that had come upon her in his absence? Her angel-face had been his beacon in darkness. She had lifted his soul from the dust. Tortured by the world and the world's law, yet Heaven's peace had settled on her. Let the world say what it would, into her heart the world had not entered.
He hurried on. What a crazy fool he had been to let Natt go off with the trap! Why had not that coxcomb told him what had occurred? He would break every bone in the blockhead's skin.
How long the road was, to be sure! A hundred fears suggested themselves on the way. Would his mother be worse? Would she be still conscious? Why, in God's name, had he ever gone away?
He came by the Flying Horse, and there, tied to the blue post, stood the horse and trap. Natt was inside. There he was, the villain, in front of the fire, laughing boisterously, a glass of hot liquor in his hand.
Paul jumped into the trap and drove away.
It was hardly in human nature that Natt should resist the temptation to show his cronies by ocular demonstration what a knowing young dog he could be if he liked. Natt never tried to resist it.
"Is it all die-spensy?" he asked, with a wink, when, with masterly circumlocution, he had broached his topic.
"It's a fate, I tell tha'," said Tom o' Dint, taking a churchwarden from between his lips; and another thin voice, from a back bench – it was little Jacob Berry's – corroborated that view of the mystery.
A fine scorn sat on the features of Natt as he exploded beneath their feet this mine of supernaturalism.
"Shaf on your bogies and bodderment, say I," he cried; "there are folks as won't believe their own senses. If you'll no' but show me how yon horse of mine can be in two places at once, I'll maybe believe as Master Paul Ritson can be here and in London at the same time. Nowt short o' that'll do for me, I can tell you."
And at this conclusive reasoning Natt laughed, and crowed, and stirred his steaming liquor. It was at that moment that Paul whipped up into the trap and drove away.
"Show me as my horse as I've tied to the post out there is in his stable all the time, and I's not be for saying as maybe I won't give in."
Gubblum Oglethorpe came straggling into the room at that instant, and caught the words of Natt's clinching argument.
"What see a post?" he asked.
"Why, the post afore the house, for sure!"
"Well, I wudna be for saying but I's getten a bit short-sighted, but if theer's a horse tied to a post afore this house, I's not be for saying as I won't be domd!"
Natt ran to the door, followed by a dozen pairs of quizzing eyes. The horse was gone. Natt sat down on the post and looked around in blank astonishment.
"Well, I will be domd!" he said.
At last the bogies had him in their grip.