Kitabı oku: «My First Poem»

© Владислав Куприенко, 2018

ISBN 978-5-4493-1882-4

Created with Ridero smart publishing system

When i love you baby

a relationship that can’t compare

you’re still mine, my lover

loved by none hated by all

vast spanse of high emotion

we shall embrace the dark

cos he loves the models

with blasphemer’s passion

it’s ok – i guess i don’t care

i need some more of it

sweet like my tomato

together we are lost

oh baby for your love

i need some more of it

i wouldn’t feel so shy

together we are lost

how «bout a smile honey

my girlfriend left me yesterday

my little china girl says

our lips like dancing eels

i would throw all my kisses

i’ll lift a couple of

my body, i’m embraced

i want a sweeping romance

you spend your precious time

i need some more of it

sweet like my tomato

together we are lost

oh baby for your love

i need some more of it

i wouldn’t feel so shy

together we are lost

how «bout a smile honey

her body, soft and warm

a gal a taste you tell her try

ain’t gonna marry in the fall

winds of the dawn are caressing us all

the guilt inside my heart

disassembles feelings

like the swan in the evening

there will soon be no one left to adore

i need some more of it

sweet like my tomato

together we are lost

oh baby for your love

i need some more of it

i wouldn’t feel so shy

together we are lost

how «bout a smile honey

embracing her naked body

all that virgin sacrifice

taste the sweetness of the flesh

melancholy and desire

embraces to her breast

its hard to trust a stranger

for you gurl i’d do anything

no compassion no one else

i need some more of it

sweet like my tomato

together we are lost

oh baby for your love

i need some more of it

i wouldn’t feel so shy

together we are lost

how «bout a smile honey

beloved father rescue me

the star-crossed lovers

of my lovely kingdom

the caress i’ve waited for eternity

marble white and purest gold

have no respect for others

ungraceful as i am in loving

sleepwalker miss you much

i need some more of it

sweet like my tomato

together we are lost

oh baby for your love

i need some more of it

i wouldn’t feel so shy

together we are lost

how «bout a smile honey

we don’t like pure minds here

in this dominion of delight

ground floor mary come on

you’re tired to be bride

what ails you, my daughter dear?

my desires never fulfilled

these hoes be lovin you, pushin a vehicle

there’s no more beauty in me

i need some more of it

sweet like my tomato

together we are lost

oh baby for your love

i need some more of it

i wouldn’t feel so shy

together we are lost

how «bout a smile honey

your emotions rippin’ your

romantic in my tears

so kiss me, i’m shitfaced

he kissed me like he meant forever

had passionate makeouts

oh jealousy, look what you’ve done

just to hug a few friends, oh oh

so babe i’ll see you later

i need some more of it

sweet like my tomato

together we are lost

oh baby for your love

i need some more of it

i wouldn’t feel so shy

together we are lost

how «bout a smile honey

Big money, big guns

when all youve got is hurt

blow out the candlelight

someday this will go away

struggle for perfection

tonight, i don’t wanna be me

grim afterlife in terror

from the core of the earth

why don’t i take this knife?

but only if i have the time

so what do you feel within?

it begins here, it ends now

i can make you pick a fight

these are scoundrel days

take with your right hand

you’re acting, you’re lying

feel your love electrify

inside your hollow minds

i really want to trust you

no friend to me, jealously

i know it’s taken me awhile

i will look for questions

knee deep in freezing mud

the torture room is ready

just a picture in the hall

but only if i have the time

so what do you feel within?

it begins here, it ends now

i can make you pick a fight

these are scoundrel days

take with your right hand

you’re acting, you’re lying

feel your love electrify

enter a dimension of hate

who controls the destiny!

this must be fucking hell

that devouered the night

so afraid that you’ll lose

your silence is crushing

he is the king of tomorrow

first they try to teach me

but only if i have the time

so what do you feel within?

it begins here, it ends now

i can make you pick a fight

these are scoundrel days

take with your right hand

you’re acting, you’re lying

feel your love electrify

we master our own destiny

riding the northern wind

in my room jamming oldies

that’s what i need tonight

the crowd cheered them on

while the tears roll down

you take it on the run baby

relive those remembered

but only if i have the time

so what do you feel within?

it begins here, it ends now

i can make you pick a fight

these are scoundrel days

take with your right hand

you’re acting, you’re lying

feel your love electrify

that bewail turned tides

i can see your resistance

but through all this pain

got enough guilt to start

breed of the bestial race

kill them whores in white

it’s getting harder to see

did i say that i loathe you?

but only if i have the time

so what do you feel within?

it begins here, it ends now

i can make you pick a fight

these are scoundrel days

take with your right hand

you’re acting, you’re lying

feel your love electrify

but the sorrow never ends

don’t be told what you need

this nightmare in arabia

two steps ahead of danger

i close my eyes as if to die

that’s what his papers say

people say we are the most

fighting with my destiny

but only if i have the time

so what do you feel within?

it begins here, it ends now

i can make you pick a fight

these are scoundrel days

take with your right hand

you’re acting, you’re lying

feel your love electrify

but that was «sometime ago.»

this obsession is my call

all the glory of the world

no sympathy for the devil

the proofs deny the faith

to keep this party stable

a grim, shows his dead face

something is by the trees

but only if i have the time

so what do you feel within?

it begins here, it ends now

i can make you pick a fight

these are scoundrel days

take with your right hand

you’re acting, you’re lying

feel your love electrify

but only if i have the time

so what do you feel within?

it begins here, it ends now

i can make you pick a fight

these are scoundrel days

take with your right hand

you’re acting, you’re lying

feel your love electrify

The fear of the dusk

in a hellish crash of hammerpounds

now it’s all a chaotic ruin

all you’ve feared here

always get him into trouble

awaken the awful truth

arcane macabre diety arrives

i’m a runaway a raging fury

it dont matter you a freak

dissipating humanic awe

diablo it’s your nightmare

as chaos and panic sets in

he’s hiding in the closet

creep underneath my skin

heed the written warnings

i know i might be anxious

before we choke on the rain

i’m a walking zombie obviously

a dreadful light above us

flach danieder – stumm vor angst

from the threat of deathly ice

aware – awake – alert

you’re effectively paralysed!

wake up man don’t be afraid

in case of an emergency

dissipating humanic awe

diablo it’s your nightmare

as chaos and panic sets in

he’s hiding in the closet

creep underneath my skin

heed the written warnings

i know i might be anxious

before we choke on the rain

black horrors of the night

reign of terror has begun

scream, i wake up screaming

screams invade the dawn

i need you near to calm my fears

trying to avoid the danger

my heart is a black haunted loom

dead hand that creeps me

dissipating humanic awe

diablo it’s your nightmare

as chaos and panic sets in

he’s hiding in the closet

creep underneath my skin

heed the written warnings

i know i might be anxious

before we choke on the rain

before i give myself a scare

i’m scared to let you know

into the worst, out of the best

darkest of all lights

i sense that terrible depth

we ran like frightened partridge

out looking for a thrill

by the beauty of this phobia

dissipating humanic awe

diablo it’s your nightmare

as chaos and panic sets in

he’s hiding in the closet

creep underneath my skin

heed the written warnings

i know i might be anxious

before we choke on the rain

hideous faces evil glaring

in this dark and scary world

look at this horrible picture

be safe – be dangerous

freaks you «til the morning

the spiders in your head

on the road to the cemetery

a paralyzed mind is of no use

dissipating humanic awe

diablo it’s your nightmare

as chaos and panic sets in

he’s hiding in the closet

creep underneath my skin

heed the written warnings

i know i might be anxious

before we choke on the rain

i saw a shadow following me

the sun has been darkened

shivers.all down your spine

you ain’t worth my worries

i’m insecure and paranoid

lurking in your nightmares

in sinister blackness

relinquish your apathy

dissipating humanic awe

diablo it’s your nightmare

as chaos and panic sets in

he’s hiding in the closet

creep underneath my skin

heed the written warnings

i know i might be anxious

before we choke on the rain

fear is just a state of mind

archaeologist beware

the zombies obey to their priest

into the crypts of rays

now i see a nameless horror

without fearing the future

the ache, no one to fight

spider webs, dusty bottles

dissipating humanic awe

diablo it’s your nightmare

as chaos and panic sets in

he’s hiding in the closet

creep underneath my skin

heed the written warnings

i know i might be anxious

before we choke on the rain

We’re the image of fear

zombie fucks, retarded head

the sinister black catharsis

the water chills my bones

rabbit freak on a bridge

i died and became apathy

whenever i was insecure

are we. fearful of how dark it’s grown

you feel a choke in your throat

i will scream down the dams

the past comes back to haunt

if you need the horrors of war

with the serpents vengance

i will scream down the dams

hear the dreadful screams

i am the fear in your dreams

i’m willing yet i’m so afraid

to slow down your nightmares

horror shows are here performed

frightened, aching, and alone

who’s faithful and concerned about it

what’s the worst that i can say?

the spiders crawl my candlelight

so esoteric, you get stage fright

the lonesome child screaming

i will scream down the dams

the past comes back to haunt

if you need the horrors of war

with the serpents vengance

i will scream down the dams

hear the dreadful screams

i am the fear in your dreams

i’m willing yet i’m so afraid

you feel this fuckin’ terrible pain

beyond webs of obscurity

how can we escape this dread

eerie tornado – of naked angst

as soon as your adrenaline pump

alert doing work on the everyday

scared to death, scared to look

hiding within the amen corner

i will scream down the dams

the past comes back to haunt

if you need the horrors of war

with the serpents vengance

i will scream down the dams

hear the dreadful screams

i am the fear in your dreams

i’m willing yet i’m so afraid

stalking, tyrant, hunter

twelth moon arose with ghostly voice

trouble here, trouble there

your assemblage horrible masticated

your skeletons were all up over you

it’s such a thrill just to be me

the darkest day is silver too

obey my call to the cemetery

i will scream down the dams

the past comes back to haunt

if you need the horrors of war

with the serpents vengance

i will scream down the dams

hear the dreadful screams

i am the fear in your dreams

i’m willing yet i’m so afraid

it’s now malignant tumours

awful laughter of gold

all my worries step aside

hear my tales of the macabre

his face with a worried frown

a serpent crawled into the light

they found a skeleton on the beach

we paralyzed by a dragonfear

i will scream down the dams

the past comes back to haunt

if you need the horrors of war

with the serpents vengance

i will scream down the dams

hear the dreadful screams

i am the fear in your dreams

i’m willing yet i’m so afraid

paranoid, so i strike out at what ever

beware, beware, beware, beware

holy clouds darkened the sky

widespread grief and terror

where fears and lies melt away

scare them all a little bit

walls of ancient hellish art

we’re bored and petrified

i will scream down the dams

the past comes back to haunt

if you need the horrors of war

with the serpents vengance

i will scream down the dams

hear the dreadful screams

i am the fear in your dreams

i’m willing yet i’m so afraid

love is a dangerous pastime

fearless when he is stoned

was creeping up behind them

first we need a threat

never scary boo bitch im a kamikaze

this nightmare surrounds me

chaotic visions fill destiny

lonely shadow chasing me

i will scream down the dams

the past comes back to haunt

if you need the horrors of war

with the serpents vengance

i will scream down the dams

hear the dreadful screams

i am the fear in your dreams

i’m willing yet i’m so afraid

Repulsive yet so true

i’m pluggin in them social skills

struggling for your sanity

now she haunts the night

human rights long out of style

obscurities manifest

it’s no different your a freak

repulsive yet so true

screamin’ in your head

each one was scary at first

replace freedom with fear

free me from this nightmare

lost, soul, is feared and hated

each one was scary at first

that’s where opinions differ

feeling the common dread

trouble’s coming, peace is over

to slay and kill the minority

i was hiding from the weather

i pass them like a shadow

abyss haunted by demons

up rose a movement titled c

what’s mean of the justice

have we all turn into zombies?

with petrified figures

each one was scary at first

replace freedom with fear

free me from this nightmare

lost, soul, is feared and hated

each one was scary at first

that’s where opinions differ

feeling the common dread

trouble’s coming, peace is over

gonna wash these freaks away

burning ache! my eyes! dry air!

scarred with inner hatred

the last chance of liberation

in my mind the horror lives

there’s no room for equality

fearful you watch the end

screams of a malign hunger

each one was scary at first

replace freedom with fear

free me from this nightmare

lost, soul, is feared and hated

each one was scary at first

that’s where opinions differ

feeling the common dread

trouble’s coming, peace is over

to the deathscythe’s menace

nervous system close to collapse

open your freakin’ eyes

it may surprise the majority

screaming into the blue

happy worst day, happy worst day

you hide from your own fears

you can’t be bothered or concerned

each one was scary at first

replace freedom with fear

free me from this nightmare

lost, soul, is feared and hated

each one was scary at first

that’s where opinions differ

feeling the common dread

trouble’s coming, peace is over

i act so cool you can’t resist

we might scream and lash out

you are afraid of the light

beware the coming of night

remind me to be in awe of you

even though it causes me to choke

so you’ll let your apathy prevail?

rebel force, mark to kill

each one was scary at first

replace freedom with fear

free me from this nightmare

lost, soul, is feared and hated

each one was scary at first

that’s where opinions differ

feeling the common dread

trouble’s coming, peace is over

terrified to speak your mind

spawned from a devilish sign

revolution, seal our fate

the spider’s not in sight

black demons – darkened my mind

even in my darkest time

i knew they were so dangerous

this civilization swallowed by sin

each one was scary at first

replace freedom with fear

free me from this nightmare

lost, soul, is feared and hated

each one was scary at first

that’s where opinions differ

feeling the common dread

trouble’s coming, peace is over

in a dying democracy

no integrity! (no) no sincerity! (no)

of those who show no resistance

paranoid of every sound

paralyzed by what they believe

like they haunt this town

creeping out of gloomy holes

boy you got me scared of you

each one was scary at first

replace freedom with fear

free me from this nightmare

lost, soul, is feared and hated

each one was scary at first

that’s where opinions differ

feeling the common dread

trouble’s coming, peace is over

In you – in me – revolution!

the moon guides sinister beings

i can learn to resist

give me the right of opinion

but kept up high integrity

not to mention the worst idea

struggling for what is left

what are you worried bout baby

but hope has never escaped

anxious peaceful still

the wisdom of equality

screaming for our rights

screams sweet nausea

anxious peaceful still

it’s justice, we’re safe

screaming for our rights

i am seized with fear

nervous disturbance of mind

unseen shadow, silent now

fuck authority now!

lack of intellectual independence!

you say «i’m more afraid of what

in you – in me – revolution!

vote for me, i’m a clever chap

the gothic cemetery crypt

anxious peaceful still

the wisdom of equality

screaming for our rights

screams sweet nausea

anxious peaceful still

it’s justice, we’re safe

screaming for our rights

i am seized with fear

the population – is gonna fall

in despair i cry apathy is

through the darkest hours

in search for peace of mind

reminding me that anarchy

this ever present terror

herald of horror and hate

got the fever creeping inside

anxious peaceful still

the wisdom of equality

screaming for our rights

screams sweet nausea

anxious peaceful still

it’s justice, we’re safe

screaming for our rights

i am seized with fear

in the darkland there is danger

in the winds of obscurity

devour all fears that i breed

screamin out two things

decorate them with awe

horrible sea of numbness

nightmare changed around me

defend this: my only body stands

anxious peaceful still

the wisdom of equality

screaming for our rights

screams sweet nausea

anxious peaceful still

it’s justice, we’re safe

screaming for our rights

i am seized with fear

im haunted by the truth

democracy don’t rule the world

eencadenados a un hedor social

to be set free, it took so long

talkin’ about you gonna creep

yes, the line at the welfare line

frightening the ones behind

unconscious unrest and anxiety

anxious peaceful still

the wisdom of equality

screaming for our rights

screams sweet nausea

anxious peaceful still