Kitabı oku: «The Last Da Vinci»

Preface to the English edition

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First printing edition 2022 (in Russian) and 2024 (in English).

This is the English translation of my second book, it was prepared in the fall of 2024.

Published in electronic form on the Litres digital platform and in paper by Ridero in December 2024.

The translation done by myself, because I know English and French to some extent, I studied them at school and institute.

Initially, a machine translation source from Google was used, which was read twice and all found errors were corrected.

Also all typos found during the period 2022–2024 were corrected, all links were checked.

The original book was published in Russian on September 1, 2022 in electronic form on Litres platform; in paper in December 2022 by Ridero, ISBN 978-5-0059-4020-9.

Link to the Russian edition of the book in electronic form:

https://www.litres.ru/book/vasiliy-lasovskiy/posledniy-da-vinchi-68001386/

The translation into English of my first book 19+ is expected in spring 2025, it was published in Russian on Litres platform on October 15, 2018; in paper in October 2018 by Ridero, ISBN 978-5-4493-5682-6, and here is its page in electronic form:

https://www.litres.ru/book/vasiliy-lasovskiy/19-38626360/

Link to the author's page, where you can download the Russian originals of my books and their translations into other languages:

https://vasilylasovsky.livejournal.com

Author's email:

vasilylasovsky@yandex.ru

91tenet19@gmail.com

Best wishes to my occasional rare readers ;-),

Vasily Lasovsky.

“Listen, Anne, I fell in love…”

“Is that so?”

“For the first time in my life and for the rest of my life. I've never been so happy. But… there is one obstacle between us—you see, she is from Perador.”

“Perador? From the province, perhaps?”

“Somewhat. Historical province. In short, I’m ready to fight the Dragon, stomp across the Star Bridge, which is colloquially called the Milky Way…”

from the film “31 June”, 1978, episode 2, time 0:19:00.

Preface

“I came here from afar. Possibly from Zanzibar.”

“There is no sea there.”

“Oh, then that means from Genoa.”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 0:42:00.

This book has very little to do with the work of the great Renaissance artist Leonardo Da Vinci; the title was chosen solely as an allegory, and to some extent to create a psychological motivation for self-development.

The basis of the book is the facts of my biography. Its limits the period of 5 years from the beginning of 2018, when my first book 19+ ends, and until the publication date of this book, the end of summer 2022.

A significant difference in my life path is the extreme degree of non-manifestation of my personality in my contemporary everyday world, which is compensated, I hope, by its work on other planes.

On a daily basis, I rather deal with the systematization of thoughts and sensory experiences of the everyday reality that opens up to me, and to a minimal extent for changing it under my own influence.

The book should be considered with skepticism, as a work of fiction filled with fantasy and illusions.

The main tool for analyzing my biography at the moment is to take the temporary center at September 10, 2017 and the divergence of the influence of events from this moment into the past and future. Naturally, this analysis is fantasy, fictitious, creative.

It is also important that some events turned out to be extended in their manifestation over years or even decades, and in order to understand them we have to return to some events in the past, which requires very specific comprehensive thinking.

The foundation for the book and my current worldview is the mystical idea of fantasy Attributes, i.e. about the creative manifestations of certain personality traits of a particular person, which are presumably given to him from birth or from conceiving, but which are revealed at the right moment of his maturation and only under certain catalyzing external circumstances. The presence of external circumstances is a key factor. The attributes are interesting because they lead me to my supposed “legacy”, which is extremely intriguing.

The main theme of my thoughts in this book is the problem of subjective perception of the passing of time.

Restrictions. The book is NOT intended for reading by believers, because it can cause them mental wounds and suffering. All my rare thoughts on the topic of any religion are only a fantasy of my imagination and, according to my subjective perception, have little relation to reality. But in any case, I apologize if I hurt anyone's religious feelings, this was in no means my intention.

The book is neither a mystical work nor a conspiracy theory, and it will disappoint fans of these genres. This is still a “biography with elements of fiction”, just like my first book. And if you haven’t read my first book, then think about whether you need to read this one? I believe it is much less interesting than the first part of my lifestory events.

Regarding the fictional nature of my personal experiences. Of course, and undoubtedly, they are all fictitious, but I do not write about this obvious fact on every page. Thus, the text consists of specific facts of my life and assumptions based on them. I do not at all assert the likelihood of the existence of these fantasies and assumptions, with a high degree of probability – they are just my conjectures that connect real events and allow me to decorate the narrative.

Who is this book for? After writing the previous part of my autobiography 19+, I suddenly realized that I like to go back and re-read my own book. It’s funny, but I’m writing this work exclusively for myself.

I completely lack the motivation to somehow manifest myself in the world and, accordingly, gain some kind of “popularity”.

My first book 19+ was read by about 150 people. On one of the two sites where it was published at the end of 2018, in the first year there were 40 ratings (average rating 4.0 out of a maximum of 5.0), on the second site there were only 5 ratings. The number of ratings has not increased in subsequent years (2020–2022), so I assume it was read only in 2019.

I hope a lot, that fewer people read this book. Less is better. Of course, you will think that I write this way so that, on the contrary, more people will read it. But no, I really don't want anyone to read it. I believe that every person has enough random garbage in his head and there is no need to add more.

This is my personal diary, and I make notes in it for myself so as not to forget something important. Publication will naturally limit the possibility of editing, and of course, publishing a book ends the process of endless additions, which is also very pleasant.

Accordingly, I am not going to advertise or promote it in any way and I ask casual readers of this work (and the previous book 19+) to try NOT to tell other people about this work! Let it be my little secret.

I believe that books of this kind should not be published. But in the age of overflowing with easily accessible information, I expect this book to be successfully lost among millions of others.

Instead of this book, read a wonderful science fiction novel on the problems of time – Isaac Asimov's The End of Eternity, 1955.

Introduction

“Probably it’s all about retro.”

“Oh my God, Anne! What are you wearing?”

“I’m explaining to you – retro is in fashion now: they wear what did they wear in the 70s of the 20th century, and Sam, apparently based on this…”

“What did they wear in the 70s of the 20th century?”

“Well, what they wore in the 30s of the 20th century. In general, retro is a search for a fair lady, a return to respectable relationships… and sublime love.”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 0:23:15.

I started writing this book on April 7, 2021 at 6:04 pm, and that’s when I came up with the title. The time in the book is Moscow time (UTC+3, MSK Time Zone).

1) stage April 7, 2021 – May 15, 2021, total 49 pages, 116.611 characters, at the first stage the book included diary entries for 2019–2021, with minimal modification;

2) stage September 30, 2021 – January 30, 2022, total 87 pages, 225.821 characters, this stage began when I learned about the last biographical event described in the book, then there was a long work to give the composition a complete view;

3) final stage May 24, 2022 at 4:34 pm – August 30, 2022 at 2:30 pm, total 130 pages, 345.309 characters.

The publication date of the book is August 31, 2022. It is planned to publish it in e-book format on the Litres and MyBook platforms, +19 pcs. paper copies as a keepsake.

The story that will happen…

“The story that you will now see, and which happened before my eyes… hmmm… has not happened yet… But it will happen… In the 21st century, at the very beginning, on June 31. On a Lunar day…”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 0:00:31.

In August 1991, while in Sochi, walking along the embankment on one of the warm sunny days, passing along the alley by the sea, I had a thought that someday in the future I would remember this moment, and I naturally remembered the sensations and the place where I had this thought. Now three decades have passed, and I sometimes remember this event.

The question arises about the primacy of experiences. What was the source of the experience? My current memories or those distant events in my memory? Where is my physical existence, my experiences, when I think now about that event? In the present or in the past?

A possible answer is the experiences at that point in spacetime will occur entirely in present time. And it will be difficult to separate old memories from current experiences, because at the moment of experience I laid down this possibility, I assumed (allowed, permited) that I would remember that moment in the future. Thus, this experience does not belong to the past, but is carried with me, being constantly in the present, while I move into the future with the natural flow of my subjective time.

How can we ensure that our current changes in reality lead to the result we need in the future? What is the extent of necessary and minimal changes?

A Quick Guide for Time Travelers

Time travel begins “here and now”, and then it is directed to some point in thought space in the past.

The past can be real or fictitious. The real past is limited to the physical life of a person, and all other time travels will be fictitious. For example, a typical fictional journey is to the History of the Middle Ages. When we read literature on that period, we unconsciously “travel” to this fictional historical period. Most likely, we have nothing to do with the real events that took place; our entire journey takes place completely virtually, in our fictional inner universe.

By making a temporary trip, a person enriches his inner world, gains interesting new knowledge and skills, and changes spiritually. The depth of immersion into a new time point for each person can be completely different, from a superficial glance to a deep immersion.

When we’ll have peception of events that happened in the distant past, we undoubtedly develop, but at the same time our impact on the real world, which is always located in front of us, “here and now”, decreases.

The simplest explanation for this creative process is the creation of a “temporary parallel universe”. For example, in your memories you moved to a point one day earlier. Unconsciously, you “create” some supposedly “parallel reality” where you are currently experiencing again all those moments of your life that you remember.

The next day, i.e. now, at the moment of its creation and in the process of your remembering – this parallel reality merges with your main time path, and you become a little stronger. Because the imprint of your personality will also merge with you, adding new experiences and new perceptions.

About Messianism

I consider messianism to be a form of mental illness, quite possibly manifested due to gross external influence, when the tension was so strong that human nature could not withstand excessive pressure and was damaged, because it was not designed to withstand this vice. However, of course, I could be wrong about this, because I am far from both religion and medicine. By my nature, I categorically distance myself from such influence on myself and do not transmit it to others. I believe that a person always has a choice and the path he chooses will likely lead to a result if followed completely.

Messiah complex (second link in Russian and not available)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Savior_complex

https://hmong.ru/wiki/Savior_complex

“The Messiah complex (Christ complex or Savior complex) is a state of mind in which a person believes that he is destined to become a savior today or in the near future. This term can also refer to a state of mind in which a person believes that he has a responsibility to save or help others. <…>

The term Messiah complex is no covered in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM) because it is not a clinical term and is not a diagnosable disorder. However, the symptoms as a purported disorder are very similar to those found in people who suffer from delusions of grandeur or have a grandiose view of themselves that tends toward delusion. One report specifically defines this as a category of religious delusion that refers to strongly fixed beliefs that cause distress or disability. This is a type of religious error that is classified as grandiose, while the other two categories are persecution and belittlement. According to philosopher Antony Flew, an example of such a fallacy was the case of Paul (the Apostle), who claimed that God spoke to him, telling him that he would serve as a guide for people to change them. Kent and Flew's thesis stated that his experiences caused auditory and visual hallucinations.”

This is probably a very pleasant disease. A sort of Superiority complex

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Superiority_complex

Here is an example of one of the most prominent cases (the first link in Russian):

https://aftershock.news/?q=node/1137479

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sabbatai_Zevi

https://www.jhi.pl/en/articles/the-false-messiah-who-was-sabbatai-zevi,4472

“Sabbatai Zevi was born on August 1, 1626 in Izmir. He received an excellent religious education and from the age of 16 began to lead an ascetic lifestyle and immersed himself in the study of Kabbalah. <…>

In 1648, Sabbatai declared himself the messiah among his supporters.

He began to receive mystical insights, fall into depression, or vice versa into ecstasy, and publicly violate religious prohibitions. This caused the natural anger of the rabbis of Izmir. <…>

In 1658, the Jewish preacher Abraham Yachini gave Shabbatai an ancient manuscript that he allegedly found. It contained a prophecy directly pointing to Shabbatai and declaring him the messiah. The manuscript stunned and inspired Shabbatai. Well, what he already knew was confirmed.

In 1665, Shabbatai arrived in the city of Gaza and met Nathan, a young rabbi who was then preaching in that city. Nathan believed in Shabtai's messianism and became an ideologist and preacher of Sabbateanism. One might say – an apostle. Nathan sent a message to all Jewish communities and invited them to stand under the banner of the Messiah.

On May 31, 1665, Shabbatai Zevi publicly declared himself the messiah.

Shabbatai’s ostentatious asceticism and the delight of his followers, similar to the atmosphere of a modern rock concert. Shabbatai easily distributed positions and titles in the name of the King of the Jews. He modestly signed his messages and appointments: ‘I am the Lord your God Sabbatai-Zevi’.

In September 1666, Zevi was presented to the Sultan and was asked to undergo a mortal test – shooting with arrows, to prove his divine origin. Or convert to Islam. Zevi chose the second.

And this decision of his was like an avalanche – it led the Jewish communities to great disappointment and collapse of hopes.

A small part of Shabbatai’s followers also converted to Islam and formed the Dönme community, which still exists in Turkey.

He died in 1676, at the age of 50.

The true God, according to the Sabbatians, can only be revealed through the complete destruction of religious and social structures created by the ‘false god’. And at the same time, our entire familiar world order. After all, everything that is sacred and dear to us by Sabbatian standards is harmful, it is an anchor that does not allow the “true God” to penetrate the world.”

“Sabbatai Zevi, the long-dead false messiah, once appeared to the Baal Shem and begged him to remove his sins. For it is well known that redemption is accomplished through the connection of man with man, mind with mind, soul with soul. Therefore, the Baal Shem began to connect his being with the alien's being, but he did it slowly and carefully, fearing that he might harm him. One day, when the Baal Shem was sleeping, Sabbatai Zevi appeared to him again and began to seduce him, saying that the Baal Shem needed to become what he was. Therefore, the Baal Shem kicked him out, doing it with the same determination with which he descended into the very depths of hell.

From then, when the Baal Shem spoke about Sabbatai Zevi, he always repeated: ‘The spark of God was in him, but Satan caught him in the trap of pride.’”

Martin Buber “Tales of the Hasidim”, 1997.

In my opinion, the world is now somehow collapsing too quickly, and one even involuntarily wants to “slow down” these possibly objective processes of degradation.

About numbers

“Are some numbers more meaningful than others? Of course! If ordinary people, far from science or mysticism, have their favorite and least favorite numbers, what can we say about mathematicians and physicists? Numbers are as important a component of culture as words. There is no person to whom the numbers 7, 13 or 666 do not mean anything. But there are numbers that influence our lives, even if we do not know about them.”

Timothy Hugh, Connecticut.

“If knowledge cannot be expressed numerically, then it is superficial and insufficient.”

Lord Kelvin (William Thompson), English physicist, 1824–1907.

About the signs

“By appearing openly to those who seek Him with all their heart and hiding from those who flee from Him with all their heart, God regulates human knowledge of Himself. He gives signs visible to those who seek Him and invisible to those who are indifferent to Him. He gives enough light to those who want to see, and He gives enough darkness to those who do not want to see.”

Blaise Pascal, french mathematician.

Ivanov E. M. “Ontology of the Subjective” (link in Russian)

http://filosof.historic.ru/books/item/f00/s00/z0000857/st001.shtml

“On the other hand, if consciousness is a time flow, then how is it able to realize this? How can a flow know that it is a flow? Being inside the movement, being captured by it, it is impossible to feel this movement (just as, for example, sailors on the open sea, far from the shore, do not perceive the movement of their ship). In order to perceive one’s own movement in time, it is necessary to have a ‘reference point’ that is motionless in time, i.e. have something timeless. Consequently, since consciousness is capable of perceiving itself as a time flow, it must contain something outside the flow of time, something ‘supra-temporal’. (I. Kant also drew attention to this circumstance).

If we were always only in the present, we would know only the present and would not be able to grasp the movement of our own soul in time – after all, the latter presupposes the possibility of somehow correlating events separated in time, comparing them directly with each other. In general, everything temporary is possible only against the background of the supertemporal, if only simply because any multiplicity in general (and the multiplicity of moments in time in particular) is possible only against the background of unity, which overcomes this multiplicity and allows one to correlate many things, thereby affirming the fact of its existence.

Let us also note that if we existed only in the present, it would be impossible to explain how we even have the idea of a past and a future . The past and future would be given to us only in the mode of the present, but not in the mode of the past and future. But without experience in which the past and the future were directly given to us, we could not form the idea of the past and the future. After all, it is not possible to form the idea of the past or the future, using only those elements of the inner world that belong exclusively to the present. Thus, the very possibility of conceiving the past and the future indicates the presence in our subjective sphere of a certain supertemporal entity. The role of such a supertemporal entity, against the background of which the perception of the temporal dynamics of sensory ‘states of consciousness’ is possible, is precisely what sense can claim.

From a theoretical point of view, the supertemporality of meaning follows from the integrity of the ‘semantic field’ described above, its indecomposability into separate, unrelated semantic units. Since any meaning exists only in the context of the entire holistic system of meanings, we can only talk about the current experience of meaning conditionally. In each current state of consciousness, the entire totality of individual meanings is presented in the form of a semantic ‘horizon’, a universal context of what is actually experienced, albeit in a certain ‘semantic perspective’ inherent in a particular moment in time. Meanings do not replace each other, arising and being destroyed, but only their readiness for actualization changes – in relation to the current state of subjective sensuality.

Let us note that the idea of the supertemporal nature of a certain ‘deep’ component of the human soul is widely represented in various philosophical teachings of the past. Thus, for Plotinus, the most fundamental components of the soul ‘reside in Eternity’ and are identical to the world Mind and the One. I. Kant also assumed the presence of both temporary and timeless components of mental life. Actually, according to Kant, the ‘subject’, as a “Thing-in-itself”, is located outside the world of phenomena, to which only ‘temporality’ is applicable, as an a priori form of contemplation. According to Bergson, human memory is direct access (through time) to the past , and not the preservation of traces of the past in the present. The idea of the timelessness of the ‘I’ is also widely represented in Russian philosophy of the late 19th and early 20th centuries. (L.M. Lopatin, N.O. Lossky, L.P. Karsavin, E.N. Trubetskoy, S.L. Frank, etc.). Moreover, meaning was often referred to as the non-local content of the soul in time. Here it will be enough to quote E. N. Trubetskoy, who essentially expresses the general position of the named Russian philosophers.”

How do you make a story happen?

History can happen if there is an observer “here and now”. Any fantasy fictional story needs a space where it can realize itself in the moments of its combustion, leaving a cultural mark on a person’s personality.

The larger the viewer’s space, his personal “cinema”, the more majestic the story can happen, and ideally, the story can take on the “size of infinity” if the viewer has the technical ability to perceive such a grandiose size.

The more integral the subject’s workspace is the more coherent, consistent and high quality the unfolding story will be.

I envy the reader a little (in a good way) because he is now learning this story…

Spy mania

“We lived without roads… and we will continue to live. Otherwise, as soon as we fix the road, the dragon will come…

And even worse—the inquisitors will come…”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 0:09:52.

In May 2019, when East and I were returning home to the Russian Federation from another country, one of the Russian frontier officer approached us at the border, asked us to go into a separate room and asked me about all my close relatives, then demanded that I give him my phone, because he “needs to check the IMEI of the phone, make sure it’s not stolen”. The cost of my tiny phone (an older model, not a smartphone) did not exceed 700 Russian rubles, or about 10 US dollars.

The next suspicious event occurred when we were a quarter of the way home from the border. When we stopped on the highway, where there was a bus stop, in order to change the driver, and East took the wheel, a passenger car stopped ten meters ahead of us, driving behind us. While we were standing at the bus stop for a couple of minutes, another car stopped a hundred meters behind us, it stood there for a few minutes, then drove around us and after 300 meters went to the right to turn. As we continued on our way, we were overtaken by a car in front of us; there was a woman driving it, who looked at me carefully.

This scene reminded me of chase sequences from spy action movies. I note that this all happened on a deserted highway.

Half an hour before this event, the idea occurred to me why the frontier officer needed my phone; I told East that IMEI is used to track the geographic movements of the phone, and, consequently, its owner.

The comic “suspicion of surveillance” arose in me due to the fact that a few months before, on October 15, 2018, I published my first book 19+ via the Internet.

In the fall of 2019, my mother traveled to another country and at the Russian border, frontier guards checked her with double attention, like no one else from their group of tourists.

Hobbies or 32 fouettés

“We would like to hit on you! It's a shame you're a ghost.”

“Who is the ghost?? Am I a ghost?!! I am an honest woman and a decent widow! Even twice a widow!! I also found a king… from the other world!”

“Am I from the other world???”

“Yes!”

“I live in this world, and you, beautiful lady, came to Perador from the other world!”

“You are from the other world! And I am from this world!!”

“And I… from what world?…”

“Don't know…”

from the film “31 June”, episode 2, time 0:41:54.

Ballet, music, mathematics, computer games

“I see the blue, distant light again,

Ballet is my Charming Prince,

He gives me a gilted shoe

And he leads me into a mysterious world.”

Song “Ballet”, singer Alla Pugacheva, 1985.

Ballet

In mid-august 2018, I was sitting on a bench outside my house, where I lived in apartment 109, wondering what I should do in my future life. On June 19, 2018, I finished the book 19+; then East and I went to the city of Rechitsa regarding the issue of a deed of gift for half of my father’s house, and for a month now I had not done anything, and was quite ready to clarify my way of communicating with reality.

I rejected all options that included direct communication with people, because I essentially had nothing to say to them, I had no intention of deceiving or manipulating them, and in principle, it is unknown whether there would have been any benefit in this hypothetical verbal interaction of ours.

Further, I did not consider any opportunities for increasing my well-being, increasing the comfort of my life, or growing my impact on nature. I either didn’t need this or didn’t want it.

All that remained was art. But which one? I was thinking about taking up fine art, dance, music or singing.

Fine art, a plus was that 25 years ago I made sketches that I personally liked, but it didn’t go any further. I did not choose this type of art, because as a result of the artist’s work, paintings and drawings remain that need to be placed somewhere. And for a beginning artist, this is a big problem.

Next on the list were dance, music and vocals, in my understanding they were in equal positions, but I chose dance because I felt an internal predisposition towards it, I heard that some people after 40 suddenly start dancing, i.e. this was not my unique path, but it was at least a little common, and I also found out on the Internet that there are ballet schools for adults in Moscow and St. Petersburg!

As I later found out, these schools appeared quite recently, around 2008, and initially they were located only in the capitals; previously there was no such direction at all. In ordinary ballet schools, they teach children from 4–6 years old, who by the age of 12 become “adult children”, they can do everything, and often stop to study.

The fashion for practicing ballet (classical dance) with adults (older children) aged 25–50 is a completely new and unexplored phenomenon.

“Ballet is a woman’s world, in which a man is only an honored guest.”

George Balanchine, Georgian-American ballet choreographer, 1904–1983.

Regarding gender discrimination. About half of the ballet studios fundamentally do not work with men, regardless of age, because this “confuses women”; and women are the main source of income. Women have the opinion that men “stink”, they “look in the wrong direction”, and they only need “this”. I.e. they believe that the main goal of a man who goes to practice ballet is to make his erotic fantasies come true, looking for hours at 40–50 year old fat women wearing 3 sets of clothes.

Unfortunately, no matter where I studied, with a new group, for the first 10 lessons, strong negativity came towards me from the ladies, then they resigned themselves and simply did not pay attention to me. However, if they suddenly noticed my presence, for example, during the first allocation of places in the hall, they tried to bite harder, showing that they were people, and I was something insignificant, like a pet.

Naturally, I learned to deal with this by simply ignoring most women.

The usual distribution was 1 in 10. It was rare that there were 2 or 3 men and I could compare women's reactions to other men. The most important factor for building relationships for girls (they were all girls!) was age, i.e. all women paid maximum attention to one man who was younger.

“Hidden man-haters” make up about 70% of the pack. Of the remainder, about 20% had a positive attitude towards me. And surprisingly, these 20% would have a positive attitude towards men regardless of age, beauty or social status. These women were simply completely different, with a different psychology, softer and friendlier. Their means of interaction with the opposite sex have not atrophied.

There were another 10% – these were “outspoken feminists” who were looking for the possibility of biting me at some point, but this was a completely uninteresting type. They were even worse than the bulk of man-haters. The tone was set by the silent 70% who carried hidden negativity, they despised the 10% who openly mocked men, and did not understand the 20% who treated us kindly.

I started taking ballet in September 2018 when I was 45 years and 4 months old. Before that, I practically did not do anything related to physical activity or art. Physical activity ended with karate and wushu in 1989. Art – flashed in a short period from 1992 to 1996.

At the beginning of September 2018, I came with East to St. Petersburg with the goal of studying for 1–2 weeks and stayed there for 4.5 months. It was very expensive in terms of money, it cost me a third of a million rubles [$5000], but a year later I returned and spent another 4.5 months from mid-September 2019.

I studied every day for 2–4 hours. I had unlimited passes to two ballet studios, and there were days when I was running from one studio to another to make it to my next class.

The day off was only on Saturday, then I went into the city. Despite the fact that I rented a room almost in the fine historical center of the city, I only had enough strength to eat and sleep. Although it’s more like this: after class I got home, went to bed, and then, after resting, I could eat something. Naturally, after several months of training, I lost about 15 kg of weight.

Then I had a break from visiting St. Petersburg due to the coronavirus epidemic. I lived in my city, where there were only two ballet studios that were “women only”, I managed to study in one of them for 4 months, from October 1, 2020 to March 11, 2021, but they still kicked me out, because the women's band was against it. I studied in the second studio from August 2021 to the end of 2021, but I was asked to leave because they had problems with having a men's locker room.

Sure, I could have found fitness or stretching classes, but I wasn't particularly interested in that.

In St. Petersburg, I studied in two ballet schools twice for 4 – 4.5 months at a daily rhythm, several hours a day, with 4 different groups. I had 3 main teachers. How many joint dances do you think have been learned with women? That's right, not at all.

The teachers tried to start somewhere, but even the simplest touching hands of a man and a woman clearly looked like harassment, because any woman was almost certainly married – and, therefore, caused such a violent flow of negative emotions, which was even expressed in a complete refusal to work, and was accompanied by obscenities. The initiative ended there.

I think the main reason was that most of the time I was the only male in the group. Almost certainly, if there was another permanent man, then the teachers could come up with a joint dance of two men, because in the modern world, a man dancing with a woman is something immoral and impossible.

It may seem that I had a negative attitude towards the ladies and what was happening. Rather, I distanced myself as much as possible from what could develop into a negative reaction. I switched my attention and went about my business. And I felt the negativity from others very well and this, of course, worsened my physical health.

But if I had a choice, I would still choose these women over a friendly male group, because men in my life did not interest me at all, and women carry something within themselves that has always attracted my attention. And my way of thinking is closer to women’s, I understand and feel them better.

All the teachers were obsessed with the correct execution of individual movements, they constantly drilled us on this topic, and it was wonderful.

There was only one teacher who tried to teach something more than a combination of 2–3 movements, but, like all the other teachers, she did not make sure that we did it well, because even what we did today was already the next lesson was falling apart.

Moreover, the teachers were, I believe, some of the best in the amateur field, they just didn’t really believe in us. This is about sad things.

I trained so intensively for only two seasons, and if I had extended my classes to 8–10 seasons, then everything would probably have been different, the attitude of women gradually, imperceptibly changed, and I believe that in 5 years they would have already treated I think it’s rather positive, and maybe even some joint work has appeared.

About the good. I really learned a lot. Of course, it was very expensive, but most of the things I can do cannot be learned from books or videos. I have come to terms with the situation that ballet school is a rare pleasure for me, and the path to art in my case will lie through my own inner work.

What I like. Of course, these are pirouettes and high jumps. This is amazing. I’m also starting to independently learn various combinations of movements, work with coordination and a sense of rhythm. By the way, these are necessary stages on the path to realizing even the simplest stage image.

During classes, I usually hid in the very corner of the hall, because I have an overdeveloped SPI (sense of personal insignificance), which I had to fight. I suppose it looked comical when a charming man, two meters tall, with good posture and long beautiful legs, constantly hides behind the backs of thin girls, trying not to catch the teacher's eye.

Taking ballet is pure narcissism, which is a direct conflict with my worldview.

Ballet is also physics and mathematics. When I started studying classical dance, I was surprised to discover that the human body can move in two modes. The first is the everyday mode, this is how most people move in life and this is how people move in common dances, and there is a second mode when a person moves using his body in a completely different way, this applies to ballet (classical dance). It is for this reason that ballet can be practiced at any age, you just need to use those capabilities of the human body that we have by nature, but are not used at all in everyday life.

May 1, 2020, Friday, in the evening I participated in my first Online class in ballet (classical dance) from 8:00 pm to 9:22 pm, in the middle of the lesson I paid 699 rubles [$10] for access to site materials for the period of May 2020, at the end of the lesson I took a screenshot, since the number of viewers was 666. In the next two months, I watched over 40 classes in a row and the number of viewers on this channel did not exceed 270.

Eduardo Battaner Lopez “Kepler. Movement of Planets. Dancing with the Stars”

“Galileo noted that ‘The universe is written in the language of mathematics’. Perhaps this idea was first written down in the Book of Wisdom of Solomon: ‘You have ordered everything by measure, number and weight’. Is also known the saying of Saint Isidore: ‘The highest of all things is number’. Kepler’s words will also take a worthy place in this series of quotes: ‘Geometry was before the world, and it was Divine. God gave the world geometric beauty, and it was His creation, and this beauty was in human hands’.

Kepler wrote in his book: ‘Most of the things that exist in the world were created due to God’s love for people’.

Although the book was very popular and thanks to it Kepler was able to devote his life to the search for the harmony of the world, it also caused criticism. The scientist personally made sure that the most outstanding minds of the time, and, in particular, Tycho Brahe, received a copy of his work. From the point of view of observers from the 21st century, it is very easy to find grounds for criticism of this treatise. There were not six planets, but six planets that were known to Kepler. And the scientist had to assume that in fact there could be more planets, but they are difficult to detect due to their small size, remoteness and imperfection of observation instruments.”

Gurdjieff and Ouspensky

Although I am not close to it, I still saved the text about these characters for further study. I am far from a mystical or religious view of the world. Yes, in my internal/external world matter/energy is felt in a very specific way, but these are only nuances of my subjective relationship with the world, while there is practically no mysticism/mystery in my existence. Everything in my life is measured, understandable, boring and predictable.

Judging by the literature, Gurdjieff used the method of “extreme influence” on a person. I practice the method of minimal changes; I don’t at all want to put pressure on my own or someone else’s psyche, or somehow adjust the world around me. I believe that in my case, a greater force of influence can play a negative role, and the weakest influence will be more beneficial for the process of my awareness.

Life-changing dance: how Gurdjieff’s sacred technique reveals human reserves (link in Russian)

https://dzen.ru/a/YeayNciXq3UZCN2a

“In his Eastern travels, Gurdjieff encountered many examples of the revelation of the extraordinary capabilities of the human body. The master found the shortest way to achieve such a state. It turned out to be a ritual dance of the Sufis.

A special way of spinning to hypnotic music acts on the human body as a catalyst. The body begins to react immediately, the adept gains, if not superpowers, then something very close to them.

These meditative dances, called ‘special ballet’ by Georgiy Ivanovich’s novices, began to play a major role among Gurdjieff’s methods aimed at achieving a state of ‘insight’.

For a beginner, Gurdjieff's dance is extremely difficult. The adept is required to perform very strange, unnatural movements for a person. They create such a load on the muscles, tendons and even the human psyche, which is simply impossible in everyday life.

But, in the end, ‘ballet’ turns out to be an extremely effective method of self-knowledge. Quite quickly, practicing it leads to the awakening of the higher mental centers of the human body, which leads to a state of ‘insight’.

‘My ballet is not a mystery,’ said Gurdjieff. ‘The task I set was to create an interesting and beautiful performance. Of course, there is a certain meaning hidden behind the external form; but I did not pursue the goal of showing and emphasizing precisely this.’

These dances were called unnatural, too controversial and sometimes even considered a manifestation of ‘Satanism’, since the detached faces of the students, immersed in deep dynamic meditation, gave the impression of being hypnotized or weak-minded.”

Gleb Davydov “Gurdjieff: the dancing provocateur” (link in Russian)

https://www.peremeny.ru/column/view/924/

“At the same time, Gurdjieff told Ouspensky something about the project of the ballet ‘Battle of the Magicians’:

‘Imagine that, while studying the movement of celestial bodies, say, the planets of the solar system, you built a special mechanism to convey a visual image of the laws of these movements and remind us of them. In such a mechanism, each planet, represented by a sphere of appropriate dimensions, is placed at a certain distance from the central sphere representing the Sun. The mechanism is set in motion, all spheres begin to rotate and move along given paths, reproducing in visual form the laws governing the movement of the planets. This mechanism reminds us of everything you know about the solar system. Something similar is contained in the rhythm of some dances. In strictly defined movements and combinations of dancers, certain laws are reproduced in visible form, understandable to those who know them. Such dances are called “sacred dances”. During my travels in the East, I witnessed many times how these dances were performed during sacred services in ancient temples.’

In particular, this can be interpreted as follows: by accurately reflecting the celestial dances at the microcosmic level, it will be possible to use these celestial dances for one’s own purposes, make changes to their macrocosmic scenario, and therefore influence the events taking place on Earth.

The fact that dance is one of the most effective forms of magical ritual, awakening and activating subtle energies, has been known since ancient times: a person who dances correctly acquires supernormal powers and can change the world around him. In ancient India, for example, dance was equated with the highest forms of yoga and was considered an act of creation, with the help of which a new space and a new situation can be formed. Lucian, in his treatise ‘The Dance’, reports that dance arose ‘with the origin of the first principles of the universe’.”

Music and mathematics

November 6, 2020, I bought a large Yamaha synthesizer for learning to play the piano. It was quite expensive, but in my opinion, this is exactly what I should do besides ballet.

November 8, 2020, Sunday, at 11:13 am, I was walking to my ballet class and noticed a car with a trailer parked outside our office, with a boat on the trailer with a Yamaha outboard motor. I took a photo for memory. This is a rare case, I do not remember the boats in the parking lot next to our office. When after 5 min. I got on the bus, this car had already left.

The synthesizer has been lying around unused for two years now, but I think I'll still find a use for it.

The question arises, why did I buy it? A few days before this event, I read an interview with a 12-year-old student at a choreographic school. It was written there that in addition to dancing, she plays the piano and likes it. I felt a sense of community and bought myself this toy.

I also learned that she enjoys studying mathematics. Therefore, I suppose higher mathematics is one of my future hobbies.

Computer games

This is a great way to socialize and kill time at the same time. Computer games are played en masse by stupid and narrow-minded lonely people who could not (or did not want) to realize themselves in the social world around them. That's just the way I am, what can I do.

Since the beginning of January 2020, I have been working several hours a day in the game “World of Warships” (WoWs), that is “a computer, client-side massively multiplayer online game in real time in the genre of an arcade simulator of naval battles of the First and Second World Wars.”

Several events in my life, paradoxically, are connected with this game. More on this later, in the corresponding chapter of the book.

The main purpose of computer games for me is to communicate with people. Massively multiplayer games, in my opinion, are ideal for this. And this “virtual communication”, as it turned out, is quite enough for me and there is absolutely no interest or need the real physical communication.

Real communication with people brings too much information, and it takes me a lot of time to fully understand this communication, or “grok”, as one fantasy character used to say:

“Stranger in a Strange Land (working title (in manuscript) ‘The Heretic’) – a fantastic philosophical novel by Robert Heinlein, received the Hugo Award in 1962. One of the few works of science fiction included by the Library of Congress in its list of books that shaped America.

The plot contains a lot of historical and philosophical allusions, being a biography of Valentine Michael Smith, a man raised by Martians, who returned to Earth and became the new messiah here. The publication of the novel caused a scandal associated with a too free, by the standards of censorship of that time, depiction of sexual life and religion.

Literary agent Lurton Blassingame immediately offered the novel to the publishing house Putnam's Sons, since, according to the terms of the contract, this publishing house was supposed to be the first to read Heinlein's next novel. Putnam agreed to publish the novel, but without the themes of sex and religion, which, according to Heinlein, was impossible. As a result, the publishing house still accepted the novel, but previously edited by Heinlein to 160 thousand words. It was published in 1961 with the final title ‘Stranger in a Strange Land’.” (Wiki)

Some people don't like sex and religion, so I try to distance myself from those things as much as possible. But, since I still have to quote the Bible sometimes, I once again apologize to the readers.

Insurance

“Now admit it—why do you serve with us?

“Because I’m a bad artist… Not by your standards – by mine. That's why I work for your agency, Dimmock, and earn for my living.

“So, in order not to lose this bread, you must see a beautiful lady and draw her without delay. We don’t have much or little time, one day, June 30th…”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 0:24:08.

On May 28, 2018, Monday, in the interval 5:45–5:51 pm, a tense conversation took place with East; she did not want (or could not) remember the exact date of our events in September 2017, as she later explained, she remembered the sequence of events of Fantastic Week, but couldn’t remember exactly what week in September 2017 they happened. At 5:53 pm I accompanied East to the door, she was getting ready to go somewhere.

Solar flares began 7–10 minutes after the end of our conversation, at 6:00 pm the first flare. Then, 20 minutes later in the office, I solemnly showed her the solar activity that had occurred. She was impressed:

xras.ru/sun_flares.html?m=5&d=28&y=2018

Index -1.4. Class C2.7 flare, area 2712, time from 8:04 pm to 8:12 pm (peak 8:10 pm).

The previous activity was on May 22–24, index -1.0; earlier in May there was no Solar activity. Subsequent activity occurred on June 6 (index -0.0, class C1.0 flare).

That is, we had a sharp, unpleasant emotional conversation and after a short period of time, quite violent solar activity began, lasting 2 hours from 6:00 pm to 8:12 pm, and the Sun remained calm a week before and a week after this event.

The question that I raised in a conversation with East was quite important for me, namely, I vitally needed a clear and pure witness to those events and her answer that she definitely did not remember the date did not suit me.

On that day, I began to think about what events that happened would help her remember this date. And a few hours later I found this, reliably documented event.

It was Insurance for our car, the date was written on it – Monday, September 11, 2017, East remembered that she started taking out it on Friday, September 8, 2017, as a result, on that day I went to the country house on my own for minibus. She only promised that she could come to me later and help me complete the “protective structure”.

Why is it important? To make sure that the information could not be changed by subjective human reflections and forgetfulness, the Spirit secured itself with a paper document with an appropriately self-explanatory name.

And the main thing that makes me think is that we receive this document regularly, every year. That is, in order for the insurance to end on a certain date, it must have been issued earlier, several years ago, also on that date.

Personal Infinity

“That's disgusting!”

“It's not disgusting. This is the latest achievement of modern science.”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 0:34:58.

What is the Personal Infinity from my point of view? Why do I regularly focus on it?

I feel this as a kind of bright state of living, being, when any external intervention inevitably fails. The invasion triggers some mythical process of “event processing” on the physical level. Which also can be called as an encounter with Event Horizon.

Why am I convinced that I have such a controversial artifact, archaic and useless in modern society? I would call it some kind of subconscious confidence, an inner instinct at the level of my subjective perception. Sometimes I go out of town to look at the stars and each time, being in almost complete darkness and seeing only stars in the sky, I discover that my immediate “outer physical world” is very specific. However, I am not at all sure that this physical basis is a consequence of the work of Infinity. At this stage of my life, optimally—this refers to Infinity as an abstract instrument of cognition.

Why did I decide that this supposed Infinity is a part of me, and not I – a part of it? Again, based on many years of observations, it seems to me that it is as elementary a part of me as an arm or a leg. Yes, early I used to think that it was part of the Spirit, but after a couple of decades of observations I came to the conclusion that this was not so, and the Spirit at the beginning of my path only played the role of a “manager”, but now it is increasingly and for a long time leaves me alone. My Infinity does not disappear and is not replaced by emptiness and the absence of something.

And so, I have absolutely no need for the Spirit to be nearby, I don’t feel the shortage for it, and my attitude towards its rare manifestations, I hope, is sincere.

Infinity is full of meaning, which it also creates. We can say that this meaning is Infinity.

Consciousness and thought (link in Russian)

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Человек_разумный

“The human brain perceives the external world through the senses, and each individual human is influenced greatly by his or her experiences, leading to subjective views of existence and the passage of time . It is usually said that people have consciousness, self-awareness, intelligence – all this in one way or another corresponds to the processes of thinking. They also talk about such qualities as self-awareness, sensitivity, wisdom and the ability to perceive relationships with oneself and with the environment. How far a person’s mental constructs or his experience correspond to the objectivity of the external physical world is a matter of debate, as well as what exactly is meant by the above terms and how correct their use is in principle.”

Thinking (link in Russian)

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Мышление

“A feature of thinking is the ability to obtain knowledge about such objects, properties and relationships of the surrounding world that cannot be directly perceived. This property of thinking is carried out through such inferences as analogy and deduction.

Thinking is associated with the functioning of the brain, but the very ability of the brain to operate with abstractions arises in the course of a person’s assimilation of forms of practical life, norms of language, logic, and culture. Thinking is carried out in diverse forms of spiritual and practical activity, in which the cognitive experience of people is generalized and preserved. Thinking is carried out in figurative and symbolic form; the main results of its activity are expressed here in the products of artistic and religious creativity, which uniquely generalize the cognitive experience of humanity. Thinking is also carried out in its own adequate form of theoretical knowledge, which, based on previous forms, acquires unlimited possibilities for a speculative and model vision of the world.”

Infinity began to clearly manifest itself after my catastrophe in my relationship with the world, which occurred in June 1996, but even earlier, I believe, there were its local manifestations.

The fact that this Infinity (perhaps in my subjective opinion) influences in some way the events around me in space and even separated by time is probably a sign of the initial filling of its energy. Of course, Infinity by definition and in the ideal case should not directly influence anything other than itself, but perhaps this is one of the paradoxes, and in order for it to take place, it needs to take energy somewhere and receive its Attributes, while maintaining strict distancing from the world.

In order to simplify the process of understanding the principles of its work, I try to become aware of myself through fictitious, creative, fantasy events and associations, because thinking and transforming illusory events is much simpler and safer.

Regarding the uniqueness of this Infinity, for some reason I always believed that every person has it. But over time, I tried to understand some of the actions of people, and through the awareness of these unsuccessful attempts, the idea became closer to me that this phenomenon does not have a significant manifestation among part of the population. For some things that a person does can destabilize the technological processes of Infinity, and since people regularly and en masse do these things, therefore, they are confident that they are not risking anything. And, therefore, their physical nature is somewhat different.

You understand perfectly well what kind of things I’m talking about, so I don’t dwell on them, these events and actions are not interesting to me, and naturally I avoid them, but I’m not going to convince people, especially since there is a possibility that what they do is natural and good for them.

The presence of this phenomenon does not provide great advantages, and in addition I have to check my life path to ensure that I do not harm yourself in a moral or physical sense. And naturally, on not causing harm and undue influence on the people around me.

Otherwise, I am a very ordinary person, an unremarkable, mediocrity, a kind of gray mouse, which suits me quite well.

In mid-summer 2017, an incident occurred. At that time, in the evening after work, I often went to our country house along a path that ran from a bus stop through a small forest. There was a fork in the center of the forest, and if you don’t turn in the right direction, you might end up in the wrong place. Since I almost always returned in complete darkness, when absolutely nothing was visible in the forest, I decided to count the number of steps to the fork. I did this for two days in complete darkness, even walking with my eyes closed. A week later, when I was walking along the same road during the day, I decided to count my steps. There were significantly fewer steps, 30–40. This made a strong impression on me.

The presence of my Infinity has a characteristic feature—the absence of personal attachments and any obligations. It feels like loneliness.

But loneliness is not like emptiness and separation, but more like wholeness, completeness and the bright and stormy activity associated with this. The world is present in perception, but in my consciousness it is becoming more and more limited. The more my awareness increases, the more limited my worldview becomes within certain limits. The more I perceive reality, the less I see and feel it. Worldview becomes a way (and hostage) of self-knowledge.

Any obligation inevitably loses, because it violates the very principle of the existence of Infinity, limiting it, which is impossible. The limitless cannot be limited.

Do the people around me and the events happening in my life influence me? No dependencies does not mean no influence. In my opinion, human life is to a greater extent a matter of socialization, taking into account the interests of other people and the necessary adjustment to their desires and needs. When I studied at the theater studio, adjustment was the main method of acting. To create a complete performance, it was necessary to interact with the partner, considering his emotional and mental impulses.

Perhaps the cycles of my behavior, when I am completely closed or when I once again open up and begin to be interested in the world around me, are also connected with the internal life cycles of the “breath” of my Infinity.

One of the functions of Infinity is the systematic destruction of peripheral objects and events. Naturally, we do not consider real objects, the emphasis is only on illusory, creative, fantasy ones.

What does it mean to “destroy” a fantasy object? Of course, this is different from damaging it or seeing a real object die.

This means “destroying” it in your own creative worldview. As for example in one of the classic films from the 70s of the 20th century, a girl leaves her home and “sees” her parents’ house, where she lived for many years, and which is already far from her and is still visible on the top of the mountain, burns out. Of course, it does not actually burn, but it burns in her imagination, and now her memory includes a virtual fact, which for her soul probably has more meaning than reality. Because she will never return there and will never know whether this house exists now.

Any object or phenomenon contains links and keys that can be used in your own understanding of the world. The resulting key is not directly related to the object, now it is a link that can either point to another object, alien to you, which again will soon have to be destroyed, or, more interestingly, this link may well lead to an object or phenomenon that was previously lost, dissolved in your worldview and ceased to have a separate meaning, even if it never mattered to you before.

(Written from August 14, 2022 8:55 am to August 15, 2022 8:15 pm)

The presence of Infinity seriously influences the worldview, for example, in the fact that the very minimum amount of matter and, accordingly, energy is enough for a person. We can say that he (this person) saves and is “satisfied with little”. But this is not so, he rather really does not need much according to his feelings. It can extract the necessary information and energy from a small volume of matter. He is not content with “what is”, he does not lower his appetites, excess matter and energy will probably be discarded and hopelessly turned into useless garbage in his life.

The situation of those who feel the external influence of Infinity is characteristic. In their life there will be a similar emotional message for minimal influence on the world around them, but in this case it will be a false imperative, clearly someone else’s influence, because they will feel this lie inside themselves and they will be missing something. For example, as in this fragment, a person craves something that I don’t understand:

(link in Russian)

https://nad-suetoi.livejournal.com/163672.html

“At the very bottom of the human being, there lives something that makes us languish and thirst for something more than the simple satisfaction of everyday bodily and mental needs. They cannot give a person real happiness: after all, in the end this always turns out to be not enough. A person, sometimes without realizing it, wants to become truly happy. And this, according to <…> and his hero, is possible only by participating in what came from another world, came from heaven. In the language of theology, the fullness of communion with God is that miracle, that happiness that offers a person <…>”

In my case, on the contrary, everyday events fully satisfy my needs and aspirations, because even the very minimum is enough to obtain the required depth of awareness.

So for a person, may well be enough – one day of his life, communicating with one person, eating one lunch and seeing one sunset, remembering one poem and performing one dance.

So we have the ability to extract the required amount of energy and information from a small amount of matter and, accordingly, making a minimal impact. I.e. Infinity is equal to secrecy, insignificance, inexpressiveness and lack of importance of the person.

In the case of Infinity, one instance of an event or a reference to it is enough to, if necessary receive any (even infinite) flow of information and energy in volume, depth and variety. A sort of “Noah’s Ark” of subjective perception.

The character of Infinity—to arbitrarily maximize or minimize the importance of individual objects of matter and energy, thereby, and possibly as a result of this, objects that fall within the scope of its active Event Horizon will inevitably undergo serious internal shocks and, accordingly, deformations that can lead to their transformation, division into elements, or even destruction.

All these possibilities, in the general, mass case, are speculative and have only limited interest for humans, because without external energy supply, the energy of the human soul will not be enough for these actions.

However, if for some external reasons some outer shell of his soul is destroyed and this person does not die, then something begins to feed his thoughts and feelings, he seems to gain access to some “infinite” source of energy.

There are well-established trends in the awareness of this rare situation.

First, people believe that this flow of energy represents the external Natural world.

The second option is that these are some “bad”, personalized external forces who are planning how to “enslave” him.

Of course, no one will consider the third option – that this is a reflection of the inner nature of a person.

Naturally, I don’t know the answer to this question, but according to my subjective life experiences, the first two options are not my case.

(The following paragraph was written on the evening of December 10, 2021)

Perception occurs on the physical plane, this is the so-called direct perception, everything that is seen and heard by the subject “directly”, and then transferred to the virtual plane and destroyed or transformed so that the person can move on. As an explanation of why everything happens so complicatedly, isn’t it possible to simply perceive and not destroy anything, the thought came to me that all this is similar to a child’s perception, when the world is understood literally, but due to the fact that reality and awareness of reality diverge – and a certain virtual, illusory plane arises, onto which the perceived is transferred, i.e. the virtual plan arises due to the impossibility reconcile the immediate perception “as is” with actual reality.

The spirit regularly gives me gifts, they are very different. Sometimes I don’t know whether to laugh or cry. The following chapters describe a whole scattering of them; the impact of some on my worldview was quite strong. I had to work hard to bring my emotional experiences and thinking to a general consensus.

Naturally, I will once again inform the reader that everything that is described below is just a product of my illusory subjective worldview, even though these events are based on real facts. After all, any fact can be ignored, but what happens if you notice “connections” and start analyzing them?

I attribute some funny effects to the influence of my Infinity:

1) Sometimes people, seeing me, seem to find themselves in some kind of “emptiness”; they try to understand what they need here now, as if all their thoughts had suddenly disappeared somewhere. This usually happens when I'm actively thinking about something.

2) People do not adequately perceive my condition, for example, in my youth there was a case when I was quite well, in a great mood, but to an external observer it seemed that I was crying.

3) People hear something that is not there and it seems to them that I said something, but I was actually silent, or they hear completely different words, not those that I said. This also includes the fact that people sometimes instantly forget what I told them just a minute ago. Therefore, if I speak to someone, I pronounce the words clearly, expressively, as simply as possible, and immediately try to understand what they really heard.

What I see and say does not always coincide with what my interlocutor sees and hears. And if I am prepared for this in advance and make a forced correction of my behavior; but this can be serious stress for the interlocutor, and in this case I strive to end the conversation as soon as possible, with minimal negative impact on the other person’s psyche.

Rapture of the Bride or Gift

“Who is that beautiful girl?”

“Her name is Melicenta. She's from Perador.”

“Perador, Perador… But this is something from the time of King Arthur?!”

“Absolutely right!”

“Oh my God! But these are the times of Hamlet, Macbeth, and…”

“Yes, they too… from there… Next door to the Macbeths, the princess from Perador.”

“But Perador hasn’t existed for many centuries?! So… it means that Melicenta and I are separated not by space, but by time. And this time is insurmountable!”

“Well, this is relative… How familiar are you with the problems of external order within the universe?”

“Do you mean Einstein's Theory of Relativity? I must admit, I’m not good at it…”

“Now I’ll try to explain it to you more popularly: let’s imagine a Universe of six dimensions. Well, the first four are taught in school – length, height, width and the time factor. The other two are a little more complicated. These are the ‘Sphere of material influence’ and the ‘Sphere of imagination’. Hence the six-dimensionality of space, and not four-dimensionality, as this one of yours… well, this one of yours erroneously claimed…”

“Einstein?”

“Yes, Einstein. Do you understand?”

“Frankly, not very much. I am an artist and am used to thinking in images, and not in the measurements of galaxies.”

“Artist… artist… Okay. Let's move on to imaginative thinking. Are you satisfied with the formula that everything created by our imagination must exist somewhere in the Universe?”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 0:43:55.

In the middle of summer 2018, I discovered that on September 23, 2017, a very interesting event occurred. You can find information like this on the Web:

“Recently, articles have appeared on the Internet that an important astronomical event will occur on September 23, 2017, a symbolic description of which is given in the last and only prophetic book of the New Testament, ‘The Revelation of St. John the Theologian’, which in the ancient Koine Greek language is called ‘Apocalypse’.”

In the first English-language video describing this event with visualization of the movement of celestial bodies in the Sky Stellarium computer program, I was attracted by the final picture, in which, in addition to the date September 23, 2017, when the Rapture of the Bride took place, namely “12 stars, the Sun and the Moon lined up around the constellation Virgo in the sky” another date was present.

This date was September 9, 2017, or rather the transition between the days September 9–10, 2017, as “the date of the child’s exit from the mother’s womb (birth)”; of course this was the exit of Jupiter from the conventional connecting lines outlined between stars of the “body” of the constellation Virgo.

For me, the Gift consisted of a combination of several events that happened in that time frame:

1) My “Warrior Burial”, September 5–10, 2017;

2) Solar activity, September 6–10, 2017;

3) Rapture of the Bride, September 23, 2017, with the date mentioned as September 9–10, 2017.

Burial of a warrior

Victor Sanchez “The Teachings of Don Carlos (Practical use of the techniques of Carlos Castaneda)” (1996, link in Russian)

https://www.rulit.me/books/uchenie-dona-karlosa-prakticheskoe-ispolzovanie-tehnik-karlosa-kastanedy-read-93096-53.html

“In his books, Carlos Castaneda mentions the practice of warriors burying themselves in the ground (III 121–123), (VI 11–12). He reports that warriors bury themselves in the earth to gain purity, to receive instructions, or to cure an illness, but does not describe this experience in detail. <…>

At turning points in life, we can bury our old self in the Earth and allow a new self to be born.”

Initiation “Warrior's Burial” (link in Russian)

https://lastday.club/initiation-warrior-burial/

“As one of the methods of initiation, the most ancient ritual practice is used – the burial of a warrior. What we want to bury and leave in the ground dies within us, and our essence is reborn. <…>

The most ancient shamanic ritual practice, known in Siberia, Tibet, Altai, among the ancient Slavs, Eskimos, Indians… A lighter version is used by Castaneda's followers. Tougher – when accepting new fighters in some special forces.

… When we finished, we collected our things and went to our cars. Everyone was silent. Everyone was absorbed in themselves. We have been reborn, become a little wiser, a little deeper. We are no longer the same guys who walked into the forest a few hours ago. It was an early morning. Life was awakening around us. And we were reborn…”

I did something similar at the beginning of September 2017. In my case no rebirth was planned; for me it was only a forced procedure to cleanse my own karma, which I had been thinking about for many years and finally tried to implement. The attempt was unsuccessful, as a result I did not clear anything and remained the same worthless person with dirty karma as I was before. Of course, for me there was some important meaning in this procedure, but it was at the level of “going with a beautiful girl to an expensive restaurant”, and before Fantastic Week I had no idea that this could become something unique in my life. What’s interesting is that it was precisely the cultural illusions that I write about later in the book – influenced my life, i.e. virtual illusory delusions played an important role in fine-tuning my perception of the world, unless, of course, these are just another of my fantasies.

It’s also very cool that I found on the Internet (opened on December 29, 2021 at 1:10 pm), a quote with the direct text “And we were reborn…”, so I have the opportunity to speculate that this magical event has a cultural meaning a very definite goal, and regardless of my personal opinion, which, by the way, does not exist on this matter.

From the outside it may seem that I dream of pushing personal responsibility somewhere far away, but in fact my goal is different, I am trying to distance myself as much as possible in order to observe this illusory situation “from the outside”, since I have serious concerns about ongoing external manipulation with goals unclear to me. But since I have a choice of how to perceive all this, I allow that these goals are good and useful for me.

In the book 19+, chapter Fantastic Week, this date, the evening of September 9 – the day of September 10, 2017, is the time of my third and last attempt to “dive under the protection of the Earth” (this magical procedure can also be called “death and birth again (rebirth)”) for that unforgettable week, and every time I did this (three times in a week), after a few hours (the next day), flares of class X9.3, X1.4, X8.6 occurred on the Sun. Which in itself is a rather rare event; the Sun generates such flares no more than once every 2–3 years. Naturally, I am simplifying and mean “a series of outbreaks over one (or two) months”, i.e. these several flares form, in my opinion, one series and such an event occurs on the Sun no more than once every 2–3 years.

My previous full attempts were made somewhere in 1998, there were also several of them, over a period of six months, and then I was unable to extend them for more than 30 minutes (I began to suffocate from lack of oxygen). There were two incomplete attempts in June 2016 and June 2017, lasting no more than an hour each and they should not be considered for the reason that in these cases one side of the “burial” was not covered with earth at all, which of course produce any results, and was just a training session before the real event. I have never attempted to use this magical procedure again in my life.

I consider the combination of solar flares and the Rapture of the Bride to be an important and non-competitive event. What is a non-competitive event? This is an event that does not occur on its own, but is a clear consequence of another event or process. I. e. between two events there is an unconditional cultural connection that cannot be challenged in any way.

There is some sense in emphasizing the words “cultural connection”. This is a key point in understanding this dependence. If you “turn off” cultural perception, which in essence means perception through the illusions inherent in upbringing, then there will be no connection. And this cultural perception is imposed not only on you, my reader, but also undoubtedly on me, provoking an awareness of what is happening, following the direction and path laid down by certain forces.

If we consider the situation from an everyday point of view, then a non-competitive event is when one cat lives in a room and it has a bowl of food. She is not competing with anyone for this bowl, this bowl is definitely hers, and cannot belong to anyone else. The cat does not need to prove that this is her bowl. If there are two cats in the house, then regardless of the number of bowls of food, they will compete with each other for food. For example, a cat can eat food from its bowl and go to drive away its rival from the second bowl, etc.

I called this situation the “trump card”. If you have any arguments, then I can lay out this “trump card”, and you will not be able to challenge it in any way. This card will win by definition, because it “breaks” our gentle everyday worldview. Regardless of the issue we will discuss.

The lack of alternative to the perception of the “card” indirectly indicates the presence of Infinity. The impact of the “card” is reminiscent of the work of something that should not go beyond the Event Horizon, and only there devour real or fictional reality, like Stephen King’s Langoliers. The fact that we cannot “turn” the card, look at it “from a different angle” or somehow change its nature is an indication that the card is constantly and independently moving – for example, towards the perceiving person, this is possible if it simply “eats” this remaining road (our perception) to the goal (observer). A similar effect will be felt if the card is constantly moving away from the observer, producing more and more new perceptions in the subject (unwinding his perception).

If you doubt this, try to mentally “beat” this “trump card”. In my subjective opinion, the human mind is arranged in such a way that you cannot “interrupt” it, come up with objections, etc., your thinking is simply “will fall into a stupor”, turn off and “self-destruct”. I'm guessing this is the result of some genetic code being triggered.

In the process of analyzing the current situation, it is advisable to take into account other events described in this book and in the previous part, the book 19+. Why is this important, why pay attention and analyze the life of a particular person? Due to the polluted permissiveness and all sorts of garbage of our information space, if there is no “thick layer” of related activities, an ordinary person will refuse any apparent correspondence between events so far from each other and can begin to consider them more seriously only if there are some prerequisites in a person’s life, for “there is no smoke without fire” and this subject must undoubtedly have previously manifested itself in a certain way. And of course, where would we be without the rule that “a person is given something that he can overcome”, something that will strengthen him and that he can further use.

This connection, this non-competitive event, this “trump card”, this “something perpendicular” can only be present in our stream of thoughts. A chicken or a cat will not be conscious of this.

This card is located in a fantasy, fictitious space, as for example described in the film 31 June as the “sixth dimension”, the “sphere of imagination”.

And naturally, this trump card can only be leveled, absorbed and transformed by a higher level process, which may turn out to be the mythical Event Horizon.

Infinity itself is extremely interested in the presence of these technological processes (“trump cards”) in its Event Horizon, and collecting them resembles the stage of formation and activation of the Event Horizon, the maturation of Infinity in the process of obtaining the necessary attributes needed for its proper functioning. (Paragraph was written on August 18, 2022 at 9:28 am).

Apparently, this is how the human brain works; after it finds an important regularity between events, the next problem after “admiration for the poetic beauty of coincidences” is the task of destroying this association in order to remain free.

I see a third-party design in this – to put a person in a situation where he will be forced to manifest an Event Horizon in order to continue his normal everyday existence.

To this conclusion I came first intuitively, in the summer of 2021, then on January 1, 2022, the idea came to me that if in the process of imagination there are all the resources to create and destroy illusory objects, then in the case of the external existence of illusory fictitious objects there must also be an external physical process for their processing and disposal. I.e. this assumption can also be reached by purely logical inference.

I like a fragment from the novel Stranger in a Strange Land by Robert Heinlein, 1961. (Opened on August 19, 2022 at 9:19 pm).

"Good. Mike, do you know what a gun is?"

"A gun," Smith answered carefully, "is a piece of ordnance for throwing projectiles by the force of some explosive, as gunpowder, consisting of a tube or barrel closed at one end, where the-"

"Okay, okay. Do you grok it?"

"I am not sure."

"Have you ever seen a gun?"

"I do not know."

"Why, certainly you have," Jill interrupted. "Mike, think back to that time we were talking about, in the room with the grass on the floor – but don't get upset now! The big man hit me, you remember."

"Yes."

"The other man pointed something at me. In his hand."

"Yes. He pointed a bad thing at you."

"That was a gun."

"I had thinked that the word for that bad thing might be 'gun.' The Webster's New International Dictionary of the English Language, Third Edition, published in-"

"That's fine, son," Harshaw said hastily. "That was certainly a gun. Now listen to me carefully. If someone points a gun at Jill again, what will you do?"

Smith paused rather longer than usual. "You will not be angry if I waste food?"

"No, I would not be angry. Under those circumstances no one would be angry at you. But I am trying to find out something else. Could you make just the gun go away, without making the man who is pointing it go away?"

Smith considered it. "Save the food?"

"Uh, that isn't quite what I mean. Could you cause the gun to go away without hurting the man?"

"Jubal, he would not hurt at all. I would make the gun go away, but the man I would just stop. He would feel no pain. He would simply be discorporate. The food he leaves after him would not damage at all."

Harshaw sighed. "Yes, I'm sure that's the way it would be. But could you cause to go away just the gun? Not do anything else? Not 'stop' the man, not kill him, just let him go on living?"

Smith considered it. "That would be much easier than doing both at once. But, Jubal, if I left him still corporate, he might still hurt Jill. Or so I grok it."

Harshaw stopped long enough to remind himself that this baby innocent was neither babyish nor innocent – was in fact sophisticated in a culture which he was beginning to realize, however dimly, was far in advance of human culture in some very mysterious ways, and that these naive remarks came from a superman – or what would do in place of a "superman" for the time being. Then he answered Smith, choosing his words most carefully as he had in mind a dangerous experiment and did not want disaster to follow from semantic mishap.

"Mike, if you reach a – 'cusp' – where you must do something in order to protect Jill, you do it."

"Yes, Jubal. I will."

"Don't worry about wasting food. Don't worry about anything else. Protect Jill."

"Always I will protect Jill."

"Good. But suppose a man pointed a gun at someone – or simply had it in his hand. Suppose you did not want or need to kill him, but you needed to make the gun go away. Could you do it?"

Mike paused only briefly. "I think I grok it. A gun is a wrong thing. But it might be needful for the man to remain corporate." He thought. "I can do it."

“Good. Mike, I am going to show you a gun. A gun is a wrong thing.”

“A gun is a very wrong thing. I will make it go away.”

“Don't make it go away as soon as you see it.”

“Not?”

“Not. I will lift the gun and start to point it at you. Like this. Before I can get it pointed at you, make it go away. But don't stop me, don't hurt me, don't kill me, don't do anything to me. Just the gun. Don't waste me as food, either.”

“Oh, I never would,” Mike said earnestly. “When you discorporate, my brother Jubal, I hope to be allowed to eat of you myself, praising and cherishing you with every bite, until I grok you in fullness.”

Harshaw controlled a seasick reflex he had not felt in decades and answered gravely, “Thank you, Mike.”

“It is I who must thank you, my brother – and if it should come to be that I am selected before you, I hope that you will find me worthy of grokking. Sharing me with Jill. You would share me with Jill? Please?”

Harshaw glanced at Jill, saw that she had kept her face serene – reflected that she probably was a rock-steady scrub nurse. “I will share you with Jill,” he said solemnly. “But, Mike, no one of us will be food today, nor any time soon. Right now I am going to show you this gun – and you wait until I say, and then you be very careful, because I have, many things to do before I am ready to discorporate.”

“I will be careful, my brother.”

“All right.” Harshaw leaned over, grunting slightly, and opened a lower drawer of his desk. “Look in here, Mike. See the gun? I'm going to pick it up. But don't do anything until I tell you to. Girls – get up and move away to the left; I don't want it pointed at you. Okay. Mike, not yet.” Harshaw reached for the gun, a very elderly police special, took it out of the drawer. “Get ready, Mike. Now!”– and Harshaw did his very best to get the weapon aimed at the Man from Mars.

His hand was suddenly empty. No shock, no jar, no twisting – the gun was gone and that was all.

Jubal found that he was shaking, so he stopped it. “Perfect,” he said to Mike. “You got it before I had it aimed at you. That's utterly perfect.”

“I am happy.”

“So am I. Duke, did that get in the camera?”

“Yup. I put in fresh film cartridges. You didn't say.”

“Good.” Harshaw sighed and found that he was very tired. “That's all today, kids. Run along. Go swimming. You, too, Anne.”

Anne said, “Boss? You'll tell me what the films show?”

“Want to stay and see them?”

“Oh, no! I couldn't, not the parts I Witnessed. But I would like to know – later – whether or not they show that I've slipped my clutches.”

“All right.”

<…>

The cameras were Mitchell servos; the projector was a Yashinon tabletop tank, with an adapter to permit it to receive Land Solid-Sight-Sound 4 mm. film. Shortly they were listening to and watching the events leading up to the disappearance of the empty brandy case.

Jubal watched the box being thrown at his head, saw it wink out in midair. “That's enough,” he said. “Anne will be pleased to know that the cameras back her up. Duke, let's repeat that last bit in slow motion.”

“Okay.” Duke spooled back, then announced, “This is ten-to-one.”

The scene was the same but the slowed-down sound was useless; Duke switched it off. The box floated slowly from Jill's hands toward Jubal's head, then quite suddenly ceased to be. But it did not simply wink out; under slow-motion projection it could be seen shrinking, smaller and smaller until it was no longer there.

Jubal nodded thoughtfully. “Duke, can you slow it down still more?”

“Just a sec. Something is fouled up with the stereo.”

“What?”

“<…> It looked all right on the fast run. But when I slowed it down, the depth effect was reversed. You saw it. That box went away from us fast, mighty fast – but it always looked closer than the wall. Swapped parallax, of course. But I never took that cartridge off the spindle. Gremlins.”

“Oh. Hold it, Duke. Run the film from the other camera.”

“Unh, oh, I see, That'll give us a ninety-degree cross on it and we'll see properly even if I did jimmy this film somehow.” Duke changed cartridges. “Zip through the first part, okay? Then undercranked ten-to-one on the part that counts.”

“Go ahead.”

The scene was the same save for angle. When the image of Jill grabbed the box, Duke slowed down the show and again they watched the box go away. Duke cursed. “Something was fouled up with the second camera too.”

“So?”

“Of course. It was looking at it around from the side so the box should have gone out of the frame to one side or the other. Instead it went straight away from us again. Well, didn't it? You saw it. Straight away from us.”

“Yes,” agreed Jubal. “'Straight away from us.”

“Out it can't – not from both angles.”

“What do you mean, it can't? It already did.” Harshaw added, “If we I had used doppler-radar in place of each of those cameras, I wonder what they would have shown?”

“How should I know? I'm going to take both these cameras apart.”

“Don't bother.”

“But-“

“Don't waste your time, Duke; the cameras are all right. What is exactly ninety degrees from everything else?”

“I'm no good at riddles.”

“It's not a riddle and I meant it seriously. I could refer you to Mr. A. Square from Flatland, but I'll answer it myself. What is exactly at right angles to everything else? Answer: two dead bodies, one old pistol, and an empty liquor case.”

“What the deuce do you mean, Boss?”

“I never spoke more plainly in my life. Try believing what the cameras see instead of insisting that the cameras must be at fault because what they saw was not what you expected. Let's see the other films.”

Harshaw made no comment as they were shown; they added nothing to what he already knew but did confirm and substantiate. The ash tray when floating near the ceiling had been out of camera angle, but its leisurely descent and landing had been recorded. The pistol's image in the:' stereo tank was quite small but, so far as could be seen, the pistol had done just what the box appeared to have done: shrunk away into the far distance without moving.”

Returning to the topic of this chapter, one of the elements of cultural illusion, fantasy fiction, which I encountered, paradoxically is the Bible, in which there is a fragment that is one of the most mysterious for the reason that it is alien to the rest of the text, it does not have “family connections” with other events in the book, and yes, he’s just superfluous! Although this fragment quite precedes Armageddon and other Apocalypse.

In my opinion, what is fundamental is not that there is a reference to religious literature, but that there is a reference to a source that is perhaps two thousand years old. And his religiosity, oddly enough, is the best protection of information from damage and loss during its transportation along the time line.

“Chapter 12.

12:1 And there appeared a great wonder in heaven; a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and upon her head a crown of twelve stars.

12:2 And she being with child cried, travailing in birth, and pained to be delivered.

12:3 And there appeared another wonder in heaven; and behold a great red dragon, having seven heads and ten horns, and seven crowns upon his heads.

12:4 And his tail drew the third part of the stars of heaven, and did cast them to the earth: and the dragon stood before the woman which was ready to be delivered, for to devour her child as soon as it was born.

12:5 And she brought forth a man child, who was to rule all nations with a rod of iron: and her child was caught up unto God, and to his throne.”

Apocalypse of St. John the Theologian, King James Version (KJV)

When in July 2018, I discovered and told this to my companion East, her first reaction was “how can you impinge our Jesus!” I calmed her down and said that some unknown child was being born here, nothing more…

Well, or this can be interpreted as how a certain person unexpectedly learns about his origin. It’s interesting, I read this version on the Internet, that this is not necessarily the birth of a child, but can be a cardinal event in a person’s life.

This can also be called “second birth”, or rebirth, or revelation, or if you use Greek, it is called “apocalypse”. What is curious is that the birth of a child cannot be a revelation for him, but rebirth clearly coincides in significance for his consciousness with revelation. I.e. Apocalypse (Revelation) is probably more connected with the rebirth of a person during the conscious period of his life.

(Discovered January 8, 2022 at 4:56 pm, link in Russian)

Young crocodile: interesting facts. Birth and childhood

https://fb.ru/article/383026/detenyishi-krokodila-interesnyie-faktyi

“Hearing the cries of the babies, the crocodile rakes the nest, freeing them. Scientists have repeatedly recorded how a female crocodile carries her young in a mouth lined with powerful teeth. She does this extremely carefully, without causing any harm to the children.”

Somewhere in the fall of 2018, about six months later, after I learned about The Rapture of the Bride and read chapter 12 of Revelation, I had a strong subconscious feeling that the Dragon character in it was either a close relative or even the husband of this fair Virgo. And that his goal was precisely to protect the child. But these are all just my emotions, of course. For dragons, things are probably different, not like for crocodiles…

I also remembered that as a child I liked making plasticine figures of dinosaurs.

Another fragment from Revelation 12:

“12:15 And the serpent cast out of his mouth water as a flood after the woman, that he might cause her to be carried away of the flood.”

It’s very strange that the fire dragon sends a river in the Wife’s footsteps, not fire. Water is the most difficult thing he can produce, because it is the opposite of the element of fire. A very unusual dragon, not European at all… maybe it’s Chinese?

(Opened January 20, 2022, around 12:46 am)

Chinese dragon

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chinese_dragon

“The Chinese dragon (Chinese: 龍; pinyin: lóng), also loong, is a legendary creature in Chinese mythology, Chinese folklore, and Chinese culture at large. Chinese dragons have many animal-like forms such as turtles and fish, but are most commonly depicted as snake-like with four legs. Academicians have identified four reliable theories on the origin of the Chinese dragon: snakes, Chinese alligators, thunder worship and nature worship. They traditionally symbolize potent and auspicious powers, particularly control over water.

(link in Russian)

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Китайский_дракон

“According to Chinese beliefs, the moon serpent lives in rivers, lakes and seas, but is also capable of soaring into the skies. Traces of the deity of moisture and rain, originally associated with the cult of fertility , clearly appear in it. Rituals for making rain were not complete without images of a dragon already in the 6th century BC.”

On January 19 (or 20), 2022, a new event began in the World of Warships game, this time dedicated to the ships of Pan-Asia (including China), the Dragon port was updated with a floating little dragon.

Update 0.11.0 – Pan-Asian Cruisers: Part 1

https://worldofwarships.eu/en/news/game-updates/update-0110-pan-asian-cruisers-part-1/

Research work “Could a crocodile swallow the Sun?” (section of “Exact Sciences and New Technologies”, link in Russian)

https://nsportal.ru/ap/library/drugoe/2018/05/08/issledovatelskaya-rabota-mog-li-krokodil-proglotit-solntse

Naydorf M. I. “Essays on European myth-making” ( publ. Odessa, 1999, opened January 22, 2022 at 2:46 pm, link in Russian)

https://www.sites.google.com/site/marknaydorftexts/myth-making

“Myth summarizes experience that has not lost its significance for the present and future. Therefore, the myth speaks of what always exists, although in the form of a story about what happened once upon a time. This apparent contradiction between the present and the past is easily removed by the observation that the myth interprets events that once happened and have eternal significance, or have been constantly repeated since then, i.e. about Beginnings that have an eternal continuation. For example, about the beginning of the world, about the first people, or about ‘where did fire come from’ or ‘why does an elephant have long ears’…

I.3. ‘STOLEN SUN’

Fairy tale and myth are closest relatives. The difference is that a fairy tale is a fiction, and this is accepted from the very beginning, and a myth is alive only as long as it is wholeheartedly believed in. The myth of a neighboring people or the myth of our ancestors, having lost the power of authenticity, turns into a fairy tale. Some fairy tales especially clearly preserve the features of their mythopoetic past. These include the very famous fairy tale ‘The Stolen Sun’ by Korney Chukovsky…

The disappearance of the sun appears here as an act of gigantic cosmic drama: some world evil, personified by the alien Crocodile, disrupted the normal course of life. The death of the world is coming…

It is precisely the scale of events that they acquire in this fairy tale that brings it closer to its prototype and source – myth. In our case, to the ‘sun’ myth according to the accepted classification of myths, or ‘solar’ (from the Latin ‘sōl’ – sun).

Myth exists in the collective consciousness of the people as an eternal or, better to say, timeless plot-semantic core (‘archetype’), which, when presented, can become overgrown with various and not at all necessary details. At the center of the myth cited by Chukovsky in the tale of the sun is the idea of the world as a giant pendulum, oscillating between Light and Darkness, between Existence and Non-existence, despite the fact that this oscillation itself reflects the struggle of world forces, friendly and hostile to man (tribe, clan, community, i.e. what can be designated by the concept ‘we’). In The Stolen Sun the Crocodile and the Bear personify these forces.

The choice of the Bear as a cultural hero is probably explained by the fact that the bear is the traditional totemic ancestor of the ancient Slavs, the founder of the clan, the protector of the tribe, the teacher of life. The crocodile, in contrast to the bear, is an exotic animal, familiar to our distant ancestors only from pictures, but also known for its ruthless strength. In a thousand-year-old manuscript he is depicted as a fantastic bristling monster with wings that make him look like a dragon.”

And if it is not possible to beat this “trump card”, then perhaps it will do one interesting thing. Namely, it will transfer this entire History into a fictional, fantasy, illusory, creative world, just like a small hole gives a barely noticeable leak, which over time leads to the sinking of a giant ship. (Paragraph was written on the evening of April 19, 2021)

I wondered how my Infinity might feel from the outside? The most attractive option for me is that from the outside it can be bordered by a creative Event Horizon, i.e. a working space on the border with reality, in the zone of action of which the processing of “real” and the creation and subsequent destruction of temporary fictitious, illusory events takes place. That is, people who fall within the zone of action of the Event Horizon will have creative, illusory, but at the same time false thoughts that are not related to their reality.

If this has even a slight chance of authenticity, then my desire to feel myself may well lead to the fact that I involuntarily attract to my Infinity some external events, as it seems to me, “that are directly related to me”. I.e. we subconsciously desire something, and now – oops, life gives us something very similar. There is a small flaw in this scheme, namely that I am not at all close to religious topics. This topic has never interested me, and still doesn’t interest me. Perhaps this is a consequence of my practicality.

On the importance of Rapture of the Bride event. I added it to material of the book because a specific date was mentioned, September 9–10, 2017, and of course for the reason that the associations that arise when interpreting this event fit into the general event sequence of the book. And this event is not the main or super-important for me, my Fantastic Week is a fully completed event, everything before or after it is added if a possible connection is felt.

East asked me, is there anyone else who was affected by the Rapture of the Bride event? Perhaps there is, but it is important to understand that if a person, after an event, or knowing about an upcoming event, adjusts his life or gives significance to facts that otherwise he would not have given significance without this event, then his involvement in this action is very controversial.

In my case, there were personal experiences and activity in the physical world, I was writing my first book 19+, in the middle of writing it, Solar activity occurred, and then, after finishing writing the book, I learned about the Rapture of the Bride. The impact of this Solar activity on me is quite insignificant, I “cleaned up my tails” and removed unnecessary garbage from my life, became a little more friendly towards the people around me and much more responsible for my actions, and received some additional feeling of internal stability. I am an ordinary, narrow-minded person, with “average statistics” thoughts and feelings, nothing special, an ordinary person.

The observer factor

If there is no person to whom, for some reason, these events are important, then they will very quickly “dissolve in the infinity of the world”.

There is also no need for excessive “reliability” or “plausibility” of events. The main thing is that they will be small, separated from other events, unconditional for the mind, not rejected by human feelings and have a supposedly fantasy, illusory essence, i.e. events that the personal Infinity could split and increase its potential.

This book is precisely dedicated to such “unliquid assets”, useless incidents, which I looked for from the world around me in order to first put together the puzzle, and then, perhaps, divide it into original elements. And this story is interesting to me in its further development…

Description of the Rapture of the Bride event on one of the Internet sites (the date September 9–10, 2017 is not mentioned).

Rapture of the Bride Apocalyptic date September 23, 2017 from the standpoint of astronomy and astrology (link in Russian)

http://astrokras.narod.ru/pub/sun-virgo-2017.htm

“On September 23, 2017, we will see the constellation Virgo, in which the Sun will emerge. The Bible speaks of the same phenomenon in the Apocalypse, and describes ‘a woman clothed in the sun’ – the Virgin Mary. In addition, these events will unfold exactly on the hundredth anniversary of the appearance of the Virgin Mary in the Portuguese city of Fatima. At the same time, we know that the hundredth anniversary is an important milestone.

Patrick Archbold goes on to say that ‘November 20, 2016 will begin an astronomical event that will last nine and a half months, and which, disturbingly, will culminate in exactly another Revelation event. And although I am not an astronomer, all the research I have conducted suggests that this phenomenon is unique of its kind in the observable history of mankind.

On November 20, 2016, Jupiter (the King) will enter the body (womb) of the constellation Virgo (that is, the Holy Virgin). Jupiter, given its retrograde motion, will remain in the ‘womb’ of Virgo for nine and a half months. This period corresponds to the duration of pregnancy for a normal, slightly post-term baby.

After nine and a half months, Jupiter will again leave the womb of the constellation Virgo. During his exit (birth) on September 23, 2017, we see the constellation Virgo, followed immediately by the Sun (‘the woman clothed in the sun’). At Virgo's feet we see the Moon. And on her head we find a crown of twelve stars: it is formed by nine stars of the constellation Leo, as well as three planets – Mercury, Venus and Mars.

‘By coincidence’, these apparitions will coincide with the hundredth anniversary of the apparition of the ‘woman clothed with the sun’, that is the Virgin Mary at Fatima, which occurred in 1917. The described star parade will culminate just three weeks before the anniversary of the miracle, when the sun ‘danced’ (another sign in the sky) and was observed by thousands of people.

And for almost a hundred years that followed, we were able to watch as Our Lady’s warnings were fulfilled with amazing accuracy. Humanity has not stopped trampling on God, and we have experienced terrible wars, the extermination of entire nations…

…

In 2016, scientists recorded the brightest aurora on Jupiter in the entire history of observations.”

(A fragment from another article, here the date September 10, 2017 is already mentioned).

Revelation 12 (author Slavik, link in Russian)

http://nostradamys.ru/deva12.html

“Jupiter begins to enter the womb of Virgo on October [November] 21, 2016 and remains there for about 9 months. It begins to emerge from the womb area around September 10, 2017, and after the 23rd, it flies away. This is very important, there are similar coincidences in history, but it is the 9-month cycle of the planet’s retention in the abdomen with such proximity to the center of the womb that is unique in about 7000 years.

Jupiter is in the abdomen once every 12 years, but only once every 83 years is it there for 42 weeks, roughly similar to the pregnancy cycle. It is clear that it is necessary to investigate whether there were other planets instead of Jupiter in the womb area. But as far as is clear, in history there seems to be no other planet with all the other planets above its head, etc.

Jupiter in Hebrew is Tzedek, which translates to Righteousness, Fidelity, Justice, Honesty.

This sign is unlikely to be about the second coming of Jesus. Because the Bible says that in the beginning there will be some kind of chaos, and after that there will be a kind of judgment with the coming of Christ.”

Another giant storm discovered on Jupiter (link in Russian)

https://dzen.ru/a/XfNQaW9fbwCuciUw

“The Juno spacecraft, which arrived at Jupiter in 2016, discovered a new giant storm at its south pole. The opening took place on November 3 this year.

Previously, the Juno spacecraft had already discovered 5 cyclones at the south pole of Jupiter, which formed a pentagon around the central storm. Now the number of storms has increased to six. The new cyclone is the smallest of them. Juno was able to take infrared images of these storms.

Scientists consider it a big surprise that the storms they found behave in this way. Researchers believed that over time all these cyclones should have merged into one big one. However, computer models have shown that the unusual arrangement of cyclones will persist for a long time, scientists do not understand why this is happening.”

According to other information, this new storm, which formed at the end of 2016, three years later reached the size of the 6 others (5 storms around the central one).

New giant storm discovered on Jupiter (link in Russian)

https://in-space.ru/na-yupitere-obnaruzhen-novyj-gigantskij-shtorm/

“During the 22nd close flyby of Jupiter, which occurred on November 3, 2019, NASA’s Juno spacecraft discovered a storm at the planet’s south pole, which grew from a smaller one in two years and is now comparable in area to the Central Federal District. This cyclone joined a family of six storms already raging there, creating a hexagonal structure reminiscent of the famous atmospheric phenomenon at the north pole of Saturn

Shortly after Juno arrived in the Jupiter system, the infrared and visible light cameras on board gave us our first glimpse of the giant cyclones raging at the planet's poles: nine at the north and six at the south. <…>

‘The cyclones seen by Juno are new phenomena that have not been observed or predicted before.’”

Juno transmitted the first photographs of Jupiter's surface on September 5, 2016, and then, in the fall of 2017, it photographed the beginning of a new storm forming.

Climate catastrophe on Saturn (article dated July 21, 2020, in Russian)

https://dzen.ru/a/Xxa50yidRQpnSXNO

“Representatives of the European Space Agency reported yesterday that astronomers from around the world are observing catastrophic weather events on Saturn.

Storms on Saturn are unique phenomena that distinguish Saturn from other planets in the solar system. Storms on Saturn can continue for decades, releasing colossal energy from this unstable planet, but what is happening on Saturn now is simply impressive!

Perhaps, astronomers have never seen such a vortex as now. The storm began back in February 2011, but nothing foreshadowed the appearance of such a gigantic disturbance.

At the moment, the width of the storm ringing the entire planet is about 9,000 kilometers. Having begun as an ordinary whirlwind, which often appear on the surface, the storm passed over the surface of the entire planet and caught up with its own tail. <…>

Scientists suggest that this atmospheric activity we are seeing is closely related to internal processes occurring on and below the surface of Saturn, and it is quite possible that supervolcanoes cause the atmosphere to react in this way.”

(Another significant event at the end of October 2016).

Scientists have opened the tomb of Jesus Christ (October 27, 2016, in Russian)

https://rg.ru/2016/10/27/uchenye-vskryli-grobnicu-iisusa-hrista.html

“The research began at the Church of the Holy Sepulchre in Jerusalem as part of restoration work. To get to the Holy Sepulchre itself, specialists first had to remove the stone slab that had been covering it since 1555 from the burial site.

It is believed that in the 4th century, Saint Helen, Equal to the Apostles, conducted excavations at Golgotha and found the cross on which Jesus was crucified, after which she founded the Church of the Holy Sepulchre on this site. The marble slab was placed at the burial site of Christ in 1555, and since then it has never been moved.”

(Let's add a bit of conspiracy theory, opened on May 26, 2021 at 5:17 pm).

Prophecies of Our Lady of Fatima (author Arina Radionova, in Russian)

https://proza.ru/2020/01/28/636

“But many still believe that the parade of planets on September 23, 2017 is not unique, if only because the same configuration of planets, Sun and Moon was observed in the constellation Virgo on September 24, 1827, September 6, 1483, September 5, 1293, 14 September 1056 and 11 September 3 BC Regarding the last date, many biblical theorists believe that it indicates the exact birthday of Jesus Christ. <…>

… The same thing happened on September 23, 2017. God's sign passed by all the people living on planet Earth, except for one single person – the one who was destined to become <…>. And, perhaps, except for a small fraction of people close to him, truly initiated into this event, just like those first Magi. <…>

Was it simply ‘by coincidence’ that these phenomena coincided with the hundredth anniversary of the apparition of the ‘woman clothed with the sun’, that is, the Virgin Mary, Mother of God at Fatima, which occurred in 1917? The described parade of stars reached its climax just three weeks before the anniversary of the miracle, when the sun ‘danced’ (another sign in the sky) and was observed by thousands of people. <…>

Perhaps not everyone knows that the Fatima prophecy itself suggests that the hundredth anniversary is important. In 1931, Sister Lucia, the most important witness to the apparition, was visiting friends in Rianjo, Spain. There God appeared to her and complained that His Mother’s advice was not followed. He said: ‘Tell my servants that if they, like the King of France, delay the execution of my orders, they will suffer the same misfortune as the King of France. It’s never too late to turn to Jesus and Mary.’ <…>

The reference to the French king is very interesting for everyone, because it is a direct reference to the demands of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, which the Lord expressed through Margaret Maria Alacoque on June 17, 1689. King Louis XIV and his successors, however, disobeyed the order to solemnly consecrate France to the Sacred Heart of Jesus. As a result, on June 17, 1789, one hundred years later, day to day, the National Assembly of the French Revolution rebelled against the king, declared itself ruler of France and overthrew the monarch. Subsequently, the king, as is known, was executed.”

(The following two links are included in the English translation of my book on November 20, 2024 at 1:58 am).

Devotion to the Sacred Heart: A historical perspective (article from August 3, 2014)

https://athanasiuscm.org/2014/08/03/devotion-to-the-sacred-heart-a-historical-perspective/

“For those familiar with the question of the third/fourth secret of Fatima, it is well known that the message of Our Lady to the Fatima children explicitly included a reference to the Kings of France, who refused to consecrate France to the Sacred Heart, and warned that if the Popes followed their example, terrible wars and destruction would afflict humanity. We are only a few years away from the 100 year anniversary of the Fatima message, and those who hold, in my view correctly, that the Consecration was not in fact done, have pointed to this as a warning for what is to come. It is best then if we understand what it is Our Lady was referring to when she referenced the kings of France. <…>

What will October 13 2017 bring us? The signs are there to be read, and they’re not good.”

St Margaret Mary Alacoque

https://hobart.catholic.org.au/2023/10/11/st-margaret-mary-alacoque-16-october/

“On 17 June 1689, Jesus made known to Margaret Mary that He wanted King Louis XV to consecrate France to His Sacred Heart. Sadly, the consecration never took place and exactly a century later to the very day, on 17 June 1789, the French Revolution broke out and the monarchy overthrown. Four years later, King Louis XVI was executed.”

Patrick Archbold “Apocalypse Now? Another Great Sign Rises in the Heavens”

https://remnantnewspaper.com/web/index.php/articles/item/2127-apocalypse-now-another-great-sign-rises-in-the-heavens

https://romancatholicman.com/wp/revelations-12-sign-begins-day-year-mercy-ends-2/

“In conclusion, I must stress that I make no specific claim of the significance, if any, of the astronomical event I described. Further, I make no claim to know the future or of any forthcoming events relating to the fulfillment of the promises of Fatima. I only relate this to you now as I find myself in a similar situation as those Magi 2,000 years ago. I look to the sky and say, ‘Alright Lord, you have my attention.’”

(Analysis of whether this event happened earlier in history).

Has the September 23 2017 Alignment happened before? Let's take a look into the past

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G3304fy9mhs

At the time mark 6:23, Jupiter moves beyond the “body” of the constellation Virgo at the moment when the date changes from September 9 to September 10, 2017. The time in the video (19:19–22:35) is dedicated to the movement of the planets for the period November 11, 2016 – September 23, 2017.

The video also analyzes several other dates for the possible event Rapture of the Bride using the astronomy computer program Sky Stellarium:

September 14, 1056 (timeline 7:48–8:57);

September 4, 1293 (timeline 8:58–9:53);

September 4, 1483 (timeline 9:54–10:53);

September 24, 1827 (timeline 10:54–11:50).

Date 2–3 AD is not considered because Jupiter was too far from the constellation Virgo.

In these four cases, Jupiter, in the process of retrograde movement, leaves the boundaries of the body of the constellation Virgo, and on the date of the Rapture of the Bride does not have time to leave the boundaries of the body of the constellation. Also, planets that “lined up in a crown shape” tended to be “crowded” near the Sun, which certainly wasn’t pretty.

In all of the listed cases, the coincidences were not “pure”; there was no “perfection”, as happened in 2017. And of course, one can write that in the event of 2017 there was the most exact correspondence to the cultural illusions of the earthly observer. Moreover, it was problematic to see all this in the sky (because of the Sun), but it was ideal only in a virtual computer program that simulates the movement of celestial bodies.

The closest thing to the 2017 event, on the basis of “beauty and perfection” occurred in 1827. Interestingly, in 1827, like 2017, this astronomical event coincided with the Jewish holiday Rosh Hashanah, which literally translates as “head of the year”. This day is considered the anniversary of the creation of the first man and woman, Adam and Eve. Their creation was the last stage of the creation of the world by God.

In 1827, another important event took place during these days. On May 19, 2021 at 12:50 pm, I came across a description in a video dedicated to Rapture of the Bride, which included one of the quotes below, and I found the second quote on my own. The video draws a parallel between the “iron rod” from chapter 12 of the Apocalypse and from the Book of Mormon. See at time 16:14:

Revelation 12 Sign on September 23, 2017 is NOT what we thought (you will be blown away at 17:00)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MFwwgYbdlRA

“September 22, 1827, Age 21, Joseph Smith receives the gold plates from the angel Moroni on the Hill Cumorah and, with the help of the Urim and Thummim, begins to translate the Book of Mormon (after 4 years of waiting).”

Book of Mormon

https://quizlet.com/517873663/ponderize-book-of-mormon-set-1-flash-cards/

https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofm/1-ne/8?lang=eng

“1 Nephi 8:30

30 But, to be short in writing, behold, he saw other multitudes pressing forward; and they came and caught hold of the end of the rod of iron; and they did press their way forward, continually holding fast to the rod of iron, until they came forth and fell down and partook of the fruit of the tree.”

https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/scriptures/bofm/1-ne/11?lang=eng

“1 Nephi 11:25

25 And it came to pass that I was held that the rod of iron, which my father had seen, was the word of God, which led to the fountain of living waters, or to the tree of life; which waters are a representation of the love of God; and I also was held that the tree of life was a representation of the love of God.”

I don't care for religious literature, but I found some interesting points in these lines that are worth exploring.

May 21, 2021, Friday, found information about Joseph Smith, who wrote the “Book of Mormon” in 1827, in the evening I told East about it.

May 22, 2021, Saturday, at 12:10 pm I wrote the chapter You and me, and we together! (started writing it the night before).

Solar activity:

May 2021 (21 -2.3, 22 -5.3, 23 -5.4, 24 -1.1)

What is interesting to me about Smith and his Book? He began writing it during the previous (inaccurate) event Rapture of the Bride, which occurred in 1827 and also coincided with the most important Jewish holiday, Rosh Hashanah.

Then I read two passages from the Book of Mormon that referred to the “rod of iron” and naturally compared them to Revelation and my own personal experience.

Revelation of John the Theologian, chapter 12,

“12:5 And she brought forth a man child, who was to rule all nations with a rod of iron: and her child was caught up unto God, and to his throne.”

The Book of Mormon mentions the symbol of a “rod of iron” that someone “holds with his hands”. And yes, the “iron rods” that I “held with my hands” were quite present in my Infinity.

Fatima, shadow of Prophecy

“How much do you pay?”

“A million dollars.”

“Dictate the address.”

“Pushkin Street, building 10, entrance…”

“There’s no need for an entrance.”

A joke.

February 13, 2005, Sunday, I felt better and the next day East and I were able to go back to our city, where I was first mistakenly admitted to the infectious diseases hospital, and was treated for poisoning for 6–7 days, which aggravated the disease process and time was lost, then a surgeon examined me, and on approximately the 22nd I had my first surgical operation under full anesthesia, there were five in total, one every day on February 22–26 (Tuesday – Saturday). It took several days for the operations, because the surgeon could not perform an operation lasting more than 4 hours. Unfortunately, I may be wrong about the dates by 1-2 days.

We remember February 13th because on the day my condition improved, our dog died; our Doberman was run over by a car when the dog ran out into the middle of a wide street and for some reason stopped. The next day, February 14, our pet would have turned 1 year old.

Dobermans – “Devil's Dogs” (link in Russian)

https://pikabu.ru/story/dobermanyi__sobaki_dyavola_8376716

https://www.jockdogfood.co.za/the-legend-of-sauer/

“Dobermans served in the Marine Corps and performed a huge variety of difficult tasks. For their versatility and loyalty they were called SemperFidelis (from Latin: Always faithful). The speed of reaction and self-sacrifice without hesitation made it possible to perfectly complete all assigned tasks. The dogs successfully worked in security, mine clearance, and in subversive activities. They pulled wounded and dead soldiers from the battlefield.

And even earlier, in 1925 in South Africa, criminal investigation sergeant Herbert Kruger, with the help of his Doberman Sauer, tracked down a dangerous criminal. This case became known and was included in the Guinness Book of Records. Because the dog followed the bandit by scent for 160 km.”

Why is the Doberman considered the dog of the “devil”? (link in Russian)

https://otvet.mail.ru/question/13631900

“Indeed, it was not by chance that the Doberman was dubbed the ‘devil’s dog’. When detaining a criminal (and not only) two Dobermans are more dangerous than four shepherd dogs. Lightning-fast reactions, an insidious method of attack, an uncontrollable passion for rage – made these dogs real killers. Dobermans are just as effective at tracking; in the entire history of dog breeding, there has never been such a sensitive breed.”

Doberman – the good “devil's dog” (link in Russian)

https://chronoton.ru/nature/doberman

“The Doberman is very affectionate to members of the owner’s family and especially to children. A properly raised dog can be treated like a nanny and you can safely leave your child with him.

As one of the books about Dobermans rightly says: ‘The positive aspects of the history of the Doberman look so attractive that it has a negative effect – people refuse to believe that a dog can have such a big and loving heart.’”

February 10, 2022 at 10:25 pm I remembered that my 9-year cycle ends at the beginning of 2023. I don't think about it often, about once every six months.

February 11, 2022, Friday, at 10:42 am, I learned that the last shepherdess Lucia died just in those days when I was fighting for my life. With a high degree of probability, this was exactly the day when I felt much better and I was able to go to my city for treatment.

I divided the information on Fatima into two chapters for the reason that when the previous chapter was written in the spring of 2021, I was not yet aware of the coincidence of dates. Information on the Internet regarding this topic is full of conspiracy theories. I am far from a “conspiracy theory”, but the date of death of the last shepherdess is of fundamental value.

Two other characters from their little children's band, Francisco and Jacinta, died in 1919 and 1920 respectively, during the Spanish flu epidemic.

https://www.bluearmy.com/the-holy-death-of-st-jacinta-and-the-1918-flu/

(The following quote is from another source, which is currently unavailable).

“Both children became victims of the Spanish flu epidemic, which was raging around the world at that time. On April 4, 1919, Francisco died at home, at the age of 10, having received his Communion shortly before his death.

Jacinta was sent to a hospital in Lisbon and, as Our Lady had predicted, she died there alone on February 20, 1920, at the age of 9.”

“ The Virgin Mary chose the girl Lucia as her messenger; she later became a nun and dedicated her entire life to God.”

100th anniversary of the apparition of Fatima (link in Russian)

https://kontinent-mu.livejournal.com/90813.html

“Madonna also said that she would take two children with her. They died soon. Their graves are located inside the Fatima Church, on the right and left sides of the altar. Lucia became a nun in 1928.”

Fatima prophecies about the “dedication Russia”, which the Vatican hid for 57 years (link in Russian)

https://gadalkindom.ru/predskazaniya/fatimskie-prorochestva.html

“Lucia lived to be 98 [97] years old and died on February 13, 2005 , having spent most of her life as a Carmelite nun in Coimbra (Portugal). Over the course of her long life, she gradually revealed the contents of two of the three secrets, while the third was written in a letter and sent to the Vatican.”

(link in Russian)

https://beloe-bratstvo.ru/forums/topic/fatima-prorochestvo-o-russkom-care/

“In 1917, near the Portuguese town of Fatima, which in our time has become the world’s largest religious center after the Vatican, miraculous events took place. Every 13th from May to October, the Virgin Mary appeared to three young children and conveyed her prophecies to people. Why exactly the town with the eastern female name – Fatima, was the place of transmission of one of the greatest prophecies of humanity – remains a secret, like the Third Prophecy itself.”

The articles emphasize that “every 13th”, the last shepherdess also died on the 13th. It looks like an instilled idea about some predetermination of these events. 100 years also has meaning in the cultural psychology of humanity; people have been taught to analyze date intervals of exactly a century.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Three_Secrets_of_Fátima

“According to one source, Lúcia was allegedly asked about the third secret and remarked that it was “in the Gospels and in the Apocalypse”, and at one point had even specified Apocalypse chapters 8 to 13, a range that includes the Book of Revelation 12:4, the chapter and verse cited by Pope John Paul II in his homily in Fátima on 13 May 2000.”

Pope John Paul II Gives Us the Key

https://fatima.org/pope-john-paul-ii-gives-us-the-key-part-one/

The Fatima Movement of Priests

https://fatima.org/wp-content/uploads/2017/03/bt015_fatima_movement_of_priests.pdf

The Church’s Obligation to Believe and Obey Our Lady of Fatima

https://fatima.org/news-views/the-churchs-obligation-to-believe-and-obey-our-lady-of-fatima-part-2/

“According to the divine plan, ‘ a woman clothed with the sun ’ (Apoc. 12:1) came down from Heaven to this earth to visit the privileged children of the Father.”[John Paul II, sermon at Sanctuary of Our Lady of the Rosary in Fatima on May 13, 2000].

(The following three links are included in the English translation of my book on November 20, 2024).

Christopher A. Ferrara “The Secret Still Hidden” (2008)

https://fatima.org/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/Secret-Still-Hidden.pdf

[Pages 235–236 (of 260). Found on November 20, 2024 at 8:54 pm, 2–3 minutes after I started skimming the book (from the end).]

“In Last Visionary Bertone claims he was sent to Coimbra to interview Lucia in April 2000, just before publication of the vision and the commentary in Message, because the Pope ‘had need of a definitive interpretation on the part of the religious.’ Yet, in the same book, Bertone asks us to believe that Sister Lucia viewed her very existence on earth as ‘the last obstacle’ to the Secret’s interpretation.

<…>

Three inconsistent versions of Lucia’s ‘confession’ that she invented the ‘express order of Our Lady’ regarding 1960. No independent witness has corroborated this claim—not even the retired Bishop of Fatima, who attended the meeting of April 27, 2000 at which Lucia allegedly ‘confessed’, yet conspicuously fails to confirm Bertone’s account of the ‘confession’ during his appearance on the Telepace telecast.”

Tarcisio Bertone “The Last Secret of Fatima. My Conversations With Sister Lucia” (2008)

https://z-lib.io/book/13841492

“April 27, 2000: Tarcisio Bertone meets with Sister Lucia for the first time. The pope has decided to publish the Third Secret, but he needs Lucia to confirm the genuineness of the document and the interpretation of the message.“

Three Secrets of Fatima

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Three_Secrets_of_Fátima

“Canon Galamba, an advisor to the Bishop of Leiria, is quoted as saying that when the bishop refused to open the sealed envelope, Lúcia “made him promise that it would definitely be opened and released to the world at her death, or in 1960, whichever came first. <…>

It was announced by Cardinal Angelo Sodano on 13 May 2000, 83 years after the first apparition of the Lady to the children in the Cova da Iria, and 19 years after the assassination attempt on Pope John Paul II that the third secret would finally be released. <…>

The text of the third secret, according to the Vatican, was published on 26 June 2000.”

Fatima or the second Vatican (link in Russian)

https://piran-pm.livejournal.com/118800.html

“On July 7, 1952, Pope Pius XII dedicated Russia to the Immaculate Heart of the Virgo Mary. <…>

In 1981, an attempt was made on the life of Pope John Paul II.

Pope John Paul II often said that he was on earth for rent. Madonna protected him from imminent death; the bullet did not seriously damage the internal organs. In addition, the bullet was explosive, although strangely enough it did not explode in the body. Doctors also cannot explain the change in the trajectory of the bullet, since it passed inside, constantly changing direction, without seriously affecting any organ. He was saved only by the fact that at the moment of the shot he turned to a girl from the crowd who was holding the image of Our Lady of Fatima.

While in the hospital, from his room, Pope talked on the phone with Mother Lucia, corresponded with her, and during his treatment he read everything he could about Fatima. While recovering, John Paul II told his friend Pavel Hnilica: ‘In these three months I realized that I could solve all the world’s problems, put an end to wars, get rid of atheism and lawlessness. This is a conversion of Russia. The consecration of Russia is the main meaning of Fatima. After him will be the triumph of Mary.’ <…>

Of the three children, Francisco, Jacinta Marto and their cousin Lucia dos Santos, only the eldest, Lucia, lived to see the secret published. She lived until her very recent death on February 13, 2005, at the Convention of the Carmelite Sisters in Coimbra, where she entered in 1928. Both Francisco and Jacinta died during the Spanish flu epidemic in 1919[–1920]. Following the death of nun Sister Lucia, nationwide mourning was declared in the country and the election campaign was suspended.

There is a widespread belief that the third part of the revelations, published in 2000, is not genuine. The main argument of supporters of this point of view is the delay in publication, despite the known deadlines. It was believed that the secret contained accusations against the current Pope (who, of course, did not want to make it public), or that it contained overly inflammatory remarks about Russia (which should not have been made public during the Cold War). Instead, the third part of the vision turned out to be the most vague, general and ‘soft’ (in comparison with the previous ones, which stated that if Russia is not converted, it will spread its mistakes to the whole world). <…>

Fatima's story is not without controversy. Many non-Christians, and even some Christians, do not accept the church-confirmed authenticity of the apparitions of Our Lady at Fatima. In addition, the cult of Fatima was strongly supported by the dictator Salazar, who used it to strengthen the regime and persecute the opposition. During Salazar's period it was mandatory to ‘believe in Fatima’. Portugal was called ‘the country of Fado, Football and Fatima’. <…>

The position of the Russian Orthodox Church regarding Fatima is ambiguous. <…>

The number of people arriving here testifies to the enormous importance this place of worship has acquired. 4 million people come here every year, with the greatest peaks being on the thirteenth of May and the thirteenth of October, and on the days of the most important celebrations the number of people present reaches a million. Countless miraculous healings and other events are associated with the pilgrimage. There are also numerous conspiracy theories that could be the subject of another Dan Brown novel.” [Yes, this is the same author of the novel The Da Vinci Code, 2003.]

Miracle in Fatima: pro et contra (link not available)

https://chslovo.com/2020/09/29/chudo-v-fatime-pro-et-contra/

“The Catholic Church considers the Fatima events a miracle. The Orthodox Church has a different opinion on this matter. The so-called ‘Miracles of Fatima’ were critically examined by many Orthodox authors and noted their dubious nature.

Indeed, this phenomenon strongly supports Catholicism, which is why the active propaganda of the Fatima events by Catholics is not surprising. That ‘lady’ who appeared to three Portuguese shepherdesses at the beginning of the twentieth century fully recognized the primacy of the Pope and his claims to worldwide spiritual power. It turned out that it was up to him to dedicate certain countries, in particular Russia, to the Mother of God. This ‘lady’ directly professed the Catholic dogma of purgatory, spoke about the salvation of Catholicism, and supported the Catholic ‘Cult of the Immaculate Heart’. The ‘angel’ who appeared gave the children communion with unleavened bread and expressed the blasphemous idea that children should make atoning sacrifices for the sins of unbelievers.

There is no doubt that, according to the prediction of the ‘Lady’, a real miracle took place, which in 1917 was seen simultaneously by several thousand people, including non-believers. But turning to the descriptions of eyewitnesses, in this massive miracle we will not see anything similar to the miracles of God. All this looks more like seduction on the part of a completely different ‘character’ from the Bible…

All true miracles described in the Gospel and the lives of the saints had a clear spiritual and moral significance. But what is the meaning, what is the edification, what is the spiritual benefit , what is the testimony of Christ in the fact that the sun turned pearlescent, the trees turned purple, and the people yellow, and that a certain luminous object moved quickly in the sky? What is Christlike about these undoubtedly unusual color and light effects? Nothing. It is not surprising that some Orthodox authors called this mass miracle of Fatima one ofrehearsals of the Antichrist miracles predicted in the Holy Scriptures.

It is noteworthy that at a certain period the children themselves doubted that it was the Mother of God and the angels who appeared to them. After the apparitions, they experienced severe physical and mental exhaustion, and sometimes despair.”

Well, since miracles do not bring moral or material benefit to the population, do not improve their comfort and pleasure from living, then they are probably false!

Russian Secret of Fatima or Hidden Sensation (links in Russian)

http://www.logoslovo.ru/forum/all/topic_8232/

https://proza.ru/2013/11/23/31

“Another touch of knowledge was added by the future pope, then-Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger, who is now the ‘expapa’ Benedict XVI. In an interview published in Jesus Magazine on November 11, 1984, he was asked if he had read the text of the Third Prophecy of Fatima and why it had not been revealed. Ratzinger said that he had read the Prophecy, and stated in particular that it spoke of ’the danger threatening the Faith and the Christian Life and therefore the life of the world…’ Ratzinger also reported that ‘If it is not made public, at least for the time being, it is only to prevent religious Prophecy from being misinterpreted in the pursuit of the search for SENSATION.’”

What don't I like about all this? Firstly, when I think about those events, I certainly have a wave of suffering emotions, which of course is very annoying, since I immediately assume that they are trying to hide something from me.

Finally, let’s add a pinch of vigorous conspiracy theory “from Edgar Cayce” (link in Russian):

http://www.logoslovo.ru/forum/all/topic_8232/

“Speaking about the fate of the world after 1945, Cayce wrote: ‘The hope of the world, its revival, will come from Russia, and will have no connection with what communism is today. It is in Russia that the most genuine and great source of freedom will arise. Then each person will begin to live for the sake of his ideas and his neighbors… It will be a completely different way of life, based on a principle that crystallizes into a new philosophy. Yes, it is from Russia that hope for this world will come.’”

Interesting thoughts about the final stage of the Christian religion (link in Russian):

https://aftershock.news/?q=node/1063337

“I may not understand it, but I am not against Christianity. I only see that it develops only in the kingdom of God. In worldly life within the framework of civilization, Christianity is reduced to an apocalypse . Christianity allows you to live up to this moment, but not overcome it. <…>

What is it for? [Adding the feminine to Christianity.] Well, at least elementary in order to make the finite Christian religion into an infinite one, which will allow us to rethink the apocalypse or push it out of reach.

The basis of the Christian religion is hierarchy (the dominance of the masculine over the feminine) and dichotomy (formalization, primarily of good and evil). All together is a powerful tool for development. But this process is not eternal due to the fact that inequality and dichotomy sooner or later lead to the collapse of the entire system. In religious dogma, this process is described as an apocalypse.”

Grove or another Gift

“And if I’m not against visions, but just the opposite!”

“But you know what ends up happening to people who see what others don’t see?”

“I know they end up in the National Art Gallery!”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 0:37:19.

In the Hollywood film “The Shadow” (dir. by Russell Mulcahy, 1994) there is a scene (time 1:05:30 and 1:23:35) when the protagonist, passing by an abandoned vacant lot surrounded by a fence, sees a large, beautiful, brightly lit building that no one except him notices.

I once noticed something in the world around me that no one else, passing by, saw but did not notice. It can also be compared to finding a piece of jewelry in a landfill. For many months, I walked past this miracle every day and admired it. And what’s interesting is that this event had its beginning, and a year later it ended.

November 27, 2018, Tuesday, at about 7 pm, while changing clothes for a body ballet class, I heard a phrase that not far from us, on one of the central streets of St. Petersburg, an entire clothing store had caught fire the day before.

A major fire occurred at the Bosco store in St. Petersburg (link in Russian)

https://iz.ru/816685/2018-11-26/v-magazine-bosco-v-sankt-peterurge-proizoshel-krupnyi-pozhar

“A major fire occurred on Monday, November 26, in the Bosco store building in St. Petersburg.

It arose on Bolshoy Avenue on the Petrograd side in a retail and office building. The fire area is 400 square meters. Emergency services assigned it the third, increased level of complexity.”

This was interesting to me, since every day I walk along Bolshoy Avenue a couple of times in both directions, and when once again I was walking home along my usual route to a rented apartment, then crossing another miniature intersection in the middle of a narrow street that crossed Bolshoy Avenue, the thought occurred to me that everything was going badly in my life with East, of course, the phrase was harsher, I’m giving the most smoothed version. Then I looked up and saw the empty, burnt out windows of the second floor of this building, which was 5–7 meters in front of me. Naturally, I immediately had the idea that this was a sacrificial event, and that with this fire the Spirit was intangibly changing something in my destiny. I remembered my thoughts and feelings and stomped home. Importantly, I immediately considered this an interesting event, wrote down this incident, then regularly visited this place and updated my impressions.

Somewhere after 10–14 days, a miracle happened, despite the fact that the fire mainly occurred on the second floor, the first untouched floor with a huge clothing store was closed and the windows were covered with paintings of trees. And with what kind of trees—it was a stylized and multiplied image of the World Tree. This was stressful for me, because two weeks before the fire I was reflecting on information from the Internet that any image of a tree in paintings is a reference to the symbol of the World Tree, which I had previously discovered in Vera Brezhneva’s “Good Morning” video, time 2:03, at the words:

“I won’t give it up, let it never blow out,

Above your head is the Guiding Star.”

I will also note that it is not my opinion that the symbol of the World Tree was used in the video. I don't know anything about human mythology, information was in the comments to the video. Naturally, I took a photo of the windows of the BOSCO store building, and then I took photos many times later, because all the windows of this building continued to be covered with the same posters for more than a year.

The translation of the phrase Bosco di Ciliegi from Italian is “cherry grove”. The brand is owned by a Russian company for the production and sale of sports and casual clothing, co-owner of Moscow GUM. It is quite logical that they covered the display windows of their store with stylized images similar to a multiplied World Tree.

This image appears on the Family Card and on the BOSCO Gift Card (link in Russian):

https://boscooutlet.ru/magic-cards.html

Shooting posters for the winter issue of BOSCOMAGAZINE

https://vimeo.com/50783439

38 years before the fire, in 1991, of course quite by accident, they took this name for themselves. I see this as a technique when the Spirit “demonstrates” that the current event was “designed, laid many years ago”, and within this book this is repeated many times. Naturally, all this concerns an exclusively fictitious, fantasy world of the internal subjective experiences of a particular person who observes all this.

At the bottom of the image was the word MaxMara, this is their line of clothing, I searched the Internet and found:

Mara, Morena, Morana. Lady of Winter (link in Russian)

https://masterok.livejournal.com/1696984.html

I began to wonder what would happen next, why the Spirit “prevents this store from opening” for so long, because this is a huge loss for entrepreneurs. And then a year later an interesting coincidence happened.

For two seasons in a row, I visited a ballet studio every day for 4–4.5 months, which was located very close to the fire site and the McDonald’s restaurant. As a matter of principle, I don’t eat at such catering establishments, but on the other hand, I was extremely curious to find out what the probability of getting one of the numbers 19, 91, 16, 61 (these are all mirror or inverted copies of the number 19) on the order number is. Therefore, from the beginning of October 2019 to the end of December 2019, I regularly, almost every day, came to this restaurant and ordered myself mainly one item – an ice cream cone for 29 rubles [$0.5], ate it and carefully kept the receipt. And in 3 months I ate about 55 ice cream cones, and yet, I didn’t get a single number from the list that I needed.

December 18, 2019, Wednesday, I called my mini-hotel and canceled the extension of the room rental until January 10, deciding to leave on January 4; the decision was made on the 17th in the evening or the 18th in the morning. Having made a decision, I noticed that there were a little more than 2 weeks left before departure and thought that it was worth paying attention to events these days.

December 19, 2019, Thursday, at 1:30 am storm wind knocks down trees, at 11:59 pm – maximum flood (+2 meters) in the Neva Bay water area.

And in the morning they woke up. We show you what was going on in the city while you were sleeping (link in Russian)

https://www.fontanka.ru/2019/12/19/014/

“There is little that reminds residents of St. Petersburg about the night storm on the morning of December 19 . There are no fences flying outside the window, and no Christmas trees falling down: only the wind continues to howl. And most importantly, power supply has been restored after the accident.

As the press service of Lenenergo told Fontanka, by 3:30 am on Thursday, connections to houses in Kupchino and Nevsky district began. There were about 20 houses there without power since midnight, as readers wrote to our publication about.

‘In Kupchino it was restored at 3:30 am. Oktyabrskaya Embankment – 3:03 am,’ the company’s press service clarified.

In an hour, he plans to start opening the gates and the dam. As the directorate of the complex of protective structures [CPS] in St. Petersburg reported the day before, the approximate opening time of the CPS gates is 8:30 am on December 19, 2019. And the maximum rise in water level in the Neva Bay water area on the outer side of the dams is expected around midnight on December 19 and will amount to more than 200 cm BSH [Baltic system of heights].

And just a couple of hours ago, a storm wind knocked down trees all over the city, especially the night squall managed to overturn New Year's trees, which, although they were broken, for the most part continued to glow with festive illumination. One of the noticeable spruce losses is an artificial tree on the Admiralteyskaya Embankment, exactly opposite the Bronze Horseman.

However, the wind did not disdain ordinary poplars and other city trees. At 30 Kubinskaya Street, a poplar tree collapsed on a residential building. According to the rescuers who arrived at the scene, there were no casualties, but on the top floor not only were the windows broken, but the metal fence of the balcony was twisted.

Another of the New Year's ‘victims’ of the wind are horses that ‘went to sleep’ at the entrance to Victory Park, and Santa's carriage that landed ahead of time on the roofs of cars at 100 Leninsky Avenue.

In addition, the roof literally flew off the building of the Mikhailovsky Artillery Academy on Liteiny – traffic had to be restricted to two lanes for several hours. In Podezdny Lane behind Vitebsky Station, the wind ‘licked off’ part of the scaffolding on a building being restored; falling structures cut off power to the electrical network.

On December 19, in St. Petersburg, the western and northwestern wind is expected to increase with gusts of up to 25–28 m/s.”

After this storm, on December 20 or 21, 2019, I once again walked past the BOSCO store that burned down a year ago, and noticed that the storm wind had torn down the rope, which consisted of a metal cable attached between the houses on both sides of the street; on one side there was burnt store. Small ‘traffic signs’ for cars were attached to the cable, but now the stretcher cable hung on one pin, which was located high in the wall, between the windows of the second floor of the BOSCO store, and naturally, then the cable went down to the sidewalk, where it ended with a broken end, and on it hanging car sign with an arrow. I photographed this sign, which is pointing quite unceremoniously at a display window covered with an image of “a group of stylized World Trees”. The sign was located in front of the glass, in the very corner of the picture and pointed to the central World Tree. This is the sign:

Sign 5.15.2 “Driving directions along the lane” indicates the number of lanes and the permitted directions of movement along each of them (link in Russian)

https://avtonauka.ru/chitaem-dorogu/znaki-napravlenij-dvizheniya-po-polosam.html

December 25, 2019, Wednesday, at 11:05 pm, returning from ballet class, I was approaching a sign hanging on a cable, which had been torn down by a hurricane about a week ago, when one of the two teenagers walking 20 meters in front of me stopped and before my eyes, he sprayed it with black spray paint, making graffiti. They went further down the street, after about 400m they crossed the avenue to the right and entered the entrance.

On the same day, I noticed a similar sign near my rented house. It probably appeared earlier, maybe a week before, I just didn't notice it. The inscription was right on the corner of the wall, where the combination lock is located, where the key is applied to unlock the gate and go into the courtyard of the house.

Interestingly, in those days I passed the entire area in search of this graffiti, I found several pieces, they were on the houses closest to my home. When I passed the nearest corner of the block, I met a small group of repair workers who joyfully looked at the 5-meter fountain of hot water spurting up from a freshly dug up pipe.

December 26, 2019, Thursday, at 12:25 pm, walking past the burnt BOSCO store, I was convinced that yesterday’s graffiti inscription on the sign with an arrow corresponds to the inscription under the combination lock of the gate of my yard: “точка” (“point” – in English), “т” like a cross, “ч” as “4”.

Late in the evening of this day, at 10:12 pm, I received order number 091 at McDonald's.

The third and last solar eclipse of this year took place on Earth (December 26, 2019, link in Russian)

xras.ru/info/20191226.html

What fantasy, fictional, creative information from all of this will be useful to me? Of course, this is that these events were “prepared” deeply, decades in the past: in 1991, a Russian company appeared with the Italian name BOSCO (Grove).

A playful, ironic style of the Spirit’s actions, prone to external effects, appears. A huge storm sets in, the tripwire between the houses, on which there was a road sign with an arrow, comes off, and it begins to point to the “picture behind the glass”, which I became interested in the year before.

It is also catches the eye that the Spirit tries to pull up events of maximum significance, if a store, then of an impressive size, if a storm, then such that “you won't find it funny”, the event is sure to be accompanied by huge losses for people who are hit by the elements. And of course, where would we be without the number 19?

Teenagers symbolize the denial of existing values in the world, this is the underground of our social world, they put their mark on the sign, and it is amazing that this is happening before my eyes, which shows the utmost importance for the Spirit for me to notice this event. This inscription is duplicated on the combination lock “the gate to my house” which is also intriguing. And the next day I finally receive the long-awaited number 19 (in mirror form, 091) on the order receipt at McDonald's, and at the same time an annular eclipse of the Sun occurs, 4 days after the winter solstice.

Beginning of the Solar Cycle or Predestination

“And do you want Your Majesty to exhaust yourself like that?”

“Until our daughter chooses a worthy knight as her husband, capable of cracking dragons like nuts, we must always be on alert!”

“We should have grabbed that… Black Knight, as he talked about his exploits! And in general, where did he manage to meet such a huge number of dragons? I personally have never met a single one in my entire life, thank God.”

“Because you are a coward!”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 1:02:50.

On March 10–12, 2020, a curious situation occurred, below are my entries from the diary, from them it is clear how the Spirit carefully frames an important event.

March 10, 2020, Tuesday, I found out that we mistakenly sold expensive headphones at the wrong price (they went for 370 rubles [$5], although they cost about 3,000 rubles [$44])

March 11, 2020, Wednesday, in the evening I found information about the 1973 outbreaks! On the same day at 9:00 am there was solar activity, then we received an SMS from the scammer on the phone with a “demand to pay off the debt”, in the afternoon at 2:55 pm the customer did not enter the PIN code on the terminal, and we lost 1640 rubles [$24].

On the website xras.ru [previously it was the website tesis.lebedev.ru, then it became tesis.xras.ru, at the time of the English translation of the book in 2024, it has the name xras.ru] for the period from March 10 to March 12, 2020, there was no information about Solar activity due to the shutdown of the GOES-15 satellite on March 2.

In 2020 I regularly visited this site and tried to compare my personal feelings with the activity of the Sun, and when there was no information there for more than a day, I began to worry and “it even began to seem to me that something was being hidden from me there.”

Next, I typed a query in Yandex search engine: “solar activity March 2020” and on one of the pages on the Internet I read the question: “Why didn’t you switch to the GOES-16 satellite data?” followed by a link to the NOAA website.

(Opened March 11, 2020 at 7:32 pm).

National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration (NOAA, founding date: October 3, 1970)

https://www.swpc.noaa.gov/products/goes-x-ray-flux

Archive:

ftp.swpc.noaa.gov/pub/warehouse

(Most popular web browsers have dropped support for the FTP protocol. A separate FTP client should be used instead, such as FtpZilla).

March 12, 2020, Thursday, they brought a bill for utilities for the office, there was a gift – was removed the payment for gas from the boiler room, which we did not use.

April 16, 2020, Thursday, at 5:12 pm, opened the link:

Print (Serbia): Sun, coronavirus and Earth (article from March 29, 2020, link in Russian)

https://inosmi.ru/science/20200329/247149249.html

“Milan Stevančević explains to Press: “ On March 11 the flare of AR 2758 on the Sun caused an increase in ultraviolet radiation. One X-ray emission was recorded at the geoeffective position, the first after more than 300 days of solar inactivity.”

It must be said that the transition period between the 24th and 25th cycles of solar activity is extremely long. Solar activity has reached an unusual minimum. The level of solar activity in 2019–2020 is the lowest since 1810.”

Solar activity researchers noted this day March 11, 2020 as outstanding in the previous 300 days. And this date pointed to the day I found information about the 1973 outbreaks!

Now let’s take a closer look at the discovery I made on March 11, 2020.

I found out that there is another site noaa.gov, perhaps from which xras.ru takes information, and on this site at:

ftp.swpc.noaa.gov/pub/warehouse/

I found the archive 1973_RSGA.tar.gz, in the file 19730430RSGA.pdf there was an entry:

“II. IMPORTANCE ONE OR GREATER FLARES AND ENERGETIC EVENTS-

RGN       IMP      BEGIN      MAX             END             CLASS

082       2B      29/2055Z      2101Z             2238Z             X-9-S”

According to this archival record, on April 29, 1973 (and this is next to my birthday, April 27, 1973), at 20:55 (8:55 pm, most likely – GMT), an X9 class flare occurred on the Sun. I looked through the data from January to the end of September 1973 and did not find any other manifestations of solar activity of class higher than X1.0.

Such outbreaks (events) occur no more often than once every 2–3 years. Of course, I do not count every outbreak, but an event within one month (in two cases it occurred within two months), in which there may be not one, but two or three (or more) top-class outbreaks. For the period 1973–2021, i.e. over 48 years, I have noted 17 events of solar activity of maximum power.

According to archived information from the NOAA website:

1) Apr 29, 1973 – X9.0;

Based on wiki materials (link in Russian)

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Солнечная_вспышка

“Measurements of the power of solar flares in the X-ray range have been carried out since 1975 using the GOES satellites. The table below shows the 30 most powerful flares since 1975, according to these satellites”:

2) Jul 11, 1978 – X15.0 (the strongest flare of the 21st cycle of solar activity);

3) June 6, 1982 – X12.0; Jul 9, 1982 – X9.8;

4) Dec 15, 1982 – X12.9; Dec 17, 1982 – X10.1;

5) Apr 24, 1984 – X13.0; May 20, 1984 – X10.1;

6) Mar 6, 1989 – X15.0;

7) Aug 16, 1989 – X 20.0 (the strongest flare of the 22nd cycle of solar activity); Sept 29, 1989 – X9.8; Oct 19, 1989 – X13.0;

8) May 24, 1990 – X9.3;

9) Jan 25, 1991 – X10.0: Mar 22, 1991 – X9.4;

10) (A series of flares occurred before the summer solstice) June 1, 1991 – X12.0; June 4, 1991 – X12.0; June 6, 1991 – X12.0; June 9, 1991 – X10.0; June 11, 1991 – X12.0; June 15, 1991– X12.0;

11) Nov 2, 1992 – X9.0;

12) Nov 6, 1997 – X9.4;

13) Apr 2, 2001 – X20.0; Apr 15, 2001 – X14.4;

14) Oct 28, 2003 – X17.2 (Halloween flash); Oct 29, 2003 – X10.0, Nov 4, 2003 – X28.0 (the strongest flare of the 23rd cycle of solar activity);

15) Sep 7, 2005 – X17.0;

16) Dec 5, 2006 – X9.0;

17) Sep 6, 2017 – X9.3 (the strongest flare of the 24th cycle of solar activity, from a group of sunspots 2673);

For the period 2018–2021 there were no such critical flares of the X9–X10 classes. I note that for 1974 I have no information about the presence or absence of Solar flares of the X9–X10 classes and I conditionally accept that they did not exist that year, because the interval between such outbreaks usually exceeds one year.

For the sake of objectivity, here is another link:

Top 50 solar flare ranking (since June 1996)

https://www.spaceweatherlive.com/en/solar-activity/top-50-solar-flares.html

I was wondering if there were flashes comparable to the X9–X10 during the period 2007–2017 and I found that there was only one flash that was quite powerful, and significantly lower in strength than the X9:

Aug 9, 2011 – X6.9;

Mar 7, 2012 – X5.4;

May 13, 2013 – X2.8; May 14, 2013 – X3.2;

Nov 5, 2013 – X3.3;

Feb 25, 2014 – X4.9;

Oct 24, 2014 – X3.1;

May 5, 2015 – X2.7.

[When translating my book in 2024, I noticed that the solar flare levels on the site spaceweatherlive.com were changed, so August 9, 2011 – X6.9, became X9.96; and September 6, 2017 – X9.3, became X13.37]

Scientists have explained the cause of frequent solar flares (link in Russian)

https://www.eg.ru/tech/science/382879/

“Scientists have finally explained what explains the anomalous solar activity that frightened all of humanity, but there is nothing to rejoice at: it turned out that in the future this will happen regularly. As Scott McIntosh, director of the Observatory at the National Center for Atmospheric Research explained, in reality large flares are normal during the final stage of the solar cycle, which lasts 11 years.

This is rather inaccurate information (probably the author is simply confusing large flares, of which there should be many at the end of the solar cycle, and critical flares, on which the existence of the Sun may depend), but it is interesting that using a period of 11 years, we can construct a sequence of dates:

1973 – 1984 – 1995 – 2006 – 2017.

I have identified three events that had important correspondences in my life:

1) very close to my birth,

14) our move from apartment 19 to apartment 109,

17) the events of the Fantastic Week described in the book 19+.

(14) From the end of October 2003 to January 12, 2004, we moved to a new apartment in another city. First, in the last days of October 2003, mom and East went there, then mom returned, we packed our things and a couple of days before the old New Year (January 11–12, 2004) we transported all our things by truck and settled in the new apartment number 109. At the time of writing the book 19+ I did not yet know about such monstrous flares on the Sun during the period of moving to apartment number 109. And in my first book, all the events around this apartment are presented impartially.

On April 24–25, 2021, I recorded the “Flare Activity Indices” from the site xras.ru for each day from September 2017 to the end of April 2021 (then I extended the period until the end of 2021), and came to the conclusion that for the period from June 2019 to December 2021 (i.e. over the last two years) there were only a few significant events on the Sun, and they were on clearly defined dates. I will provide a list of all the indices and then in detail about the events that interested me. I will also note that since the end of 2021, the Sun began to wake up and monitoring its activity indices ceased to make sense.

List of all non-zero indices for the period (9/2017 – 12/2021).

September 2017 (1 -1.7, 2 -3.5, 3 -1.9, 4 -7.3, 5 -7.7, 6 -10.3, 7 -8.2, 8 -7 .8, 9 -6.6, 10 -9.8, 12 -2.2, 26 -0.9, 27 -0.8); October 2017 (21 -3.5); November 2017 – January 2018 (none);

February 2018 (4 -0.1, 7 -3.3, 10 -2.2, 12 -0.6); March 2018 (2 -0.9, 30 -2.2);

April 2018 (none); May 2018 (23 -1.0, 28 -1.4); June 2018 (none); July 2018 (6 -0.7);

August 2018 – December 2018 (none); January 2019 (6 -0.7, 26 -2.3, 29 -0.9, 30 -3.1);

February 2019 (none); March 2019 (8 -0.4, 20 -2.3, 21 -3.6, 22 -3.7); April 2019 (none);

May 2019 (5 -1.1, 6 -4.6, 7 -1.4, 9 -2.8, 15 -1.0); June 2019 – April 2020 (none);

May 2020 (29 -4.4 (the rise in activity began on the evening of May 27, ended on May 29);

June 2020 (none); July 2020 (none); August 2020 (8 -0.6, 15 -1.0); September 2020 (none);

October 2020 (16 -2.3, 27 -3.1, 28 -1.8, 29 -3.3);

November 2020 (1 -2.3, 3 -0.1, 4 -2.6, 5 -4.3, 6 -3.9, 7 -0.9, 8 -3.0, 10 -0.4, 11 -1.4, 12 -1.9, 20 -1.5, 22 -2.6, 23 -0.3, 24 -1.8, 25 -1.8, 26 -2.7, 27 -2.0, 28 -2.7, 29 -5.7);

December 2020 (1 -2.3, 2 -0.5, 3 -1.5, 4 -0.5, 5 -2.0, 6 -0.7, 7 -2.9, 14 -2.0);

January 2021 (20 -0.5); February 2021 (27 -1.4, 28 -2.0); March 2021 (3 -0.3, 9 -0.7);

April 2021 (20 -3.7, 21 -0.6, 22 -5.1, 23 -2.4, 24 -2.2, 25 -1.4, 26 -0.4, 27 -0):

May 2021 (7 -5.3, 8 -3.3, 9 -2.9, 12 -0.6, 18 -0.1, 21 -2.3, 22 -5.3, 23 -5,4, 24 -1.1, 26 -3.2, 27 -2.4, 28 -3.5, 29 -3.7);

June 2021 (1 -0.7, 8 -2.3, 9 -1.9, 10 -0.1, 23 -1.8, 25 -0.8, 28 -1.9, 30 -2.3);

July 2021 (3 -7.6, 4 -4.5, 5 -1.5, 6 -0.3, 7 -0.1, 9 -4.2, 16 -1.5, 19 -0.3, 21 -1.8, 24 -2.5)

August 2021 (9 -0.4, 14 -0.5, 20 -2.8, 21 -0.5, 22 -2.0, 24 -0.6, 25 -0.1, 26 -2.1, 27 -2.8, 28 -6.2, 29 -4.2; 30 -3.1, 31 -1.6);

September 2021 (1 -1.3, 2 -0.3, 8 -3.9, 9 -1.8, 11 -1.3, 14 -0.1, 17 -1.8, 18 -2.1, 8 -3.9, 19 -0.7, 21 -2.0, 22 -0.1, 23 -4.9, 24 -1.5, 25 -2.0, 26 -1.4, 28 -0.7, 29 -1.2, 30 -2.8);

October 2021 (3 -1.8, 7 -2.5, 8 -2.5, 9 -4.0, 10 -1.0, 11 -1.2, 14 -2.0, 25 -3.1, 26 -6.2, 27 -5.3, 28 -7.3, 29 -5.0, 30 -3.6, 31 -3.3);

November 2021 (1 -4.2, 2 -4.8, 4 -3.7, 5 -0.7, 6 -2.4, 8 -1.1, 9 -4.3, 13 -0.3):

December 2021 (4 -4.1, 5 -5.2, 6 -1.4, 13 -0.3, 14 -3.1, 15 -5.7, 16 -3.9, 17 – 4.7, 18 -3.1, 19 -2.4, 20 -5.5, 21 -6.0, 22 -5.7, 23 -4.6, 24 -5.5, 25 -5.0, 26 -3.8, 27 -3.3, 28 -5.7, 29 -2.2, 31 -4.7).

So, why are these events in the life of the Sun interesting from the point of view of an ordinary provincial seller of small retail goods, which I am?

1) May 29, 2020 (index 4.4) – this is “restoring my connection with time”. I began to seriously think about the influence of the life of an individual and the events of ancient history (“Operation Dynamo”, 1940; the beginning of the Solar cycle activities, 2020)

xras.ru/sun_flares.html?m=5&d=29&y=2020

Class M1.1 flare, area 0, 10:13 am to 10:24 am (peak 10:28 am)

Class C9.3 flare, area 0, 1:41 pm to 1:46 pm (peak 1:50 pm)

(and 1 small class C flash).

2) November 5, 2020 (index 4.3) – I did not find any correspondence with my life

xras.ru/sun_flares.html?m=11&d=5&y=2020

Class C7.3 flare, area 2781 from 3:01 am to 3:22 am (peak 3:34 am)

(and 8 smaller class C flashes).

3) November 29, 2020 (index 5.7) – this is “restoring communication with the microworld”, see the chapter COVID-19 or the First Horseman

xras.ru/sun_flares.html?m=11&d=29&y=2020

Class M4.4 flare, area 0, 3:34 pm to 4:11 pm (peak 4:41 pm)

(and 3 smaller class C flashes).

The Sun experienced its most powerful flare in three years (link in Russian)

xras.ru/info/20201130.html

4) April 22, 2021 (index 5.1) – this is “restoring communication” with the world of computers (with the help of software I needed to establish a connection with the cash register), I was forced to return to programming. This activity ended on April 26th, the day before my birthday on April 27th.

xras.ru/sun_flares.html?m=4&d=22&y=2021

Class C8.5 flare, area 2817 from 11:02 pm to 11:11 pm (peak 11:20 pm)

(and 10 smaller class C flashes)

5) May 7, 2021 (index 5.3) – this is the restoration of communication with my mother, she arrived in our city after a long absence, 1 hour before the Solar Activity event.

Mom was outside of Russia since mid-autumn 2019, then all of 2020, and finally she came to us on May 7, 2021. At 9:00 pm, Mom got out of the car near her house in our city. She couldn’t come for a long time because of the coronavirus epidemic. This time she was forced to come due to her own circumstances. She is my only relative at the moment. I did not experience any special emotions about her absence or arrival.

xras.ru/sun_flares.html?m=5&d=7&y=2021

M3.9 class flare, area 2822, from 21:43 to 22:04 (peak 22:19).

(no class C small flares)

My chronology for the 1st Solar activity from May 29, 2020.

This chain of events began two days earlier, on May 27, 2020, when the computer game World or Warships (WoWs), which I have been playing since the beginning of January 2020, three virtual activities began simultaneously:

1) Underwater combat: submarines for rent;

2) WoWS x Warhammer 40,000: Imperium vs. Chaos;

3) Combat missions of the week. Operation Dynamo.

(1) Submarine Battles: Free Submarine Rentals (news from May 26, 2020)

https://worldofwarships.eu/en/news/general-news/submarine-battles/

“Start: May 27 6:00 am / End: June 24 6:00 am.

To stand at the helm of a submarine yourself, you need to collect and use Submarine Tokens. These Tokens will be credited upon your first login each day during the run of Submarine Battles. You can exchange Submarine Tokens for random bundles in the Armory. One of the seven available random bundles will drop three 21-day rental submarines, each with a special 19-skill-point Commander. The remaining bundles will drop 500 Coal each.

A special combat mission for all ship types, with the exception of submarines, is available in Submarine Battles. It will grant you +100% XP and +25% credits for the first five battles each day. <…>

Keep an eye on all enemy destroyers, and cruisers such as VI Dallas, VI Budyonny, VI Leander, and VI Perth , as they are carrying depth charges.”

(2) WoWS x Warhammer 40,000: Imperium vs Chaos (news from May 27, 2020)

https://worldofwarships.eu/en/news/sales-and-events/wows_warhammer_40k/

“We are happy to announce that World of Warships is partnering up with Games Workshop in a brand-new collaboration using Warhammer 40,000! The 41st Millennium hits the World of Warships universe in a unique celebration, bringing a lot of in-game themed stuff for your naval battles. <…>

Show your devotion! Will you mount the Imperial flag or the Chaos flag? Will you fight for the Emperor, or will you bring more Blood for the Blood God?

Players who purchase the Warhammer 40,000 pre-sale package will get a special mission to earn Warhammer 40,000 containers in Update 0.9.5 before the official start of the collaboration.”

(3) Combat missions of the week. Operation Dynamo (news from May 27, 2020)

https://worldofwarships.eu/en/news/sales-and-events/missions-094-weekly-2/

“’Operation Dynamo’ Start: May 27 05:00 / End: June 5 05:00”

Next are fragments from my diary for May 2020, then an insert for November 2018, and at the end a return to May 2020.

May 28, 2020, Thursday, the director of a familiar company said in the morning that they were entitled to a subsidy. I immediately found out that we were not entitled to a subsidy. We felt slightly deprived by the state.

May 29, 2020, Friday, at 12:35 pm the city administration, the “environmental safety” department came in and demanded that construction debris be removed in the corridor in front of apartment 109.

In virtual gaming activity (in the game World of Warships), dedicated to the event – the introduction of submarines into the game (the game developer company has been preparing their release since September 2018), on May 29, 2020 I got 3 rental submarines. Previously, on the 27th and 28th, virtual “sacks of coal” were given out as gifts. Later in this event, 4 more “sacks of coal” remained as gifts. Thanks to these 3 submarines, the number of ships in the virtual port exceeded 100, and I was given a 30% discount on any purchase in the game's premium store.

Late in the evening I saved up some silver and bought a second virtual ship for “Underwater Combat”, VI Dallas, its cost turned out to be 2,666,000 credits. This is a random number, it came out as a 14% discount on the base price of the ship, thanks to the 5th improvement of one of the clan's virtual buildings. The ships VI Dallas and VI Leander were the only ones for me that I was going to play on, because according to the news about the promotion, they were specifically designed for this type of battle. Of the 4 proposed ships, only these two made sense for me to develop, the third – VI Budyonny, had already been “passed” earlier, and Perth was premium and was only available for real money.

The Sun confirms the beginning of a new cycle – our star experienced the largest flare in the last three years (article from May 29, 2020 2:00 pm, in Russian)

xras.ru/info/20200529.html

“The first major solar flare belonging to class M (the penultimate class, located immediately before the highest grade X) occurred on the Sun a few hours ago, around 11 am Moscow time on May 29, 2020. The last time a flare of a comparable level was observed in September 2017, immediately before our star entered a long, almost three-year hibernation. <…>

Such a major event on the Sun is all the more sudden because it was not preceded by flares of a weaker level (the so-called class C), which occur on the Sun about 10 times more often and from which, usually, the unwinding of the spiral of the solar cycle begins. <…>

The current start of the cycle immediately with a major outbreak, jumping over weaker classes, is just an accident, which is very common in science.”

When I read this news, I started thinking about how I could “attach” the “surfacing” of submarines in the virtual port in the game to the Solar flares, but the article didn't say anything about it. Of course, I searched for the word “surfacing” and not finding it, I resigned myself to the state of affairs, and a few hours later the tesis (xras.ru) pleased me with the second news item of the day. There were three news items that day, and before them there was a news item from December 26, 2019, i.e. there were no posts in the blog for six months.

The largest surge in solar activity in recent years continues—a new major flare has occurred (article from May 29, 2020, 6:20 pm, in Russian)

xras.ru/info/20200529_01.html

“The second, almost equal in strength to the previous one, large flare was recorded on the Sun quite recently, less than 4 hours after the previous one. The score of the new event, as measured by the GOES space observatory, was C9.3, which, although it classifies the new flare as class C (lower than the class of the previous flare M1.1), but indicates that the power of the new event is inferior to the previous one by only about 10 %. Two large flares in a row is an extremely unusual situation for such an early phase of the solar cycle, when magnetic fields are just beginning to form, and their energy is too low even for one event. In addition, as a rule, a large explosion ‘empties’ the active region, and it takes at least a day for it to accumulate new energy. Two of the largest flares in a row in three years at one point on the Sun indicate that the active region is currently being intensively fed with energy, probably in the form of new emerging magnetic field flows (pop-up) here from the depths of the Sun.”

May 30, 2020, Saturday, bought for 523 rubles [$8]. “Warhammer 40k promo set” (it included a combat mission for 10 containers); in the description of the set there was a provocative question: “Who are you for?” and naturally I decided to see what would come out of these virtual gifts. It was also strange that this event coincided in time with the Operation Dynamo campaign.

Operation Dynamo

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dunkirk_evacuation

“The Dunkirk evacuation, codenamed Operation Dynamo and also known as the Miracle of Dunkirk, or just Dunkirk, was the evacuation of more than 338,000 Allied soldiers during the Second World War from the beaches and harbour of Dunkirk, in the north of France, between 26 May and 4 June 1940. <…>

Just before 19:00 on 26 May, Churchill ordered Dynamo to begin, by which time 28,000 men had already departed. Initial plans called for the recovery of 45,000 men from the BEF within two days, at which time German troops were expected to block further evacuation.”

Allied evacuation from Dunkirk (first link in Russian, second – in English)

https://warspot.ru/3222-na-poslednem-beregu-evakuatsiya-soyuznikov-iz-dyunkerka

https://worldofwarships.com/en/news/history/the-little-ships/

“The evacuation itself was called ‘Operation Dynamo’ in honor of the generator (dynamo) of Dover Castle – it was in the generator room that Ramsey drew up the operation plan and discussed it with Churchill, from where he commanded it.

One of the mysteries of the Battle of Dunkirk remains the order given by Hitler – the order to stop the offensive , which gave the British time to carry out Operation Dynamo. Without reaching just a few kilometers, the German ground forces stopped and took up defensive positions, pressing the remnants of the British troops (together with a number of French) to the shore near the city of Dunkirk. A huge mass of soldiers found themselves locked in the city and on the sandy beaches adjacent to it.

The evacuation began on May 27 -for it, the British light cruiser Calcutta, eight destroyers and twenty-six transport ships were brought to the coast near Dunkirk. The problem was that the coast in that place is flat and sandy, so the shallows extend over long distances under water, making it impossible for large ships to approach the surf line directly. To transport people from the beaches to the ships, the Admiralty literally combed all the surrounding British ports, mobilizing all the small ships that they could reach. It was the most colorful and diverse fleet imaginable – it included pleasure boats, harbor tugs, fishing boats, and even personal sailing yachts.

It was initially assumed that the lull in the German offensive would last no more than forty-eight hours. During this time, it was planned to save 45 thousand people. In fact, the plan was thwarted (on the first day a little more than seven and a half thousand people were taken out, on the second – a little less than eighteen thousand, that is, a total of about 25 thousand instead of the planned forty-five), but the Germans continued to stand still, attacking the Allies only from the air, and the evacuation gradually gained momentum – on May 29, more than 47 thousand people were evacuated in one day, over the next two days more than 120 thousand people were evacuated.

On May 31, the Germans pressed, and the ‘Dunkirk pocket’ shrank significantly. On June 1, 64 thousand people were evacuated. On June 2, the British covering force defending Dunkirk departed. Only the French remained on the continent – they were also exported, but not in the first place. On June 3, air raids became much more intense and daytime flights had to be stopped. On the night from the third to the fourth, it was possible to evacuate about 53 thousand allied soldiers, but on the fourth the Germans finally went on the offensive, and the operation had to be completed. The last ship, the British destroyer Shikari, left the French coast at 3:40 am on June 4 with approximately nine hundred evacuees on board. Two French divisions left to cover the perimeter were abandoned to their fate and forced to surrender.

The result of Operation Dynamo was the rescue of more than a third of a million soldiers and officers – that is, in fact, the entire British Expeditionary Force in France (its total strength was about 400 thousand people).

The expression ‘Dunkirk spirit’ even came into use in the English colloquial language, denoting the unanimous unity of the people in the face of a terrible threat.

The British still remember the evacuation, calling it the ‘Miracle of Dunkirk’. In it memory, a special ‘Dunkirk’ flag was established, the right to raise which only civilian ships participating in Operation Dynamo have the right to raise. Several dozen of them have survived to this day; they regularly take part in celebrations dedicated to the anniversaries of the evacuation.”

The theme of this military operation is revealed in Christopher Nolan's film “Dunkirk”, I have not watched it yet, it is mentioned in the chapter SATOR AREPO TENET or Inheritance.

On the evening of the same day, May 30, 2020 at 6:40 pm, a teenager came into our store and printed out a brochure about the historical uniforms of the Wehrmacht during the Second World War. On his way out, he said that since there was a fylfot there, everywhere they refused to print the brochure. This is important, our store was visited by a client who was passionate about the alternative ideology of Nazism, denied and oppressed in the modern social world.

May 31, 2020, Sunday, in the evening, in a conversation with East, I was thinking about the events—Solar activity and “Submarines for rent”, and I told her that in November 2018, when I was hurt, humiliated by my ballet teacher (he chose another student to prepare a performance, as a result I felt bad, there was a feeling of “surfacing” of uncontrollable emotions, then they even found a submarine that had disappeared exactly a year before, and in an article on the tesis (xras.ru) website they suggested that the first lines of the new magnetic field of the Sun surfaced that day—and accordingly a new Solar cycle began); and I also found a mention in that old article about the “dynamo mechanism”.

The following describes the events of November 2018, when the missing submarine was found. I would like to note that I found and described these events in 2018, even then they seemed quite important to me, and I still have old archive files with those recordings. When I returned to these events in 2020, their description and meaning did not change at all, everything looked as if this virtual history continued and was supplemented by new events of 2020.

November 16, 2018, Friday, late in the evening at 11 pm I returned after ballet lesson Classics, I was very excited, there was a feeling that some emotion “surfaced” from the depths of my subconscious. At the beginning of the lesson, our teacher winked at the second man in our group (there were only two men and a dozen women in the group) and said that before the New Year he would have the opportunity to prepare for performances. Thus, I began to worry because I felt deprived. The emotion was poorly controlled, and I fought with myself until the night, and went to bed around midnight.

A couple of days later, this happened approximately on Monday, November 19, 2018, this teacher had a problem with the Achilles (this is the muscle at the base of the leg), he injured his leg in another lesson (after ours, in which he humiliated me), where he showed jumping, he was diagnosed with a torn meniscus and a torn cruciate ligament, took Novocaine, put something like a brace on his leg and ignored the requirement to stay in bed for 25 days.

November 22, 2018, Thursday, at 12:54 am opened an article on tesis (xras.ru) website:

The Sun is showing signs of the start of a new cycle of activity (article dated November 20, 2018, 6:00 pm, in Russian)

xras.ru/info/20181120.html

xras.ru/sun_pictures.html?m=11&d=17&y=2018

“The first signs indicating the approach of a new cycle of solar activity have been observed on the Sun over the past two weeks. Such signs are magnetic fields with a different direction, different from that observed over the past 11 years, which began to appear in the northern hemisphere of the Sun at a great distance from the equator.

Although the solar cycle is perceived by most people as a change in the number of solar flares and magnetic storms, it is undoubtedly much more complex in nature. In particular, since flares are explosions (that is, essentially the release of energy), it is reasonable to ask where this energy is stored? The answer to this question is considered established – energy accumulates in the magnetic field of the Sun. And since the accumulation of energy must undoubtedly precede its release, then changes in the magnetic field must precede solar flares. This is what happens. In particular, it is observations of the dynamics of magnetic fields on the Sun that are the main way to predict flare activity.

For this reason, it is not difficult to guess that behind the global 11-year flywheel changing the frequency of flares there should be a flywheel changing the magnetic field of the Sun. There really is such a flywheel on the Sun, and it is called a dynamo mechanism . Due to the rotation of the Sun, the magnetic field lines seem to be wound around it like threads on a ball, increasing their intensity, then reaching a maximum, and then after a short pause (peak activity) they begin to spin in the opposite direction. Unwinding in this way, they pass through the minimum and continue spinning without stopping in a new direction to the next maximum. If you imagine this picture, you can understand that at the minimum of the solar cycle, the global magnetic field of the Sun does not just pass through zero, but changes its direction. It is this change that is a sign of the imminent beginning of a new cycle. At the same time, there is one more feature that is not so easy to explain without the use of physical formulas, but which is also reliably established – fields of the old direction always disappear near the solar equator, and new fields of a different direction always appear at high latitudes, and the higher, the stronger the new cycle will be considered.

The first region of a magnetic field of a different direction was recorded on the Sun on November 8 and existed for about a day, which suggested the possibility that this was an accident. Three days ago, on November 17, a new magnetic flux with the same (reverse) direction emerged at approximately the same high latitudes. At the moment it is almost destroyed, but traces of it are still visible on the disk of the Sun. In general, the behavior of our star these days is very similar to the stage that always precedes the start of the cycle. The reason for this ‘timid’ behavior is that magnetic fields on the Sun are formed at very great depths and emerge very slowly and gradually. As a result, the massive rise of the field is usually preceded by the appearance of small magnetic islands – the first areas to break through the thickness of the solar plasma more than 200 thousand km deep. Further, several scenarios are possible, including the rapid (within six months or a year) emergence of the main new magnetic fluxes and the pulsed launch of the flare flywheel. However, a slow increase in activity is also possible when the Sun is stuck at its lowest point for 2 or 3 years. In any case, if the appearance of new streams is not an accident, we can conclude that the fundamental physics of solar activity is working correctly, and the conditions for a new cycle have already been formed somewhere in the hidden depths of our star. We can only wait to see how quickly and with what intensity this will manifest itself on the surface.”

When I was thinking about this material on November 22, 2018, at 12:54 am (after midnight), the Internet (Youtube) independently played the song 10–12 times in a row, in various versions:

Green Carriage (author Alexander Sukhanov)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5grHUls1bI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xnBtXIFqpeA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGvqXb0ic0w

“Fast, fast asleep are little hedgehogs,

Bear cubs, baby mice and human children.

All, all are fast asleep till daybreak.

But a green carriage…”

Argentina lost contact with submarine with 44 crew on board (link in Russian)

https://ru.wikinews.org/wiki/Аргентина_потеряла_связь_с_подлодкой_с_44_членами_экипажа_на_борту

“A search operation is underway. This was announced by the official Twitter account of the Argentine Navy on Friday, November 17, 2017. ”

Media: The crew of the Argentine submarine reported a malfunction back in September (link in Russian)

https://versia.ru/smi-yekipazh-argentinskoj-podlodki-soobshhil-o-neispravnosti-eshhe-v-sentyabre

The missing submarine San Juan was found in Argentina (article date Nov 17, 2018, 8:42 am, page opened on November 17, 2018, 10:50 am, link in Russian)

https://www.kommersant.ru/doc/3804162

“The Ministry of Defense and the Argentine Navy notify that after examining object № 24, discovered by Ocean Infinity, the location of the San Juan submarine was determined using a remotely operated vehicle at depth 800 meters.”

Exactly one year after the loss (public announcement date November 17, 2017), the submarine was found (same public announcement date, plus 1 year, November 17, 2018).

I compared my state, according to my feelings on the evening of the November 16th during ballet class, it was an unpleasant emotion that “rose” from my Infinity and was not entirely ordinary and for some time did not give in to my attempts to drown it out and take control. Also that autumn I lived in room № 24 in one of the mini-hotels in St. Petersburg.

May 31, 2020, Sunday, we return to this day, when I discussed the events of 2018 with East. At the end of the conversation, I said that this all resembles the plot of another science fiction novel.

All these events with the lost and found Argentine submarine, which coincided with the false beginning of the Solar cycle in November 2018 and my ballet classes, were emotionally memorable to me and left a mark in my diary.

Then there was the real beginning of the solar activity cycle in May 2020, which coincided with the anniversary of Operation Dynamo, and with the activities in the computer game – from my point of view, they are only a wrapper, a package from a hidden and much more important event for me, which should was going to happen in the future. I view them as a contrail back in time from the future. It is important that I knew exactly the date and time when the main event was supposed to happen, or when I would receive information that was valuable to me. Inversion means that the future becomes the past that has already happened. Of course, I didn’t know whether it would actually happen or not, and I didn’t know how important it was to me, but I immediately appreciated the wrapper and waited the required two weeks to unwrap the wrapper and receive the gift.

June 9, 2020, Tuesday, in the evening before going to bed, I read an article about yoga that it is not recommended for Christians, because it is connected with another (competing) “religion of Shiva”.

June 10, 2020, Wednesday, at 10:00 am I downloaded an update for the game WoWs, became available combat mission related to Warhammer 40k, I played 3 battles, received the first 2 chests. There was nothing interesting in the chests.

A few minutes before opening the chests, I saw a promotional advertisement for Good Omens on the Internet in the Yandex.Zen tiles, and below was an article that interested me. A few minutes after studying it, I noticed that it was published on April 27th. April 27 – is my birthday. Also, the author’s logo is a stylized image of the Sun with a “human face”. “The Archetype of Happiness channel is hosted by the famous journalist and writer Denis Anurov.” Naturally, I took a screenshot. Here are these two links (the second one is no longer valid at the end of 2024, after it I will provide a link with similar content from April 28, 2020):

Let's laugh at Armageddon: 5 reasons to watch the series Good Omens (link in Russian)

https://dzen.ru/a/Xto-Qb5C5Fcmhbk8

What if the target of the virus is one person? And this person – is YOU (article from April 27, 2020, unavailable at the end of 2024)

https://zen.yandex.ru/media/andeadd/a-chto-esli-cel-virusa-odin-chelovek-i-etot-chelovek-imenno-vy-5ea6f55e5943a026cc186cae

“About Liu Cixin’s novel “The Three-Body Problem” (2007).

In the book, a flu pandemic begins, and this flu is surprisingly contagious, but also mild. For many, it is asymptomatic, for others it manifests itself in the form of a common runny nose and fever.

Then it turns out that this virus was created artificially and has as its goal the murder of ONE SINGLE person.

‘Is the fundamental law of nature really the absence of laws?’ Van thought. ‘Is it possible that stability and order are just a temporary dynamic equilibrium achieved only in one corner of the Universe, a small island of peace in an ocean of chaos?’

Everyone who connects to the game through a virtual reality suit will be able to see, hear and feel a world in which chaos rules the roost, and fragile organic life rushes between the measured and predictable Era of Order and the catastrophes of the Era of Chaos.”

(Article from April 28, 2020, in Russian)

https://vk.com/wall-179650186_4127

“What if the virus's target is one person?

In 2006, Chinese Liu Cixin wrote one of the most popular science fiction novels of the 21st century, ‘The Three-Body Problem’.

And there's an interesting new version of the origin of the killer virus. It seems like people have already discussed all the conspiracy theories, but this one feels fresh.

In the book, a flu pandemic begins, and this flu is surprisingly contagious, but at the same time weak. For many, it is asymptomatic, while for others, it manifests itself as a common runny nose and fever. Then it turns out that this virus was created artificially and is aimed at killing one single person.

The thing is that some powerful behind-the-scenes force needed to kill one Chinese scientist, but the Chinese government hid him securely. And the villains, who despaired of finding him, ended up creating a flu virus that was designed to kill this particular dude. And the virus used all the other inhabitants of the Earth simply as carriers.

Apparently, covid-19 is not so perfect and therefore is still unsafe for some of its carriers. But if covid has a main target, I wonder who this person is and whether the virus has already reached him.

It is not a fact that this is some politician. I think most likely it is an ordinary, inconspicuous person, because a famous person can be found and killed in a simpler way.

Maybe you are that very person?”

I immediately noticed the contrast in the phrase “Let's laugh at Armageddon”. The provocative title caught (or repulsed) my attention for the reason that I definitely wouldn’t want to “laugh at Armageddon”.

I will note that what I pay attention to matters, of course, only to me. It’s as if I subconsciously separate what is important to me and what is not. Another person, with a different set of “secrets of his subconscious” and life experience different from mine, might prefer to choose other events, but my own destiny is important to me, I am interested in the mysteries of my own subconscious and, of course, creating harmony with my Soul.

June 11, 2020, Thursday, at 10:00 am, having arrived at work in the office, I noticed fresh graffiti on the roller shutter of the front door, the previous one nearby on the wall was dated January 14, 2020. This inscription was probably applied the night before, June 10. This graffiti is the only one that was not advertising, apparently one of the children or teenagers realized their accumulated emotions.

From the day the store opened until August 2022, there was no further graffiti on the roller shutters. On the walls of the house related to our office there was a small inscription in February 2015, a couple of months before one of the tragic events, then two small advertising inscriptions around January 14, 2020, and another small advertising graffiti somewhere in April 2020.

At 10:57 am I returned home, a few minutes before, when I was approaching the entrance, a passenger car was parked nearby in the parking lot, and when a teenager standing next to him opened the door, a bag fell out of the passenger compartment onto the asphalt, which naturally attracted my attention. The teenager who opened the car door was the same boy who on May 30 printed pictures with prohibited Nazi symbols.

COVID-19 or the First Horseman

“Gnome? In a yellow-green camisole? I didn't notice him either…”

“And I also didn’t see the gnome in the yellow-green camisole at point-blank range either.”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 0:38:54.

On this topic, I joked that the First Horseman was in a fair hurry, because he had to have time to “jump to its destination” by the end of 2019 for the disease to have the number 19 in its name.

In the first days of December 2019, when I was walking along the streets of the center of St. Petersburg, it even seemed to me for a moment that I saw the silhouettes of 4 horsemen, 2 times taller than the houses, but it was rather just a fleeting sensation that is more didn't happen again. Of course, I didn’t see anything, but the thought appeared, and I remembered it.

I also thought then that I needed to leave this city as quickly as possible; at the end of December, East came to visit me (with an inspection), and in early January 2020 we left for home.

A joke “New Horsemen of the Apocalypse”:

“Who are you?

“We are the Horsemen of the Apocalypse: Faith, Hope, Love.”

“So, stop! The Horsemen of the Apocalypse are: Famine, Plague, War and Death!”

“They are on vacation now, we are replacing them.”

“Ok. And who is the fourth one with you?”

“Oh, this is Natasha).”

When this whole epidemic began, in early February 2020, I noticed a correspondence between the name of the virus and the description of the “First Horseman” from Revelation.

“6:1 And I saw when the Lamb opened one of the seals, and I heard, as it were the noise of thunder, one of the four beasts saying, Come and see.

6:2 And I saw, and behold a white horse: and he that sat on him had a bow; and a crown was given unto him: and he went forth conquering, and to conquer.”

Revelation 6:1–2 King James Version (KJV).

https://bibleonline.ru/bible/kjv/rev-6/

“6:1 Then I saw when the Lamb broke one of the seven seals, and I heard one of the four living creatures saying as with a voice of thunder, ‘Come.’

6:2 I looked, and behold, a white horse, and he who sat on it had a bow; and a crown was given to him, and he went out conquering and to conquer.”

Revelation 6:1–2 New American Standard Bible.

“COVID-19 (abbreviation for COrona VIrus Disease 2019)—coronavirus infection 2019” (Wiki).

March 27, 2020, Friday, a little girl (8 years old, she was with her mother) in the Magnit store asked my companion East a question (we were standing in front of them at the checkout). The phrase is approximately, as I remember it: “Will there be a day tomorrow? Will today continue?”

March 28, 2020, Saturday, our last working day in March, due to quarantine. Although the previous evening I assumed that we would be able to work in quarantine, but in the evening of that day we read the order of the mayor of our city and decided not to risk it, so as not to get fined.

https://www.worldometers.info/coronavirus/

COVID-19 CORONAVIRUS PANDEMIC

Last updated: March 28, 2020, 13:12 GMT

616,161 cases

The information on the site is updated when the next piece of data arrives from the next one from the list of “221 countries of the world and territories”; the update interval is from 1 to 40 minutes.

I think I opened it around 1:34 pm (I had only opened this site a few times in the previous couple of weeks). Then, in the time interval 1:38 pm – 1:46 pm, a representative of the City Administration came to us and asked, “Why are we working?” then at 1:57 pm I noticed a peak in Solar activity.

At 4:14 pm I returned to the page on the Internet and found this numerical combination—the number of cases COVID-19 in the world at 13:12 GMT, this corresponds to our time 4:12 pm (Moscow time, GMT+3). I took a screenshot, sent the file by email to East, when I took the phone to call her, the time was 4:16 pm, when she received the letter, the time on her phone was 4:19 pm.

April 18, 2020, at 11:45 am, I discovered that the Z-Report (Cash Shift Closing Report) number for March 28, 2020 was 616. I.e. on March 27, the report had number 615, then on March 28 – report 616, and the next one was on April 10 with number 617, because we had a short period of forced closure of the store due to the official ban on work (quarantine) due to the serious spread of COVID-19.

This number cannot be set manually; one assigns it automatically when a cash shift is closed, and it’s calculated by increasing the number of the previous report. I scanned these three documents for memory.

Number of the beast

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Number_of_the_beast

[This text is taken from Russian Wikipedia.]

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Число_зверя

“The number of the beast is a special number mentioned in the Bible, under which the name of the beast of the Apocalypse is hidden – a character in the last book of the New Testament (Revelation of John the Theologian, or Apocalypse), the meaning of the name of Satan’s protege. The number of the beast is 666. The number 666 is a very commonly used element of satanic paraphernalia, along with an inverted cross and an inverted pentagram. <…>

In the first centuries of the Christian era, theology established the opinion that the Antichrist is depicted in the Bible under the guise of an apocalyptic beast. Since the Revelation of St. John says: ‘He who has understanding, let him count the number of the beast, for it is the number of a man,’ therefore, in the name or appearance of every person in whom the Antichrist was seen, they tried to find the number 666.<…>

There is an opinion that, perhaps, in the first centuries, when rewriting the Revelation of St. John, a mistake was made, since in a number of early sources (including the oldest papyrus list of the Apocalypse found during excavations from about 225–275) the number of the beast is indicated as 616 (ΧΙϚ – hi, iota, numerical digamma), and not 666 (ΧΞϚ – hi, xi, numerical digamma).”

The fact that on this day the cash register shift report had the number 616 is undoubtedly a direct indication of the Spirit; I believe it will be difficult to argue with this. Perhaps this is what I call a non-competitive event.

I checked the entire sequence of cash register shift numbers from the beginning of 2020, the first report dated January 6, 2020 was with number 534, twice during this period we forgot to close the cash shift and for this reason the next day (January 24 and February 6) we had to two reports each, but in general, every day one cash register shift was closed and one report was printed accordingly. Period January 6 – March 28 = 83 days (including January 6, add one day when using the day calculator), reports 534 – 616 = 83 reports.

When the Spirit wishes to indicate an important event, it not only adjusts the external “randomness”, making it absolutely unrealistic according to the statistics of occurrence, but most importantly, the external event is consistent with an obvious connection with an event in the everyday world of a particular person. Again, I will add that the principle of coordinating external and internal events is not my invention; this is one of the foundations of Castaneda’s “practices”. But there is a nuance. In my case, both events are essentially external. I.e. they are consistent with themselves, but from the outside we observe the reverse side of some natural technological process.

We can say (naturally, just illusory) that in this case the Spirit “adjusts”, synchronizes the number of cases of coronavirus infection (the prevalence of this disease) with the measured rhythm of work of a certain person in a specific place on our planet. It is also important to note that this happened on a day after which we were forced to stop working for 11 days.

(When on October 13, 2021 at 11:45 am I finished these last two paragraphs (the rest of the chapter was written earlier, in April–May 2021), a few minutes later representatives of the administration came to our store demanding to change the store sign, and for about 10 minutes we spoke with them in a rather tense tone, at 12:00 pm, when they left, I realized that the previous conversation with the administration took place exactly on March 28, 2020, when the cash report 616 was made).

And finally an important conclusion that runs through many chapters of this book, and in essence, my current activity is dedicated to the study of this phenomenon.

The cash shift number of the cash register installed in our store is assigned automatically every day by increasing the previous number by 1; i.e. when installing the cash register at the beginning of July 2018, (the installation was a mandatory event due to changes in Russian laws, this happened about 2–3 weeks after I finished the book 19+), the number was 1, on the next day, the number was 2, then 3, etc., sometimes, due to an error or technical failure, we closed the shift twice a day and the number increased by 2 units per day (in this case, the previous day could be skipped), sometimes there were non-working days, and there was no cash register shift, but in any case, we could not have arbitrarily set this number in any other way and therefore, the situation with the coincidence of the data on the Internet site with the cash shift number could only arise in one of three cases, choose which one you like best:

1) This coincidence is possible if it was prepared in the past (future) and synchronized in advance.

2) This coincidence never existed and was not prepared in the past and is only a reflection of the current process, and all the “historical prerequisites” that seem to us take place only in our imagination, filled with cultural illusions; or, more interestingly, the current process changes historical events in the past, adjusting reality to suit itself and thereby masking its presence.

3) Option when all matches are random, try to calculate the probability of this coincidence.

Naturally, option (1) is much simpler and, therefore, it is more realistic, if it would be at all appropriate to think that way.

This case cannot be considered statistically, because the Spirit did not have the opportunity to make more attempts; there was only one opportunity to bring together two streams – the number of sick people and the number of the cash register shift. If they did not coincide at a given point in spacetime, then they would then begin to diverge without hope of a new intersection.

Good Omens… Really?

“Baby, this detail is completely unnecessary.”

“If you say ‘baby’ one more time, I’ll pierce you right through!”

from the film “31 June”, episode 2, time 0:41:46.

Brief plot of Good Omens (British-American TV series based on the novel of the same name by Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman, dir. by Douglas Mackinnon, 2019) can be described as follows:“The main character, the boy Antichrist, did not like his father, who for some reason abandoned him in infancy to other people, and therefore, as a result of resentment, he renounces family ties and chooses as a ‘father’ an adoptive parent who is gentle, kind and who can be manipulated to his heart’s content.”

Yes, but not so. I see this series differently. Since childhood, they have tried to impose on the boy of a mysterious nature the image of the Antichrist, right down to the “real 3-dimensional glitches (projections)” of his supposed “father”. He was able to overcome all these illusions and remained an ordinary person, the adopted son of ordinary people.

And the fact that the world adapted to his fantasies and whims happens at every step with the most ordinary children, if their parents earn a little more than the subsistence level and can sometimes pamper their child.

Of course, the truth is somewhere in the middle. In the series, the “bloody mouth of the Beast” is quite noticeable; the boy Adam is not so simple.

What do “angels and demons” need from a child? These forces are planning that people will kill him and the “struggle between good and evil” will begin. If we say this in physical language, then the final “battle of light and darkness” is a battle of the “collapsing Universe”, which suddenly lost the meaning of its existence.

When this initial plan doesn't work, they demand the boy to “start Armageddon”. For some reason, the clash between dark and light forces cannot begin until he is alive or until he allows it to happen.

The meaning of a boy’s existence may also be purely nominal, i.e. he is nobody and his name is nothing, but he “must be” since “it is written so” and the main role in this world performance is given to people.

In the summer of 2018, when I was in another country on vacation, I had a strong experience, I was walking along the embankment, and the thought occurred to me that my physical nature contains a Gift, which probably comes from the Dark Side of Infinity, but has a property that prevents both dark and light forces from affecting me. I thought that this was the rarest and most paradoxical Gift that the Dark Forces could give me at birth, something that completely blocks their influence. (Of course, these were just my thoughts and subjective feelings.)

November 23, 2020, Monday, at 12:55 pm a woman of about 45 came into our office, she asked if I was doing something “self-developing”? A couple of days ago she noticed how I stood on the porch and looked at the Sun. And the Sun “shone on me in a special way” (I spoke it for her; she simply asked a question about “self-development” and the fact that she saw me at that moment).

November 25, 2020, Wednesday, at night I became interested in reviewing the series Good Omens, this is my second viewing of it, the previous time I watched it about a year ago, then until 3:59 am I watched several episodes.

North came into the office during the day; she has not actually worked since October 7, 2020.

At 5:10 pm, the filling on the tooth fell off, and in addition, I scratched my tongue until it bled with the sharp edge of the tooth. Went to a ballet class. I couldn't sleep at night.

November 26, 2020, Thursday, 1st day.

Starting from that night, I could not sleep until East found painkillers for my back pain on December 2.

It was a very bad day, I did not understand what was happening to my health, in the evening the temperature rose to 37.2 degrees, at 2:00 am in the morning I woke up and then could not fall asleep.

On the morning of this day, when I still didn’t know that I was sick, but just felt strange, the thought came to me that in the TV series Good Omens, which I had watched the day before, “Bikers (Horsemen) of the Apocalypse” reached the boy in order to bring themselves as a sacrifice, because this was the only goal and the ultimate meaning of their existence, they needed to achieve this cherished goal and die (or transform). In the evening, I told the East about this.

November 27, 2020, Friday, day 2.

During the day I feel almost normal, in the evening the same as on the first day, the temperature has increased slightly, perhaps up to 37.2 degrees.

November 28, 2020, Saturday, day 3.

At 4:07 pm to our store a customer came in with the question: “Do you have balloons with the inscription Get well!?” This was the only such case in my memory.

Feeling normal during the day, general weakness. In the evening – a slightly elevated, positive state. Temperature.

November 29, 2020, Sunday, day 4.

During the week of November 22–29, 4 light bulbs burned out in our office (we have only 19 of them, usually they burn out no more than 1 light bulb in 2–3 months).

Night and morning also – a little fever and pain. In the evening, I have a very elevated, positive state. Temperature.

Also on this day at 8:27 pm I discovered a clip (it premiered earlier, on November 25, 2020):

B-2 “God of the Damned”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8My60pMvT0

967,811 views as of November 29, 2020, as of May 4, 2021 ~ 5.5 million views, as of October 11, 2021 ~ 6 million views, as of August 24, 2022 ~ 6.8 million views. Premiere date: November 25, 2020.

On the same day, November 29, 2020, solar activity occurred. In the chapter “The Beginning of the Solar Cycle or Predestination” this event comes as number 3 (out of several events for the period June 2019 – December 2021):

xras.ru/sun_flares.html?m=11&d=29&y=2020

Index S.A. per day -5.7.

M4.4 class flare, from 3:34 pm to 4:41 pm (peak at 4:11 pm).

The Sun experienced its most powerful flare in three years (article dated November 30, 2020, 12:00 pm, in Russian)

xras.ru/info/20201130.html

“The most powerful flare in the last three years occurred on the Sun yesterday, November 29, 2020, at about 16:00 Moscow time [4:00 pm]. According to the readings of space X-ray detectors operating in orbit, the flare was assigned a score of M4.4. This is the fourth grade on a five-point flash system (above class M is only flash class X). The last time flares of this or greater intensity were recorded on the Sun was only in the fall of 2017.

There is a significant probability that the real power of the flare was even higher, since the center of the explosion was on the opposite side of the Sun, invisible from Earth. More precisely, it was located behind the left edge of the solar disk. The region of the solar surface where the flare occurred is thus not visible from Earth. However, the region covered by the solar explosion extended so high up that part of it, raised above the surface, became visible from behind the solar edge. It produced the radiation fluxes that were recorded on Earth. Obviously, with this configuration, the real power of the event remains unknown, since we only see part of it. Accordingly, it is possible that the outbreak, in fact, belonged to the highest class X.”

November 30, 2020, Monday, day 5.

During the day – state of health are normal. At night – the temperature was very low, the pain was much stronger, I could not sleep, like the previous nights.

December 2, 2020, Wednesday, day 7.

Around 4 pm, the fire alarm in the office went off. This event occurs no more than once a year. A security manager arrived and cleaned the smoke detectors of cobwebs and dust.

In the evening, East successfully treated me with two tablets. Before this, I experienced severe back pain for several days. Thanks to the pills, I was finally able to get some sleep.

December 3, 2020, Thursday, day 8.

In the evening the cough began to appear. One tablet for the back.

December 4, 2020, Friday, day 9.

At 1:26 pm, a disheveled, excited woman came into our store and said that she had seen the corpse of a suicidal man who had recently jumped out (1–2 hours ago) from the window of a house located nearby, 500 meters from us (across the house). I note that in more than 10 years of operating the store, only twice did people come to us and tell us that someone not far from us had just jumped out of the window. This was the second case, the first was on June 9, 2017, described in the book 19+.

I read this afternoon on the Internet:

“At the second stage, from the 9th to the 14th day, a turning point occurs , which is caused by damage to the epithelial cells of the body. This causes viral-bacterial pneumonia.”

I took two pills for my back (the last dose), after that my back didn't show much signs of itself.

December 5, 2020, Saturday, day 10.

In the evening there was a sale for two customers, walking almost in a row, including the last customer in the store that day, 2 and 3 pieces G10 batteries. This is a rare battery, sold once a month.

The first day of mass vaccination in the Russian Federation.

The most difficult day, temperature 38.4, I fought the disease, a slight runny nose appeared. There was a very strong cough (peak).

I began to think about calling an ambulance. We decided to postpone the decision to call an ambulance to the next day.

December 6, 2020, Sunday, 11th day.

It was similarly bad in the evening. Temperature 38.2. But I felt in advance (in the morning) that this was a day of crisis. It felt bad in the evening, and then suddenly it went away. A few hours later the fever went away. It returned for a couple more days, but less and less until it left completely. At 2:15 am on December 7th I wrote down that the illness had gone away.

December 7, 2020, Monday, day 12.

This and the next two days I spent the first half of the day recovering, then went to the office and worked a little. Every day there was a dry cough, periodically a slight fever during the day and often in the evening. Every day these signs decreased.

December 9, 2020, Wednesday, day 14.

The last day of illness was marked by low fever in the evening. Then I stopped recording any of its signs and thinking about it.

On this day I received three gifts:

1) an order to update one computer program;

2) confirmation (coordination) of the order for the production of 4 stamps/seals;

2) approval for the implementation of cash register equipment for one of the clients (we later refused).

From December 4 (day 9) to December 9 (day 14 of my illness), all days were completely sunny! (only the first day is in question, perhaps the sun shone without clouds for only 1-2 hours). The weather also remained frosty, in the evening of December 9 it became a little warmer, and the next day, as well as on December 11 and 12, the Sun was without clouds for only part of the day, but it became much warmer outside.

It was very unusual, 5 or 6 bright, completely sunny days! Next, I began to write down that until the end of February of the next year, when there were completely sunny days, there were practically none, and even more so there were no such days in a row.

December 30, 2020, Saturday, East received an SMS from Medical Center about the presence of antibodies. Before that, she had a slight fever and a sore throat for several days, but she was not actually sick.

I'm not interested in my own opinion, because I know it. More important is when I find other people's opinions on issues that interest me. For example:

About Good Omens. Part One (Opened January 6, 2022 at 6:04 pm, in Russian)

https://pikabu.ru/story/pro_blagie_znameniya_chast_pervaya_6682887

“The third line is Neil Gaiman’s charming sketches about the Four Bikers of the Apocalypse. Terry gave them to Neil along with the larvae, taking care of THESE and Anathema for himself. As a result, THESE, meeting with the infernal four in the finale became something of a handshake between the co-authors. <…>

The riders and THESE should be similar to each other—this is the whole idea of THESE, the main final confrontation is built on this. You can throw out a bunch of things from the novel: Newt, Anathema, even Shadwell, although he is wonderful, but Ulcer should be red.”

Several songs/clips (in Russian) of the Bi-2 group in the context of my worldview

Bi-2 “Pilot”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZxmQjHGtuVg

At time 3:43, with the words “The stars of the night are my medals” and the drum being hit, a trail of fire in the shape of an outline of Mickey Mouse's head is shown lighting up on the ground around the guitarist.

When I saw this clip for the first time (approximately in November 2018), I was interested in girls in light clothes, then, literally at the same minutes in the online computer game in which I was playing at that moment, my two gold mines were attacked by a player named PILOT. Then he made excuses that he had made a mistake; it suddenly “seemed” to him that I had broken the rules of the game, and he had the right to attack.

Bi-2 “Black Sun”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PisI9l29k4E

At time (0:41), at the words “The magnetic field of an unequal battle is approaching us in a deadly wave” the digital clock between the two peacocks shows the time 9:23, and then begins to tick back, i.e. 9:22, 9:21… This is a direct reference to the date September 23, 2017, the Rapture of the Bride event, and of course to the launch of the Inversion process.

The premiere at the concert took place on September 9, 2017, the studio version was released on September 29, 2017, and the video on May 17, 2018.

Bi-2 “Inferno”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ma4g3R0S2Zc

Motto “If you’re in Hell, I’m after you!” The video clip shows closed rooms, a “voluntary” hotel-prison, association with honeycombs.

Bi-2 “God of the Damned” (“God of the Jilted”)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8My60pMvT0&t=0s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJZD-unSBbQ

Premiere November 25, 2020.

Legend of the Antichrist

“Noble Ninette, I offer you a small conspiracy.”

“Can’t it be a big one?”

“Small, but with big consequences!”

from the film “31 June”, episode 2, time 0:39:30.

I studied the material about this fantasy character with extreme caution and take it all rather as a warning to be aware of the dangers of close communication with people on religious topics.

In mid-May 2019, when I was once again from the East to the sea, in the morning, before going for a swim, I was looking through the latest information provided by the Internet, and came across material about Moshiach. The headline was about the fact that very soon (finally!)—the Antichrist will come, he is already nearby. When I went to swim on our deserted beach, I heard from the depths of the water, as if calling: “Ma-shi-ah”. Naturally, I immediately “closed myself” psychologically, because I thought that this was bad, and when I returned to my room and carefully studied the material on the Internet, I of course realized that Moshiach is just the Messiah, which means a person with a specific mission (task) and no more. But with the help of this incident, I felt well that I was not at all attracted by the development of my destiny in this direction, and I believe that nature was also checking whether this path was of interest to me.

I have repeatedly noticed similar “checks” in other situations. Their essence is that first false information is given, the reaction is checked, and then the information is updated, and after my instinctive reaction I learn a different, often opposite, meaning.

East and I, several times – 4 seasons in a row (from 2016 to 2019), went to the same place on the warm sea coast for vacation, to the same mini-hotel, where we were accommodated in the same room on the last third floor, this hotel had about 15–20 rooms. I don’t remember how the initial choice of room took place; they probably just showed us one of the best rooms, and we naturally chose it. We went out of season; there were almost no other guests in the hotel except us, and this room was always free. In May 2019, I finally saw the faded number written long ago in blue pen on a piece of paper that was inserted into the key tag. This number turned out to be 161. East took a photo of the keychain; in the phone, the file with the image accidentally received the name IMG_4919.

I wondered why the number was 161, although the number of rooms in the hotel did not exceed 15–20. In the summer of 2022, I began to carefully study the photo of the keychain and discovered that the number 161 was actually the number 16, repeated on both sides of a thin translucent piece of paper, as a result it began to seem that it was number 161, in fact it was the numbers 16 and 61 on the reverse side, where the 6 went in the center and was combined.

In June 2022, after a forced break in travel due to the coronavirus epidemic, we visited this hotel for the 5th time. The 3-story building in which we were previously accommodated was demolished, and in its place the hotel owners built a new 4-story building.

Let's look at the whole Christian story about the Antichrist in three words. It can be read like this: don't do this. Don't unite people with a common ideology, don't lead them somewhere. People know everything very well, they have known all the commandments for a long time, and if they violate them, it means that it is to their advantage now.

If people are seduced in any way, then they can very well hold you accountable if they don't like something (i.e. it’s not to their liking), or if they can’t get the profit (income) they need. from investments. This is quite in the spirit of man’s modern path towards “personal comfort and the common good” in a consumer society.

Despite my aversion to religions, I have spent enough time studying this fantasy image to understand that my reluctance to communicate with people has an objective basis.

30 Easter eggs and references in the TV series Good Omens (link in Russian)

https://www.mirf.ru/serial/blagie-znameniya-otsylki-pashalki/

“And in the third episode, Aziraphale tells Crowley that Jesus was crucified because he only advised people to be kinder to each other. In ‘The Hitchhiker’ Adams wrote exactly the same thing.”

Episode 1, time 19:40:

The red King of Hearts card is covered with a picture of the Devil.

(link in Russian)

https://kogdavyydet.ru/blagie-znameniya-2-sezon-data-vyhoda.html

“Aziraphale and Crowley understand that they can prevent the massacre, knowing who will become the Antichrist, they can influence the child in childhood to raise the boy neutral to good and evil. Initially, a newborn does not have the intention of starting an apocalypse, so if the young man does not have a penchant for good or evil deeds, nothing terrible will happen.”

“Great, now get up and let’s go to the pub. They said they won't tear down your house until they've had a beer.”

“Can they be trusted?”

“Personally, I’m ready to trust them until the End of the World.”

“How much is this?”

“About 12 minutes.”

from the film “The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy”

(dir. by Garth Jennings, 2005) time 6:35.

“Earthman, understand that your planet was ordered, paid for and controlled by mice…”

“Mice… you mean the little white furry animals that are obsessed with cheese?”

Same place, time 1:29:11.

“In Douglas Adams’s book ‘The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy’ the answer to ‘The Ultimate Question of Life, the Universe, and Everything’ should was decide All Problems of Universe. All intelligent races were eagerly awaiting this answer. It was obtained as a result of seven and a half million years of continuous calculations on a specially created computer – ‘Deep Thought’. According to the computer, the answer has been checked several times for correctness, but it may upset everyone. It turned out that the answer to the question is ‘42’.

The reaction was this:

‘Forty two!’ Lunkkuool squealed. ‘And that’s all you can say after seven and a half million years of work?’

‘I checked everything very carefully,’ said the computer, ‘and I declare with all certainty that this is the answer. It seems to me, if I’m being completely honest with you, the whole point is that you yourself didn’t know what the question was.’

‘But this is a great question! The ultimate question of life, the universe and everything!’ Lunkkuool almost howled.

‘Yes,’ said the computer in the voice of a sufferer enlightening a complete fool. ‘And what kind of question is this?’”

Secrets of the number 42 (links for amateurs, I'm not interested, in Russian)

https://masterok.livejournal.com/3854916.html

The answer to the “ultimate question of life, the universe and everything” is 42 years old (link in Russian)

https://habr.com/ru/news/t/584022/

“Nominative—a mouse,

Genitive—of a mouse,

Dative—to a mouse,

Accusative—a mouse,

Vocative— O, Mouse!”

“’Would it be of any use, now,’ thought Alice, ‘to speak to this mouse? Everything is so out-of-the-way down here, that I should think very likely it can talk: at any rate, there's no harm in trying.’ So she began: ‘O Mouse, do you know the way out of this pool? I am very tired of swimming about here, O Mouse!’ (Alice thought this must be the right way of speaking to a mouse: she had never done such a thing before, but she remembered having seen in her brother's Latin Grammar, ‘A mouse—of a mouse—to a mouse—A mouse—O mouse!’) The Mouse looked at her rather inquisitively, and seemed to her to wink with one of its little eyes, but it said nothing.

‘Perhaps it doesn't understand English,’ thought Alice.”

Lewis Carroll “Alice in Wonderland”.

https://www.reddit.com/r/latin/comments/nvfruu/reading_alices_adventures_in_wonderland_for_the/

(Discovered July 18, 2022 at 9:40 am, article dated November 21, 2003)

Mickey Mouse has been named as the Antichrist (link in Russian)

https://www.pravda.ru/society/37402-miickymouse/

“In 1935, the League of Nations designated Mickey Mouse as an ‘international symbol of goodwill’. And during the Second World War, many military units made Mickey Mouse their mascot, newspapers published comics in which Mickey bravely fought the enemy, and, finally, it was he who gave the command for the landing of allied forces in Normandy: by decision of the Allied command, the signal to begin landing on June 6, 1944, the name became Mickey Mouse. One of the most fanatical admirers of Mickey Mouse was Adolf Hitler. Having first seen him in early 1937, the Fuhrer declared himself a fan of his talent, and from then on he was always given several Mickey cartoons for Christmas.

But the most cruel insult was inflicted on him,calling this cute mouse the Antichrist. It turns out that on the eve of the Apocalypse, he subjugates human souls.”

The sinister cult of Mickey Mouse and the dark secrets of the music industry (Article dated June 15, 2014, I do not recommend reading, negative emotions, in Russian)

http://piseczdruzja.mypage.ru/zloveshaya_sekta_mikki_mausa_i_tmnie_tayni_muzikalnoy_indus.html

“Ritual Masonic symbols are also widely used, Egyptian symbols and all kinds of demonic signs (horns, blood, etc.) are especially popular. ‘Mickey Mouse ears’ or its display are used to the fullest.”

We got to the mice. The image of Mickey Mouse as Christ is considered extremist (article dated August 19, 2011, in Russian)

https://www.gazeta.ru/social/2011/08/19/3739541.shtml

“Mickey Mouse may offend the feelings of believers. This conclusion was reached by the city court of Tarusa (Kaluga region), which, at the request of the prosecutor’s office, recognized Alexander Savko’s film ‘The Sermon on the Mount’ in which a Disney character replaced Jesus Christ, as extremist. If Savko does not appeal the court decision, exhibiting the painting or reprinting its image in the media in the future will be prohibited.”

Mickey Mouse is recognized as a cynical extremist who incites religious hatred (link in Russian)

https://plucer.livejournal.com/456589.html

(An article dated August 31, 2004, in it about “The Da Vinci Code”, which is also interesting; Mickey Mouse appears only in the title, apparently meant as an allegory.)

Mickey Mouse, heir to the Templars (link in Russian)

https://vad-nes.livejournal.com/10089.html

Grandfathers of The Da Vinci Code (link in Russian)

https://vad-nes.livejournal.com/79216.html

SATOR AREPO TENET or Inheritance

“I recommend switching to a raw food diet.”

<…>

“Yeah… Everything raw is recommended. All! Jelly from pureed nettles, puree from raw…”

“Doctor! Don't make an eidiot out of me!”

“Eidetism is taking on a violent character…”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 0:36:41.

September 1, 2020, Tuesday evening, sitting in the kitchen with East, we drank tea and discussed that the idea of having a certain person remember and compare the dates of his personal event (the explosion of his room) with an external event that occurred at another time and quite far from him (the explosion at the Chernobyl nuclear power plant), with completely different spacetime coordinates, then one of the available options is to make it seem to him that the explosion of the room occurred on his birthday, and the external explosion actually took place in the coming days to this date (or on the date of birth), because it is human nature to remember and compare events that happen to him and around him on the date of his birthday. I noted that this comparison can be a beginning, a starting point for a person’s further reflection. And all this is certainly a external manipulation.

For many years I forgot the exact date of the explosion of my room in the apartment where we lived; for decades I believed that this date coincided with my birthday, until in May 2017 my mother informed me about the real date of the explosion.

East added an interesting thought that I remembered the date of the explosion as the Date of Birth, since people probably told me that I was “born again”.

We decided to go to the cinema the next day to watch the film Inception (dir. by Christopher Nolan, 2010).

September 2, 2020, Wednesday, in the evening there was an extraordinary scandal with the return of goods by a customer. The product was of good quality, cost about 300 rubles [$5], but the client screamed about the crime and called the police. As a result, this case lasted for about six months, the buyer won the case, and we incurred expenses of 9 times the cost of the goods (about 2800 rubles [$42]). This was the largest conflict with the buyer in more than 10 years of our work. The intensity of passions simply went off scale. So this day was definitely memorable for us.

Late in the evening we went to a movie. This was the last day of its screening in our city.

Sergei Lukyanenko – about how to look beyond the horizon (link in Russian)

https://aif.ru/culture/person/prishelec_iz_budushchego_sergey_lukyanenko_o_tom_kak_zaglyanut_za_gorizont

“If you read many literary works that have been written over the past two years, you can find in them this feeling of impending disaster, of world conflict. Something that politicians refused to believe, saying: ‘No, this will never happen!’ But art, to one degree or another, felt this and reflected it long before the world changed. Because art catches such things much faster than science.”

Inception (dir. by Christopher Nolan, 2010)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inception

“The film stars Leonardo DiCaprio as a professional thief who steals information by infiltrating the subconscious of his targets. He is offered a chance to have his criminal history erased as payment for the implantation of another person's idea into a target's subconscious. <…>

Their latest target, Saito, is impressed with Cobb's ability to layer multiple dreams within each other. He offers to hire Cobb for the ostensibly impossible job of implanting an idea into a person's subconscious; performing ‘inception’ on Robert Fischer, the son of Saito's competitor Maurice Fischer, with the idea to dissolve his father's company. <…>

Nolan has said that the film “deals with levels of reality, and perceptions of reality which is something I'm very interested in. It's an action film set in a contemporary world, but with a slight science-fiction bent to it”, while also describing it as ‘very much an ensemble film structured somewhat as a heist movie'.”

When on the evening of September 1, 2020 I talked with East about my childhood, we had already decided that we would go to the cinema the next day to see this film; we learned about its showing on September 1, when we were walking in the shopping center. However, I planned this conversation “over tea” several days in advance; I mentally worked through the problem that became the purpose of the discussion. And I didn’t remember the plot of the film at all, although I had watched it earlier, in 2011.

According to the plot of the film, the goal of the scammers is to divide the global corporation, which has come to dominate the energy market of the entire Earth, thereby upsetting the balance of interests of opposing groups.

After watching the film, I remembered that in June 2018 I went to Rechitsa to formalize the abandonment of half of my father’s house; then I made a deed of gift to my distant relative, who was a complete stranger to me. My father had only one house and I had no other dealings with the property other than receiving it as an inheritance about 20 years ago.

Throughout my life, I have received real estate ownership several times, and this was the only time I gave something heritage to a stranger.

On June 27–28, 2018, I drew up a deed of gift and clearly realized that this was just a small wooden house in a deplorable condition. Of course, I then felt that this was close to some kind of fantasy fictional situation, because just a week before, on June 19, 2018, I finished the book 19+. It’s interesting that a relative got in touch in the middle of summer or autumn 2017 with a request to give him half of the house, and only a year later I was able to go to Rechitsa.

One interpretation is that the Spirit is simply fooling me, acting out various scenes in my life for the sole purpose of entertaining me and/or itself. But I don’t tend to view my life solely as entertainment; a pragmatic approach suits me more and I consider such events as seriously and responsibly as possible.

The film Inception was shown in theaters to promote the premiere of a new Christopher Nolan's film, which we watched two weeks later. It's worth noting that these were all the films we watched in 2020 and the first half of 2021.

September 17, 2020, Thursday, when leaving the cinema, after watching the premiere of Christopher Nolan's film Tenet, East and I felt a sharp cold snap that lasted 2–3 days.

September 18, 2020, Friday, I learned about the SATOR square (appears in the names of the characters and in the title of the film Tenet), the next day I assumed that it was a “weapon”. How did I come to such an unexpected conclusion? And what weapon, a sword or a shield?

This is what it looks like:

SATOR

AREPO

TENET

OPERA

ROTAS

“What does this phrase mean? The problem is that the word arepo is not found in Latin; it was most likely invented to make a palindrome, or borrowed from another language. If we assume that Arepo is a name, then it comes out something like ‘The sower of Arepo works with the help of wheels [a wheeled plow].’ Apparently, the meaning here is not as important as it often happened with magic formulas; the palindrome attracted with its mystery and perfection.

The oldest square with such a palindrome (though the word order was slightly different) was discovered on one of the columns in Pompeii, a Roman city destroyed by the eruption of Mount Vesuvius in 79 AD.”

The very first surviving image of the Square is on the wall of a column in the city of Pompeii, buried under a layer of ash. Not a bad way to archive an image… And its dating (50–79 AD) is somehow suspiciously close to the dating of another document – “The Revelations of John the Theologian” (60–96 AD). In other words, for us these two documents are located at the same point in time. This can be compared to a safe deposit box in a bank.

“Irenaeus of Lyons dates the Revelation to the end of the reign of Domitian (81–96), a version shared by many modern biblical scholars. In the 19th century, a version arose about the creation of the book in the 60s of the 1st century (‘early dating’); in the 19th century, most researchers adhered to this version, but in the 20th century, most biblical scholars again began to adhere to ‘late dating’, that is, the period of the reign of Domitian.” (Wiki)

“The words SATOR AREPO TENET OPERA ROTAS performed by the ensemble ‘Singing family’ sound in the theme of evil spirits (music by Igor Kornelyuk) in the TV series by Vladimir Bortko ‘The Master and Margarita’ (2005). Also, the words SATOR AREPO TENET are pronounced in three voices by satyrs at the moment of Margarita’s ‘dedication’ before the ball of a hundred kings.” (Wiki)

Discs with songs by Igor Kornelyuk (the first and one of the last):

1988 – “Ticket to the Ballet” (that was the name of the first album and one of the first hits of this composer).

2010 – “The Master and Margarita” (actually performed in 2005, in the TV series).

Of course, the fact that I noted his authorship of the song “Ticket to the Ballet” is a pure coincidence. Igor Kornelyuk worked on the soundtrack for the series The Master and Margarita, with the central “Woland’s theme” for a whole year. It was in this “theme of Satan” that the SATOR square was noted:

“The words of the choir on the theme of evil spirits: Sator arepo tenet opera rotas. Sator arepo tenet opera rotas. Igne natura renovatur integra. Igne natura renovatur integra. INRI, INRI, Abracadabra, INRI, INRI. INRI, INRI, INRI, INRI, Abracadabra. INRI, INRI, Abracadabra, INRI, INRI. INRI, INRI, INRI, INRI, Abracadabra.

Decoding words in text: INRI – ‘Iesus Nasareus Rex Iudaeus’ (‘Jesus Nazarene Tsar Jewis’) or ‘Igne natura renovatur integra’ (‘By fire nature updated all’). In the second meaning, this word ‘INRI’ served as the motto of the Rosicrucian school (Masons-Satanists). Abracadabra is a term of Persian origin, magic word-spell.”

(A bit of conspiracy theory, for fans…)

I came up with the idea that the SATOR square resembles some kind of “temporal weapon” (or “artifact”) due to the flow of different time streams in it, i.e. if you pronounce it and visualize it, then you launch several copies of one phrase, which “flow” at different speeds and even in the opposite direction (inversely, back to the past).

If you actualize this square in some closed space in which the law of the flow of time works – consistently, evenly and in one direction, and you actually manage to send these phrases to different, conflicting time streams, then the space, no matter how “infinite” it may be it was, after a certain time, it will simply crumble into several warring pieces, which will probably continue to self-destruct further. Naturally, the force of your influence must be of the same nature and identity as the force that was used in the creation of this spacetime.

In this case, you need to be inside this Infinity, and most likely, for this you need to be born into it.

Tenet (dir. by Christopher Nolan, 2020)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tenet_(film)

“Priya reveals that she is a member of Tenet, and the man who inverted her bullets, Russian oligarch Andrei Sator, is communicating with the future. Sator's estranged wife Kat Barton is an art appraiser who authenticated a forged Goya by her friend Arepo. Sator purchased the Goya at auction believing it to be legitimate, later using it to blackmail Kat into staying with him. To earn Kat's help, the Protagonist and Neil try to steal the Goya from Sator's freeport facility at Oslo Airport.”

Good Omens  (TV series, 2019)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Good_Omens_(TV_series)

“Good Omens is a fantasy comedy television series created by Neil Gaiman based on his and Terry Pratchett's 1990 novel of the same name. <…>

Like the novel, Good Omens features various Christian themes and figures and follows various characters all trying to either encourage or prevent an imminent Armageddon, seen through the eyes of the angel Aziraphale and the demon Crowley.

All episodes of the first series were released on Amazon Prime Video on 31 May 2019.”

In my opinion, one of the central ideas of this TV series is the replacement of the father with some “other uncle”, which echoes the philosophical message of the film Tenet—what happens if you “kill your grandfather”?

Christopher Nolan (selected filmography, for the period 2009–2022)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christopher_Nolan

“<…>

2010 – Inception

2012 – The Dark Knight Rises

2013 – Man of Steel

2014 – Transcendence

2014 – Interstellar

2016 – Batman v Superman: Dawn of Justice

2017 – Dunkirk

2020 – Tenet”

Director C. Nolan is clearly trying to “excavate a black hole” and of course, what he will encounter in doing so will be terrible and horrible paradoxes of time…

Interstellar (film, 2014)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interstellar_(film)

”Christopher Nolan met with Thorne, then attached as executive producer, to discuss the use of spacetime in the story.”

Kip S. Thorne “Black Holes and Time Warps: Einstein's Outrageous Legacy” (translated from English – M.: Fizmatlit, 2009, 616 pages, ISBN 978-5-94052-172-3)

(I found out about this book on May 14, 2021 at 3:22 pm, I note that in the Russian translation of the book616 pages).

Spacetime

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spacetime

“In physics, spacetime, also called the space-time continuum, is a mathematical model that fuses the three dimensions of space and the one dimension of time into a single four-dimensional continuum. Spacetime diagrams are useful in visualizing and understanding relativistic effects, such as how different observers perceive where and when events occur.

Until the turn of the 20th century, the assumption had been that the three-dimensional geometry of the universe (its description in terms of locations, shapes, distances, and directions) was distinct from time (the measurement of when events occur within the universe). However, space and time took on new meanings with the Lorentz transformation and special theory of relativity.

In 1908, Hermann Minkowski presented a geometric interpretation of special relativity that fused time and the three spatial dimensions into a single four-dimensional continuum now known as Minkowski space. This interpretation proved vital to the general theory of relativity, wherein spacetime is curved by mass and energy. <…>

In ordinary space, a position is specified by three numbers, known as dimensions. In the Cartesian coordinate system, these are often called x, y and z. A point in spacetime is called an event, and requires four numbers to be specified: the three-dimensional location in space, plus the position in time. An event is represented by a set of coordinates x, y, z and t. Spacetime is thus four-dimensional.”

What is the “murdered grandfather paradox” and how to solve it (link in Russian)

https://pikabu.ru/story/chto_takoe_paradoks_ubitogo_dedushki_i_kak_ego_reshit_7856959

The paradox is happily resolved if time has a property that prevents one from being able to influence one's past when traveling through time. This is either the inability to get to the “starting point” or traveling strictly within the limits of what is permitted.

Dunkirk (film, 2017, quote partly from Russian wiki)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dunkirk_(2017_film)

“Premiere: July 21, 2017, start of filming: May 15, 2016 in the places of the events described.

In 1940, during the Battle of France, allied soldiers retreat to Dunkirk encircled by the enemy.

The film has a non-linear structure and is divided into three time lines: the pier (one week), the sea (one day) and the air (one hour).

In the finale, all timelines converge into one.”

This film visualizes streams of time flowing in parallel, but at different “speeds”.

To explain any phenomenon, you can come up with at least three “possible” explanations. Returning to the events described in this book:

The first option, “all coincidences are random” also has a right to exist.

The second option is “influence on the situation by third forces”.

The third option is “the influence of one’s own personality, one’s personal temporary existence”.

I would like to note, and I write this more than once, that for an event to happen, there must be an observer. This is a key point; if it weren’t for me as an observer, some of these events would not have happened, no matter how strange it may sound. And I'm definitely proud of it.

I am absolutely not interested in the reader’s position; I am indifferent to any option if he chooses it or does not choose it in order to “put together the puzzle” in his head. I myself periodically put myself “in another place” and work through one of these options, which enriches my worldview and does not allow the thinking process to stop.

The only thing is that if I work through the first option, I always do it in “transaction mode”—this means that I set myself the goal of returning to the perception of the 2nd or 3rd option after a short continuous period of time, and not getting stuck on option 1. This is due to the fact that I have respect for the external side – the Spirit, and if you get stuck on option 1, then he can simply “get offended” and stop “bringing gifts”, and this is unacceptable.

Sometimes I do something interesting. I mentally ask myself one of these (or other) options and, replaying the events in my head, at the same time I evaluate my own internal reaction to them, which I remember, and then, at another time, I begin to analyze the thoughts that come to mind.

This book does not, I hope, contain answers to questions. Its goal is different—to raise the problems that interest me as high as possible in order to better consider them and even find new questions.

The Last Da Vinci

“My nephew will be back now. It is very difficult for me to compete with him, because he is almost 300 years younger than me! And this means a lot in our profession…”

“Uncle, you are very late with your medieval education… unfinished. Our profession is not for fools! That is why there is some regression… against the backdrop of overall progress, Your Highness.”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 0:19:51.

On April 1, 2018, six months after the Fantastic Week that excited me, I learned about the painting Salvator Mundi (Savior) by Leonardo Da Vinci. I was interested in the fact that the painting was sold in 19 minutes (just under 20 minutes, as they wrote in the news), that it was an image of the Savior, and that the worldwide show for its sale started around mid-October 2017; the painting was sold on November 15, 2017. I was intrigued by the temporary proximity to my Fantastic Week and the fact that it was a male version of Mona Lisa, which was the name of the Belarusian film, the premiere of which I attended in November 1991 and which then radically changed my life (about this is written in the corresponding chapter of my first book 19+.

So actually 2 out of 3 cardinal changes in my life were in one way or another connected with the paintings of Leonardo da Vinci:

1991, November, I bought a ticket and went to the premiere of the film “Mona Lisa” by the Belarusian film director Nikolay Studnev. As a result of watching this film, I independently changed my life, left the institute where I had successfully studied to become a programmer and took up theater arts. It is important to note that I had not previously studied any art, and programming and other mathematics and physics were the best that I knew until November 1991.

1996, June 10–14, the “reverse side of the world” opened before me and it was my second life shock, a catastrophe in my relationship with the environment, which began to rewrite my future life.

2017, September 6–10, Fantastic Week occurred and I was forced reconsider my attitude towards life.

Two months and five days later, on November 15, 2017, Leonardo Da Vinci's Salvator Mundi, which had suddenly appeared in the art world, was sold at Christie's auction in New York for a record-breaking $450.3 million. At that time, this painting became the most expensive work of art in the world.

But what is the connection between the events of Fantastic Week, and these are supposedly cultural correspondences between the simplest actions of a subject and solar flares, and the appearance in the “everyday world”, and then the sale and subsequent disappearance of this picture?

In fact, the picture and the circumstances of its appearance and sale did not make any impression on me, if it weren't for one "no". I immediately noticed this, and it was this fact that became the reason why I returned to study this picture and the circumstances of it life’s path many times over the course of several years.

I have a similar brown hair color as the character in the painting. At the same time, the color of my hair also changes, it becomes lighter and darker at different periods of my life, in 2021 it is lighter than in the picture. I have the same thin, brittle hair, most of my life it was long, in recent years it began to roll up at the ends into similar “scrolls” as in the picture. I.e. if I wash myself with a good shampoo, then within 2–3 days my hair will be exactly the same as in the picture. Perhaps this hair type is genetically predetermined. I am publishing all this as a joke, of course, “kinship” is purely illusory, fantasy, creative.

The Da Vinci Code was found in the eyes of Mona Lisa (article dated December 14, 2010, in Russian)

https://utro.ru/articles/2010/12/14/943692.shtml

“Art historians saw poorly readable, but clearly man-made symbols in the world-famous painting. It is assumed that with the help of tiny numbers and letters the artist was trying to convey a certain message

Art critics, who have studied the smile, color and expression of Mona Lisa's face far and wide, have reported another sensation: the world-famous portrait contains the original Da Vinci code in the form of tiny numbers and letters.

According to the Daily Mail, they were discovered thanks to modern methods of image enlargement. ‘The symbols are not visible to the naked eye, but under a microscope they are clearly visible,’ says the author of the discovery, President of the Italian National Committee for Cultural Heritage Silvano Vincenti. ‘In the right eye, apparently, are the letters LV, which may well be the initials of Leonardo da Vinci ‘There are also symbols in the left eye, but it is very difficult to identify them – they are either the letters CE or the letter B.’

Symbols are depicted not only in the eyes of the model. ‘In the arch of the bridge in the background you can see the number 72 or the letter L and the number 2,’ says Vincenti, adding: ‘We must remember that the painting is 500 years old, so the symbols have lost their original clarity.’ Nevertheless, the authors of the discovery insist that there can be no mistake: the artist depicted the symbols deliberately.

The Italians looked closely into the eyes of Gioconda after one of the members of the cultural heritage committee discovered a tattered book in a used bookstore that mentioned the symbols in the eyes of the Mona Lisa.

‘Da Vinci paid special attention to the Mona Lisa, and we know that in the last years of his life he took the painting with him everywhere,’ Vincenti emphasizes. ‘We also know that da Vinci was fond of esotericism and used symbols in his work to send messages.’”

The real-life Da Vinci Code: Historians discover tiny numbers and letters in the eyes of the Mona Lisa (article from December 12, 2010)

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1337976/Real-life-Da-Vinci-Code-Tiny-numbers-letters-discovered-Mona-Lisa.html

Myths about Da Vinci (link in Russian)

https://dzen.ru/a/YHRG4Mo3u2cR9-59

“Da Vinci does not refer to the inventor's surname, but to the name of the area in which he was born. Vinci is a small town near Florence. Now there is a museum dedicated to Leonardo.

The portrait of Mona Lisa is almost 100% a portrait of the artist’s mother; the first version of the painting, which he had given away for debts, was found; so it becomes clear why he fussed over this work ‘like a hen over an egg’.

Read Vasari and Walter Isaacson! Everything there is told about Mona Lisa and about her mother.”

(Caution, emotional video! I noticed that each person is shown individually, in turn, and they are probably standing together. In cases where several people are shown at the same time, it feels like they are watching completely independently, individually).

The Last da Vinci: The World is Watching

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d7omwQLuGJQ

7 things to know about Leonardo's Salvatore Mundi, His Holy Mona Lisa (link in Russian)

https://tanjand.livejournal.com/2219469.html

“Renaissance art historian Martin Kemp had goosebumps. ‘It was very clear,’ Kemp said. ‘Mona Lisa is present.’ So after that initial reaction, you look at the painting and you think the writing on the better preserved details like the hair etc. is just incredibly good. This is such a supernatural whirlwind, as if the hair is a living, moving substance or water, as Leonardo painted hair. <…>

‘Salvator Mundi is a painting of the most iconic figure in the world, the most important artist of all time,’ says Loic Gouzer, Chairman Post-War and Contemporary Art at Christie’s.

… Leonardo's work is as influential in the art that is created today as it was in the 15th and 16th centuries. We felt that offering this painting in the context of our post-war and contemporary evening sale was a testament to the painting's enduring relevance.”

Salvator Mundi (link in Russian)

https://artchive.ru/leonardodavinci/works/473095~Spasitel'_Mira_Sal'vator_Mundi

“Jesus with brown locks gazes intently at the viewer. In his left hand rests a crystal sphere, and his right is raised in a gesture of blessing. According to Professor Martin Kemp of Oxford, ‘The Savior literally holds in the palm of his hand the welfare of the world and its inhabitants.’ At the same time, Leonardo clearly represents the Redeemer not as a deity, but as a man – which is extremely unusual for that time – without a crown or halo.”

In the Good Omens series, a painting resembling the Mona Lisa, but done as a sepia pencil sketch, hangs behind demon Crowley's throne. By the way, it was behind this painting in the demon’s house that there was a safe in which the most powerful and valuable weapon he had was stored – Holy Water. Below are all the appearances of this painting in the mini-series:

Episode 2, time 2:53,

The demon Crowley enters his apartment, the picture is shown to the viewer several times.

Episode 2, time 3:29,

On one side from the chair, on the screen the servants of the Devil give him instructions on the upcoming work, on the other side there is a picture hanging on the wall, balancing the overall frame of the film with a bright light spot. The screen with the servants goes dark. Next, Crowley says a significant phrase (time 3:53):

“I didn’t want to fall, I just found myself in bad company.”

(Sounds like a teenager “explaining” to an adult).

Why did the demon Crowley choose this painting for his office? Undoubtedly, it personifies the maternal principle. This painting is constantly behind him when he sits in his throne-chair. Naturally, the creators of the series ironically play up the fate of the real painting:

“Before his death, Leonardo sold the painting to the French king Francis I, who hung it in his bathhouse. Not because he didn’t appreciate it – the bathhouse served for him as a kind of office, where he decided, among other things, issues of national importance. Then it was in the Louvre, where the public could see her, then it was in the bedroom of Napoleon Bonaparte.”

Episode 2, time 21:18,

“Get to work!”

“It’s simple: deliver the Antichrist, keep an eye on him.” Nothing complicated. No demon can fail this!”

Episode 2, time 52:16,

“Any news? Have you found the Antichrist?

Episode 4, time 8:58,

“I was just asking questions. This was enough to become a demon.”

Episode 4, time 9:17,

“Why destroy them?”

At the top of the frame, the edge of a painting appears on the wall behind the demon's throne. The picture grows, going down the frame from top to bottom.

“Why the End of the World?”

The picture is completely visible. Crowley hits the floating globe with his hand, the globe flies away and immediately returns.

Episode 4, time 34:48,

Demon Crowley moves the painting aside, opens the safe and takes a thermos of Holy water; after a few seconds he carries a bucket of water beside the painting.

March 20, 2021, in the morning at 11:00 am, once again (I usually open and study stuff on the Internet every few months, in the hope that I will dig up something new), I became interested in Leonard Da Vinci's painting Mona Lisa and I watched several videos about it.

The videos were mainly about “secret signs”, supposedly the initials “LV” in Gioconda's right eye and the number “72” on the bridge over the river. It immediately seemed to me that “72” was very similar to “73”, if we accept the underdrawing or damage to the number “3” at the bottom, because the second digit was half the height of the first, and it seemed to be “missing” the lower part.

It should also be said that my initials “LV” in Latin, correspond to the initials in the painting Mona Lisa by Leonardo da Vinci. And 1972 is the year of my conception, I was born in 1973. For some reason, in this case it is the date of conception that is interesting, more about this in one of the last chapters of this book.

According to information on the Internet, these facts were extolled as “Da Vinci’s secret”, “an encrypted code”, they were “opened” at the end of 2010. And then an obvious “solution” was given—that the initials should belong to Leonardo Da Vinci (and who else?!), and 72 is the year of the destruction of a certain bridge in 1472.

(Opened November 25, 2021 at 12:34 pm).

La Gioconda Bridge (link in Russian)

http://www.biancoloto.com/ponte-buriano-gioconda.html

“It is believed that the painting depicts the Buriano Bridge [Ponte Buriano], built over the Arno, a few kilometers from Arezzo (Tuscany).

Leonardo painted the same bridge in the painting “Madonna of the Yarnwinder” (1501, lost), it is located on the right side of St. Mary.”

Another source (in Russian) writes: “The Trebbia River flowing past Bobbio overflowed its banks and demolished the old bridge”.

https://www.fontanka.ru/2011/01/10/023/

The path of the Mona Lisa (link in Russian)

https://www.kp.ru/daily/26974.3/4029268/

“Francesco del Giocondo, who ordered the portrait of Leonardo da Vinci’s wife, never received it into his own: apparently, the artist worked on it for about three years, and then took it with him and improved it almost until his death.”

(link in Russian)

https://www.factroom.ru/izvestnye-lyudi/hudozhniki/leonardo-da-vinchi/leonardo-da-vinchi-vsyudu-vozil-monu-lizu-s-soboj

“The painting Mona Lisa had special value for its author, Leonardo da Vinci. Work on it went on for 16 years. The artist did not part with the painting until his death, transporting it on mules during his journey from Florence to Milan, Rome, and finally to France.”

(Opened on July 27, 2022 at 5:32 pm, link in Russian)

All the secrets of Mona Lisa

https://masterok.livejournal.com/6151598.html

“Almost nothing is known about Leonardo’s mother. But, indeed, there is an opinion that the artist, separated from his mother in early childhood, tried all his life to recreate the image and smile of his mother in his paintings.

However, the theory that the Mona Lisa is an icon where an earthly woman took the place of the Mother of God is popular in its own right. This is the genius of the work and therefore it has become a symbol of the beginning of a new era in art.

There is also an interesting version by Valery Chudinov, who discovered in the Mona Lisa the words Yara Mara – the name of the Russian pagan goddess.

Leonardo is the creator of 3D.

This combination was achieved using a special technique invented by Leonardo – ‘sfumato’ (from Italian – ‘disappearing like smoke’). It was this painting technique, when paints are applied layer by layer, that allowed Leonardo to create an aerial perspective in the painting. The artist applied countless layers of these, and each one was almost transparent. Thanks to this technique, light is reflected and scattered differently across the canvas, depending on the viewing angle and the angle of incidence of the light. That’s why the model’s facial expression is constantly changing.

The Mona Lisa is the first 3D painting in history, researchers conclude. Another technical breakthrough by a genius who foresaw and tried to implement many inventions.”

This is how it turns out to be the simplest riddles that anyone can solve in a second. It is obvious!

But if we assume that these are really hidden secrets and some kind of code, then what is the best way to package the information so that only a certain person can “guess” it? The best option is to give all other clue seekers a simple, uncomplicated and obvious answer, and for this the artist must have exactly these initials and in 1472 the bridge was to be destroyed. That is, in order to influence the future, the bridge to the past is destroyed! Naturally, all these associations are far-fetched by me, these are just my current thoughts.

And it’s also important how to preserve information from damage if it needs to pass through hundreds of years? Of course, even if it is slightly damaged, but is obviously associated with other objects and events, the human imagination will “complete” the lost part. Thus, in order for the number 72 to certainly reach, even with some damage, it is drawn on the image of a bridge that was washed away by water and destroyed in 1472. And the initials found must undoubtedly correspond to the artist’s initials, and even if they are slightly damaged, our imagination will complete them in the predicted direction in accordance with culturally imposed stereotypes.

I perceive this as the superimposition of the plane of fiction onto the physical plane. That is, events on the real plane are coordinated through cultural associations with a person’s internal experiences.

A little bit of the Good Omens series, for fans.

Episode 5, time 38:00,

“Hello. Mister… Pulzifer? I have the peculiar honour of bringing you and Mrs Pulsifer a small bequest.”

“There isn’t any Mrs Pulsifer. I mean, there’s my mum, but she’s in Dorking.”

“How odd. The letter is quite specific. Can I come in?”

(enters the room, puts the box on the table)

“Coffee?”

“I mustn’t. To be honest, we’re all very interested in this. Mr Bychance nearly came down himself, but he doesn’t travel well these days.”

“I have no idea what you’re talking about”.

“The bequest. It’s what’s in the box. With the letter.” (Anathema peeks out from behind the door.) “My firm has had it for over 300 years. I don’t know the full details because I joined the firm only fifteen years ago, but.”

Episode 5, time 38:48,

(Transition to the historical past. Knock on the door.)

“Master Robey? This is for you, from my mother. And this, with it, for safekeeping.”

(voice-over) “The letter contained a gold coin, certain instructions and five interesting facts about the next ten years which would ensure that he was able to pursue a very successful legal career. All he had to do in return was see that the box was carefully looked after for rather more than three hundred years, and then be delivered… here on this particular Sunday morning.”

(Transition to our time.)

“And, um . . . Well, here it is.”

(Anathema has come downstairs. Newt has finished opening the box that the thing was in. It’s an ancient metal box.)

“It’s from Agnes.”

“Are you sure?”

“I recognise the style.”

In my life, everything connected with the image of the Mona Lisa refers to illusory, emotional experiences, and they are in no way connected with Leonardo, or with painting, and especially not with the image of the Savior. Naturally, all these experiences were mainly associated with the married couple Nikolay and Liliya Studnev, whom I treated more like parents. At the time of our meeting, they were 20 years older than me.

I have a cold, distant attitude towards religions. But even if I am not interested in Religion, it may well be interested in me. And my task is to escape from this dangerous situation with minimal losses.

“We don’t have electricity in Perador. When darkness falls, torches are lit. This is also beautiful. True, they smoke.”

“I understand… Of course, torches… You live in the 13th century.”

“In the twelfth… But at the very end of the 12th, what century do you live in?”

“In the twenty-first, but at the very beginning!”

“It’s good that at the beginning… it’s still closer.”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 1:01:30.

Agree, it is completely unrealistic to look for the initials of a person from the 21st century in paintings from the 15th century. After all, it was “put into the head of any schoolchild” that people of the 15th century lived and left their initials in the 15th century, and people of the 21st century lived in the 21st century, and nothing else.

Further – more, continuing to analyze the name Rybolovlev (“Fisherman” in English), and for me this is a direct association with the character, “catcher of fish and human souls” two thousand years ago, I came across a Gift, lost in the past, or even my Attribute.

Two Cathedrals and Three Bridges

“Don't be afraid, I won't disappear now. You know, you can ask Merlin only once in your life… I asked to take me across the Star Bridge.”

from the film “31 June”, episode 2, time 1:00:24.

“’ Carthage must be destroyed ’ (Carthaginem esse delendam)—in a figurative sense, this is what they say about an obsession to which they return regardless of the topic of conversation, about the determination to radically deal with a real or imaginary problem. This catchphrase originated in Ancient Rome. It was said that Marcus Porcius Cato (Cato the Elder) ended any of his speeches in the Roman Senate with the words: ‘And besides, I affirm that Carthage must be destroyed’. The Carthaginian state was a longtime enemy of Rome. After two Roman victories in the wars with the Carthaginians, the city continued to exist and flourished, and this haunted many.

The senator argued his call by saying that the concluded peace treaty does not guarantee Rome that Carthage, having recovered after the war, will not violate the truce, as it did after the first conflict, and will not begin new attacks on Roman conquests.”

Bridge in the painting Mona Lisa by Leonardo Da Vinci

The bridge that “must have” been destroyed in 1472.

Star Bridge, song from the film 31 June , episode 1, time 0:28:22

Sung by Tatyana Antsiferova, music by Aleksandr Zatsepin, lyrics by Leonid Derbenyov, 1978.

“We are with you, among the stars and darkness,

They found each other in unimaginable distances.

So that the Milky Way, someday,

Became the eternal path of love.”

Bridge in the song God of the Damned by the group Bi-2

Premiere of the song and video: November 25, 2020.

“God will come to save

All the damned, damned

To build bridges

Over the abyss, over the abyss.”

Two cathedrals

“Religion” means “reconnection”. My knowledge in this area is mainly based on adventure films about “crusades” and “secrets that catholics hide”. A kind of romanticized attitude that is fueled by adventurous works of art, but does not directly affect me. June 20, 2022 at 4:52 pm I found on the Internet the closest relation to this topic for me:

About the evidence for the existence of God (link in Russian)

https://maxpark.com/community/7300/content/7216297

“Kant was an atheist, but he did not deny the existence of God. He said that in any case you need to live as if he exists. After all, it is faith that awakens in a person the desire to act according to his conscience and experience empathy for the world around him.

Kant said that knowledge about the divine nature of existence is inherent in every person, as a basic program; we are already born with this knowledge. And if the Almighty exists, then we feel the signs of his existence deep inside, on an intuitive level.

‘The starry sky above our heads and the moral law within us fill the mind with ever-new and growing admiration and awe, the more often and more persistently we reflect on it,’ said Kant.”

Kant vs Nietzsche: order versus chaos. One-man show (link in Russian)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmtH4mSAciY

When I walked past the Cathedral of Peter and Paul in St. Petersburg in October and November 2019, a sudden “sadness came over me”, so much so that I suddenly burst into tears. It was very unexpected, I walked further, then turned to look at the cathedral one last time… and burst into tears again.

Then I walked past this cathedral several more times over the course of two months, and every time I looked at it, I was overwhelmed with emotions. It was some kind of miracle.

Cathedral of Saints Peter and Paul in St. Petersburg (link in Russian)

https://peterburg.center/maps/kafedralnyy-sobor-svyatyh-petra-i-pavla-v-sankt-peterburge.html

“Address: Nevsky Avenue, 22–24. Denomination: Union of Evangelical Lutheran Churches. Parish rector: 54-year-old German Michael Schwarzkopf, a former programmer.”

A few months later I read on the Internet:

The 15th-century Cathedral of Saints Peter and Paul caught fire in France (article dated July 18, 2020, in Russian)

https://ria.ru/20200718/1574526629.html

“In the city of Nantes in western France, the Cathedral of Saints Peter and Paul caught fire, BFMTV reported, citing the fire and rescue operations center.

According to eyewitnesses, the fire started around 7:30 am local time (8:30 am Moscow time) [July 18, 2020]. Firefighters headed to the scene. The causes of the fire have not yet been announced.

Director of the Department of Fire and Rescue Services Laurent Ferlet said that more than a hundred firefighters and 45 fire engines are taking part in the firefighting effort. The fire was contained around 10:00 am local time.

According to Nantes prosecutor Pierre Seine, it could have been a deliberate arson – three fires were found in the cathedral.

‘One is at the level of the large organ and two hearths to the right and left of the nave,’ the TV channel quotes him as saying.

The Cathedral of Saints Peter and Paul in Nantes is one of the largest Gothic churches in France. It is six meters lower in height than Notre Dame Cathedral. Construction of the temple began in the 15th century, construction lasted 457 years. It was consecrated in December 1891.

French President Emmanuel Macron: ‘After Notre Dame, fire engulfed the Cathedral of Saints Peter and Paul in the heart of Nantes. I express my support to our firefighters, who are taking all the necessary risks to save this example of Gothic art,’ the head of state wrote.

The Cathedral of Saints Peter and Paul, the construction of which began in the 15th century and was completed at the end of the 19th, is one of the most important Gothic monuments in Brittany and France. In 1972, there was already a major fire there—the roof of the cathedral completely burned down, it was closed for repairs for three years.”

The previous fire in the cathedral in Nantes was in 1972.

Naturally, these were different cathedrals, one in Nantes, the other in St. Petersburg, but what they had in common was the name.

I was struck by how emotional my reaction to the cathedral in St. Petersburg was. The building of the cathedral in St. Petersburg was somewhat reminiscent of Notre Dame de Paris, but I had practically no emotions towards the burning Notre Dame, perhaps because I did not see it directly.

My feelings towards the cathedral in St. Petersburg were completely unrealistic. Of course, any person sometimes experiences strong emotions, but almost always these emotions happen to him in a closed, intimate space. Such emotions, but arising practically out of nowhere and in open space, are a rare occurrence for me. On the other hand, these unexpected emotions enriched me.

I'll add a bit of conspiracy theory – simultaneously with the fire in Notre Dame (where, by the way, the Crown of Thorns was kept), a fire broke out on the roof of one of the prayer rooms of the Al-Aqsa Mosque in Jerusalem. According to legend, this mosque is located on the site of the First Temple, where some of the events of the New Testament took place.

Forgotten Attribute from the past or Spirits of the Earth

“And this tape recorder, is it also a museum exhibit?”

“Yes, this is also a museum exhibit. He is related to Princess Melicenta. She disappeared from the 12th century, but this object remained in the 12th century.”

“In my opinion, it is much easier to assume that one of the visitors forgot this thing?”

“Maybe you forgot? Take it.”

“I'm not sure it's me.”

“Not sure?”

“Let's get out of here. Is there anything else to see here?”

“No. This is a small museum and it is open only once a year—June 31, Lunar Day.”

“Yes, excuse me, what did you say, the name of this princess?”

“Melicenta.”

“My wife’s name is also Melicenta.”

from the film “31 June”, episode 2, time 1:02:30.

It happens that some event is carefully stored for decades and gradually makes its way to you, actively generating other events, until you finally discover it, deep in your past.

I suppose this is an attribute that is unexpectedly close to my heart. That's exactly how I feel when I think about him… (chapter written March 2021).

What could be an exciting adventure for a 12–13 year old child? I think the Earth Spirits, which are extremely powerful, are quite an interesting toy.

Yes, but now, in 2021, when I found out about these holes in the earth, I am already about 48 years old! Of course, but when I remember that time, I will be 13 years old again, as when I went on an unforgettable two-day train trip to a pioneer camp at the End of the World…

March 5, 2021, Friday, at 12:00 pm I was in the office, and once again (I do this regularly, about once every few months), I began to study materials from the Internet about the painting Salvator Mundi by Leonardo Da Vinci. After opening several videos about this work of fine arts on Youtube, I finished my workday and went home.

Earlier that day, I called back on the phone (there was an important missed call), after which I looked at the phone balance, it turned out to be 119.91 rubles [$2]. East took a screenshot of the balance the next day. I rarely check my balance, no more than 1–2 times a month; the previous time, a week ago it was 36.66 rubles [$0.5]. I got a little tense because recognized the style. Naturally, I immediately began to look for what was going to happen in the next few hours or days…

March 6, 2021, Saturday, in the afternoon, East said that she had recently received an amateur documentary video about the city of Rechitsa with the filming date supposedly summer 1986. She promised to send it to me by email, and I received it on the evening of March 7.

While searching for information on the Internet, I became interested in the name of the last owner of the painting – Rybolovlev. I also opened information on another character who was a catcher of fish and human souls 2000 years ago.

During the day I studied information about Rybolovlev, about his lightning-fast and excessive enrichment and his desire to quickly withdraw money abroad and invest it anywhere, including in the purchase of the most expensive paintings, a football club, about his attempts to bribe officials and “join in”, become one of the elite of the small state of Monaco.

(link in Russian)

https://antimonstrs.livejournal.com/135068.html

“The story of Dmitry Rybolovlev is typical of many Russian oligarchs. He made a fortune mining potash fertilizers until the Kremlin bought his assets, sending the oligarch into friendly ‘exile’. Rybolovlev chose the Grimaldi House in Monaco for his investment. He bought a luxury penthouse ‘La Belle Epoque’ on the famous seaside cliffs of Monaco, the AC Monaco football team, 10% in the Bank of Cyprus.”

(link in Russian)

https://antiques-consulting.com/zhertva-iskusstva-chto-i-za-skolko-dmitrij-rybolovlev-kupil-u-iva-buve.html

“The love of art brought the oligarch together with the art dealer Yves Bouvier, an influential man in the art world, the owner of several so-called Freeports – high-tech storage facilities for works of art, jewelry and antiques in duty-free zones of Geneva, Luxembourg and Singapore. These warehouses, or art galleries, offer rich people and collectors services for storing and transporting their valuables without paying taxes and customs duties. And besides, such platforms are ideal for the role of intermediaries between antiques sellers and potential buyers.”

March 7, 2021, Sunday, at 5:00 pm I opened the Wiki page about Uralkali and studied information about the failures (gaps in ground) in Berezniki.

In the evening at 10:50 pm I received and watched an archival video about the city of Rechitsa (the date of filming was probably June 10, 1986). I have never seen an amateur documentary about my hometown before. At 11:05 pm I told East that in the summer of 1986 I spent two months (that’s two shifts) in a pioneer camp near these two nearby cities, Solikamsk and Berezniki, 1700 km from the city of Rechitsa. We were forcibly taken there as “victims of the Chernobyl accident” after the 6th grade of Secondary School № 2 in Rechitsa. It was during my stay there, on the night of July 26–27, 1986, that the first failure occurred in Berezniki, which was accompanied by a gas explosion.

Subsequently, over a period of 35 years, ten more failures occurred, but this was the first major failure, which gave rise to a modern geological catastrophe and the death of this previously calm town and the region as a whole.

What is the connection between the appearance of the first failure in Berezniki and me? It seems like nothing, it’s like an “obvious accident”, but if we assume that the appearance of a certain person in the region leads to the activation of some “embedded mechanism”, then of course this sounds very fantastic and interesting in terms of analyzing the hypothetical connection of an individual with the outside world. This was the only time I visited this geologically unstable area.

All the failures were mainly at the enterprise, which later brought money to the new owner – Mr. Rybolovlev. This enterprise formed his fortune and made him a rich and successful oligarch. He managed to get these potash mines during the collapse of the USSR, I believe, the price was symbolic. Potash fertilizers are extremely important for agriculture (remember the SATOR square, which supposedly describes a certain Sower with a plow).

In 2013, Rybolovlev bought for $127.5 million, and in 2017, sold the painting Salvator Mundi by Leonardo Da Vinci for a record amount of $450.3 million.

Thanks to this sale, the painting became the most expensive work of fine art in the world at the moment and naturally attracted the attention of ordinary people far from art. After the sale, the painting disappears without a trace.

If we go back a century, the Mona Lisa came to the attention of ordinary people thanks to the hype in the newspapers, due to the fact that it was stolen in 1911. Before this event, this painting was not so well known, and was clearly not considered the most significant work of art of all times and peoples.

Gaps in ground in Berezniki and Solikamsk (link in Russian)

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Провалы_в_Березниках_и_Соликамске

“The size of the hole along the surface of the water was about 150x70m, along the edge of the forest – 210x110m, 2010s. In 1988, the depth was 105m, in 1992 – 74m, in February 2000 – 52m.”

March 11, 2021, East said that she received a letter with a link to a video about the city of Rechitsa at 4:53 am on March 5, 2021.

East was born in Berezniki and the idea occurred to me that the event with the first failure of the earth was a gift to her on March 8 (I told her the whole story with Uralkali the day before, March 7, 2021). I met her at the beginning of 2003, in the city of Rechitsa, where she settled with her family after many years of wandering around other cities.

Naturally, I could not take this fact negatively, and the fact that this turned out to be the birthplace of the East was, of course, a strong move on the part of the Spirit. I was sent to the Solikamsk and Berezniki area at the age of 13, which is very similar to the “engagement” ritual when a boy and a girl meet at a young age if their relatives plan to arrange their wedding in the future. It's also interesting that these two small towns are very close together, an unusual pairing of towns.

Chronology of my life for the period 1985 – 1996

(Second half of the year, before New Year) – (First half of the next year, until mid-summer) – (Event)

85-86 – 6th grade of Secondary School № 2 in Rechitsa, trip to a pioneer camp near Solikamsk.

86-87 – 7th grade, in the fall of 1986, I moved to my mother in Noyabrsk.

87-88 – 8th grade of Secondary School № 8 in Noyabrsk.

88-89 – 1st year of the Minsk Radio Engineering College. In the autumn and early winter of 1988, the exhibition Informatics in the Life of the USA was held in Minsk.

89-90 – 2nd year of Radio Engineering College.

90-91 – 1st year of the Minsk Radio Engineering Institute. In August I vacationed in Sochi, where from August 18 to 21, 1991, I saw the State Emergency Committee on TV.

91-92 – 2nd year of the Radio Engineering Institute. At the end of 1991 I watched the film Mona Lisa, dir. by N. Studnev.

92-93 – 3rd year at the Radio Engineering Institute, studied until the New Year, then I was expelled in the spring.

93-94 – 1st year of the Film Actor School in Minsk

94-95 – 1st year at the Humanitarian University in Leningrad, specialization something like “actor and theater director”.

95-96 – 1 semester (in autumn) at Lenfilm’s Film Director School in Leningrad (now the city is called St. Petersburg).

You and me, and we together!

“Here, like a crime,

It will happen, and the whole Universe is in me.

Who, what are you dreaming about?

I already know everything gradually about me.”

band SEREBRO, song “Let’s hold hands”, 2010.

(Written May 22, 2021, morning to 1:00 pm)

Over the years I have developed a certain, slightly negative attitude towards my Spirit. When I began to become aware of outside influence on myself, I realized that it did not always correspond to my personality, but I was forced to endure and correct this influence, since I assumed that this was one of the laws of my earthly existence.

My Spirit is, as I say jokingly, from the “lowest reaches of Hell”, so to speak, “with an outstanding origin”, sex-crazed and extremely eccentric.

For my personality is very unpleasant about low-quality dark energies of low intensity, and in the reality around me, such “garbage energy” predominates. I also dislike random positive energies separated from the source, no matter how unusual it may sound. But this does not mean that I am on the way up, to “good”, or in search of “evil”; I am just far from these two poles and am creating my own path in life. Where my path leads is a big mystery, including for me.

I have an assumption that I got such a “terrible and wonderful Spirit”, because with such a child you need to “keep your hands in your pockets”, otherwise “your finger will be bitten off”, and I have not yet shown my essence.

In everyday life, I have a “slightly positive” attitude towards people, phenomena and objects around me, because this is the easiest way and people will leave you alone. This is a consequence of my responsible behavior, based on the understanding that to experience any emotions towards others is to receive an emotional connection with them, to think about them is a mental connection. It seems easier for me without these burdens.

I try not to think about the people and events around me in a negative way, because I believe that this harms me first of all, due to my internal structure, if I have a negative attitude towards someone external, I can personally suffer defeat. This is also due to the fact that, having a negative attitude towards something, I can begin to be dependent and attract unnecessary connections to myself.

Interestingly, I am much more kind to people, if I don't know them closely. Perhaps this is due to the fact that people who know me are too close to me, which stresses me out and causes rejection.

I don’t do any magic or rituals, I’m not interested in that.

As for “changing the Spirit” – I don’t think it’s realistic, because I remember its impact from the age of 4–5, i.e. all my adult life, and, in principle, I got used to his periodic “cute pranks” in my mental or emotional field.

How is the influence of the Spirit manifested? For example, if I am in a state of sleep and do not realize that it is a dream, then my behavior is a manifestation of the Spirit, because when my main part is asleep, I am easy to manipulate. If I act in a dream without all the information, then it will be more likely the behavior of the Spirit. At the moment of awakening, I clearly understand the whole situation, and naturally, at this moment I divide my behavior into what matters to me, and into behavior under the influence of external forces.

If in everyday reality I sometimes forget something important and similarly act without considering this important information, then this is also behavior under the influence of third forces.

Of course, there is no dual behavior, as well as “separation of personality”, because my Spirit does not have consciousness manifested on our plane of existence, and, therefore, there is no competition for my thought space.

If in ordinary life I feel some bright emotions or I have unexpected thoughts, then with a high degree of probability this can also be the tricks of the Spirit, adjusting my worldview. But unexpected thoughts and images—this is not thinking at all, which implies a process consisting of a chain of thoughts.

When I wrote earlier about the “external way of thinking”, I called thinking a complex external process, which, of course, does not have a direct correspondence with the human thinking process. This is something completely unusual and perfect, and in this matter I am only taking the first steps. I don't know what it is or how this process will unfold over time. When I think “outwardly” I don't think “inwardly”, it's like my personal evolution.

This process of “external thinking” became possible only when in recent years my Infinity has become more independent from the outside world, and reality does not always manage to limit me and drive me inside the prison cell of my physical body in the process of thinking.

One day in November 2020, at the beginning of a short sleep, he (i.e., of course, me) even called himself the name Balthazar. This is probably typical false information, but it gave me the incentive to look for data on the Internet.

Balthazar – half-demon, half-human (link in Russian)

https://www.anubis-sub.ru/oborotni/791-baltazar.html

“According to Christian mythology, Balthazar was the demon who was responsible for seducing people from their true path. Interestingly, in the Jewish belief such a demon simply did not exist.

Balthazar is a demon born from a mere mortal and a demoness. To be more precise, Balthazar is not even a demon, but a demonic entity. His character is insidious and quarrelsome, and his essence is fickle. Either he is in the guise of an evil demon with a repulsive appearance (purple-red face, horns and tail), or he appears before people as an ordinary person. He is a master of illusions and reincarnations, deception and curses. He is subject to frequent changes of mood, and not the best feelings take possession of him – violent outbursts of anger are replaced by no less terrifying lust.

What’s strange is that Balthazar’s character changes dramatically depending on what guise he’s in. So, being a demon, he is incredibly cruel and cunning. His job is to find and destroy good witches, which he does successfully. After all, he’s a demon of the highest level, which means he can do something!

Having reincarnated as a human, Balthazar becomes unrecognizable. He begins to feel and may even fall in love. Our world makes him more humane, frees him from rage and the eternal desire to kill. Most likely, this is explained by the fact that this demon, be that as it may, has partially human roots and, accordingly, inherited from his father some human character traits and feelings.

However, you shouldn’t get too hopeful and deluded – at any moment, even a great attachment to someone can be overcome by the cruel essence of his demon mother breaking out. In addition, thanks to the ability to transform, this demon can become anyone, taking any place he likes in our world and society. It is quite possible that you even saw him once or that he still seems to be one of your acquaintances or best friends. This is such a two-faced entity!”

Internet comment: “Balthazar is a demon who knows how to appreciate. And he doesn’t care much about the soul of a mortal; there are things more serious than the soul. He is devoted to the owner, if the owner keeps him for the sake of revenge or justice… he helps to establish the balance of the Universe, he is a friend and an enemy. You need to be sincere with him, and then he will become interested in you and begin to listen. His mother is a demon of the element of fire. She is a righteous woman over chaos, her father, on the contrary, is a right person… Balthazar has a special opinion”.

Who is Balthazar? (link in Russian)

https://grimuar.ru/poltergeist/demonologiya/baltazar-demon-volhv.html

“The demon Balthazar is a common misconception. Today, many demonologists, who have not delved into the origins of the ancient traditions of summoning demonic entities, believe that Balthazar is the name of one of the creatures of hell. Compared to the demon Astaroth or the Lord of the Flies, Beelzebub, Balthazar has no real prototypes. Most prejudices are based only on popular literature and other works of popular art. Some claim that Balthazar is the son of a demoness and a common man, the best assassin in the service of the hellish lords.

This demon is an invention of the creators of the popular series about witches “Charmed”, which is where the information came from. Medieval magicians, for example, the famous and authoritative demonologists of the late 19th and early 20th centuries, Aleister Crowley or MacGregor Mathers, did not know or write anything about the demon.

The name Balthazar is still popular today. A real demon does not exist and did not exist, unlike the biblical king, sorcerer and some other historical figures mentioned in various sources.”

Internet comment: “Balthasar is not on any theological list of angels and demons”.

I was glad when I read the comments on these articles. It may seem that I am interested in “cooperating with a demon”. But this is not what attracted me, I liked that it fits exactly into the overall fabric of the narrative of my books, and there is nothing more interesting than unraveling a certain plan bit by bit.

I sometimes noticed how a certain raging hatred rose from the depths of my subconscious, not supported by anything, just such an internal and at the same time external feeling that did not affect me. This happened rarely, maybe a couple of times a year. At first I was amazed by this depth of hatred, but then I noticed that it did not directly concern me, and I could quite easily pull it out of my subconscious at will for further research and softening.

… And there is a possibility that all this does not come from the Spirit, but from my personality. But this is of course the most unpleasant option.

(Opened on June 28, 2022 at 2:38 pm, when I had almost finished the book).

Sator Arepo Tenet Opera Ratos (link in Russian)

https://dzen.ru/a/Xm6flPzXEFCdGE_k

“A famous talisman formula which, in one of its earliest versions, is found in the ruins of Pompeii around 79 AD. There is still no consensus on what this square or magic formula means. Among the most popular versions:

1. If we consider the Latinized version: sator – tiller; arepo – some form of name; tenet – holds; opera – work; rotas – wheels or plow. Thus, this formula refers to the actions of the planet Saturn, whose symbol is the farmer with a scythe (the great reaper). Here we can recall the famous spirit of Saturn from Western magic – Aratron, whose name in Greek Αροτρον means ‘farmer’. In general, this explanation is quite legitimate, because often this square can be seen in medical formulas against epidemics, which are also under the influence of Saturn.

2. There is a version that these are the names of the three wise men as a protective force, protecting and honoring the infant Christ. Thus, the person wearing this square seems to take their protection upon himself. The version is based on the fact that in some Byzantine texts the names of the Magi are: Ator, Sator and Peratoras. Although a more popular version of their names is Caspar (‘קאספר’), Melchior (‘מלכיור’) and Balthasar (‘בלשאצר’).

Their names can often be found in all kinds of protective formulas, including against epidemics.”

Secret Room

“…What was it?

Meteor falling? Visiting

inhabitants of the cosmic abyss?

One way or another, in our

small country arose

miracle of miracles – ZONE.

We immediately sent

troops there. They didn't return.

Then we surrounded the ZONE with

police cordons…

And probably right

done … However, I don’t know

Don't know…”

from the film Stalker (dir. by Andrei Tarkovsky, 1979,

premiered May 19, 1980)

August 7, 2021, Saturday, in the evening I spoke with East about Andrei Tarkovsky’s film Stalker and she unexpectedly stated that she had found some pattern between the events:

1) June 19, 1985, destruction of my room in the apartment at the address Rechitsa, st. Sovetskaya, 97-A, apt. 74, and subsequent relocation to the address st. Naumova, 69, apt. 19.

2) November 2003 – January 12, 2004, moving from apartment № 19 to apartment № 109, already in another city, it is curious that the numbers “almost match”, only 0 was added.

3) a future event that has not yet occurred, but is already “planned” for the end of 2021 – beginning of 2022.

(1) -> (2) = 6782 days, 18 years 6 months 25 days.

(2) -> (3) = 6683 days, 18 years 3 months 18 days, if we take April 30, 2022 as the date (3), and if we extend to 6782 days, then we get the date (3) = August 7, 2022 (Calculated August 12, 2022 at 8:15 pm).

According to East, approximately 18 years and 6 months pass between these events, and this is similar to the cycle (or double cycle) of the Black Moon, which foreshadow dramatic changes in a person’s life.

Black Moon (Lilith) – transformation of the soul (link in Russian)

https://geocult.ru/luna/lunnyiy-goroskop/chernaya-luna-lilit

“The exact cycle of Lilith is 3232 days, approximately 8 years 10 months and a few days. The rhythm of Lilith's conjunctions and oppositions is approximately 4.5 years, and her position repeats approximately every 9 years . There is a precise connection between Lilith and the nodal axis and the latter’s 18.5 year cycle . Every 9 years a person is tested by the Black Moon Lilith.”

From that evening until the next day, August 8, 2021, I contemplated the decision to “retire” and leave the city in which we had lived since the end of 2003. That evening, I reported this to East, as a huge plus was that August 8th was our store’s birthday.

August 9, 2021, Monday, 6:20 pm, I was walking to the bus stop to go to my ballet class when I saw two “unidentified objects” high in the sky. Arriving at the stop, I took a closer look and identified them as two balloons, then lowered my eyes, and when 3 minutes later I looked into the sky again, there was only one balloon in the air. I was surprised how a balloon flying at an altitude of more than 100 meters could disappear from sight in just a few minutes. Then I rode on the bus, my thoughts were that I was behaving like an ordinary person who, when faced with the unknown, immediately forgets about it, since he has a lot of other, more important things to do. Then I looked up at the TV screen that was fixed in the minibus and saw an advertisement for a classical ballet show that was on tour in our city for only one day.

August 10, 2021, Tuesday, at 8:31 pm I received an SMS from the ballet school in St. Petersburg with a request to return the book by Vaganova A. Ya.“The Basics of Classical Dance”, which I took to read in December 2019. Previous time on the issue of this book they called me on February 24, 2020 at 6:20 pm, so after the first call they waited a year and a half before reminding me about their book again.

This chain of events started on August 2, 2021 at 11:52 am when, upon arriving at work in the morning, I found the following information on the Internet:

In Stalker Tarkovsky predicted Chernobyl (link in Russian)

https://www.kp.ru/daily/22517/8372/

“In the film Stalker the accident at the fourth bunker is named as one of the reasons for the emergence of the Zone. Six years later, the fourth power unit of the Chernobyl nuclear power plant exploded…”

After a simple check, it turned out that I had discovered false information, but surprisingly the title of the article coincided with the course of my thoughts; I had been thinking for many years about the connection between the Chernobyl accident and other events, including in my life. And I could not ignore this information and began to study the film, which I had previously watched only in my youth and I had practically no memories of it.

Many people are familiar with Tarkovsky’s work mainly through anecdote:

“I started watch movie, the camera zoomed in on the room, the bed. Tarkovsky pause. I'm watching. Bed. I went to pour some tea. Returned. Bed. Five minutes bed. Ten. I drank tea. Bed. 20 minutes have passed. Bed. Tarkovsky, I think, has outdone himself. It turned out that my daughter pressed pause.”

In the film Stalker there are two mentions of the "fourth bunker" (first link in Russian):

http://www.tarkovsky.su/library/stalker-literary-writing-down/

https://www.scripts.com/script-pdf/18736

“MALE VOICE. What do you want?

PROFESSOR. Just a few words with you. You’re hidden it, I’ve found it. The old building, bunker fourth. Do you hear me?

MALE VOICE. I’m alerting the security immediately.

…

The professor assembles a bomb. His face is not visible – only his hands. His voice is heard.

PROFESSOR. We had assembled it… with friends, with my former… colleagues. Apparently, this place will not bring any happiness to anyone. (Types the code. Finishes assembling.) And if it falls into the wrong hands… However, now I don’t even know. Then it occurred to us… that there is must not to destroy the Zone after all. If this… even if this is a miracle, it is part of nature, which means hope in some sense. They hid this bomb… And I found it. Old building, fourth bunker. Apparently, there should be a principle… never to commit irreversible actions. I understand, I’m not a maniac (sighs), but as long as this ulcer here is open to any bastard… no sleep, no calm. Or maybe the innermost won’t allow it? A?”

The plot of the film Stalker is that several people find a Secret Room, where the innermost desires of the person who enters are supposedly executed, and one of them carries with him a small nuclear device in order to destroy this room.

There is also a curious installation in the film, when the main characters pass by the skeletons of a man and a woman, and from the remains frozen in an embrace, a tree grows, which clearly symbolizes the World Tree.

At the end of the film, Stalker and his family return home, passing along a poisoned river, where the background of the landscape is occupied by a power plant building, equipped with wide pipes-cooling towers. Of course, the film used footage of a thermal power plant (TPP), but cooling towers are used in two types of power plants, not only in TPPs, but also in nuclear power plants, and this image can be considered as an image of a typical nuclear power plant.

August 7, 2021, Saturday, at 12:48 pm I learned that in the film Stalker, in the episode The Dream of a Stalker, time 1:21:10, a direct quotation is used from the 6th chapter of the Apocalypse of John the Evangelist. This is the chapter where the 4 Horsemen arrive and the main events begin (link in Russian).

https://bible.by/syn/66/6/

July 17, 2022, Sunday, at 4:48 pm I discovered that another quote from the Bible was used in the film Stalker, episode time 1:25:24 (link in Russian).

https://nad-suetoi.livejournal.com/163672.html

“It is faith that the Stalker is trying to awaken in his companions. It is not for nothing that passages from Holy Scripture are woven into the work. In the first case, the Stalker himself prays in the Gospel passage for those traveling to Emmaus, whose eyes ‘were kept’ (Luke 24:13–18). Moreover, the camera work makes it clear that we are talking about two of Stalker’s companions. In the second case, the Stalker’s wife reads a passage from the Apocalypse (Rev. 6:12–17) about the curses and misfortunes that befell people for their unbelief.”

Emmaus (Nikopol) (first link in Russian)

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Эммаус_(Никополь)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emmaus

“The name Emmaus most likely comes from Hebrew. ‘Hammat’ or ‘Hamta’ meaning ‘hot spring’ (under this name it is mentioned in Midrash Zuta on Song of Songs 6.8 and Midrash Rabbah on Lamentations 1.45). The name for Emmaus was hellenized during the 2nd century BC and appears in Jewish and Greek texts in many variations: Ammaus, Ammaum, Emmaus, Emmaum, Maus, Amus, etc.: Greek: Άμμαούμ, Άμμαούς, Έμμαούμ, Έμμαούς, Hebrew: אמאוס, אמאום, עמאוס, עמאום, עמוס, מאום, אמהום…

After the defeat of the Bar Kokhba uprising in the first half of the 2nd century AD. The Romans and Samaritans settled in Emmaus. At the beginning of the 3rd century AD the Christian scientist and writer of Roman origin, Julius Africanus, who corresponded with Origen, lived and worked in Emmaus. According to historians of the Byzantine era (Eusebius of Caesarea, Jerome of Stridon, Philip of Side and others), Julius Africanus led a delegation of local residents to the Roman emperor Elagabalus, who received the status of a city (polis) for Emmaus and the name ‘Nicopolis’, which it bore at the end of the Roman era and in Byzantine era.

During the Byzantine era, Emmaus-Nicopolis became a large city with an episcopal see. At the supposed site of the breaking of bread by the risen Christ, a large church complex was built, which served as a place of pilgrimage, the ruins of which are still preserved. <…>

A biblical story about two disciples of Jesus Christ who went to the village of Emmaus. Saddened by the death of their teacher, they met the resurrected Jesus on the way and did not recognize him. In the evening, at mealtime, the disciples saw him breaking bread and saying a prayer of thanks, and they realized who was in front of them. This event is described in the Gospel of Luke:

‘13 Now that same day two of them were going to a village called Emmaus, about seven miles[a] from Jerusalem. 14 They were talking with each other about everything that had happened. 15 As they talked and discussed these things with each other, Jesus himself came up and walked along with them; 16 but they were kept from recognizing him… 28 As they approached the village to which they were going, Jesus continued on as if he were going farther. 29 But they urged him strongly, “Stay with us, for it is nearly evening; the day is almost over.” So he went in to stay with them. 30 When he was at the table with them, he took bread, gave thanks, broke it and began to give it to them. 31 Then their eyes were opened and they recognized him, and he disappeared from their sight.’

Luke. 24:13–31 (New International Version).

In 1878, Blessed Mariam of Bethlehem had a vision of Christ, who showed her this place as the real Emmaus, as a result of which this place was redeemed from the Muslims.

Emmaus-Nicopolis has retained over the centuries its ancient name ‘Emmaus’ (‘Amvas’), and over the centuries the Christian tradition of venerating this place as Emmaus, where the risen Christ appeared, has also been preserved.”

(link in Russian)

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Явления_Христа_ученикам

“The number of appearances of Jesus Christ varies among evangelists:

Matthew:

1. Appearance to the myrrh-bearing women (Matthew 28:9–10)

2. To the eleven apostles (Matthew 28:16–17)

Mark:

1. Mary Magdalene (Mark 16:9), see Touch Me Not

2. To two disciples on the way to the village (Mark 16:12)

3. To the eleven apostles (Mark 16:14)

Luke:

1. To two disciples on the road to Emmaus (Luke 24:15)

2. To the eleven apostles (Luke 24:36)

John:

1. Mary Magdalene (John 20:14)

2. To the ten apostles (without Thomas) (John 20:19)

3. To the eleven apostles (John 20:26)

4. To the disciples on Lake Tiberias (John 21:1).”

Lost Shrine, Emmaus City ( link in Russian)

https://filaretuos.livejournal.com/126097.html

“It turns out that Emmaus became the first place of Christ’s appearance after his resurrection!

With the departure of the Crusaders from the Holy Land, the history of Christian Emmaus was interrupted. Only since the 19th century have scholars identified Amuas with the biblical Emmaus and the Roman-Byzantine Nicopolis.

In 1878, Blessed Mariam of Bethlehem [Mariam Baouardy], a nun of the Catholic Carmelite Monastery in Bethlehem, had a vision of Jesus Christ, who showed her Amuas as the New Testament Emmaus, as a result of which the holy place of Emmaus was purchased by the Carmelite Monastery from the Muslims.”

When I think about Emmaus, this is an unexpectedly close topic for me; I have emotions similar to those when I learned about the sinkholes in Berezniki. And this is the second nun of the Carmelite monastery in this book; Lucia was mentioned before her, in the chapter about Fatima.

In the film, Stalker did not say the word Emmaus, he quoted a passage from the Bible, and instead of the name of the village, he paused.

Tarkovsky in London

http://nostalghia.com/TheTopics/Tarkovsky_in_London.html

“At the end of July [1984] he was in London, where he appeared on an invitation from the Piccadilly Festival, an annual activity centering around film, theatre, music and poetry, organized by the St. James' Church, right in the middle of London. Source: This article first appeared in the now defunct Swedish film journal Chaplin, in the September 1984 issue, pp 156–157.”

Andrei Tarkovsky “The Tale of the Apocalypse” (speech delivered in one of the London churches in 1984, link in Russian)

https://rodon.org/taa/soa.htm

“Perhaps the Apocalypse is the greatest poetic work created on earth. This is a phenomenon that essentially expresses all the laws set before a person from above. We know that for many, many years there have been disputes about the different interpretations of certain parts of the Revelation of St. John. That is, roughly speaking, we are accustomed to the fact that Revelation is interpreted, that it is can be interpreted. This is exactly what, in my opinion, should not be done, because the Apocalypse is impossible to interpret. Because there are no symbols in the Apocalypse. This is an image. In the sense that while a symbol can be interpreted, an image cannot. A symbol can be deciphered, or rather, a certain meaning, a certain formula can be extracted from it, whereas we are not able to understand an image, but we are able to feel and accept it. For it has an infinite number of possibilities for interpretation. It seems to express an infinite number of connections with the world, with the absolute, with the infinite. The Apocalypse is the last link in this chain, in this book – the last link that completes the human epic – in the spiritual sense of the word. <…>

What is the Apocalypse? As I already said, in my opinion, this is an image of the human soul with its responsibilities and duties. Every person experiences what was the theme of the Revelation of St. John. That is, he cannot help but worry. And ultimately, that is why we can say that death and suffering are essentially equivalent if an individual suffers and dies, or the cycle of history ends and millions die and suffer. <…>

And now I ask myself the question: what should I do if I read Revelation? It is absolutely clear that I can no longer be the same, not simply because I have changed, but because I was told: knowing what I have learned, I am obliged to change. <…>

There is a book in which the author, Castaneda, wrote the story of a journalist, that is, his story about how he studied with a Mexican sorcerer. This is an incredibly interesting book. But that's not the point. A legend arose that there was no sorcerer, that these were not diary entries, but everything was invented by Castaneda – both the method of his own training, with the help of which he wants to change the world, and the sorcerer himself, and his method. But this does not at all simplify the essence of the matter; on the contrary, it complicates it. That is, if all this was invented by one person, then this is an even greater miracle than if it actually existed. In short, my point is that the artistic image is, in the final analysis, always a miracle.”

August 27, 2021, Friday, at 2:01 am, I opened one of the definitions of the term “sacrifice” (link in Russian):

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sacrifice

“Sacrifice is a form of religious worship that exists to one degree or another in most religions; pursues the goal of establishing or strengthening the connection of an individual or community with gods or other supernatural beings by bringing them gifts of objects of real or symbolic value to the donor.”

It’s interesting that in my life, in my subjective opinion (this the idea was given to me in May 2017 by a random acquaintance – West, and then I thought of it on my own), these actions were the opposite, i.e. from the Spirit, presumably in my direction. These paradoxical events were one of the reasons why on July 2, 2017 at 6:20 pm I began writing my first book 19+.

I told my East about this, she noticed that this is only one of the meanings, and in general “all this” is not interesting to her.

But this simple information made a strong impression on me. The next day there was solar activity, the maximum for the month, index 6.2:

August 28, 2021, M4.7 class flare area 2860, from 8:39 am to 9:23 am (peak 9:11 am).

It started with the following two activities:

August 26, 2021, C3.0 class flare area 2859, from 8:48 pm to 9:42 pm (peak at 9:18 pm)

August 27, 2021, C3.9 class flare area 2860, from 2:17 am to 2:26 am (peak at 2:22 am)

Solar activity for August–September 2021:

August 2021 (9 -0.4, 14 -0.5, 20 -2.8, 21 -0.5, 22 -2.0, 24 -0.6, 25 -0.1, 26 -2.1, 27 -2.8, 28 -6.2, 29 -4.2, 30 -3.1, 31 -1.6);

September 2021 (1 -1.3, 2 -0.3, 8 -3.9, 9 -1.8, 11 -1.3, 14 -0.1, 17 -1.8, 18 -2.1, 8 -3.9, 19 -0.7, 21 -2.0, 22 -0.1, 23 -4.9, 24 -1.5, 25 -2.0, 26 -1.4, 28 -0.7, 29 -1.2).

September 8, 2021, Class C8.3 flare area 2866, from 8:11 pm to 8:49 pm (peak at 8:30 pm).

Then I began to study information on Andrei Tarkovsky’s latest film The Sacrifice (second link in Russian).

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sacrifice_(1986_film)

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Жертвоприношение_(фильм,_1986)

“Such a testament was the film The Sacrifice created by the master outside the walls of his home in Sweden and released in May 1986.

The director’s last film, which became a kind of ‘testament’ to humanity and a warning against the threat of nuclear war.

The film begins with the showing of the painting ‘The Adoration of the Magi’ by Leonardo da Vinci, which is one of the important details of the film. <…>

What must be sacrificed to save the world from an impending catastrophe? With your property, your way of life, or maybe your life? What will the hero of the film put on the altar of the Almighty Creator, if the latter, of course, exists?! <…>

The film is made specifically in such a way as to be interpreted in different ways, Tarkovsky himself wrote about it: ‘I wanted to show that a person can restore his connections with life by renewing the foundations on which his soul is based… Sacrifice is what every generation must do in relation to its children: sacrifice itself.’”

Also, the main image of the film The Sacrifice is a dry tree that the main character plants in the ground, and this is a possible reference to the symbol of the World Tree.

Then I remembered the film that East and I watched at the end of December 2019. It was the only trip to the cinema that year. In general, I watch very few films in cinemas, no more than 1–3 per year. In 2019 – 1 film, in 2020 – 2 films, in 2021 – 3 films, in 2022 – not a single film.

In 2019, we watched the film Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker. Sunrise (dir. by J. J. Abrams, premiere in Russia on December 19, 2019). I understood the final scene with Palatine in my own way: I saw the meaning in the fact that the father (Palatine, “The Dark Lord”) sacrificed himself so that the life of his child could continue, and all the rest of the supposed “confrontation” was just theatrical decoration.

Let's return to our Room, quote from the film Stalker:

“PROFESSOR. How far is it to this Room?

STALKER. In a straight line – about two hundred meters, but there are no straight lines here, that’s the problem.”

Gravity

“Do not go gentle into that good night,

Old age should burn and rave at close of day;

Rage, rage against the dying of the light…”

from the poem by Dylan Thomas (1914–1953),

written to his dying father, used in the film Interstellar.

Let's start by unraveling the “mystery”. Of course, the center of the film Interstellar and its main meaning is the communication of a father with his child through the wall of the Room. This is indirectly confirmed by the music for the film by composer Hans Zimmer, which is dedicated to the relationships of close people.

The father had to cover a huge distance to leave and come back. They are separated only by a wall and only by the power of love, which is the very Gravity that throws books off the shelf, draws paths from sand, moves the clock hands, he can communicate with her.

At the end of August – beginning of September 2021, several screenings of this film took place in our city. It had poor image quality, was broadcast without translation, with subtitles.

East and I went to see it on the evening of Wednesday, September 1, 2021; besides us, there were only a few people in the cinema hall. The previous time we watched it was when it premiered, in November 2014. There were no other screenings in our city.

September 5, 2021, Sunday, around 4:00 pm, I guessed that the Room is the “center of gravity” of this film. The film is built on the confrontation of vast distances and the enclosed space of a small room.

In this “Secret Room” the wishes of the characters in the film are fulfilled as they learn the numbers that will unlock the secret of gravity and save the entire race of people by removing them from the Earth.

Most people are fascinated by the “infinite expanses of space”, but for some of them, who live in their room, everything that is outside is just a figment of the imagination.

I was wondering what the plot of the film would be if the Room was destroyed? This could probably radically separate the father from the child. After all, if information is transmitted through the walls of the room, and we cannot influence this flow of information in any way (and we would like to), then the simplest thing that can be done is to destroy the Room.

A short humorous retelling of the film in an alternative cultural perception (found on the Internet):

“The man doesn’t want to work on the farm, he hides behind the closet, drops his books and peeks at his daughter from behind the closet.”

“A man flew into space and got stuck in a closet.”

“Interstellar” from a scientific point of view (link in Russian)

https://www.yaplakal.com/forum7/topic2067995.html

Little-known facts about the filming of Interstellar (link in Russian)

https://pikabu.ru/story/maloizvestnyie_faktyi_o_semkakh_filma_interstellar_8286626

Returning to the previous chapter, I note that the characters in Tarkovsky’s film Stalker did not dare to enter the Room. Or couldn't?

It is also interesting that one of the most famous poems by Dylan Thomas, “And Death Remains Powerless”, is used in Steven Soderbergh’s film Solaris (2002), this is another film adaptation of Solaris, not Andrei Tarkovsky.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dylan_Thomas

The very First Event

“And grandma! You'd better learn the art of weaving intrigues from her. How she knitted! Until now, no one can untie it.”

from the film “31 June”, episode 1, time 0:13:33.

I replay the events of my life over and over again in my memory, but I just can’t grasp the meaning that may be present “between the lines”. This probably corresponds to my “external” type of thinking, when I use external events to understand myself… Maybe it will work out now? (Chapter written on September 25, 2021, in the afternoon before 4:00 pm).

A brief description of the “time loop”; details of each episode can be read in the corresponding chapter of one of my books.

1985, June 19, when I was 12 years old, my room in a 2-room apartment on the 1st floor of the 9-story building where we lived was destroyed. The problem was in the basement, where oxygen cylinders were possibly stored or even real explosives were planted (the owner of the basement was a hunter). In the house and in our apartment, only my room was seriously damaged, the entire concrete floor of which broke into 3 pieces and collapsed into the basement. We lived in the damaged apartment for another 2–3 months, sealing with plastic the opening to the destroyed children's room, which was located opposite the entrance to the apartment, on the left on the way from the large room (hall) to the kitchen. Well, cracks along the outer walls of the building went up to the 6th or 8th floor.

1986, April 26, explosion at the Chernobyl nuclear power plant 1 day before my birthday on April 27, for some reason I began to believe that the explosion in 1985 of my room was on my birthday (or coincided in date with the explosion at the Chernobyl). In the summer of 1986, I was sent to a pioneer camp near Solikamsk and Berezniki. We went on such a long journey (more than 1,700 km by train) solely due to pollution of the area where I lived with radioactive fallout from the explosion at the Chernobyl.

1991, November, I watched the film Mona Lisa by the Belarusian film director Nikolay Studnev and, under the impression of the film, I dramatically changed my destiny, I left the institute where I studied to be a programmer and began to engage in theatrical art, and also began writing poetry and stories.

2017, September 6–10, a Fantastic Week occurred in my life, described in my first book 19+ , which I began writing on July 2, 2017, and published on October 15, 2018.

On April 1, 2018, I learned about the world show (October 11, 2017 – November 15, 2017) with the sale of the painting Salvator Mundi by Leonardo Da Vinci, which is called the male version of the painting Mona Lisa. The painting was “shown to the whole world”, previously almost no one knew about it, and then it was sold for a record sum of $450.3 million and became the most expensive work of fine art in the world sold at auction to date. After this, the picture disappeared, “lost”. Then I noticed that the curls (locks) of my hair resembled the hair in the portrait.

2021, March 7, I learned that the last seller of the painting, Mr. Rybolovlev, received his fortune from the mines near the city Berezniki. I discovered that the explosion and destruction of the mine with the first collapse of the earth occurred on the night of July 26–27, 1986, at a time when I was during two summer shifts (July–August) at a pioneer camp in this area. My companion East was born in Berezniki.

2021, March 20, I read on the Internet that there are three “secret signs” hidden in the painting Mona Lisa by Leonardo Da Vinci. Two of them are possibly the person's initials LV (found in the eye of the character in the painting), which correspond to both Leonardo da Vinci's initials and my initials LV (in Latin, Lasovsky Vasily (or Lasovskii Vasilii)), and the number 72 on the bridge, which corresponds to both the year of the destruction of one bridge in 1472, and the date of my conception (late July – early August 1972, I was born on April 27, 1973). The number 27, in reverse order of digits, “turns” into 72.

2021, August 2, I learned that in Andrei Tarkovsky’s film Stalker (1979) a Room was described that was going to be destroyed with a nuclear device.

September 13, 2021, Monday, at 4:56 pm the thought occurred to me that what I sometimes think about is whether any event was “removed from time” and from my life at the moment when I was 12-year old, and the room in which I lived was destroyed, is the cornerstone of the existence of my Personal Infinity, for it can exist fully only if it lacks the Beginning. The destruction of the Room can also be interpreted as the entry into adulthood.

Or it can be described in such a way that an episode is removed from the subject's life that should not be affected if he decides to travel along the time line into his personal subjective past. This removes the threat of “grandfather’s murder”. As you understand, the grandfather expects a very specific behavior from the heir.

Later that day I went to a ballet class at 7:00 pm, before the trip I injured my hand with a knife, I saw the setting red sun through the bus window, at 6:50 pm I got off at the bus stop, was in a hurry, and while crossing the street I almost got hit by a bus.

The main points of the crisis in the psychology of a 12–13 year old teenager (link in Russian)

https://detki.guru/psihologiya-rebenka/osnovnye-momenty-krizisa-v-psihologii-podrostka-12-13-let.html

“12 years is a period of active physiological and psychological changes in a child’s life. It is during this period that the teenager begins to associate himself with the adult generation.”

The paradox of “what happens if you kill your grandfather” due to the travel of his descendant back into the past, can be considered in another context: “what happens if the grandfather ceases to exist” in the past, i.e. there will be a time gap between relatives. Perhaps a break and shift in the timeline will give the descendant some interesting effects in life, but he will have no connection with the timeline with his relatives and all the events associated with them, but remaining in the descendant’s timeline, they will turn into almost nameless legends…

At the end of the film 31 June, the main characters forget everything that happened to them earlier in the plot, and this apparently is a necessary condition under which they can return from the “space of imaginations” to real life.

Grand Climax

“These are the ones who later turn out to be loyal friends, knights-errant, unmercenaries, or simply decent people. It's impossible to live. As soon as you come up with some kind of meanness, as soon as you relax—no, they will intervene and fight for justice.”

from the film “Tales of the Old Wizard” (dir. by Natalya Zbandut, 1984)

(Opened September 25, 2021 at 6:50 pm, the next three links are in Russian, the first and third links are no longer available in the fall of 2024)

https://thebigtheone.com/pentagon-conducts-27-defense-exercises/

“The main dark occult ritual of the year, The Grand Climax, is held every 365 days and the day of this ritual is July 27. The essence of this ritual comes down to human sacrifice, since on this day the Gates of Hell are open and the ritual contributes to the success of planned historical events.”

https://terrao.livejournal.com/9879221.html

“July 27th of every year and all the surrounding days traditionally enjoy a very bad reputation among conspiracy theorists. Occultists believe that on this day the Gates of Hell open, as it were, and holding a special ritual, The Grand Climax, at this moment contributes to the success of certain undertakings planned by dark magicians.”

https://ufonews.su/news78/244.htm

“Little is known to the general public about The Grand Climax. Small videos dedicated to this day can be found on Youtube video hosting, on the channels of satanic preachers, in occultist posts and in medieval grimoires. The day of sacrifice lasts five days, characterized by a ‘squall of activity’. The public part is represented by theatrical performances and television rituals.”

Link to Satanic Calendar (for fans, I'm not interested)

http://www.theopenscroll.com/hosting/SatanicCalendar.htm

April 26 – May 1 – Grand Climax.

July 27 – Grand Climax (5 weeks, 1 day after summer solstice)

These are 2 of 3 “holidays” like De Meur (Da Meur, death) and also 2 of 3 Grand Climax holidays, the third is December 24, Demon Revels (demon feast).

These are 2 of 4 “holidays” in the year, before which there is “preparation with the accumulation of resources”. To be fair, I note that the other two “holidays” with “preparation and accumulation of resources” also occur with an interval of 9 months.

On the night of July 26–27, 1986, the first failure occurred at a mine in the city of Berezniki.

From July 27 (“the opening of the gates of Hell”) to my date of birth on April 27, exactly 9 months pass, which seems to hint. Also, the “holiday” of April 26 – May 1 in addition to my birthday, it also captured the explosion on April 26, 1986 at the Chernobyl nuclear power plant.

As I wrote earlier, one of the three “secret symbols” in the Mona Lisa painting is the number 72 on the bridge depicted in the painting. There is also speculation, based on the style of clothing of the woman in the painting and the shape (position) of her hands, that she was pregnant at the time the artist painted the masterpiece. The bridge in the painting may symbolize the connection between husband and wife, which appears at the moment of conceiving a child.

(link in Russian)

https://www.ridus.ru/news/365294

“Lisa del Giocondo (Lisa Gherardini) was much younger than her husband. At the time the painting began, she was pregnant by her husband. <…>

There are many legends that Leonardo da Vinci left some ‘secret signs’ in the painting for his descendants.”

From the point of view of Satanism, a person’s birthday is the most important holiday after Walpurgis Night on May 1st.

What is the Grand Climax celebration about? Probably, this is sexual rejuvenation (rebirth) after age-related menopause, or, conversely, this is the cessation of reproduction.

Satanism

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Satanism

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Сатанизм

“Chronologically, the first origins of Satanism lie in the most ancient religions, where veneration was given to harsh and cruel deities. In the religions of the ‘new’ time, the previous deity often became Satan (literally the enemy).

For the first time, the harmonious image of Satan or the devil was formed by the Judaic tradition using Chaldean, Babylonian, Egyptian and other deities and handed it down to Christians. The adherents of the old gods who survived persecution were automatically classified as Satanists.

… But other gods, who had a completely or largely beneficial nature, subsequently became demons. This is due to the fact that the Devil accumulated in himself mainly the features of the god of the Underworld, and more generally, the Neolithic god of the Earth. Or more precisely, the Neolithic god of the Earth, through a long and complex evolution of the image, became the Devil of Christians. Its color is black, which is probably due to its habitat—a dungeon where darkness reigns. The attributes of the Black God, in particular, include fire, phallus, snakes, wolves, goats, cats, and, naturally, a connection with the underworld. It is significant that Saturday in ancient times was dedicated specifically to the Black God, Saturn, Kronos.”

Kronos, in mythology, is the God of time and numbers. Saturn is SATOR, previously mentioned as a possible name included in the magic square of the same name.

“’Renunciation of Satan’ is included in the Orthodox and Catholic rites of baptism.” (Wiki)

September 25, 2021, at 3:12 am East sent a video about a volcano that woke up the other day in the Canary Islands (La Palma) “Meanwhile in the Canaries…”

On September 26, 2021, at 2:55 pm, a customer came into our store, who, according to our information, specializes in magical rituals, simply a professional witch. She usually visits us 1–2 times a month. This time she appeared right in the middle of our 5-minute conversation with East, when my partner came to work, and I immediately began to tell her about the “holidays” I had found the day before.

For obvious reasons, I will in no way describe my attitude to the relevant events that happened near me, the description of which will be below in the text. But again, I note that I am not, as it seems to me, on either the dark or the light side. And more importantly, there is no way I could have known about these cases before the events occurred, otherwise I would probably have made efforts to prevent them. Why would it probably, but not definitely, prevent it? Because this action is an expression of human free will, or the laws of nature in the case of animals. For me, the position of distancing from events is closer.

How does suicide and sacrifice in the classical sense differ from the phenomenon I encountered?

In a broad sense, sacrifice is the gift of something important and of value to the giver. And I believe it is implied that the recipient will be able to benefit from the gift to some extent.

If people act independently, i.e. alone with their Spirit, then their actions will directly concern them only and relate to their Spirit as a witness. Thus, the inviolability of the inner world of other people is preserved, and information and energy come through an illusory, fictitious plane, again through the Spirit, which is a layer between people. Thanks to the fantasy, creative plan, some important processing of the physical foundations of the events taking place occurs.

And vice versa, if someone performs an action while holding the image of another person in front of him, then he will probably darken his existence, expose this subject to the threat of external manipulation, and his action will have a rather destructive effect.

I will probably not be able to fully accept these events due to my nature, because according to my moral principles, I do not accept victims. But compassion and empathy in the process of partial acceptance will allow me to have hope that someday I will find out why all this was done.

I would like to note that suicide is an extreme and categorical method of sacrifice. The case when an event “screams about itself”. Besides this, there is a much more complex and perfect way – this is living your entire life in pursuit of the fulfillment of some hidden goal.

Why did I begin to develop my Personal Infinity? After my catastrophe in awareness of the world around me occurred in June 1996, I realized that I personally could cause some harm to people, and in order to limit my possible negative impact as much as possible, I extremely reduced the degree of my communication with the people around me. During the transition period, I found out that people, in essence, do not interest me at all, I do not need them, we have different goals and paths in life, where we practically do not intersect, because people apparently don’t have what I need, and people don’t care about what I have. It was then that my Event Horizon began to manifest itself, which, having developed, began to process external events, sending them to the creative fantasy plane.

The human’s ‘world of souls’ is extremely fragile, and it takes effort not to leave your karmic mark on it and thereby not harm other people by clumsily influencing their lives. And surprisingly, in my opinion, this is the only way to feel and see the beauty of another Soul. If you use any kind of violence or rough influence, you will not be able to sense the Light of a person’s soul. The soul must remain free and intact. And that, at the moment, is all that interests me in people. Yes, it’s that simple, free people with a whole, intact soul.

I view these two Satanic “holidays” as the “next iteration”, from a few targeted sacrifices, the Spirit moves on to a massive, factory-scale “flow” of annual events that perhaps lasted hundreds or thousands of years, inversely into the past. I'm not really interested in this, I don't have any emotional responses to the topic, but I can imagine that there is some fantasy fictional purpose to the events that take place.

I believe these actions are intended to strengthen the connection of embodied people with some personality. Of course, now you can fantasize about mythological personalities, but I don’t feel any personalities other than my average, run-of-the-mill personality.

Do all these sacrifices affect me on the physical plane? The Spirit had been preparing my consciousness for many years before I learned these facts about the Date of my birth, and, accordingly, the Date of Conception. I hope that my “immunity” from possible negative effects will work.

The time scheme of “random” events given in the previous chapter of this book is extremely complex and therefore difficult to implement, because many factors must be taken into account. But this complexity gives it an inner beauty, which in my opinion is an objective indicator, it is independent of anyone's subjective opinion or superimposed emotions.

The explosion at the Chernobyl Nuclear Power Plant must occur not far from my place of residence, the area must be seriously contaminated in order for me to be taken a great distance to a pioneer camp.

The premiere of the film Mona Lisa should take place very close to my place of residence (500 meters from the hostel where I lived when I studied at the institute, I of course mean that previously these two buildings should be built as close as possible to each other) to make sure I don't miss this film. Therefore, an important event is admission to this institute without exams, thanks to 1st place at the Republican Olympiad and a special agreement between educational institutions, according to which, as my classmate said, only one person actually entered.

The name of the person who sold Leonardo’s painting must be directly associated with the Savior, otherwise I most likely would not have become interested in his biography and would not have come across the history of the sinkholes of the land near Berezniki.

The “secret signs” in the painting Mona Lisa which I previously perceived as a cute joke, will receive some subjective meaning in my eyes precisely thanks to all these “impossible accidents” that lined up in an amazing time chain of 35 years.

I respect the work of others, and I understand the incredible complexity of such creativity, so naturally I make an effort to thoroughly understand a certain plan.

(The two paragraphs below were written on October 6, 2021 at 1:20 pm)

Naturally, the theory that is relevant to me is that it uses inverse analysis, based on the assumption that these sacrifices in the past were based on a future event of human birth. And the deeper we fall into the “mole hole”, the more “wonderful” everything around us becomes, and we can assume both a positive influence – “energy enhancement” and “intensity of predestination”, and a negative intention – an attempt to influence a person’s life path so that he took a wrong turn.

Any attitude that I take too closely to this situation can be disastrous for my Infinity. It has neither property nor any other attachments, and if I fully accept or reject this “gift” completely, then this will be a manifestation of dependence, which is of course unacceptable. I believe that I should distance myself from the “coincidences and accidents” described in the book, remaining grateful and inaccessible.

(The three paragraphs below were written on November 3, 2021 at 1:30 pm)

Partial, forced acceptance is a method of understanding the world. It is impossible to completely isolate yourself from it. You have to be aware of it and humble yourself, accept its existence. If you completely accept the world, you can lose your individuality. If you completely reject it, then even more so you can lose something important.

But I constantly write about some of my Personal Infinity. Isn't there a contradiction here, and doesn't infinity imply separateness? My Infinity implies loneliness. There is simply no one else or anything next to me, I am absolutely alone, this is my Infinity, in endless loneliness.

I do not have separation for the reason that in order to have separation, you need to be separated from someone or something. If there is nothing to separate from, then there will be no separation.

In the first book I wrote that I have a certain “second plan”, as if “behind the mirror”, and I can move back and forth. It feels like a hoax, a deception, because I don’t actually move anywhere, and I don’t change at all. That is, I am in the same place and only my sense of reality changes slightly. But this does not in any way lead to enlightenment or high spirituality, because neither I nor reality changes, and I, of course, do not develop. I am only growing and becoming stronger, but not wiser. And I don’t learn anything new during these “movements”.

In fact, I have no other ways of perceiving reality except my own thoughts, the emotional movements of my Soul, memories of the days I have lived and fantasizing based on fictitious images created and destroyed, as I believe, at the level of my Event Horizon.

People are slightly interesting to me, but I don’t understand or feel them at all… I assume that all the feelings and thoughts that arise when I think about them or come into contact with them are the fruit of the work of my mind, i.e. they are certainly contrived by me and false for me. In my opinion, people are very strange and unpredictable subjects. And yes, the appearance of people shocks me. However, I honestly try to understand their behavior, motives and get along with them. I have a feeling that humanity has some small potential, but what, I don't understand.

But what about works of art, aren’t people in their best impulses of the Soul described there? But somehow fiction and what I see around me in life don’t match. It’s as if some other characters are described in books and films. I am certainly close to romantic works of art, but in my subjective opinion, they have nothing to do with the people of my day and what they do in life. In modern people, again in my opinion, the Soul is structured somewhat differently and they rather imitate spiritual impulses. This is not bad, it is certainly better than having no emotional impulses at all.

“Hellish creatures”, on the contrary, are much closer to me, even perhaps due to my inner nature, but I am diligently trying to distance myself from them for the reason that those creatures that are present on this plane of existence are absolutely uninteresting to me, since they are lazy, weak and corrupted, and I am no longer looking for other, deeper plans, because I understand that my time for studying them is up, and I should be directed further in my life. Of course, I do not associate myself with them at all, I am something more complex and more dangerous, but less complex and simple than people. On a daily basis and in my instincts, emotional and mental development, I am closest to animals. Well, or to the children.

I perceive this world as very blurry and of poor quality (sorry, Creator!), and sometimes I yearn for sensations that are very mysterious and complete…

My danger lies in the fact that I practically do not manifest myself either on the plane of people or on the plane of these creatures. I have little interest in this life, but at the same time I have a confident understanding of the direction where I am moving. I can even guess what will happen at the next stage, since being now at a certain point in my personal spacetime, I have all the keys and all the days that will come next. This is a direct consequence of the influence of my Personal Infinity, if nothing external can radically influence me, therefore, what will happen to me next can be predicted based only on current data. This can also be called “no future”.

The influence of the surrounding world is that what I can “predict” may not occur, or may occur in a clouded, distorted state. But it is unlikely that something that is not in me now can come, because it can destroy my inner world. If the event does not occur, it will still remain on a fictitious, fantasy plane, it will be with me, and open to my mind, remaining unmanifested in the world, “stuck” in the spacetime of fiction, falling endlessly into the Event Horizon

Naturally, these are just my fantasy assumptions, which I will be happy to correct at the first opportunity.

At the beginning of June 2017, we were driving in a car from East, and I asked her a question: “Why are all these sacrifices happening?“ and another question bothered me then: “Have there been similar cases in history?” I remember that the East answered me that people probably do not pay attention to what is happening around them, which is why there are no traces left in the literature. Then, on July 2, 2017, I started writing my first book to figure it all out, and things started to happen.

What victims have been around me over the years of my life?

2000, June, suicide of my wife, with whom we lived together for only about 8 months and 3 weeks. I met this woman at the end of August or beginning of September 1999, i.e. about a month and a half before the marriage registration.

2001, July–August, approximately, I saw two swallows collide in the sky in front of me, and one fell to die right in my path. The next evening, an unusual girl knocked on my door to meet me, we had known each other for a short time, then our paths diverged, but thanks to her I made a serious decision, and at the end of 2003 – beginning of 2004 we moved from apartment 19 to apartment 109 in another city.

2005, February 13, our dog died, the pet ran out onto the road and was hit by a car, I was seriously ill at the time and was in another city.

2015, March 30, "accidentally" fell out of the window and died a girl we barely knew, and I assumed she would be a replacement for North, who did not join our group.

2017, June 9, a girl fell from the window of the 8th (presumably) floor of the house opposite ours and died. West lived in this house, whom we met less than a month before this event; she also did not join us. At that moment, my mother emotionally connected this tragic event with my acquaintance with this witch.

10–14 days before this terrible event, after which the West naturally no longer communicated with us, and probably left the city somewhere, in a conversation with me she expressed the opinion that all cases of these deaths (at that time the last incident had not yet occurred) were sacrifices. This could not have occurred to me; I considered them only bad omens. That is, I repeat once again, a casual acquaintance with whom I spoke a maximum of a few times for ten minutes at a time, but who has a rare insightful gift, after listening to my story, immediately concluded that all of these were sacrifices. This is important to me because these are not my thoughts, I am too stupid for such deep conclusions, this was the opinion of an outsider who did not know me at all.

By the way, why is only the East left next to me, and not the 5th element, North, South and West? I believe they acted absolutely correctly, I am too uninteresting for “advanced” people even for one-time communication, because I am clearly “below average” in emotions or interesting thoughts. Despite the fact that every year I become stronger “energetically”, I unfortunately continue to degrade emotionally and mentally, which of course depresses me. My books confirm this; all these coincidences could only be noticed and given meaning by a person with a boring, uninteresting inner world, who is involved in all sorts of nonsense in life.

When I met the 5th element (summer 2001) she was a very young girl, and when a couple of years later she began to look for a partner, I definitely wasn’t suitable for her, because I did not have the necessary qualities, no special beauty, no brilliant mind or sense of humor, no charisma or money, no position in society. Of course, she chose a more suitable candidate for her life partner.

When I met East (early 2002), she was young, had just graduated from Institute, and she did not have a serious relationship with the opposite sex. She also lacked the needs imposed by modern society, which any self-respecting girl “should have”, and it was completely natural for her to become my companion. I don’t think that at that moment she saw any other options for her future life.

When I met North (June 2013), she had already found her other half and dreamed of having a child with him. Of course, there was no way I could be added to this ideal situation.

When I met South (April 2016), she was already with a guy and doted on him. I was definitely superfluous and she was not interested in me, even for casual communication.

When I met West (May 2017), she told me that she had already found “the love of her life”, she just had to take this man away from his wife and child; she said that she dreams of living with him in an environmentally friendly village near the sea, raise her future children and enjoy nature. As you understand, there was absolutely no place for me in this picture of the world, so naturally, I in no way tried to somehow limit the manifestation of her Soul and influence the life path of this witch.

I would like to note that I talked to these representatives of the fair sex, with the exception of the East, of course, for 10 minutes for each, and only because it was written in Carlos Castaneda's books that the Spirit can send several female Winds to form a party, a group for a person. That is, I communicated with them solely for the purpose of demonstrating respect for the creativity of the Spirit.

This last death, June 9, 2017, prompted me to start writing the first book 19+, then Fantastic Week happened, and just before these events, on September 5, 2017, I noticed that the numbers in the dates had swapped places, 9 June (09/06/2017) changed to September 6 (06/09/2017). Right before the event, on September 4, 2017 they brought me a Felix-02K cash register for repair with error № 19 (its description: “The current date is less than the date of the last entry in the TM [Tax Memory]”); it could not function because in its memory, where the sequence of events is stored in the time line, a date greater than the current one has already been recorded. In the cash register, the dates were similarly “shuffled”: 09/03/2017 and 03/09/2017. Both dates 09/06/2017 and 06/09/2017 had full moons and the first date was the suicide of a girl in the house next door to us. I then felt that luck had smiled on me and that perhaps I would be able to do what I had planned, namely, clean up my connections with the “hell creatures” that were unnecessary to me.

So, the West appeared in my life for a couple of weeks, this was the last Wind, she also planted the idea that these “accidents” were sacrifices, then another death occurred, already associated directly with her and her connection with me, on this once – this was my mother’s opinion. And then the main events started, as a result I began to dig up the history of my life and, to my surprise, I commenced to find references to the history of mankind and at the end of the inversion—I returned to the moment of my conception and even discovered the “Satanic Calendar”.

When, in September 2017, I noticed a change in numbers in the dates 9/6 and 6/9 and that both dates fell on full moons, I jokingly suggested that this was such a rare coincidence that the easiest way to arrange it was to adjust the calendar, adjusting the dates to the full moon, and at the same time, the Moon must maintain a given speed of movement around the Earth for centuries, otherwise nothing will work.

The plot of the film 31 June can be written in a nutshell as follows: “The Evil Wizard Malgrim decided to take possession of Merlin’s Brooch, erase him from World History and take his place. For this, he offers Princess Melicenta true love in exchange for a magical device. Difficult choice…”

(Discovered October 22, 2021 at 1:00 pm, in the Wiki article “Walpurgis Night”)

“Attempts on the life of Merlin, the hero of the Chronicles of Amber (in the second pentateuch – The Merlin Cycle Series), systematically occur before Walpurgis Night.”

According to this series of books, Merlin united the family ties of representatives of Chaos and Order.

In the film Tenet by Christopher Nolan, the plot is based on a similar idea – to change the world by removing the Inception from history.

(Opened January 23, 2022 at 5:20 pm in Russian)

https://aftershock.news/?q=node/1055815

“We can try to build a scientific justification for the distribution according to the signs of the Zodiac, if we assume the influence on a person in his most important period of intrauterine development of both climatic factors that determine the mother’s nutrition and various kinds of cosmic fields. The date of birth and the associated possible date of conception determine the boundaries of the time period of intrauterine development, as well as the distribution of gravitational and, possibly, some unstudied fields generated by the relative positions of the planets relative to the Earth.”

There is some possibility that conception/fetal development/birth is the most important period in a person’s life.

Perhaps I found what I had been looking for several months, namely: at the end of September 2021, I learned about the Satanic calendar and the distance of 9 months between its two main “holidays”, which were essentially sacrifices, then in mid-November 2021 I came up with the idea that if there is such a strong challenge from the Dark Part of Infinity, then one should rely (for the balance and equilibrium of the human thinking process) of a similar in strength “response” from the Light Part. And so the idea occurred to me that the astronomical event, which ended on September 23, 2017, and began 9 months earlier, on November 20, 2016, is quite suitable for this role.

There is power and significance, Rapture of the Bride is undoubtedly an event from the Light Side, and of course, one event takes place on Earth, and the second in Heaven. Thus, these such distant events, each of them brings something of its own into the life of an ordinary person, and it is even possible that there is attraction and repulsion between them. I think it will be interesting for me to realize this connection.

When I learned about the Rapture of the Bride event in the summer of 2018, I was perplexed why such a complex process as “intrauterine life” was “simulated” in heaven.

To the “Star gate”. From conception to birth (link in Russian)

https://scfh.ru/papers/k-zvezdnym-vratam-ot-zachatiya-do-rozhdeniya/

“Something very, very important happens precisely during this first period of the life of the fetus, which cannot in any way be called a purely technical interval in the creation of a new living being…”

If for a second we imagine the contrast between the intrauterine development of a person and his subsequent life, then the event of conception is the penetration of earthly (dark) forces into some completely different Universe inside the human body.

Vitruvian Man (link in Russian)

http://uduba.com/3320692/15-maloizvestnyih-faktov-o-quot-vitruvianskom-cheloveke-quot-leonardo-da-vinchi

“In their mathematical studies, Vitruvius and Leonardo described not only the proportions of man, but also the proportions of all creation. Leonardo's note was found in a notebook from 1492: ‘Ancient man was the world in miniature. Since man consists of earth, water, air and fire, his body resembles a microcosm of the Universe.’”

Time Crystal

“You grow up readings about pirates and cowboys and spacemen and stuff, and just when you think the world's all full of amazing things, they tell you it's really all dead whales and chopped-down forests and nuclear waste hanging about millions of years.”

“People need to understand that if they kill a whale, they will get a dead whale.”

Terry Pratchett, Neil Gaiman “Good Omens:

The Nice and Accurate Prophecies of Agnes Nutter, Witch”.

Sigmund Freud (at “Civilization and Its Discontents”, 1930) considered escapist fantasy an integral element of human life: “Life, as we find it, is too hard for us; it brings us too many pains, disappointments and impossible tasks. In order to bear it we cannot dispense with palliative measures.”

“I have claimed that Escape is one of the main functions of fairy-stories, and since I do not disapprove of them, it is plain that I do not accept the tone of scorn or pity with which ‘Escape’ is now so often used. Why should a man be scorned if, finding himself in prison, he tries to get out and go home? Or if he cannot do so, he thinks and talks about other topics than jailers and prison-walls?”

“The notion that motor-cars are more “alive” than, say, centaurs or dragons is curious; that they are more “real” than, say, horses is pathetically absurd. How real, how startlingly alive is a factory chimney compared with an elm tree: poor obsolete thing, insubstantial dream of an escapist!”

J.R.R. Tolkien.

https://theimaginativeconservative.org/2022/04/tolkien-reality-joseph-pearce.html

(after adding this link to the English translation of my book, on November 30, 2024, at 10:04 pm, I looked at its publication date, it turned out to be April 27, 2022.)

From these quotes it follows a completely logical conclusion that the goal of a person’s life may well be to “go away” into fantasy, into daydreaming, and life even seems to “push” him towards this choice. And one more important point. Going into daydreaming implies deception, lies, manipulation as a way of creating an event. This is due to the fact that in the creative process the basis must separate and disappear, and the creative image will further develop independently. The easiest way to separate is false connections with a limited lifespan.

November 4, 2021, Thursday, at 1:10 am, the idea occurred to me that all these supposedly existing relationships in the distant past point to the existence of some mythical Crystal of Predestination, or Crystal of Time, or simply Crystal, or simply Predestination in our current time.

I thought that in the same way that stars in space appeared due to the fact that attraction, Gravity, “suddenly” appeared between particles of cosmic dust; similarly, the Events of Time can suddenly begin to attract due to something like gravity, which I call Predestination.

I began to think about the possible consequences of such a neighborhood and came to the conclusion that their coexistence is antagonistic, the Crystal will undoubtedly conflict with Time and transform or even destroy it, and Time, accordingly, will try to limit the Crystal’s growth, direct its development in the right direction and minimize its influence on oneself, which can also be described as “educate, ennoble, cultivate”.

The most important difference between the Crystal and ordinary current Time is:

1) lack of future and as a consequence:

2) predetermination of the past.

Only some moments from the past stand out and become important; the rest, most of the time, falls apart, is destroyed or recycled.

A crystal is a process of natural destruction of the spacetime continuum under the influence of external invasion. Why do I write “spacetime” if the Crystal supposedly only affects time? I believe that space is unlikely to be able to fully exist without the smooth progressive flow of time.

It can be assumed that the amount of spacetime washed out by a crystal will depend on its internal potential.

We can begin to speculate about the creation of the Crystal if we suddenly discover traces of its penetration in the distant past.

A Time Crystal may also begin to create to protect the subject from external temporal influences. I.e. if an object suddenly notices that Predeterminations begin to form in the distant past, then a certain protective mechanism is triggered, which begins the creation of this mythical Crystal, which will filter and distort the information coming through the branches in order to prevent its negative impact on the object.

What could be the danger for this object in the future? Why is it optimal for him to preserve Time in the current day and consistently destroy (or recycle) the upcoming future? This is either a paranoid fear of expectations from the future, or, on the contrary, a desire to have a future free from one’s own influence, because he wants to live his own unique life, and not follow predetermined patterns. That is, this object does not destroy all the time in front of it, but only what has an influence on it. Perhaps the predetermined future does not suit him in some way.

I don’t like the name Time Crystal at all; it’s better, of course, to just call it Crystal, or Crystal of Predestination, because this “something” has nothing to do with time. For him, time is more of a nutrient medium, soil for the plant, a source of “proteins and vitamins”. You could also say that the Crystal is embedded like a “weed” and “imitates time” so as not to attract attention to itself.

There is a significant flaw in this newly invented theory of mine; on the evening of November 6, 2021, I realized that such wonderful Crystals, which easily explain the emergence of chains of Predestination in the past, are not suitable for explaining the coincidences of the present. For example, they cannot be used for the occasion of my Fantastic Week, because the difference in events was less than one day, and, therefore, the temporary attraction would be insufficient for such a large and distant object as our Sun.

Above I described fictitious fantasy Crystals of a global nature. Here's what the Wiki has about temporary micro-crystals:

(Opened November 4, 2021 at 11:47 am, in Russian)

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Темпоральный_кристалл

“A temporal (time) crystal is a physical system with broken symmetry with respect to a time shift, leading to the presence of periodic motion even in the state with the lowest energy. The idea of such systems was put forward in 2012 by Frank Wilczek. In 2015, it was proven that the creation of a temporal crystal in a thermodynamically equilibrium system is impossible if the interactions in the system are short-range in nature.”

Physicists have created the world's first “time crystal” (link in Russian)

https://habr.com/ru/post/398169/

“In 2012, Nobel Prize winner in physics Frank Wilczek proposed an unusual idea. He suggested (and tried to prove) the possibility of the existence of ‘time crystals’. Such structures, according to the physicist, receive energy for their movement from a fault in the symmetry of time. A rift, according to Wilczek, is a special form of perpetual motion.”

(Opened November 4, 2021 at 1:55 pm)

On the night of November 4, scientists recorded one of the most powerful magnetic storms in the last few years (link in Russian)

https://www.gazeta.ru/social/news/2021/11/04/n_16801687.shtml

One of the largest magnetic storms in several years is occurring on Earth (link in Russian)

xras.ru/info/20211104.html

“On Earth, at about one o’clock in the morning Moscow time, one of the largest magnetic storms of recent years suddenly began. The geomagnetic activity index, which in recent days had been slowly decreasing to calm values (after flares at the end of October), almost immediately after midnight increased abruptly to level 7 (with a maximum value of 9), which corresponds to a magnetic storm of the third level on a 5-point scale.”

(Opened July 3, 2022 at 5:45 pm)

First version of “31 June” (3 links in Russian, 4^th link in English)

https://dubikvit.livejournal.com/863651.html

“An extra day in June”

“This brooch, a gift from Merlin, which Malgrim was hunting for, is a merkaba with which you can move in space and time. And Priestley’s novel is almost the Gospel of Judas.”

https://www.livemaster.ru/topic/2374769-merkaba

https://www.liveinternet.ru/users/5191019/post355846153

https://tinyrituals.co/blogs/tiny-rituals/merkaba

“The MerKaBa is a crystalline Human Lightbody, an energy field that connects the mind, heart and body. This word consists of 3 words: Mer – a type of light rotating within itself, Ka – spirit, Ba – human body. All together means a rotating light that transfers spirit and body from one world to another.

One of the functions of the MerKaBa is to move the spirit and body to the next world, but this requires certain changes in the person himself. To move to the higher worlds, he must be immersed in the world of love, harmony, unity.”

If you ask me if I believe in coincidences, I will honestly answer that it is not a matter of faith, but rather of common sense. Due to my extreme pragmatism and down-to-earth nature, I purely logically choose the option—to try to understand possible connections and choose what can help me in living my personal subjective reality. Oh yes, they are still beautiful, these “coincidences”!

Another version of the worldview, based on the fact that there are billions of these “coincidences”, of course, this opinion is absolutely correct, and many people, I believe, use this convenient “excuse” not to think about such nonsense, but to do what they need to do: increase your well-being and levelup the comfort of your stay. But what should a person do if he has already reached the level of comfort he needs (other than helping other people increase the comfort of their lives)?

The opposite opinion to mine is that the astronomical event, which was called Rapture of the Bride is just one of the many “coincidences” in the sky and every second absolutely unique combinations of stars and planets line up in the sky, each of which can be “dedicated to thousands of poems”. This is absolutely true, and I dare to say that this will be the position of pure, primordial Chaos, when all these combinations of planets and stars do not yet make any sense and, therefore, are not worth studying them.

(Opened November 18, 2021 at 1:00 pm)

“ The Novikov principle of self-consistency , developed in the 1970s by Russian physicist Igor Dmitrievich Novikov (‘The Evolution of the Universe’, 1979), proposes the use of geodesic lines to describe the curvature of time (roughly how the curvature of space is described in Einstein’s General Theory of Relativity). These closed, time-like curves will not allow any cause-and-effect relationships on the same curve to be disrupted . The principle also suggests that time travel will only be possible in a region where these closed curves are present—for example, in the presence of wormholes, as described by Kip Thorne and colleagues in their 1988 paper ‘Wormholes, Time Machines, and the Weak Energy Condition’. In this case, events would be cyclical and self-consistent.”

If we assume that the Crystal of Predestination has no purpose to harm the movement of time, then, according to the current human worldview, it can act using, for example, this “theory of geodesic lines” by Novikov, i.e. exactly within the limits outlined by the line of permitted and possible influence, which was supposedly introduced into the fabric of the existence of Time as a result of the work of some important process.

I will also note that a certain Crystal with predetermined branches extending into the past is very reminiscent of Tree of Life. It will be a surprise if it suddenly turns out that the predetermined branches support the flow of time and are its basis.

Predestination is the influence of current events on events in the past.

But you will say that it is traditionally believed that what is predetermined can and should come true, and therefore future events are a consequence of past ones.

Yes, this is undoubtedly true, but in essence it is the presence of events in the future that makes the predetermination branches significant, and they acquire a meaning that is not limited only to the event cell. As a result, future events influence (give meaning and reveal unexpected meaning) events of the past.

What difference does it make what happens in the future, even if it is “predetermined” in the past, if these same future events have no meaning for the past? I.e. predestination is important for significant events, and, therefore, it is the presence of events from which predetermination recedes into the past that is paramount. In other words, these events in the present should have great intrinsic meaning and without predeterminations, thereby predeterminations only strengthen and decorate these events, but may not be their root cause.

But what's the point appears from events in the past? Don't they have a meaning to begin with? Of course, all events have some meaning, limited by a cell of spacetime; potentially, some events may have some additional meaning, but for its manifestation an external factor, an influence that reveals it, will be required. It is quite logical that this impact can occur when the event has already been fully formed, and the current spacetime cell has closed and is no longer subject to internal probabilistic fluctuations. It is possible that this factor is transtemporal, i.e. not limited by a time slot.

A striking manifestation of this factor is Temporal gravity, which attracts and arranges such ancient events into some beautiful and even perfect Parade of events in the time branch.

For me personally, this whole fictional theory carries a certain dangerous connotation, namely, with the hypothetical presence of predetermined branches and thanks to them, there is a danger of “getting bogged down” in time. For this reason, having once formed my opinion and expressed it in thoughts and feelings, after a while I already think about how to modify it or even divide it into elements, since the formed opinion gradually begins to influence me, representing quite consciously an independent value, and it even begins to seem that this is actually the case, if you forget the entire order of previous thinking, which out of nothing created this essentially illusory object that does not rely on anything.

Kill grandpa and survive. What does physics allow time travelers? (link in Russian)

https://nplus1.ru/material/2020/10/20/on-time-travel

“The movement of objects in time and space can be described in the form of a curve that connects the ‘influencing past’ with the ‘influencing future’—since experience tells us that the cause of any event must be in the past, not in the future. The universe is considered predictable from its current state. In this case, the cause-and-effect relationship between events in the past and future is determined by the principle of causality and the speed of transmission of the information signal.“

And if we assume that it is the present in a person’s personal life that influences past events in the world, then what can replace the “Principle of Causality”?

On the afternoon of November 23, 2021, I thought that if I shift my focus from the events of September 2017 to November 1991, miraculously it turns out that Fantastic Week and other incidents in 2017 are all completely “virtual events” in my life, but just November 1991, when I watched the film Mona Lisa and changed my destiny—the most real event. But upon further reflection that evening and the next afternoon, I came to the conclusion that, despite the fact that I would probably be able to completely send all further coincidence events after 1991 to the “virtual plane” and consider them in relation to my life only as a “beautiful legend”, but this still shouldn’t be done, but a balance must be maintained, and for some reason I need this obvious fiction in my later life, and it should be taken seriously.

Then, in June 1996, I once again changed the direction of my life, but then there were no obvious events on the material plane that would coincide with this event. Subsequently, until Fantastic Week, I had no major path changes in my life.

Having shifted the center of perception to the end of 1991, I am touching the brightest period of my life, when my choice, it seems to me, was not determined by external manipulative influence and, therefore, was pure, and was also ennobled by high romantic feelings.

November 27, 2021 at 6:56 pm I came up with the idea that the desire to get closer to the meaning of your life and naturally to its beginning and to the moment of conception is a laudable desire that is worth the resources spent on it, and what can be as difficult as possible for a person who wishes to know his origin? Of course, these are ritual sacrifices on the dates of Conception and Birth.

These events, coinciding with important dates in a person’s life, which were repeated perhaps hundreds or even thousands of years, may well have a significant and serious negative meaning, namely, to hide from this person some secret of his origin, to cause him to turn in the wrong direction, needed by some external forces.

This can also be seen as a challenge that he will have to overcome, process this wave of other people’s uncontrollable emotions in order to get closer to solving his personal secret.

Here you can see the fork of choice—if you accept all these undoubtedly strong emotions, then the chance of realizing your origin will slip away, because the experiences he needs will most likely be very weak.

On the same day, a little earlier, at 6:00 pm, I learned that Leonardo Da Vinci’s mother’s name was Caterina (links in Russian).

https://tanjand.livejournal.com/2284304.html

https://pikabu.ru/story/ustanovlena_lichnost_materi_leonardo_da_vinchi_5146964

That same evening, at about 8:00 pm, I discovered the video clip of the group Era “7 seconds”; it was published on October 6, 2017, which is very close to my Fantastic week. This video features a dance studio and a “666” shaped flame, probably on an altar in a temple. Also suggestive are lightning and fire against the backdrop of a tall stained glass window, presumably the windows of a temple, and a hammer selling something at auction.

A very remarkable video, this is a modified version of the song and video from 1994, in the new reincarnation of this poetic work, the color of the skin of the child who is born is given a completely different meaning:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FEwmfbyDduc

“Battle's not over

Even when it's won

And when a child is born into this world

It has no concept

Of the tone of skin it's living in.”

“J'aimerais qu'on oublie leur couleur pour qu'ils espèrent.”

[“I wish we could forget their color so they could hope.”]

The burden of proof lies with the approver

“With the power of your poetic imagination you revived me! He pulled out legends from the darkness… And again returned them to the white light! Again the sky… the sea… You are beautiful, like my father Achilles!”

“Oh thanks!”

“You are talented, like the great Homer, who so wonderfully described us in his “Odyssey”!

“Well, thank you!”

“Well, of course, you read this work?”

“Homer's Odyssey? Desk book!”

“And I would like to remind you of Krylov… Do you know this fabulist?”

“Of course, it's a reference book! All sirens are simply enchanted by his beautiful creations.”

“So I would like to remind you of the following lines: ‘She was sweet-voiced like a siren and dangerous like a siren!’”

“Oh, young Orpheus! In gratitude for returning to life, I will sing to you!”

“Oh, stop, stop, stop! I remember well that many worthy people died from your songs! So I ask you: ‘Don’t!’”

“You ’re a coward!…”

from the film “Higher Than Rainbow” (dir. by G. Yungvald-Khilkevich, 1986)

episode 1, time 18:21.

Who is going to prove what to whom? Of course not for you, my dear reader! In general, it doesn’t matter to me what you think. I have a more important problem…

This problem may be a variant of the Liar Paradox.

The essence of it is that I form my own worldview. But the material that comes into the processing of my thinking is often unsuitable. It can be false, inaccurate, polluted, perverted.

As you understand, the arrival of such unsuitable material complicates perception. But at the same time, this material, at the moment of its awareness, becomes a fact on which one has to rely in the future.

The legal principle “the burden of proof lies with the approver” completely breaks the very need to lie or distort the transmitted material (in order to achieve some minor benefit), because the fact that this material is false, worthless, contaminated—this problem remains on the side of the producer who provided this material, i.e. of course the Spirit. (Posted June 21, 2022 at 4:56 pm).

And this is primarily a matter of trust. Trust destroys a liar.

Necessity (link in Russian)

https://determiner.ru/termin/neobhodimost.html

“One of the circumstances excluding the criminality of an act that violates international law. In accordance with Art. 25 Articles on the Responsibility of States for Internationally Wrongful Acts (Annex to General Assembly Resolution A/RES/56/83 of December 12, 2001), a state may invoke a state of necessity only if:

a) this act is the only way for the state to protect a significant interest from a great and imminent danger; <…>”

When Fantastic Week happened, I independently decided that there was some connection, illusory, fantasy, even if it was completely insignificant and harmless in terms of the power of its attraction. It does not matter. In the life of any person there are things that interest him, and there are things that he passes by. So the strength of the event is not as important as the personal subjective predisposition to the way how he perceive certain events. And if an individual focuses his attention on this, then this, personally for him, becomes a fact and the limit of his personal attraction. And I will clarify that it does not matter whether this is the truth for someone else, or the truth in a universal sense, or whether it is, of course, just another fiction.

The facts that I pay attention to become food for my thinking process. This thinking process is quite childish, it assumes that “everything is as it seems”, where words have value and actions are meaningful…

The following are my findings on the Internet, discovered while finishing the book in the summer months of 2022, and some diary entries.

Inversion and the End of the World

(Opened June 21, 2022 at 7:30 pm)

The shrinking Universe will push us into a black hole. But it won't be easy to notice the end of the world (link in Russian)

https://aftershock.news/?q=node/1002882

“Remember the turnstile in the film Tenet, on the other side of which events unfolded in reverse, without losing cause-and-effect relationships? This is how this compression seems to me to be something like this. Quantitative-qualitative transformation. Effects that occur before their cause.”

Inversion (link in Russian)

https://aftershock.news/?q=node/901448

“Inversion in logic is negation, inversion of meaning, replacement of ‘white’ with ‘black’

Inversion in quantum mechanics – transformation of space, in mathematics called reflection. Plays an essential role in the theory of symmetry. <…>

The film Tenet (dir. by C. Nolan) uses the idea of time reversal invariance, according to which events can go the same way in forward and backward directions. Strategic the possibilities of such a model are fully revealed when tactical interaction between inverted and non-inverted characters occurs along the storyline. <…>

… In direct time: the sun shines on a macro-object—reflected photons fly into the eye – an image is formed in the brain.

In reverse time, everyone is solipsistic: I thought – photons flew from my eyes – the sun shone. Therefore, with a long stay, a firm conviction appears, supported by facts, that you control the world. <…>

… What interesting conclusions, however… if you want to feel like a god, invert your consciousness. You may not become a full-fledged god, but you will definitely gain understanding. <…>

An interesting fact: during the promotion of the film Tenet (dir. by C. Nolan), a statement was repeatedly made that during the production of the film the creators tried as much as possible to move away from the practice of using digital special effects, which is also a kind of inversion and a return to the field of natural realism, no matter how absurd it may sound.”

Wow, I tell myself, then I copy the newly found text and write down the time I found it. This is one aspect of my thinking, it seems to me to be in some sense external in nature, and perhaps depends on where in the spacetime continuum it all happens.

Something can happen if a non-inverted character (human) and an inverted one (“god”) meet. They can be called for example, Character and Anti-Character. It is logical that the Character (Anti-Character) will radically change its current state; one can even say that its physical nature will be “defeated” by joint efforts. It is assumed that the “communication” will be similar to the interaction of an electron with a positron.

The Langoliers (dir. by Tom Holland, TV mini-series, adaptation of the story by Stephen King, 1995, link in Russian)

https://vvord.ru/tekst-filma/Langoljeryi/12

“The light is leaving. That's the difference.

“How's Mr. Toomey?”

“Are you kidding? He fell asleep.”

“Apparently, this is the case. Nothing…”

“I smelled it! I smelled it! The smell of a match.”

“Me too.”

“Come on again, Albert.”

“Do you see? Do you see?”

“Do you understand what this means? We brought our time with us! Here is the past. But the present is still here! It is limited to the confines of this aircraft. Therefore, here the flame looks more alive, and not only that.”

“Bravo, Albert, bravo!”

One-Electron Universe Theory (link in Russian)

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Теория_одноэлектронной_Вселенной

“In 1948, Richard Feynman developed a mathematical approach to quantum theory in which the antiparticle was viewed as a particle moving backward in time.”

Novikov's principle of self-consistency

(I wrote this fragment on August 6–8, 2022, starting at 6:48 pm, 2 days after the account of Dmitry Puchkov (Goblin) was deleted from Youtube (event approximately August 4 until 8:13 pm), and a few days before that, on July 25 at 2:16 pm, I watched the following video and wrote down an interesting thought).

Klim Zhukov about Interstellar (link removed)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlM0OQQh364&t

“The main blunder of the film was never discussed: Novikov’s principle of self-consistency. It is impossible to receive the coordinates of a base from the future from yourself if you do not know them in advance, because in order to fly into space and tell yourself these coordinates (NASA base), you must first get to this base, but you cannot get to it without knowing the coordinates, considering the plot. Therefore, here Nolan puts event B before event A, which is impossible in principle.”

That is, in order to influence “from the future to the present”, this information must already be stored in the past. Information can be seen as analogous to an explosive, as in the film Tenet.

If Revelation is the result of a meeting in the future between an ordinary character and his inverted version, then an important condition for the occurrence of this event is the presence (release) of information in the past, because in order for him to receive some knowledge in the future, this information must already exist (be manifested) in the world before it came into his head, and naturally before meeting the inverted one. Why can’t you just “take and find out” information for this person? Why should it be manifested in the world and, therefore, be delivered only through an intermediary – the Spirit? Why should the world take an active part in the process of human thinking?

The paradox is that a person cannot obtain some knowledge from the future if it does not exist in his past. Usually we act as follows: in the process of life we learn something and thereby expand our understanding of the world. And it doesn’t matter, in principle, whether someone knew about it before us, before we knew it.

And only in the case of a hypothetical, conditional, metaphorical “meeting with an inverted character” is it fundamentally important that this information is known before the moment when a specific person finds out about it! And this knowledge must be formalized accordingly, perhaps in the form of a prophecy, as something that “must happen”.

And not everything is as simple as it seems at first glance; the question arises: how can you find out about knowledge if “everyone already knows” about it? In fact, this is really difficult to do, because you can’t easily find out about information if you already know about it! The learning process involves rediscovering information for yourself. In this situation, the “just admire” method does not work. You just need to open the information, and for this, in the case of a well-known fact, it must (at some point) begin to directly concern you, and, therefore, until this moment, it should not concern you. And in the case of personalization, when you discover it for yourself, the information undergoes a transformation from public to personal.

In the case of such a person’s life, the key will not be the desire to realize oneself by moving along the time line into the future, but precisely the main thing will be the motive to personalize publicly available information from the past, if this can open up the opportunity to change one’s nature in the future.

An event is the highest form of knowledge for the reason that it not only has an abstract meaning, but also actually happened and was embodied. And here the peculiarity of the perfect event awaits us, if we try to use it in this theory. The fact is that an event already committed in the past is almost impossible to personalize. How you can’t personalize anything that has already acquired someone’s name. Of course, an event can be re-personalized if for some reason it does not have a Beginning.

Famous Lucy

It seems to me that my freedom lies in the fact that thoughts and emotions remain in that subjective, fantasy, illusory, creative cell of spacetime where they were expressed. When the time runs out, the cell is closed, which allows them to remain intact, as they are of great value to me.

Our strong emotions, which rush like a hurricane between cells of time, are a sign of the imperfection of the human structure, most likely associated with some damage to our delicate nature. Therefore, by examining one's emotional and mental reactions, one can make good progress in diagnosing and treating one's personal injuries.

(Opened June 29, 2022 at 10:57 pm)

I accidentally went on the Internet to a video fragment from the film “Lucy” (dir. by Luc Besson, 2014), and watched the final episode, where at the end of the plot the main character touches the finger of a great ape, time 1:18:22. I thought that this was exactly the same thing that I was thinking about earlier, one of the answers to the question: what would happen if a man and an inverted “god” met?

A week before watching the video, I asked myself this question, but then I didn’t think about it and didn’t look for information. It was as if it found itself, without any additional work of the mind. This is a mystery. I just randomly decided to watch a certain part of the video and immediately found a match. Of course, I had previously seen the entire film Lucy several times, and this fragment was somehow strange, deliberately falling out of the general semantic sequence of the video, and in general, why was the film called “Lucy”? Previously, I missed all this and didn’t think about it.

When I watched this film again in July 2021, after finishing watching it, a logical question arose: when will the second part be released? I went online and found out that it “came out” literally two days ago. Naturally, this was not the case, but I got another funny coincidence to add to my collection.

The film Lucy as a primitive, but a demonstration of the transformation of an earthly man into a cosmic one (link in Russian)

https://донэллиот.рф/2020/12/07/фильм-люси-как-примитивная/

“Lucy, who owns Time and Space, fully aware of the full extent of the informational nature of existence, returns to the past to that Lucy who will become a person many centuries later and… touches her – transfers her divine energy to her essence… thereby becoming the true source of her transformation .”

Scientists' discovery: the famous Lucy – the ancestor of all people – was a fool (link in Russian)

https://www.kp.ru/daily/27055.4/4122189/

“According to most anthropologists, our ancestors were Australopithecus afarensis – humanoid creatures, to which the famous Lucy belonged. The ancestor of all people, as she is sometimes called, is Hairy Eve.

Lucy's remains, estimated to be 3.2 million years old, were unearthed in Ethiopia in 1974.”

Creation of Adam (link in Russian)

https://ru.wikipedia.org/wiki/Сотворение_Адама

“’The Creation of Adam’ is one of the most outstanding compositions of the Sistine Chapel ceiling painting [inside the Vatican Museums, 1511]. God the Father flies in infinite space, surrounded by wingless angels, with a flowing white tunic. The right hand is extended towards Adam's hand and almost touches it. Adam's body lying on the green rock gradually begins to move and awakens to life. The entire composition is concentrated on the gesture of two hands. The hand of God gives the impulse, and the hand of Adam receives it, giving vital energy to the whole body. By the fact that their hands do not touch, Michelangelo emphasized the impossibility of uniting the divine and the human.”

Who is given the sign and destiny of the Holy Spirit

(Opened June 23, 2022 at 6:06 pm).

“15 If ye love me, keep my commandments.

16 And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever;

17 Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you.

18 I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.

19 Yet a little while, and the world seeth me no more; but ye see me: because I live, ye shall live also.”

“The Gospel of John”, chapter 14, King James Version (KJV).

“Christ often explained to his disciples the value of the Holy Spirit; the original Bible uses the Greek word Parakletos and translates it as comforter, intercessor, advocate…”

(Opened June 26, 2022 at 8:20 am, at the end of 2024 this link is unavailable)

https://vk.com/@-197385675-na-poroge-nachala-poslednei-sedminy-daniilavoshischenie-2020

“This sign occurred almost simultaneously with the celebration of the day of the prophet Jonah (September 22, 2017). Let us remember the words of Matthew 12:39 ‘But he answered and said unto them, An evil and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given to it, but the sign of the prophet Jonas: [King James Version (KJV)]”

The sign – of course, I mean Rapture of the Bride at September 23, 2017. At first glance, this quote from the Bible tells us that the sign will be bad, useless, but since you are looking for it, you will receive it. But on the other hand, it turns out that this priceless gift is the only sign that the “evil and adulterous generation” can receive.

The next day, at 6:30 pm, I began to check this information, it turned out to be not entirely accurate, and as you understand, approximate information may mean something completely different than what we thought right away, and I discovered something that probably I would not have found it if the Spirit had not given me this possibly false information.

“12:39 But he answered and said unto them, An evil and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given to it, but the sign of the prophet Jonas:

12: 40 For as Jonas was three days and three nights in the whale's belly; so shall the Son of man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth.”

Jonah's birthday is September 22 according to the old style or October 5 according to the new style. It is important that for some reason this “seemed” to the author of the article and he mixed up the date styles, i.e. there was a funny mix-up where he may have falsely connected the Rapture of the Bride with the Jonah prophecy, but thanks to his mistake I learned about Jonah. In fact, it is not so important whether the date matches exactly down to the day, I admit that within 2–3 months many events will be in some way connected and mutually influence each other, given that the “leverage of influence” can reach 1700 years and more.

This can be considered “immediate thinking”, when people see a specific date and react emotionally, because it supposedly coincides, and of course, in order to further check, you need, firstly, to have time for this, and in the modern age a person does not have a second, to stop and think, and most importantly – there is no desire to check, because this is how a person is designed, if he once responded emotionally, then he is then afraid of losing support in his faith, and does not want to check, because this may ruin his fantasies.

Here's another quote from the article:

“But then there is a second event, where it is clearly indicated that the Antichrist will not reveal himself until he is taken from the environment that holds him.

Who is holding back the Antichrist? There are different interpretations here, but the most common one is that this is the Holy Spirit who descended on the disciples of Christ on the day of Pentecost. From this moment the period of the Church began, and accordingly, with the ascension of the Church, the Holy Spirit will leave with it, which will open the way for the Antichrist.”

I'll add a little conspiracy nonsense (opened March 28, 2022 at 4:15 pm, in Russian)

Meme with the date 27/07/2021 – what will happen?

https://mempro.ru/trends/mem-s-datoi-27-07-2021-chto-proizoidyot.html

“Actually, this is where the mysterious date began to spread. The essence of the meme is that no one understands what is going to happen on this day, but it is being promoted as a date that will radically change the life of humanity.

A little later, these memes reached TikTok, but there the date is distributed outside the context of Ubermaginal. Users simply create creepy, scary videos, inventing new versions of terrible events that could happen on this date. A version has already appeared here about a time traveler who managed to end up in our reality to warn about this date. And about the fact that the lid of the sarcophagus may collapse in Chernobyl. Well, there will probably be many more versions.”

It is interesting in this text that the author, for some reason, connected the date July 27 and the consequences of the Chernobyl accident.

27/07/21 (link in Russian)

https://memepedia.mirtesen.ru/blog/43251594239/27-07-21

“27/07/21 [27/07/2021] is a meme associated with trash blogger Ubermarginal. The date of July 27 is being pushed forward as a harbinger of something terrible.

The force of the date 27/07/21 began at the end of 2020, when Ubermarginal (Anatoly Mitsengendler) heard this phrase in a song during a stream. The blogger listened to Iranian black metal, and words in Russian were heard in the background: twenty-seven zero seven twenty-one.”

(Opened June 26, 2022 at 9:12 am, in Russian)

How the Sun destroyed US mines

https://masterok.livejournal.com/4932916.html

“An unusual example of the impact of space weather on combat operations on Earth became known after the publication in the United States of secret documents about one of the episodes of the Vietnam War. On August 4, 1972 the crew of an American military aircraft, flying over a mined port in the Hon La area (now a special economic zone of Vietnam), witnessed the explosion of about 20–25 sea mines, which occurred in a short period of time – about 30 seconds. In addition, from the air, 25–30 muddy spots from mine explosions were seen in the water, which were dropped three months ago as part of the American operation ‘Pocket Money’ to mine the ports of North Vietnam.

On August 15, Admiral Bernard Clary, commander of the US Pacific Fleet, made an inquiry about the possible influence of the Sun on the detonation of mines.

The fact is that most ammunition had magnetic fuses that were triggered by changes in the surrounding magnetic field. By that time, scientists already knew about the influence of solar flares on changes in the magnetic environment, but it was not clear whether such an event could cause an unexpected detonation of ammunition.

It turned out that at the beginning of August 1972, record activity was observed on the Sun, during which several powerful flares and so-called coronal mass ejections were recorded in the region of MR 11976. Military experts investigating the self-detonation of supplies visited the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration (NOAA) Space Environment Laboratory to speak with scientists.

Professor Brian Frazier, then at NOAA, remembers one day seeing a group of high-ranking military officials come to talk to his colleagues about the possible influence of the sun on mine fuses. ‘Then they didn’t say whether the mines exploded or not, although maybe Wally (colleague) was just hiding it. And of course, all this was top secret,’ the scientist recalls.

The investigation concluded that it was ‘highly likely’ that the explosions were caused by solar activity observed in August of that year.

Today we know that in August 1972, one of the most powerful solar flares was actually observed, activity was observed in a region of the Sun called MR 11976. During that period of time there were many reports of power outages and accidents on telegraph lines throughout North America, now Scientists have another example of the impact of space weather on human activity.

The peak of activity then occurred at 6:21 am Universal Time on August 4, when a class X flare occurred on the Sun, causing a coronal mass ejection that reached the Earth 14 hours later. Scientists suggested that earlier, weaker emissions “cleared the way” for this more powerful flare, which was similar to the one observed by the STEREO satellite in July 2010.

The magnetic storm it caused on Earth became the reason for the detonation of mines in the Vietnamese port. <…>

… Let us recall that astronomers recorded the strongest solar flare in the last 12 years on September 6, 2017. Moreover, the event, which was estimated at X9.3 out of 10 possible in terms of the power of disturbances, occurred against the background of minimal solar activity. Already on September 7, communication interruptions were felt in Europe and America.”

It is interesting that this article begins with the date August 4, 1972, and ends with the date September 6–7, 2017. The usual structure of books is when important events are given at the beginning and end of the work. At the beginning of the book – to form a narrative and interest the reader, and at the end – to dot all the i's and come to the end of the story. And of course, first of all I note the style of the event, which is eccentric and very impressive. For the US military to conduct an investigation using taxpayer money, the event must be out of the ordinary.

The date at the end of July or early August 1972 is a very definite time point in my biography. The peak of activity occurs on August 4; therefore, solar activity begins at least a few days or even a week before this date.

As I wrote earlier, record solar activity of class X9–X10 usually occurs once every few years and lasts several days. Class X 9 activity was close to my birth date. The activity on August 4, 1972 was simply class X, most likely X1–X3, such flares are not record-breaking, they are 4–10 times less powerful and occur much more often. I cited the article above only as an illustration of how people connect events with each other.

To reassure the reader and confirm my mediocrity, I believe that there is no direct relationship between Solar activity and my behavior, but I leave these possibilities open, because of course, I could be wrong.

There is a nuance that accepting responsibility for extraterritorial (outside the human body) events is the theme of Revelation. This acceptance of responsibility cannot occur without the prior event of making a connection and realizing the extent of one's personal impact.

For several years I tried unsuccessfully to feel something about the next solar activity, but I never felt any connections. When, at the end of September 2021, I learned about two Satanic holidays, the topic of Solar activity ceased to interest me, and then I practically forced myself to sometimes ask about this question.

I have almost no emotional or mental interaction with S.A. Why almost? Once, at the beginning of February 2018, for several minutes I had a feeling of “support” from the setting Sun, a certain incoming “emotional interest”. But I don't think this is something unique, this experience is probably available to many.

I assume that everything related to Solar activity (in my case)—is nothing more than an element of external psychological manipulation, like many things in my life. Here, for example, is another illustration of an allegedly “explicit connection”:

(Discovered on the Internet June 29, 2022 at 5:45 pm, article dated April 20, 2022, 2:10 pm, three links in Russian)

The Sun experienced its largest flare in several years

xras.ru/info/20220420.html

(Article from April 30, 2022, 9:30 pm)

A new major explosion occurred on the Sun. The flare will not harm the Earth.

xras.ru/info/20220430.html

xras.ru/sun_flares.html?m=4&d=30&y=2022

April 2, 2022 -7.3, class M4.3 flash

April 17, 2022 -7.7, class X1.1 flare

April 20, 2022 -8.6, class X2.2 flash

April 30, 2022 -8.2, class X1.1 flash

May 3, 2022 -7.1, class X1.1 flash

May 4, 2022 -7.7, class X1.1 flash

May 10, 2022 -7.4 class X1.5 flash, area 3006, time 4:50 pm – 4:59 pm (peak 4:55 pm).

May 11, 2022 -7.1, class M2.6 flash

May 19, 2022 -7.0 class M5.6 flash

On May 11, 2022, solar activity began to decline. I view the whole thing as one event, beginning on April 17 and ending on May 11, 2022. It falls within the range of up to a month, and characteristically ends with one localized strong flare, like a flare that ends the show.

The center of the event was on April 30, when I completed my business in the city in which I had lived since the beginning of 2004 and then I was already packing my things and preparing to move; on May 10 at about 5:10 pm (approximately), I landed on the plane at quite another region and began to look for a taxi to get to my hopefully permanent new home.

“The bus number 666 was changed to 616. The irony is that 616 is the more sacred ‘Number of the Beast’.”

Bus 666, with exactly this number, from 1983 to 1999, a Moscow bus ran on the route New Cheryomushki – Vernadsky Avenue (link in Russian)

https://www.9111.ru/questions/7777777771903496/

“The number 666 in 1983 did not bother anyone and a bus with that number existed for more than 15 years. However, in 1999, the bus depot, due to numerous requests from the Orthodox community, changed the number 666 to 616.”

(Article in the newspaper “MK” dated March 19, 1999.)

Bus driver #666 is a real Devil (link in Russian)

https://www.mk.ru/editions/daily/article/1999/03/19/141401-voditel-avtobusa-666-nastoyaschiy-dyavol.html

“We finally decided to give a gift to Orthodox Christians, we found a free bus number, and from March 26, the 616 will be launched on route 666. The parishioners and representatives of the Church of the Life-Giving Trinity in Vorontsovo suffered the most from the ‘devilish’ bus. Since this bus was the only transport that went from the metro to the church, some parishioners basically did not get on the transport, and walked 1.5 hours (6–8 stops) to get to the church. Well, those who were braver drove, but read a prayer the whole way.

‘We started the war with the satanic bus nine years ago,’ says the head of the temple, Vitaly Afanasyevich. ‘Then they answered us: they say, what difference does it make to you what you drive?’ Since 1992, I have not stopped knocking on the doors of various institutions. After all, this is not just superstition, this is a devilish number that disgusts the Orthodox spirit. Many believers felt bad on this bus and experienced moral discomfort.

But for many students traveling from home to college, it was the ‘satanic’ bus that brought good luck.

‘I study at the Academy of Oil and Gas, and during the session I only got to Leninsky Avenue on the 666th, even if I was late for the exam. Although it was much more convenient to ride on others,’ says student Petya. ‘You won’t believe it, but the damn number brought me only “A” marks.’”

Bus 666:))) (link in Russian)

https://privratnik.livejournal.com/205052.html

“Bus № 666 once ran in Moscow – it seems in the area of the Pr. Vernadskogo and Belyaevo metro stations. On April 26, 1999, in order to combat Satanism, it was renamed №. 616.”

The first thing I found was a note that said that the bus number was changed on April 26th. This was false information; the author of the note was mistaken by one month. But it is obvious that for himself he connected this bus and the Chernobyl accident.

The fact that in 1999 a route bus in Moscow changed its number from 666 to 616 “under pressure from the believing public” shows that this public was unaware of the number 616 in this context. Otherwise they would have continued to protest with redoubled force. And it is important, as I understand it, that until now the bus number 616 has not been changed to another, i.e. the believing people does not have accumulated negative emotions towards the number 616. In principle, it is logical that if people have been directing their negative emotions to a certain number for centuries, then it will certainly become unlucky, even if it did not initially have this connotation.

Further, in 2005, during excavations, a manuscript that was 1700 years old was discovered and deciphered, which is the earliest papyrus fragment of the Apocalypse; in it the “number of the Beast” turned out to be 616. I will assume that the manuscript was “discovered” in the right historical period; apparently, since 2005 hiding this secret has ceased to matter. Or changing the number to another was required for some active processes.

If we consider it even more subjectively, then having appeared again at a certain time, the number 616 may have as its purpose to show something, to have some meaning in the life of a particular person, because for most people, what difference does it make whether there are one or two such numbers. We can say that having received two numbers, an ordinary person also receives some uncertainty; he can no longer unambiguously “count the number of the Beast”, because where there are two numbers, there may be three, or perhaps none of them matter. That is, for an external observer, when he already has two numbers of the Beast, this reduces their significance and uncertainty arises.

There is the number 666, which for many centuries has been absorbing negative energy from the Christian population, in 2005 it suddenly turns out that this was a cover, a “false flag”, a protective shell, and the number 616 appears, which turns out to be “more accurate”, on it there are no centuries-old layers of corresponding negative emotions of people. It is absolutely new, clean, although it is 1700 years old! And humanity simply will not have time to spoil its energy with its pseudo-religious hatred in a short time.

Here, for example, are sincere rules of behavior on one of the sites on the Internet: “We block those who write about religion, money or politics. We don’t want our space to become a negative platform.”

On the other hand, for a specific person, the presence in his life of a number that suddenly appeared in the world and in his life may mean some external influence. He could not psychologically “attract” it to himself and “visualize it in the world”, because almost no one knew about it until 2005.

This is forced object-orientation. First, we notice that something in the external world affects us, then we separate it from the external world, transfer it to our external Event horizon for subsequent analysis into elements and destruction.

April 25, 2022 at 8:42 pm, I scanned all my documents, including old passports, was forced to open each scan in a graphics editor to trim off the extra fields and, willy-nilly, I looked at what I scanned. Unexpectedly, I discovered that in the old Belarusian passport, on page 19, the registry office entry had the number 616. This is the same story of my only marriage, which began in October 1999 and ended 8 months and 3 weeks later when my wife committed suicide in June 2000.

Why in 1999, my registry office entry was № 616? It may seem that the Spirit was “warning that this would be a negative experience in my life”, but this is clearly not the case. That year, the majority of the population, including myself, knew nothing about the number 616, and if it were the number 666, then the reaction would certainly be appropriate. But what is curious is that before receiving the stamp in the passport, we would not have known what the number was set, so as an omen, with a possible response in our subsequent action, this would not have happened, neither in the case of 666 nor in the case of 616.

If in 2005 there had not been a wave of information in the media about the discovered manuscript with the number 616, then this information about the registration in the registry office would not have had any impact on me.

What is a registry office entry? This is a number which is the number in order assigned to a voluntary agreement between two persons to live together. I.e. two people unite their destinies and begin a life together, investing additional meaning in their existence.

I will add that human suicide, according to the Christian tradition, is one of the most terrible mortal sins, which should logically lead this soul directly to Hell, without the option of purgatory.

I learned about the number 616 somewhere in 2018–2019, when I began to research the topic of the Antichrist on the Internet after the events of my Fantastic Week. Naturally, I was not previously interested in this area of human fantasy and fiction, but thanks to the illusory events and impressions that happened to me, I was forced to dig up all this.

When in May–June 2019 I discovered 161 on the key fob of our permanent, for several years in a row, seaside hotel room where we were vacationing, I already knew about 616 and it was obvious that 161 was an association with 616. I also believed that the number 616 occurs as a horizontal reflection of the number 61, which in turn is the inverted number 19, and this number has already flashed several times in my life and was potentially important to me.

The main coincidence occurred on March 28, 2020, when the number of people sick with COVID-19, 616,161 and the number of the cash register shift in our store, 616, apparently connected. By the way, this fact shows that the number 616 is possibly related to the number 161. I even called it another “trump card”, which shows the involvement of external forces in the process and is a kind of key argument in the dispute.

When I discover the numbers 19, 616, 666 and their inverted or mirrored versions in my life, I try to understand what Nature is telling me in this case, because there is a certain “loophole” that the fact that I encounter these numbers in my life is not at all related to probabilities, but is a direct and personal indication, such a “road map”. In my perception there is only one Nature, in the basis of which there is no division, and according to my feelings, it treats me favorably. Well, I'm quite happy.

The absence of conflict gives me a boring, dull, unfulfilled life of an ordinary person. I also lack any “deep spiritual longing” that often brings people to the Church.

I guess the purpose of this whole unhappy marriage story is to isolate me from people as much as possible.

Further, the story with the number of Covid cases, which coincided with the number of the cash register shift, is essentially an echo from two microworlds, microuniverses, on the one hand, the internal computer world, on the other hand, the internal world of viruses. And what could be further from a person than these two infinities? They are as far away as the Stars!

External Relations

Some information about the systems (link in Russian)

https://helpiks.org/5-55810.html

“Through the connections of systems, either a material flow, or energy, or information can be transmitted. Stanford L. Optner distinguishes connections of the first, second and third of its orders:

1. First-order connections are functionally necessary connections. Such connections include connections between the most important organs in the human body. When one organ dies, the entire body dies. Connections of this type also exist in technology – without an energy supply, an electric motor does not work.

2. Second-order connections are additional connections that are not functionally necessary, but with their presence, some characteristic of the system changes significantly. An -example is the connection between several enterprises (merger into a combine), which increases the overall effect of cooperative actions to a value greater than the sum of the effects from the actions of each enterprise separately. There are many similar connections in technology – adding a small amount of fuel oil increases the luminosity of the gas torch, which leads to improved heat transfer to the heated surface.

3. Third-order connections – S. Optner calls these connections unnecessary and contradictory. If redundant or contradictory information is transmitted through communication, then such a connection will be a third-order connection.”

Below is a fragment of my diary, which describes the connections between events (I call a connection “a chain of events”) that were created by Nature, and they are clearly beyond subjective human influence.

CHAIN 1 beginning, October 12, 2020, Monday.

(Opened at 5:56 pm, article dated October 7, 2020 3:00 pm)

ST 0.9.10, Arpeggio of Blue Steel and Black Friday

https://blog.worldofwarships.com/blog/86

An article about a new event in update 0.9.10 of the WoWs game. It contained information about the continuation of cooperation with Arpeggio of Blue Steel. I remembered that the previous collaboration took place at the junction of versions 0.9.0 and 0.9.1. I noticed the combination “91” that came up, then I opened the Wiki article about ARP.

Arpeggio of Blue Steel

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arpeggio_of_Blue_Steel

“Due to global warming and rising sea levels in the early 21st century, much of Earth's landmass has been lost. In 2039, fleets of powerful sentient warships, armed with advanced technology and possibly 'alien' weaponry, mysteriously appear and devastate the world's naval forces. These ships, collectively known as 'The Fleet of Fog', impose a worldwide naval and aerial blockade, preventing humanity from both traveling the oceans and to other nations. <…>

I-400 – one of two submarines who act directly under Yamato's orders.”

CHAIN 1 ending, October 18, 2020, Sunday.

At 12:15 pm I opened the article (publ. on October 12, 2020 by the author of “I Want to Believe” in Zen, the link no longer works, the article was deleted, but I have a screenshot). This note also provides a link to the English original.

Russian submarines are at war with unknown ships in the depths of the ocean

https://zen.yandex.ru/media/iwanttobelieve/russkie-submariny-vedut-voinu-s-neizvestnymi-korabliami-v-glubinah-okeana-5f81c8d7109c65627eca98ec

“Russian submarines are waging a secret war with ‘alien’ ships deep underwater, according to top secret Kremlin documents, which for some reason ended up in the possession of the English publication The Sun.“

(Original article publ. October 8, 2020 by Emma Parry)

TSAR WARS Russian submarines in secret battle with 'ALIENS' deep under the oceans, top secret Kremlin documents claim

https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/12879069/russian-submarines-battle-aliens-oceans-kremlin-documents/#comments

“In scenes straight out of a Hollywood film, Soviet subs are playing a game of cat and mouse with strange underwater craft, according to a new book called ‘Russia's USO Secrets’, by Brit investigator Philip Mantle, based on Russian documents and accounts from military veterans.“

CHAIN 2 beginning, October 15, 2020, Thursday.

At 11:38 am I read an article about the disaster on Saturn, it made a strong impression on me, half an hour later the thought appeared about pirouettes, that I should do this, and that the rings of Saturn are a great work of art.

Climate catastrophe on Saturn (link in Russian)

https://dzen.ru/a/Xxa50yidRQpnSXNO

CHAIN 2 ending, October 17, 2020, Saturday.

At 8:48 pm I opened a comic article on Zen from October 9 about fouetté (like pirouette, these are the main rotations in ballet) and their influence on time.

My son watched the ballet and liked it. Part 2: Father's worst dream comes true

https://dzen.ru/a/X39CFb1MRkVWBkac

“I spun the fouetté counterclockwise faster than a crazy hamster rushing headlong in its wheel. Even faster than inflation. Neither test pilots nor schoolchildren in first grade experienced such a load. My husband stood on a chair and rested his finger on my crown. I exceeded the speed of light, time began to rewind. Stalin's mustache and Yesenin's birch tree flashed by… Oh, Prince Vladimir is driving everyone into the river to baptize…

‘There are only men in ballet…!’

So, stop, let's fly a little forward. I'm spinning clockwise. Da Vinci's parachute, Stas Mikhailov's great-great-great-grandfather cuts out an accessory in the form of a large pectoral cross… We slow down and are transported with Andrey to the ballroom of King Louis XIII of France. This is the time when there were only boys in ballet. And even the king played the role of a bait merchant (women) and a peasant in his own invented ‘Merlezon Ballet’!”

(Opened July 1, 2022 at 4:55 pm)

Kant – Proof of God (link in Russian)

https://strannik1990.livejournal.com/193309.html

“Kant admitted: ‘The human mind has a strange fate in one of its types of knowledge: it is besieged by questions from which it cannot evade, since they are forced upon it by its own nature; but at the same time it cannot answer them, since they exceed the capabilities of the human mind.’

Kant formulated the main questions that he set out to resolve:

1. What can I know?

2. What should I do?

3. What can I hope for?

4. What is a person?

In the ‘ The Critique of Pure Reason ’(1781), Kant formulates his famous thesis: the ‘Thing-in-Itself’, meaning that space and time are in fact subjective. What is important is not the object, but the subject, how he perceives the world. The philosopher explains that we cannot perceive anything outside of space and time.

Kant distinguishes between the world as it is in itself (the ‘Thing-in-Itself’), and the world as it is given in appearance, that is, in experience. In the world that Kant formulated, in the sphere of transcendental objects that lie beyond our experience, there is no time and space.

From Kant's point of view, our knowledge is determined not so much by the external material world as by the general laws and techniques of our mind. In order for knowledge to take place at all, it is not our cognitive abilities that must correspond to the world, but the world must be consistent with our abilities.

Something pointed Kant to the supernatural purpose of his essence. He admitted that he could not see infinity; however, there is something that cannot be seen or touched, but which creates in the mind the idea of infinity.”

Kant's grave is located in Kaliningrad (formerly Königsberg), an enclave separated from the main part of Russia by the territory of the hostile state of Lithuania. For me, Kant's life story is important because I found a person in the past who had the experience of contacting his subjective Infinity. Because it cannot simply be imagined, it must first be felt.

Naturally, this event marks both the end of this book and a new stage in my life. It's amazing how just a few words can make a big impact.

Fibonacci numbers

“I really look like him…”

“Shut up, Dimmock! You've found the wrong person to be like.”

from the film “31 June”, episode 2, time 0:41:12.

The mystery of “God's number” (link in Russian)

https://infonotes.ru/tajna-chisla-boga/

“The Fibonacci numbers are a sequence of numbers compiled by Leonardo Fibonacci in 1175–1245. Fibonacci numbers are also known as the golden number of human life. Believe it or not, according to scientists of ancient times, the Fibonacci numbers is one of the proofs of the existence of God. And this is one of the reasons why it is sometimes called God's number.

Fibonacci numbers are a sequence of numbers obtained from the sum of the two numbers in front: 0, 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34, 55, 89, 144, 233, 377, 610, 987, 1597, 2584, 4181, 6765, 10946, etc.

For example, the number 5 is obtained from the sum of the two numbers in front, namely 2 + 3.

φ [Phi, ‘golden ratio’] is the result of dividing a number in the Fibonacci sequence by the number before it. For example: 3:2, 34:21, 89:55. The more Fibonacci numbers involved in the division, the closer the result is to 1.618.”

I was debating whether to add information about this number or not, but added it anyway since I have a couple of thoughts on this matter. (I found the information at the very end of writing the book, July 31, 2022, at 4:06 pm).

“The shortcomings of mathematical education are most clearly manifested in the excessive accuracy of numerical calculations”

Carl Friedrich Gauss (a German mathematician, astronomer, 1777–1855).

7 Methods for Rounding Numbers (link in Russian)

https://dzen.ru/a/X80VW8Jq0TG26RCz

If you use the method:

“1. Round to the nearest integer”, then we get 1.62.

But if you use the rounding method:

“3. Rounding down, which is called debtor or customer rounding. Most often, such rounding can be encountered when trading on the market and receiving a favorable discount from the seller”, then the number will be 1.61.

The nuance is that rounding a number modifies it, i.e. the reverse transformation becomes difficult if we want to recognize it in a crowd of numbers (identify), because the third character changes.

In the process of “rounding down” which essentially means “trimming off extra signs”, there is no doubt that the number deteriorates its mathematical meaning, but it does not change, and this is also justified in cases where it unites a group of numbers that differ in signs, starting from the fourth.

987/610 = 1.618032787,

610/377 = 1.618037135,

377/233 = 1.618025751,

233/144 = 1.618055556,

144/89 = 1.617977528,

89/55 = 1.618181818,

55/34 = 1.617647059,

34/21 = 1.619047619,

21/13 = 1.615384615.

For the very first numbers in the sequence, the result of division is completely different:

13/8 = 1.625000000,

8/5 = 1.600000000,

5/3 = 1.666666667,

3/2 = 1.500000000,

2/1 = 2.000000000.

So we are observing a modification of a given number, and of course it can be argued that this number “tends” to some number.

The first 5 divisions give a different result, which cannot be considered in this theory. The next 5 divisions give the result with the 4th digit fluctuating from 5 to 9. Divisions after the 10th give the 4th digit equal to 8.

To take an example from another area, Date of Birth is a well-defined date consisting of year, month and day, but if a person was born at 11:59 pm hours and minutes of that day, he still gets the current date, which is used even without a reservation – “Do you know that he was born 1 minute before the date +1?”

Naturally, this assumption makes sense only if identification requires a number limited to three digits.

Question. Why should we look for and try to find out this number in nature if we believe that it is found in many parts of the world? I.e. what is the purpose of this search, what are we going to identify? What can we lose if we don't find this number?

The number of God or the formula of the universe. The code of life, thanks to which our world arose in the form in which we know it (link in Russian)

https://ifbest.org/chislo-boga-ili-formula-mirozdaniya

“1.61 is a number that is called the Fibonacci number, the golden ratio, and less commonly the God number. But few people think about what it really is.

Even scientists – those same people of science – eventually become convinced that the world bears the imprint of the Supreme Mind – God. His mind is so superior to the human mind that people can only admire him. Even the famous Einstein thought so. Moreover, hundreds of scientists claim that the universe has such a complex structure that if you do not believe in a Higher Power, it is unlikely that it will be possible to explain its existence. We are used to thinking that scientists do not believe in God, but in reality it is exactly the opposite. Knowledge that is revealed to scientists and makes them believe in its existence. No one anymore believes that the Universe could have arisen from an accidental explosion; it’s like saying ‘the book wrote itself’. Each new discovery by scientists raises even more questions. But they are absolutely sure of one thing – this is that the universe has its own formula. This formula is the famous number of God.

The Fibonacci number has its own sequence. In it, the first two are equal, and each subsequent one is equal to the sum of the first two numbers: 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13…

They named it in honor of the mathematician Leonardo Pisano, who was also called Fibonacci.

However, this number was discovered in India, long before it was discovered in Europe. There it was used in metric sciences.

Leonardo Da Vinci coined the term ‘golden ratio’. He believed that the human body or figure is the most perfect creation in the whole world. Thus, this proves that the Fibonacci number can be found not only in mathematical science, but also in many others. Besides, we ourselves come across it all the time, every day! In the world, both living and nonliving things are related to the number of God: the structure of the human body, pine cones, pineapple cells, honeycombs, the human DNA spiral, seeds, the structure of a snail’s shell, flower petals and many other examples.

The Fibonacci number is also considered a power number. Even in architecture, buildings and bridges are erected using this number. Using it, proportions for the strength and stability of structures are calculated. The Bible itself reveals the proportions of Noah's Ark, communicated from above. In total they give 1.61.

Scientists are sure that the golden ratio and the number of God are the key to the foundation of our world. The golden ratio is called perfect. The edges on which it is expressed most strongly and seem harmonious and beautiful to people. Works of art created using the golden ratio represent an aesthetic ideal.”

(Beware, religious video, they fanatically claim about the number 1.61, without commenting in any way on the presence of other decimal places.)

The number of God. The incontrovertible proof of God (link in Russian)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jABkY8Wcw-k

Fibonacci number and its connection with God's number (link in Russian)

https://dzen.ru/a/XoozPUbRb1UpFTEh

“The Fibonacci number is called the number of God. Why? Well, firstly, because everything living and non-living is somehow related to this number. For example: the structure of a snail's shell, the structure of the human body, the growth of sunflower grains, the size of honeycombs in bees, etc.

But what is more interesting is the connection between numbers and our DNA . The DNA chain resembles helical strands held together by bridges. These bridges are located every 10, 5, 6, 5 amino acids. And it’s all about the distance at which the bridges are located.

If the numbers 10,5,6,5 are represented as the natural number 10565, and divided by the proportions of the golden ratio, you get 105 and 65, and dividing these two numbers, you get the Fibonacci number.”

105/65 = 1.615384615.

Here the fourth digit is 5, not 8. 105 and 65 are other numbers, not from the Fibonacci sequence.

Naturally, my attitude towards such articles is light and humorous; I understand that all this is often a manifestation of human emotions and the desire for simplification and generalization as the driving force of modern mass human culture. But since a very specific number appears in these texts, I was forced to publish these fragments. It may seem that I am adjusting the number 1.618… to the number 1.61, but no, I realize that these are different numbers, I am just working on some hypothetical possibility and the need to truncate it to three digits, “for certain purposes”. I just assume that I see probably false information and make an effort to find the part of it that makes sense.

Mario Livio “The Golden Ratio The Story of PHI, the World's Most Astonishing Number” (2003)

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/305268297_Mario_Livio-The_Golden_Ratio_The_Story_of_PHI_the_World's_Most_Astonishing_Number-Broadway_Books_2003

https://www.rulit.me/books/565087-read-565087-1.html

Conclusion

“They don’t like to joke in Perador.”

“Sorry.”

“I will gladly accept your apology… along with this brooch.”

“But this is impossible.”

“What if I really ask?”

“Please don’t ask.”

from the film “31 June”, episode 2, time 0:45:13.

On April 15, 2021, the idea occurred to me that those curious flows that I sometimes felt “from my body, as from the center”, they are most likely not energetic, but perhaps of a different order, and they should be called “informational”. Probably, it was just some kind of fleeting illusion, but it shows that I am internally trying to move away from interpreting the world around me as a purely material or energetic work of art, to something more interesting and progressive.

The reader who has read this book will undoubtedly have a question: do I think the way it is written? I hasten to disappoint you, but my thinking is a process, and even if I previously thought about something in a certain way, then tomorrow I can think about it from a completely different point of view. But, of course, in that cell of spacetime where and when my thoughts and experiences took place, they will remain there, and when I return to them for some reason, my goal will be to reproduce them, possibly enriching them, making them brighter and purer, and probably superimposing other thoughts and feelings on them in order to try to understand something here and now.

I am trying to move from the lowest level of consciousness, based solely on the subjective perception of the individual, to another, more general level, which also includes a view of what is happening “from the outside”. And I can happily change my point of view, since any change and movement is life, and we still have the opportunity to change our point of view, which is, of course, wonderful.

…I can’t resist and quote from the Internet (link in Russian):

http://www.vothouse.ru/films/31-iyunya_citaty.html

“And what’s interesting… The film is very, very different from the story by John Priestley…

Here is how it was. Nina Fomina read Priestley's story and immediately realized that she would never write a script based on this story; it would be better to invent the story of a scarab beetle. But when she went to bed, she had a vision (or a ghost, or just a fantasy).

She realized that the main thing is not the story. The main thing is HOW to tell it. And she practically rewrote it from scratch – the way we know it. In this story there was true love, which occurs once every thousand years. And a meeting on the Star Bridge, which even the most powerful wizard cannot prevent. And a beautiful medieval castle, which you will have to forget about, because even on the Lunar day of June 31 there are rules that cannot be canceled… This is the attraction named after William Shakespeare: you take ancient history, rewrite it to your taste – and the output is ‘Hamlet’. Or a script for a great film.”

What do the quotes from the film “31 June” teach us?

“If you are looking for your special Fair Lady – you may not like what… all knights likes.

Watch good films and you will be happy. And remember: retro is a search for a fair lady, a return to respectable relationships and sublime love.”

Link to the entire text script of the film “31 June” (dir. by Leonid Kvinikhidze, screenplay by Nina Fomina, Mosfilm, 1978, in Russian):

http://www.vothouse.ru/films/31-iyunya_text.html

Vasily Lasovsky,

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