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Chapter Three
Connie woke up with a start. There was somebody in her house and that somebody was shouting. Really, really loudly. She groaned and turned over, hiding her head under her duvet. Why oh why had she given her personal trainer a key to her house?
‘Up, up, up!’ he cried as he took the stairs two at a time. ‘Sleepyheads don’t get fit!’
‘I don’t want to get fit. Not this morning,’ she said to herself. ‘I want to sleeeeeeep!’
‘WAKE UP!’ he shouted as he entered the room – all six foot five of him.
‘I’m awake!’ Connie said.
‘I want twenty stomach crunches right now!’
Connie muttered something under her breath.
‘What was that, sweetie? You want to do fifty?’ he said with a naughty grin.
‘Go away, Danny!’ Connie said, sitting up in bed, her red hair tousled and tangled.
‘You don’t pay me to go away. You pay me to get your ass moving! Come on,’ he said, clapping a pair of enormous hands together.
Connie sighed. She loved Danny dearly. He was loyal and sweet and always made her laugh, but there were certain mornings when she wished he didn’t exist.
Ten minutes later and they were in the basement gymnasium and Connie was being put through her paces. It was a rude awakening and she really should have been used to it by now because Danny had been turning up three times a week for the past four years.
‘Your body is your business,’ she would silently chant to herself whilst pounding on the running machine. ‘You have to keep in shape,’ she’d repeat with each stretch on the rowing machine.
But if only her body was her business. The trouble was, everyone seemed to have something to say about her body. Her trainer, her agent, her publicist – to say nothing of the press who regularly snapped her from all angles and then ran headlines such as ‘Podgy Connie Piles on the Pounds’. The unhappy truth was that acting was about more than her ability to inhabit a role and convince an audience that her emotions were real. It was about how she looked both on screen and off and that pressure could sometimes be unbearable.
After ten minutes on the exercise bike, Connie hung her head.
‘Can we go running, Danny? I want to get some fresh air.’ She looked up and caught Danny’s eye. He didn’t look happy with the suggestion.
‘You know what happened last time.’
‘I know.’
‘We weren’t so much running as running away!’
Connie nodded, remembering the hoard of paps that had torn after them with their intrusively long lenses.
‘I wish I could run away,’ Connie said.
‘Aw, don’t say that!’ Danny said, his face wrinkling in dismay.
‘But I do. I want to go somewhere where I can just be me for a while without a telephoto lens poking at me or some journalist tearing me apart.’
‘I don’t think such a place exists,’ Danny said.
‘No,’ Connie said. ‘You’re probably right. But can’t we at least try to pretend?’
‘You want to go to the park?’
Connie nodded.
‘We’ll have to go in my car, then. Everybody knows yours.’
Connie grinned and grabbed her towel.
Danny’s black RV was parked in the driveway. ‘Get in the back and duck down,’ he said.
Connie climbed in the back of his car, buckled up and then laid her head down on the seat. She’d given Danny her remote control to open the wrought iron gates and, as usual, there was a group of paparazzi camping outside.
‘Don’t they have homes to go to?’ Danny asked as he hit the gas.
‘Apparently not,’ Connie said. ‘I thought about inviting them in for dinner one evening. I’d just come back from a charity gala and felt a bit lonely. It’s always odd to be surrounded by hundreds of people one minute and then to come back here and be totally alone.’
‘But you didn’t invite them in, did you?’ Danny asked, eyebrows raised.
‘No, of course not!’
Danny breathed a sigh of relief. ‘Okay, it’s safe to surface.’
Connie got up from the back seat and it was then that she noticed the newspaper on the seat beside her. She picked it up.
‘Oh, don’t bother reading that,’ Danny said a little too quickly. ‘There’s nothing in it.’
‘Danny, you’re a terrible liar,’ she said, opening the paper and staring in horror at the headline that greeted her on page three.
Connie Alone!
Stunning actress, Connie Gordon, one of the world’s most famous movie stars, attended last night’s ‘Cream of the Screen’ awards ceremony on her own. The 29-year-old actress recently broke up with fellow actor, Forrest Greaves, and it would seem that she’s not been lucky in love since …
Accompanying the story was a photograph of Connie from the red carpet but, instead of printing one of the hundreds of pictures they must have taken of Connie’s famous megawatt smile, they’d published one of her frowning. It must have been the millisecond that she’d caught her heels on her dress. There was also a photograph of the heavily-pregnant Candy with the caption: ‘Expecting great things – the woman Forrest Greaves left Connie for’.
‘Goddamn it!’ she cursed and then her eye caught something else. It was a quote from her mother.
‘“Connie is devastated,” Vanessa Gordon told us. “She’d already started planning the wedding with Forrest”.’
‘They’ve interviewed my mother!’ she shouted.
‘I told you not to read it!’ Danny said from the front seat.
‘Why do they do that? Why?’
‘To sell more papers, that’s all.’
Connie sighed. ‘Take me home,’ she said.
‘What? You don’t want to go running?’
She shook her head. ‘I’m sorry. I just don’t feel like it any more.’
‘But it might do you some good. You know, pound it out of your system.’ He looked at her through the rear-view mirror and noticed the tears sparkling in her eyes. ‘I’ll take you home,’ he said.
Once Danny had dropped her off, Connie kicked off her trainers and wandered through to her office. Her personal assistant had left her diary open on the desk and there was a planner pinned to the wall too. Connie glanced at it. She was meant to be starting rehearsals next week for her next film – and the thought of it made her groan.
‘It’ll do your career no end of good,’ Bob Braskett, her agent, had told her. ‘This is a real up-and-coming director. Teenagers really go for him. You’ll gain a whole new audience here.’
There was also a magazine interview penned in, and two charity events. She sighed. If only she could get away from it all. If only she could escape!
The telephone rang and made Connie jump. She didn’t normally answer the phone but, as her PA wasn’t in until later, she picked it up herself.
‘Connie!’ a voice drawled. It was Forrest Greaves.
‘What do you want?’ she snapped.
‘Aw, don’t be like that, sweetheart. You didn’t give me a chance to talk to you last night.’
‘Yeah? Well, I said all I wanted to say,’ Connie said.
‘Yeah, but I didn’t.’
She sighed. ‘What do you want, Forrest?’
‘I want to say that I miss you,’ he said, ‘and I think we should give it another go.’
‘What?’ Connie couldn’t believe what she was hearing.
‘I miss you so much, honey.’
‘Don’t honey me! You’re about to have a child with that Candy woman, for heaven’s sake.’
‘That could be anybody’s child,’ he said. ‘Anyway, she means nothing to me. It’s you I want to be with.’
Connie felt a shiver of disgust creep up her spine. ‘Forrest—’
‘Listen,’ he interrupted. ‘I know I messed up but I swear that won’t happen again. You’re my one and only, Connie. You know we’re right for each other. I know you do.’
‘But I don’t want anything to do with you, Forrest. I—’
‘I mean – come on – I’m an award-winning actor now. I’m right up there with you, baby. Just think about it – what a couple we’ll make. We’ll send Hollywood dizzy. They won’t be able to get enough of us! “Forrest and Connie”, “Greaves and Gordon”! Just imagine the headlines!’
Connie slammed the phone down and let out a scream. How dare he propose getting back together with her when he’d treated her so badly and when he was about to become a father. Why couldn’t he just leave her alone? He really was the limit.
She closed her eyes and took some deep breaths. She needed to calm down before she began hyperventilating.
‘Count to ten,’ she told herself as she breathed in through her nose and out through her mouth for a few steadying moments. ‘That’s better,’ she said. ‘Don’t let him get to you.’
It was then that something caught her eye. Sitting in a neat stack on the desk was the latest fan mail left by her personal assistant. On the top was a curious pink and yellow checked envelope. Connie picked it up and looked at it. It was from overseas. Scotland!
‘It’s tartan!’ Connie laughed, slipping the letter out and unfolding it.
Dear Ms Gordon
It seems rather a long time since I last wrote to you and I’m so sorry! We’ve been very busy here in Lochnabrae. As you know, the fan club is going from strength to strength. We get lots of hits on the website and we even had a Connie Gordon season last month showing a film of yours each night at our village hall. We then voted on our favourite film – it was Milly in the Morning, by the way – and then Isla Stuart, who runs the bed and breakfast here, made a ‘Milly’ cake with pink and yellow icing. You’ll notice we’ve got pink and yellow stationery now too – my brother, Hamish, designed a Connie tartan based on Milly’s gorgeous dress in the film. I hope you like it.
Connie took another look at the envelope and laughed. It really was very pretty.
So, as you can see, we’ve been keeping busy. But that doesn’t excuse me forgetting to write to you and I just wanted to extend our invitation to you once again. You know you’ll always be made welcome here in Lochnabrae. It’s a beautiful part of the Highlands with mountains and rivers and our very own loch in which you can swim. (Well, about twice a year if it gets really hot!) We have a small bed and breakfast and Isla says you’d be made very welcome if you wanted to stay. She has radiators in all the rooms and hot water bottles aplenty if you come in winter. Or summer. And I’ve got a spare room too. That’s to say, most of the time – unless Hamish has too many at the pub and can’t make it home which isn’t often, thank goodness.
I know you’re probably very busy in Hollywood with your films and stuff and we must seem like another planet to you but we’re a very friendly planet and we’d love to see you.
All best wishes from
Maggie Hamill
(Administrator of the Connie Gordon Fan Club) xx
Connie read the letter through once more. Lochnabrae. She hadn’t thought about that place for years. It had been the birthplace of her mother and she remembered being fascinated by stories of it when she was young. Stories about icy swims in the loch, thick mists that clouded the houses and snowdrifts that would cut the village off for weeks. It was a magical, almost mystical place on the other side of the world – so far away from the dirt and dazzle of Hollywood.
Connie’s eyes widened as she thought about it. Hadn’t she just been praying for an escape? For peace? For a place where she could lose herself and leave all her troubles behind her including lying, cheating ex-boyfriends and mothers that couldn’t keep their mouths shut? And here was a letter from her fan club promising her all those things. It was fate. It was destiny. It was plain common sense.
Without losing a single moment, she picked up the phone and called her PA.
‘Samantha? It’s Connie. I’m sorry to ring you so early but I thought you should know that I’ll be leaving town today. I’m going away. No, Bob doesn’t know. Tell him it’s family business. I don’t know how long it’ll be for. Yes, he’ll have to deal with those film people himself, and the charity events too. Tell him I need a vacation. A really good vacation.’
Chapter Four
Maggie had got up extra early to search the web for photos of Connie at the ‘Cream of the Screen’ awards ceremony. It didn’t take long to find some.
‘Oh!’ she cried, her eyes feasting on the sparkling silver dress she was wearing. ‘That’s the most beautiful dress in the world!’ Maggie right-clicked on the image and saved it to her computer for use on the fan site. Copyright? Smopyright! This was fan business and fans needed up-to-date, drop-dead gorgeous photos of their idol.
She searched around some more and found two different angles, instantly recognising the diamond necklace Connie was wearing. Maggie could list the other three events her idol had worn it to and which dresses she’d been wearing it with. She prided herself on her knowledge; she was the keeper of all things Connie.
One of the photos she was now saving showed Connie in profile with her perfect nose. Maggie automatically wrinkled her own huge tuber of a nose, wondering if a lowly shopkeeper could justify plastic surgery. And then she found a photo of Connie handing the award to the actor, Forrest Greaves.
Maggie whistled. ‘Now that must’ve been interesting,’ she said to herself, knowing how he’d double-crossed Connie on the set of one of her films. Still, he was devilishly handsome. Perhaps it had been worth having her heart broken. She saved the picture with a quick click and then got to work updating the website blog.
There was always so much to do. Connie was always in the news and Maggie loved unearthing the stories on the internet although she didn’t publish everything because a lot of the stories were clearly fabricated. Like the time it had been reported that Connie had been abducted by aliens and given birth to ET’s lovechild. Maggie shook her head as she remembered. Poor Connie. It must be so frustrating to have such rubbish printed about you. The UK press was bad enough but the US really did take some beating.
Maggie had often dreamed about visiting America and going to see the homes of the stars in the Hollywood Hills but she didn’t suppose it was ever going to happen. People like her just didn’t travel. She’d once been to Edinburgh on a school trip. They’d seen the castle and heard the canon fire, and had visited the dark narrow streets of the Old Town and the wide Georgian splendour of the New Town but all Maggie could remember about the trip was how sick she’d felt on the coach. It had taken hours to reach their capital city and hours back to the Highlands and Maggie had been completely done in by it all. So how on earth would she fare on a trip to America? She’d never survive the ordeal, would she?
‘I’ll never leave Lochnabrae,’ she said to herself. But it wasn’t so bad as fates went. She really did love the little Highland community with its tiny white houses and stunning views, and most of its residents were happy with their lot too. She couldn’t think of anyone from the older gener-ation who’d ever been over the border into England let alone left the UK. Mrs Wallace and her husband holidayed in Mull every single year and Isla had once had a trip to Oban but hadn’t liked it. Sandy Macdonald had ventured further afield in his youth but he was a hearth and slippers type these days. He didn’t even like going into Strathcorrie on market days any more.
‘Too many damned people!’ he’d say. ‘You can’t walk in a straight line without bumping into somebody or other.’
What would Connie Gordon think of them all, Maggie wondered? She’d travelled the whole world, hadn’t she? The people of Lochnabrae would seem so very dull and unadventurous to her.
Maggie looked away from the computer screen, her eyes drifting to the view outside. What would Connie think of their little corner of the world, she wondered?
‘I don’t suppose we’ll ever know,’ she said to herself before returning her gaze to the computer in search of more images of her idol.
Chapter Five
Like most women, Connie had never been very good at travelling light and, as she waited for her luggage on the carousel along with everyone else at Glasgow Airport, she was beginning to wonder how she’d manage on her own. Of course, she could have travelled VIP and had everything done for her but she’d been determined that this trip would be different. She’d booked her own taxi to the airport and had even booked her own tickets, which was a new experience as she usually left such mundane jobs to her PA, but it had felt good doing something for herself for once in her life – even if she had got a bit lost walking into the airport and had nearly missed her flight when she couldn’t find her passport.
To avoid the press and the fuss that usually went hand in hand with luxury travel, Connie had decided to fly to Scotland incognito. She’d scraped her trademark red hair into a ponytail and flattened a baseball cap onto her head. A face free from make-up and the obligatory enormous sunglasses completed the disguise. It was rather like playing a part, she thought – the part of an ordinary girl going on holiday – and she’d been enjoying the experience until it came to hauling her own luggage off the carousel and struggling with it.
‘Can I help you?’ a gentleman’s voice suddenly asked with a soft Scottish accent.
Connie turned around. A tall athletic man in a nice suit stood looking at her. ‘Oh, thank you,’ she said and watched as he found a trolley for her and placed her three suitcases onto it.
‘Are you wanting a taxi?’ he asked.
‘Yes, I am.’
‘Allow me,’ he said, leading the way to the taxi rank outside the airport.
‘I can’t thank you enough,’ Connie said, removing her sunglasses and smiling. As soon as she did, she knew she’d made a mistake.
‘Good God!’ he said. ‘Aren’t you—’ the man cocked his head a little and looked at her quizzically. ‘Connie Gordon?’
‘Oh, lord, no!’ Connie laughed, exaggerating her English accent and pushing her sunglasses back on. For most of her childhood, Connie had had an English tutor which meant that she was often hired to play English roles in films and, although she occasionally had an American twang, she could easily get away with being English.
‘I could’ve sworn!’ the man said. ‘You look just like her. Remarkable! You could be in the movies.’
‘Well, I’m very flattered,’ she said, looking up and down for a taxi and hoping for a quick escape to avoid further questioning. ‘Ah! Here’s one,’ she said as the next available car pulled up and a man got out to load her suitcases. ‘Thanks for your help,’ she said to the suited gentleman.
‘My pleasure,’ he said, staring at her in wonder.
Connie hopped into the taxi and the driver was soon pulling out from the kerb.
Phew, she thought. She’d made it.
‘Where to, lass?’ the driver asked.
Connie leant forward in her seat. ‘Lochnabrae, please.’
‘Lochnabrae Road? Lochnabrae Street?’
‘Just Lochnabrae.’
‘In Glasgow?’
‘No.’
‘Outside Glasgow then?’
Connie nodded. ‘It’s near a town called Strathcorrie.’
‘Strathcorrie?’
‘You know it?’
‘Aye, I know it. That’s over a hundred miles. It won’t be a cheap fare, lass. You got the money to pay for it?’
‘Of course,’ Connie said. ‘I wouldn’t get in a taxi if I didn’t have the money for my ride.’
‘Just checking. I don’t want to be stranded in the back of beyond with a lass with no money.’
Connie held back a hollow laugh. Money was certainly no problem for her but that didn’t necessarily mean she was happy. If she could buy some sort of happiness, she wouldn’t be there now, tired and lonely.
The taxi left the airport and Connie felt her eyes closing. Transatlantic flights always took it out of her and she felt she’d been airborne for days rather than hours. A little sleep would do her the world of good.
When Connie woke up, she was surprised to see that the sky had darkened.
‘You won’t need them glasses now,’ the taxi driver said.
Connie took them off but kept her cap on in case she was recognised, but the driver didn’t seem to be interested in who she was.
‘Had a nice sleep, have you?’
‘Yes,’ Connie said. ‘Where are we?’
‘Just approaching Strathcorrie now.’
‘I must’ve been asleep for hours!’ Connie looked out of the window. The road was narrow and straight and there wasn’t a single house to be seen. The countryside had opened out into an elongated valley with a river silvering the land, and great mountains heaved up into the sky.
‘Welcome to the Highlands.’
Connie smiled. She was here at last – the place that her mother had once called home.
‘Can we stop?’ Connie suddenly asked. ‘Just for a moment?’
The taxi driver pulled up at a lay-by. ‘You feeling all right?’
‘Yes. Yes!’ Connie said excitedly, opening the door and getting out. She stood absolutely still, looking left, right, up and down, and then she smiled. It was three hundred and sixty degrees of loveliness and she was smack bang in the middle of it. The mountains soared majestically up into the sky and there was a bright waterfall in the distance that cascaded down to the valley below.
The taxi driver switched the engine off and joined her.
‘Not going to be sick, are you?’ he asked.
‘No,’ Connie said. ‘Although I think I might have been if I hadn’t left LA in time.’
His eyes narrowed. ‘American, are you? You sound English to me.’
‘It’s complicated,’ she said, pulling her cap a little lower over her face. She shouldn’t have said anything about LA; it was too much information. If he knew who she was, he’d most likely drag her off into the hills and demand a ransom for her.
‘It’s all so – so – big!’
‘Aye.’
‘Isn’t it amazing?’ she said, thinking how different it was from the manicured lawns and borders of hothouse flowers in Bel Air.
‘Well, it is that,’ he said.
Connie took a last look around before returning to the taxi. The light was almost violet now and the colours of the landscape were beginning to drain into the night and, for the first time in years, Connie felt a real sense of peace.
It was dark by the time they reached Lochnabrae and Connie peered out of the window. ‘Is this it?’
‘Aye,’ the taxi driver said. ‘That’s the B&B,’ he said, nodding towards a white house with a board swinging outside. Loch View. Connie gazed across the road. She couldn’t see any loch. ‘That is where you’re staying, isn’t it?’
Connie nodded. She’d managed to ring ahead before leaving LA and had booked a room for a week to begin with. ‘What do I owe you?’
The taxi driver told her the total and Connie dug through her designer wallet until she found enough to pay him. She wasn’t sure how much it came to in dollars – Connie hadn’t had time even to try and understand the conversion rate as she’d grabbed her cash from the LAX bureau de change and run to catch her flight. But, if it meant not having to worry about driving on the wrong side of the road and navigating her way along dark single-track lanes after a long-haul flight, it was definitely a bargain.
‘I’ll get your bags,’ he said, taking the wad of cash and stuffing it into his jeans pocket.
Connie got out of the car and breathed in deeply. It was good to have finally arrived. She promised herself no more planes or taxis for at least a week. She’d walk – walk everywhere, that’s what she’d do. Nobody ever walked in LA – it was too big – but she’d walk here: by lochs, by streams, through valleys and up hills.
The front door of Loch View suddenly opened, breaking into Connie’s thoughts.
‘Ms Gordon, is it?’ the elderly lady greeted her. ‘I’m Isla Stuart.’ She had a sweet face completely caked in white face powder and her cheeks were two perfect circles of scarlet. ‘I’ve been waiting up for you.’
‘Oh, I’m not too late, am I?’
‘Och, no! But I do tend to nod off in the evenings if there isn’t someone to take care of. Now, I expect you’ll be ready for a cup of hot chocolate and a wee slice of Dundee cake?’
‘Thank you,’ Connie smiled, wondering what Danny would say to that and wondering what on earth Dundee cake was anyway.
‘And your driver too?’
‘Not for me, thanks all the same,’ he said, struggling with the cases. ‘I’ve to get back and it’s a fair drive.’
A few minutes later, Connie’s cases were all lined up neatly in her room on the first floor at the front of the B&B.
Once back downstairs in the hallway, Connie gave her driver a big tip to thank him for all his patience.
‘You know,’ he said as she walked to the front door with him, ‘there’s something familiar about you.’
‘Really?’ Connie said, still wearing her baseball cap and exaggerating her English accent once again.
‘You’re not on the telly, are you?’ he asked.
Connie laughed nervously. ‘You know, I’m always being asked that. I guess I’ve just got one of those faces,’ she said.
He continued to stare thoughtfully at her a moment longer. ‘Well,’ he said at last, ‘best get back to the city. You have a nice time, lass.’
Connie watched as he left and then closed the door.
‘Now then,’ Isla said, ‘how about that hot chocolate and cake?’
She led Connie through to a room at the back of the guest house. ‘I don’t often get to invite people here,’ she said. Connie smiled as she saw that a fire had been lit and a small table set with cups and plates. ‘I do like a real fire,’ Isla said. ‘It cheers the place up, doesn’t it?’
‘Smells wonderful,’ Connie said, sitting down in an old armchair next to it. ‘Really homely, isn’t it? I’ve never had a real fire. Wouldn’t dare in my house.’
‘Why not?’
‘White carpets!’
‘Ah, well, that’s why we all have these patterned ones,’ Isla said. ‘It’s messy, a real fire, with ash and the like, but I can’t imagine living without one. It’s like a friend that keeps you company each evening.’
Connie watched as Isla bustled around cutting cake. She left the room briefly and came back with two cups of hot chocolate.
‘The best hand warmer in the world,’ Isla said, handing Connie a cup.
‘Thank you,’ Connie said, taking a sip.
‘Why don’t you take that cap off, eh?’ Isla said. ‘You’ll warm through in no time in here.’
Connie was instantly on her guard. She was exhausted and the last thing she wanted was to go through the whole, ‘Yes, I’m really Connie Gordon’ conversation. That would have to wait till the morning when she felt like herself again.
‘Go on, now.’
‘Oh, my hair’s a real mess,’ Connie said. ‘I’d better keep it on.’
Isla shrugged her shoulders. ‘Suit yourself.’
Connie ate her cake and took another sip of her chocolate, hoping she hadn’t offended her landlady. They both watched the fire for a few minutes and Connie soon found that her vision was blurring as the orange flames danced wildly. Her body began to slump and it was soon a real effort to keep her eyes open.
‘Why, you’re practically nodding off there,’ Isla said. ‘And you’re so pale too.’ She leant forward in her chair. ‘Och, and you’ve not been taking care of your skin. It’s as dry as an autumn leaf.’
Connie flinched, a hand flying up to her face. ‘Is it? But I’ve been using face cream every night.’
‘Some cheap, nasty stuff, no doubt. You should try Benet’s Balm. The monks make it. I swear by it, you know. I’ll let you have some of mine.’
‘Right,’ Connie said.
‘Now, get yourself to bed. A good night’s rest will do you the power of good. Come down for breakfast when you’re good and ready. We don’t have a strict timetable here and you’re my only guest so there’s no rush.’
‘Thank you,’ Connie said, feeling mightily relieved that there was no pressure on her.
As she made her way to her room, she thought about all the people she should call. She should tell her PA, Samantha, that she’d arrived safely, and it would be courteous of her to ring her agent too but, when she saw the bed and the deep soft pillows, she thought better of being courteous. It could wait. Everything could wait.
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