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“Caroline…” Matt murmured, taking a step toward her. “I’m sorry I can’t give you what you want. Sorry I can’t be the man you want me to be.”
His anguished apology lit her up like a short fuse. Shifting the little girl in her arms, she turned to face him at last.
Confusion washed over his features as he saw the bundle in her arms for the first time. “What’s she doing here so late?”
“She lives here.”
His eyebrows drew together. His mouth opened, but no sound came out. The baby nuzzled against Caroline, whimpering.
She knew this wasn’t the way to tell him about the precious gift he’d been given. Not in anger. But fury and soul-deep hurt drove her on.
Without breaking eye contact with Matt, she raised the baby to her breast.
“She’s our daughter.”
Dear Reader,
They say that March comes in like a lion, and we’ve got six fabulous books to help you start this month off with a bang. Ruth Langan’s popular series, THE LASSITER LAW, continues with Banning’s Woman. This time it’s the Banning sister, a freshman congresswoman, whose life is in danger. And to the rescue…handsome police officer Christopher Banning, who’s vowed to get Mary Bren out of a stalker’s clutches—and into his arms.
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Enjoy all of them! And don’t forget to come back next month when the excitement continues in Silhouette Intimate Moments.
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Leslie J. Wainger
Executive Senior Editor
Keeping Caroline
Vickie Taylor
VICKIE TAYLOR
has always loved books—the way they look, the way they feel and most especially the way the stories inside them bring whole new worlds to life. She views her recent transition from reading to writing books as a natural extension of this longtime love. Vickie lives in Aubrey, Texas, a small town dubbed “The Heart of Horse Country,” where, in addition to writing romance novels, she raises American quarter horses and volunteers her time to help homeless and abandoned animals. Vickie loves to hear from readers. Write to her at: P.O. Box 633, Aubrey, TX 76277.
This book is dedicated to Frank, for the wealth of information he’s provided on police procedures (the good stuff is his; the mistakes are all mine) and for making the world a better, safer place.
And to my good friends Cathy, Linda and Jennifer, for their constant spirit, enthusiasm and encouragement.
Thanks, girls!
Contents
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Prologue
“I wanna talk to my wife. You get her here, or I’m gonna kill the kids. You there, cop? You listening?”
Damn. Matt Burkett paced helplessly, cursing again as he banged his knee on the postage-stamp-size table in the four-by-four cubicle allocated to the primary negotiator. Double damn. The Port Kingston, Texas, police department had laid out fifty-thousand good dollars renovating this old RV into a state-of-the-art Mobile Command Center, and there wasn’t even room to pace decently.
Downing an antacid with a swig of warm Diet Coke, he adjusted the microphone on his headset so he could speak. This Hostage Taker had been barricaded in the ex-wife’s house with their two kids going on fourteen hours now. Every time Matt got him halfway calmed down, the man went off again for no reason, regular as a friggin’ cuckoo clock.
One of these times Matt wasn’t going to be able to pull him back.
“I’m here, James. I told you I’m not going anywhere until we work this out. And I’m listening.”
“I wanna talk to my wife!” The voice on the other end of the phone rose to a disturbing tone of shrill. From the series of dull thuds he was hearing, Matt guessed the H.T. was kicking the walls again. Punching doors. “Get the bitch here. Now!”
Little Jasmine’s terrified cries pierced the static in Matt’s ear. His stomach lurched. If he’d eaten anything in the last fourteen hours, he might have lost it then. “You think killing your kids is going to make you feel better, James?”
“If I can’t have them, at least that bitch won’t have them, either.”
Matt rolled his shoulders, willing himself to relax. Let the H.T. scream, tremble, sweat all he wanted. It was the negotiator’s job to stay calm. Steady. And Matt was the best at containing the turmoil around him, inside him. “You don’t want your ex-wife to have the kids?”
“She won’t let me see them, man. She cut me off. Got a court order.”
Matt validated the man’s feelings, as he’d been trained. “It’s important to you to see your kids.”
“’Course it’s important. She’s got them. I ain’t got nothing.”
“It’s lonely without your family, huh?”
The H.T. muttered something unintelligible, then swallowed audibly. “It’s like livin’ in limbo, man. An livin’ in limbo ain’t really living at all.” The H.T. was sobbing now. “You don’t know. You just don’t know.”
The hell he didn’t. Matt knew enough about limbo to teach a graduate course. “Maybe I do.”
“You got a family?”
“Not anymore.”
“What happened? Some bitch leave you, too?”
Matt gave up pacing and sat on the bench seat beneath the window. “Something like that.”
He pried up the shutters on the window. Down the block the H.T.’s house sat quiet. Almost peaceful-looking.
“She take your kids?”
He let the shutters fall back in place. “No. That isn’t it.”
Caroline hadn’t taken his son. God had.
Matt propped his elbows on his knees and dropped his head into his hands. “Death is awfully final, you know James?”
Were the kids hearing this conversation? Were they scared?
Sure they were. Hampton was using the speakerphone in his ex-wife’s home office. The kids could hear every word, just as Matt could hear their frightened whimpers. They knew the score—and the stakes of the game.
Hampton sniffed. “No more final than what she’s done. Moved half across the country, where we can’t even try to work things out. You know what that does to a man?”
“It’s tough.”
The H.T. sniffed, mollified. “Your wife run off on you, too?”
Matt shrugged, knowing Hampton couldn’t see him. Caroline hadn’t so much run off as he’d driven her away. “She moved back home. She’s got a little farm just outside a small town a few hours west of here. Sweet Gum. Ever heard of it?”
“Naw, naw. I’m from Iowa, remember?”
“I remember.” Even if he hadn’t, the dossier the intel officers had already put together on Hampton would have reminded him.
“At least she’s close enough you can go see her. Talk to her. You should go talk to her, man.”
“Yeah, maybe I will,” Matt said noncommittally. “After all this is over.”
“My wife don’t want to talk to me. She took my kids away.” The H.T.’s sniffing grew more ragged. “Took them where I can’t see them again, ever. I just couldn’t let that happen, you know?”
Matt knew. He would do anything to see his son again. Anything. Squeezing his eyes shut, he pushed Brad’s image from his mind. More than miles separated him from his son.
“I just wanna ask her why she did it,” Hampton continued. His sniffles broke down into sobs. “Please, can I just talk to my wife.”
Matt opened his eyes. “That’s not so easy, you know? There are regulations—”
“The hell with regulations!” The H.T. let out a high-pitched groan, like wrenching metal. “Get the bitch here now!”
Jasmine wailed—a pitiful, keening cry.
“Shut up! Shut up, Jazzie.”
The more the H.T. yelled, the louder the girl cried. The older brother shouted in the background.
“James? Talk to me, man! Come on, I want to help you.”
No answer. Matt’s gaze landed hard on the hostages’s pictures pinned on the negotiation room wall. The girl, Jasmine, eight years old and her brother, James Junior, sixteen.
Just a few years older than Brad would have been now, if he’d lived.
Matt severed the thought in one brutal mental swipe. He didn’t have time for personal baggage right now. If he didn’t get this H.T. out soon, the guy was going to hurt those kids. When he did, there wouldn’t be any more negotiating. The tactical team would take over. All hell would break loose. Who knew who would get caught in the cross fire.
Matt couldn’t let that happen.
“James, I got an idea. An idea how you can talk to your wife.”
“Send her in here.”
“She’s not on scene,” he lied. “But I got an idea how you can talk to her. Let me run it by command and see if we can set it up, all right?”
“You’re stalling again!”
“These things take time, James. There’s logistics. Give me a few minutes to set something up.”
“Five minutes,” the H.T. yelled into his ear. “That’s it.”
“Might take a little longer, but I’ll try. You’re going to wait for me, right? Stay right there and do not do anything until you hear back from me?”
Three choppy breaths sawed across the line. “I’ll wait.”
Matt pointed at his backup negotiator, indicating Todd Thurman should stay on the line, stall.
Throwing his own headset aside, Matt headed for the door. The commander met him in the intelligence area, where two uniformed officers manned computers, gathering all the data there was to be had on one James Hampton.
“What the hell are you doing, Burkett, promising him he can talk to his wife?” his captain accused without preamble.
“He’s dug in, Cap. No other way to get him out.”
“You know better than to bring in a third party. Especially an ex-wife. She’s liable to push him right over the edge.”
“I can make it work.”
“No way.”
Matt turned to the officer decked out in black fatigues behind the captain. “What’s the tactical situation?”
The tactical liaison shrugged. “There isn’t one. He’s holed up in a back room with the hostages. No windows, only one access—down a long, narrow hall.”
Matt stared hard at his captain, the on-scene commander. He didn’t have to state the futility of sending a tactical team into a setup like that.
Castro, one of the intelligence officers, swiveled around in his chair. “We’ve located the H.T.’s doctor from Iowa. Medical records don’t look good. Man’s got an anger management problem. His shrink says he could definitely go through with it.”
“Hell,” the captain muttered.
“He got a history of family violence?” Matt asked.
Castro turned back to his computer and tapped a few keys. “He’s slapped the wife around a few times.”
“Anything on the kids?”
Castro leaned closer to his screen. “Nope. Just the wife.”
Matt nodded. “Good. I can use that. He doesn’t really want to hurt those kids.”
The captain pinched the bridge of his nose. “All right, what’s this idea of yours?”
“We get the wife on video. We can rehearse her. Keep it short and control every word, every expression. Send in a tape.”
“What’ll that do, besides maybe set him off like a roman candle?”
“I can trade the tape for one of the kids.”
“Still leaves him with a hostage.”
“One less than he had.”
The captain’s frown said he wasn’t buying it. Matt couldn’t blame him. But this H.T. was dangerously close to flaming out already, and as it stood, they had no alternatives if that happened.
Matt looked at Castro. “How many VCRs in the house?”
The intelligence officer reached for a phone. After a brief conversation, he looked up, grim. “One. In the front room.”
Matt glanced at the house on the overhead video monitor. The front room had lots of nice big windows for the snipers. And the blinds were open in all of them.
His stomach did a neat tuck-and-roll.
Sometimes it was necessary for the negotiator to set up the tactical solution, but that didn’t mean he had to like it. He’d been working crisis scenes for ten years and never lost a hostage—or a hostage taker—yet. He didn’t plan to start today.
“Do it,” the captain said, then nodded at the tactical liaison. “Tell your team to get ready.”
“Cap.” Matt spoke up before the tactical officer exited. “If I get the kids out, we negotiate the H.T. as long as it takes, right? Give him a chance to end this the right way.”
“You want this son of a bitch out in one piece, don’t you?”
“Yes, sir.” He always formed some sort of bond with his H.T.s, but the connection with James Hampton was especially strong. Matt saw too much of his own life in the man’s situation. Heard his own frustration in the man’s words.
“The man’s a wife-beater.”
“Last I heard, we don’t shoot people for that.”
Sighing, the captain shook his head. “You get those kids out, you can talk to him till Christmas for all I care. He goes off on them, though—” He nodded at the tactical officer. “Brooks takes over.” Then to Matt he said, “We’ll have the tape in ten.”
Back in the negotiator’s room, Matt pulled on his headset and sat down. With a deep breath, he signaled his backup that he had control now. “All right, James. We got your wife. Here’s what we’re going to do.” He explained how they would send a videotape to the front door via robot.
“There’s just one thing,” Matt added nonchalantly. “We’re going to need something from you in return.”
“What the—?”
“You’re going to have to give us one of the kids.”
The H.T.’s breathing shifted to a faster gear.
“Come on, James. I’m trying to help you. Work with me.”
James hiccuped, and Matt knew the crying had started again. Hang in there, man.
“It’s a trick.”
“No trick. Just a trade. Send out one of the kids, and you get the tape. You want to see what your wife says, don’t you?”
The H.T. whimpered. Matt let him think.
“All…all right.”
“Good, James. Great. We’re setting up the robot now.”
Giving him the thumbs-up, Todd Thurman switched the phone to mute. “You’re one cool dawg, Burkett. You got him.”
Matt sat back, his heart kicking painfully. He wasn’t so sure he had anyone.
His skin prickled with nervous sweat. He had to up the stakes now, while he was still in the game. He cleared his throat and motioned for Thurman to open the microphone again. “Which kid are you going to send out, James?”
“I—I don’t know.”
The video monitor in the corner of the room showed the robot rolling up the front walk. About twenty feet out, the cop at the controls stopped the radio-controlled ’bot, waiting for their payoff.
“Which one do you love the most? Jasmine—Jazzie? Or James Junior? Your only son, or your little girl? Which one deserves to live? You choose.”
Thurman slapped the mute button on the phone controls. “What the hell are you doing?”
“Getting the kids out of there. Both of them.”
“You’re gonna lose him.”
“I’m not going to lose anyone,” Matt exploded. “Now turn the damn telephone back on.”
His blood screaming in his veins, Matt waited until the light blinked green. “James, you still there?”
“I—I can’t do it. I can’t decide.”
“One of them has to go.” Matt closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. His throat felt as though it had been scraped raw. His head felt as if it was going to explode. “You have to choose. Which one lives, which one stays, and maybe dies?”
James sobbed into the phone.
“Unless you want to send them both out,” Matt suggested softly.
“Then I won’t have nobody. I won’t have nobody, man.”
“You’ll have me. I’m not going anywhere.”
The H.T. made a sound like a trapped animal. Wounded. Dying. The phone clattered as if he’d dropped it.
“James? James!” Matt yelled, his gaze glued to the video monitor. His body braced for the blast of gunfire.
He’d pushed too hard. God, he’d pushed too hard, too fast.
But there were no gunshots. An eerie silence descended on the scene as parabolic microphones across the street from the H.T.’s house picked up the creak of hinges. Time stopped as the front door swung slowly open.
Eight-year-old Jasmine Hampton stood in the doorway, cheeks streaked with tears. Her brother nudged her from behind, and they stepped out onto the porch, blinking like owls in the bright sunlight. Their father stood behind them, a dim silhouette of a man in a shadowed foyer.
Matt didn’t move. Didn’t breathe. “Come on. Come on,” he whispered to no one.
Brother and sister took another halting step forward, then another.
Four tactical officers in full body armor darted from cover. Two trained weapons on the entrance to the house. A third officer scooped up Jasmine, tucked her against his side and kept running. The fourth slung an arm around James Junior’s shoulders, shielding him and hurrying him along. But the boy stopped, turned to look back at the house, his eyes huge and haunted.
On the porch, James Hampton fell to his knees as the robot rolled to the door.
Come on, James, Matt willed. Get the tape and get back inside. Get on the phone. Talk to me.
James stood, but he didn’t pick up the tape. He looked at the clear expanse of azure sky. Watched the breeze rattle the sugar maples. Wiped the dampness from his cheeks.
Matt shuddered. No. He knew that look. James wasn’t going back to the phone. Throwing off his headset, he ran for the door. He had to get outside. Had to get to his H.T.—
Even as he started to move, Matt knew it was too late. He stared, transfixed, at the monitor as James lifted his weapon and ran toward the police barricades on the street. The shotgun muzzle flashed and a deep-throated concussion shook the video camera.
In the side yard James Junior tried to run back toward the house, but an officer restrained him. Horror etched a deep epithet into the boy’s face as he watched his father pull the trigger again, then a third time, until the perimeter officers were left with no choice but to return fire.
A barrage of small arms fire peppered the air, and James Hampton wasn’t living in limbo any longer.
Chapter 1
Welcome to the plains of southwest Texas, Matt thought, kicking at a withered dandelion shoot wedged in a crack in the dry earth. Where even the hardiest of weeds struggled to find foothold in the dry earth and the wind blew so strong it could peel the paint off a pickup.
Not much survived here; not much tried.
Matt never thought he’d come back here. Never expected to have reason. But James Hampton changed all that.
What had happened yesterday had touched Matt deeply. Driven him to his study to sit in the dark in the wee hours last night. Pushed him to the bus station a few hours later when he knew what he had to do, where he had to go, but didn’t trust his weary body to drive himself there.
He dropped the duffel bag he was carrying to the ground at his feet. Bending over, he pulled the zipper back enough to check that the thick yellow envelope was still inside.
The finality of what he was about to do hit him like a fist in the gut. The urge to go home, to pretend everything was all right and none of this was happening, followed like a one-two punch. But Matt couldn’t let himself be knocked down.
James Hampton was right. Living in limbo wasn’t really living at all. It was time to get on with life.
Before Matt ended up just like him.
Picking up his duffel, he started again toward the sun. When he reached the bottom of the hill atop which his destination lay, he took the long way around. On the backside of the slope, out of sight of the road, he paused to skip a stone across the pond where he’d learned to skip stones years ago. After a time, he felt the pull of the weeping willow tree behind him like a physical force. Giving in to the compulsion, he stepped into the magical circle of its fronds.
Would it still be there?
With fingers and eyes he skimmed the gnarled trunk until he found what he was looking for. An old carving:
M.B. Loves C.E.
Matt Burkett loves Caroline Everett. He remembered the night he carved that. Back then, he’d thought love lasted forever. Through any hardship.
How idealistic he’d been. How young.
And he wasn’t getting any younger. No sense putting off the inevitable any longer.
With a sigh, he hitched his duffel over his shoulder, called his K-9 partner, Alpha—Alf for short—from the bank of the pond, and set off up the hill toward the house.
Caroline’s house.
Minutes later, breathing a little harder, he stood at the top of the hill and stared up at the turn-of-the-century Victorian monstrosity. “This is it, Alf.”
The dog looked dubiously at the old house, then nudged his nose under Matt’s hand for reassurance. Matt obliged with a few easy strokes over the dog’s graying muzzle. “Let’s go see who’s home.”
In the front yard he studied the house up close. The last time he had seen the place, the facade had shone pearly white. Looking up from the bottom of the hill, it would have fit right in with the feathery summer clouds in the sky above it. Now, paint peeled from a weathered gray frame that reminded him more of thunderheads than summer cumulus.
Of all the places Caroline could have run to, he wondered why she’d come back to Sweet Gum. Happy memories? Simpler times?
Maybe she’d come home for the slower way life was lived here, where time was measured in seasons, crops planted and harvested, instead of seconds. Precious moments that never lasted.
Lost in his thoughts, Matt didn’t notice the small black boy barreling around the corner of the house until it was too late. The boy, five or six from the looks of him, ran into his knees, then bounced a step back and said, “Hey!” as if Matt had stood in his path on purpose.
Matt reached down to steady the boy, who then kicked him in the shin. “Ow!”
“Who’re you?”
He held the boy with one hand and rubbed his leg with the other. “Who are you?”
“I axed first.”
Matt forced himself to not recoil from the small body despite the pain slicing through him at the sight of twiggy arms and knobby knees. The kid was as rangy as Brad had been at that age. Only when he met the boy’s wide eyes and saw…nothing…did he realize the boy was blind. Stomach clenched against the unfairness of the child’s disability, he lowered himself to one knee, sliding his hand down the boy’s arm to shake his hand, and spoke less harshly. “Name’s Matt Burkett. You?”
The boy narrowed his unseeing eyes distrustfully a moment, then relented. “Jeb Justiss.”
Matt let go of the boy’s hand. “Nice to meet you, Jeb.”
Jeb’s nose wrinkled. He lifted his head, scenting, then the corners of his mouth curled up. His blank eyes shone with glee. “Dog!” he said exuberantly, his hands searching the empty air. “Can I pet him?”
Matt signaled Alf away and stood. “No.”
Jeb’s jubilant expression fell.
“He’s a police dog, not a pet,” Matt explained.
“You a cop?”
“Uh-huh. K-9 squad.” When he wasn’t negotiating with suicidal hostage takers whose lives reminded him too much of his own.
“What’re you doin’ here?”
“I’m looking for my wi— For Caroline.”
“Oh. She’s in back, pay’ in.”
Painting. Matt realized what Jeb had been saying when the boy led him to the backyard where Caroline, her back to him, stood atop a wobbly ladder propped against the house. Her brush swept back and forth over the buckled siding with the care of a master artist adding color to canvas.
He stopped, drinking in the sight of her.
She’d put on weight. Lush curves had replaced the willowy leanness he remembered so intimately. The flare to her hips was a little less subtle. Her cheeks—the ones in back—filled the seat of her ridiculously short cutoffs in two tempting teardrops. The bloom looked good on her. Lord knows she’d been too thin before.
Grief could do that to a person.
Though he’d meant to be silent, enjoying the view more than he had any right, he must have given himself away with some small noise. She turned. White paint dotted her cheeks—the ones in front—and slashed across her wrists and hands, a stark contrast to her bronzed complexion.
For a few seconds they simply stared at each other. Then in lieu of a greeting, she said simply, “You’re late.”
Not exactly the welcome he’d been expecting. But then, he wasn’t sure that he really was welcome here. “Huh?”
“One year, we said. It’s been thirteen months, eight days.”
“Two hours and—” He checked his watch, getting her meaning. “About six minutes.”
She climbed down the ladder. “You remember.”
Three rungs above the ground, she took the hand he offered to balance her. Her fingers were warm and dry and trembled slightly, but her grip was strong.
He turned her to face him and found her warm caramel gaze just as strong. Vibrant. Alive. More alive than he’d felt in months.
He turned loose her hand and took a step back. “A man doesn’t forget the moment his wife walks out on him.”
Caroline set a bowl of water on the floor next to Alf and scratched him under the chin. The dog lapped up a drink, then drooled half of it down her arm, just like old times.
Standing, she looked around the room, trying to figure out what to do with herself next. Matt sat at the table in the breakfast nook. Even in a chair, his long legs and burly body took up most of the room. And what space his oversize frame didn’t fill, his sea green eyes seemed to devour.
He’d aged since she’d seen him last. Hard wear lines creased his face, and the smile that had once perpetually captured his mouth—and her attention—was long gone. Still, with his broad shoulders and barely tamed cap of golden, wavy hair, he looked more suited to the bow of a Viking raider than her antiquated kitchen.
Deciding a strategic retreat was in order, she backed away to the refrigerator and took out a pitcher. “How did you get here?”
“I walked.”
“All the way from Port Kingston?”
The flicker of good humor in his eyes fled too fast. “From the bus stop in town.”
She arched one brow as she handed him a glass of iced tea. “Something wrong with your Blazer?”
He frowned slightly as he wiped the condensation off his glass. “I needed the downtime.”
“Leave the driving to us, huh?”
“I guess.”
There was more to that story, she was sure. It wasn’t like Matt to give up control, to be a passenger, but she didn’t press. His transportation woes weren’t her concern any longer.
She lowered herself into the cane seat of a chair by the window, where she could keep an eye on Jeb outside. “So,” she finally said just because she couldn’t bear another moment of silence. “How’ve you been?”
“Fine.” He was lying. She could see it.
“How’ve you been?” he countered.
“Fine.”
The clock on the mantel ticked away fifteen seconds.
“Let’s not—” she started.
“Don’t—” Matt said at the same time.
He held up his hand obligingly. “You first.”
“Let’s not do this, Matt. Sit here like polite old acquaintances with nothing to talk about at the class reunion. We were married for God’s sake.”
“We’re still married.”
The hard edge in his voice caught her like a kick in the chest. “So we are. Is that why you’re here?”
He bent and pulled a thick yellow envelope out of his duffel. It landed on the table with a thud. “It’s time to get on with our lives.”
She didn’t reach out. Wouldn’t touch it. Couldn’t.
“I think you’ll find the settlement fair,” he said.
“I have no doubt.” She bit her lip. This shouldn’t be so hard. She was the one who’d left him. But still, it took the breath from her.
“You don’t have to worry about money. I’ll take care of you.”
Unable to sit another second, she swung out of her chair. “Is that what you think I worry about? Money?” The wood beneath the worn linoleum flooring creaked as she paced. In truth, she did worry about money. She worried about money a lot. The old house she’d inherited from her aunt Ginger needed so many repairs. Busy with her life, she’d nearly let it fall to ruin in the years she’d lived in Port Kingston with Matt. Now all her dreams depended on this house. Her future.
But Matt wouldn’t be interested in her dreams. Or her future.
“Is that why you think I left you? Because of money?”
Matt lowered his head. “I know you wanted…other things. Things I couldn’t give you.”
“‘Things’?” That did it. She squared off in front of him. “You can’t even say the word, can you?”
Slowly he raised his gaze. Penetrated her with that clear, green, dead sea stare. Matt had always been a master at hiding what he was really feeling behind that placid gaze. It was what made him such a good negotiator. Such a lousy husband.
“You wanted a baby,” he said flatly.
“I wanted to be a mother again. To hear a child cry because she didn’t get her way, not because she was in pain. To hear her laugh.” Her fingers curled into fists so tight her fingernails scraped her palms. “Do you remember what a child’s laughter sounds like, Matt? Because I didn’t, not until I came here. I only remembered the wails. The terror.”
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